Chapter 380: Missing

However, because it was the first time to do it, looking at the appearance of the old couple, and remembering the kindness of the old couple to him when he was a child, the belief in Jin Yunji's heart was rarely shaken.

At that time, he even thought about whether it was right or wrong to hurt those innocent people by such unscrupulous means, and he even gave up the idea of revenge, feeling that he should not be so extreme.

It's just that a lot of things are involuntary.

In the end, Jin Yunjie didn't make a move, and even planned to be punished and left Xiaohai Village, but he didn't expect what should have happened in the end.

Originally, according to Boss Yu's plan, he was asked to set fire to the village, but because Jin Yunjie left early, the matter of setting fire to the village was not successful at all.

However, what people didn't expect was that in the end, Bai Rouying's parents' house was still on fire.

What happened later......

Yun Ruo slowly closed his eyes: "That matter was planned by Boss Yun from beginning to end, and Jin Yunyu was indeed the executor in this planning case, but he gave up." ”

It's useless to give up.

After going back, Jin Yunjie found that he couldn't change anything, and then his whole person completely changed.

After that, no matter what task he carried out or what he wanted to do, he never relented.

I have completely thought about the reward as my only goal.

Bai Rouying couldn't help but smile bitterly when she heard this: "So that's the case." ”

There was a slight tremor in her voice.

In fact, the most innocent from beginning to end were her and her parents.

It's just that he was inadvertently involved in the struggle between Jin Yu's family and the Yun family, and just because he was involved in this matter, he had to pay the price of his life.

Just because she was involved in this matter, she completely lost her parents.

Bai Rouying really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Seeing that there was something wrong with Bai Rouying's expression, Yun Ruo was faintly worried.

She struggled to sit up straight, but because the wound on her body had not yet healed completely, a pain came from the place of the wound, and Yun Ruo immediately frowned.

"Little Shadow...... You ......"

"I'm fine." Bai Rouying took a deep breath, and had already stood up quickly, turned around, and turned her back to Yun Ruo, not letting her see the expression on her face clearly.

It's just that the more she is like this, the more Yun Ruo can't rest assured, and her heart suddenly becomes more worried, and she struggles to get out of bed.

I just moved the wound twice, and I was accidentally involved, and I suddenly hissed in pain.

"Aruo!" Bai Rouying turned around and helped her up.

Seeing Bai Rouying's expression at this time, Yun Ruo realized that since she didn't know when Bai Rouying had burst into tears.

"Xiaoying, I'm ......" She lost her voice for a while, looking at Bai Rouying's rare lack of words, she didn't know what to say later.

"This has nothing to do with you." Bai Rouying slowly closed her eyes, raised her hand and simply wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve.

She said: "I just think it's ridiculous, from beginning to end, our family is the most innocent, whether it is my parents or me, it's just because I met Jin Yunyu and Jin Yu brothers when I was a child, it's just because I was a playmate with them, so I suffered such an unwarranted disaster." ”

After such a long time, remembering the matter between her parents again, Bai Rouying's heart is still painful.

The worry on Yun Ruo's face was even stronger, but he didn't know what to say at all, so he could only call Bai Rouying's name softly: "Xiaoying......"

"I'm really fine."

Bai Rouying: "I just think it's ridiculous, but it's over, my parents have passed away for so long, in fact, what else can't I let go." ”

Knowing that Jin Yu is not her enemy, her heart is actually inexplicably a lot more down-to-earth.

But it is impossible for her to continue to reconcile with Jin Yu and continue to live as before.

After all, as long as she thought that the cause of her parents' death was because she was involved in the Jin family's affairs, Bai Rouying felt that she had no way to stay with Jin Yu anymore.

"I don't blame Jin Yu, but my parents did die because of them, so I really can't do it like I used to." Jin Yu's cold face inadvertently flashed in his mind, and Bai Rouying's nose was inexplicably sour.

The tears that were finally stopped almost slipped down his eyes.

She turned around quickly again, turned her back to Yun Ruo, and spoke in a thick nasal voice: "Ah Ruo, you have a good rest, I still have some things to do and leave first, and I will come to see you tomorrow." ”

After speaking, without waiting for Yun Ruo's reaction, he walked out of the ward quickly.

Yun Ruo looked at her figure that gradually disappeared around the corner of the ward, and sighed heavily, with countless emotions in her heart for a while.

Yun Ruo has never seen her parents since she was a child, and it was Boss Yun who raised her single-handedly, but for the boss, she doesn't seem to have any other feelings of admiration except gratitude.

Therefore, if people can't understand Bai Rouying's feelings for her parents.

However, although she didn't understand it, it didn't prevent her from understanding Bai Rouying's psychology.

Looking at the empty door of the ward, Yun Ruo let out a long sigh: "I hope you can come out early by yourself." ”

Although the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, as a bystander, no one is qualified to beak in other people's emotional matters.

It doesn't matter how good the relationship is.

Bai Rouying now has a knot in her heart, but no one can help her solve this knot except herself.

Just like yourself, it doesn't really make a difference.

Yun Ruo suddenly reached out and found a necklace under his pillow.

The necklace looked very cheap, and even the pendant had faded slightly, but she still kept it like a treasure.

"Aren't we the same? If you can't get out by yourself, then you really can't get out for the rest of your life. ”

Back then, it was a long story.

The tone of the two people is very flat, and what they talk about is not love and hatred at all, emotional entanglement and complexity.

It seems that in the most insipid tone, it is nothing more than the most ordinary weather problems.

Or maybe it's just asking you if you've eaten.

"Yes." Jin Yuwu nodded to himself, the corners of his lips hooked, and a slightly sarcastic smile appeared on his face, "I should also have thought that you wouldn't want to see me." ”

Bai Rouying actually wanted to turn around and leave.

But now it's too late to leave, Lin Sheng has already left in the car, and the only way for her to leave Yunfeng Mountain now is to take Jin Yu's car to leave.

After all, this place is so remote, it looks deserted, and there is no village or anything nearby, but I am afraid that Bai Rouying just wants to take a ride, and she can't find a taxi.

Therefore, she could only say patiently: "Now that I have come, if you have anything to say, just say it, our time is limited, there is no need to continue, so we will delay each other's time." ”

The attitude became more and more indifferent.

Jin Yu stared at her for a while, and suddenly turned his back: "Let's go." ”

Bai Rouying was stunned for a moment, her expression suddenly became very hesitant, and she stared at Jin Yu's back with extra vigilance, and even her voice sounded a little nervous: "Where do you want to take me?" ”

"It's still early now, Yunfeng Mountain is a good place to climb the mountain, since you are here, if you don't climb the mountain, wouldn't it be impossible to say?"

Bai Rouying stared at the back of Jin Yu's head for a long time, and for a while she couldn't figure out what kind of medicine was sold in Jin Yu's gourd.

It stands to reason that judging from Jin Yu's previous actions, he should have the heart to reconcile with himself, but Bai Rouying has no such thoughts at all now.

After all, no matter what you say, there is still the death of Bai Rouying's parents between them.

Even if this incident is not directly related to Jin Yu, it was indirectly caused by him.

Bai Rouying thinks that no matter how much she loves, there is no way to accept Jin Yu so calmly.

I don't know what will happen in the future, maybe she will gradually forget Jin Yu, rush away the beautiful illusions of this relationship in time, and in the end, all that will be left is the memories that may or may not be good.

But that's all for later, what Bai Rouying can be sure of now is that she has no way to face the female Jin Yu directly, and there is no way to talk to him calmly.

Like now......

She took a deep breath and suppressed the slightly restless emotions in her heart: "I really don't have the leisure to climb the mountain with you, and I don't want to hear you explain anything to me. ”

She walked forward quickly and got straight to the point: "If you want to tell me about my parents, I don't think it's necessary, because I already know about it." ”

Jin Yu was not surprised by this, and his steps did not even pause, but continued to walk slowly and at a constant speed.

Soon we were at the bottom of the mountain.

He stopped, did not continue to walk forward, but turned to look at Bai Rouying, as if waiting for Bai Rouying's movements.

"I know." Jin Yu said, "Yunruo told you, right?" ”

Bai Rouying grimaced: "Yes." ”

After a pause, her chin lifted slightly and continued, "I already know that the person in the video wasn't you, but it hasn't changed much for me. ”

She suddenly remembered the first time she saw the video, and saw Jin Yu's face from the video.

The pain carved into the bone marrow continued to spread from the depths of her heart, and gradually spread to her whole body, dense pain, like thousands of ants gnawing at her flesh and bones, that kind of pain, Bai Rouying really didn't want to try again.

Now that she can face Jin Yu calmly, she has already spent a lot of strength.

"Although that person is not you, no matter what you say, this matter has an inseparable and close relationship with your Jin family."

As she spoke, her nose suddenly became sore, and tears appeared, which she couldn't control and fell.

But I thought that I was now promised to Jin Yu, no matter how fragile and sad I was, I would never be able to cry, and I couldn't show a little weakness and fatigue in front of Jin Yu.

Bai Rouying forcibly stopped her tears and controlled her emotions.

She tried her best to keep a straight face, making herself look like she was not close to anyone, as if she had no feelings at all: "From beginning to end, whether it is me or my parents, we are the most innocent, we are just cannon fodder who have been involved in the struggle between your Jin family and the Yun family for no reason." ”

"So I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore." Bai Rouying said, "Anyway, my parents did die because of you. ”

"Yes." Jin Yu's voice was hoarse, "I'm sorry. ”

One sentence suddenly made Bai Rouying's eyes teary-eyed, and the tears that she could barely stop were almost rolling down again.

She quickly lowered her head, covered her face with the help of the bright and uncertain light and shadow in front of her, turned her body slightly sideways, and raised her hand to quickly wipe the corner of her eye.