She walked towards me, and I could only feel her grasping my hair and shoulders, and I fought with her like a man who had put life and death on the line, she was much stronger than me, but I didn't care that a stream of blood ran from my head to my neck, and the sharp pain was replaced by extreme resentment. I clung to her like crazy and bit her hands and legs, I was already unconscious, I had reached a state of madness, desperate, resisting to the end, only to hear her panting and screaming 'madman, madman'.

Ah Xiang's comrade - Tian Shi, she grabbed me like an eagle catching a chicken without any suspense, and I was like a weak and incompetent rag doll.

When she looked at me carefully, I obviously felt that in order to pull out a thorn in my eye, she would do everything she could: "Arrest her and put her in a small black house." "Ah Xiang and Tian immediately held me down and wanted to lock me up in a small black room.

I fought my way up, and the little dark room was one of the worst nightmares of all orphans.

The door of the small black room can only be opened from the outside, there is no window, only a large slap hole, the mouth is separated by an iron net is a ventilation hole, and the big one can only pass a mouse; The lifeless is all dead ashes, cramped like a rectangular coffin, without talking to you, you are suddenly isolated from the world, without any voice or face to prove whether you are alive in the world, dizzy and confusing your space, time stagnating, making you lose your soul little by little, from crying to giggling, to being stunned and dead.

Neither the dean's mother nor anyone else would not enter or pass by this room at night as long as they could not go in, and it was not inferior to a prison cell.

At this time, Ah Xiang grabbed my wrist tightly and dragged me away, I desperately wanted to pull back, trying to break free of Ah Xiang's hand, but she didn't care about me at all, and pulled me into the room one by one. I didn't listen to my screams, her hands wrapped around my wrists like chains.

I grabbed the small pillar on the railing of the staircase with my free hand, and Ah Xiang pulled it violently, and my little hand was overwhelmed by the weight and let go of the railing, and my body slammed against the wall. She dragged me up the rest of the stairs and down the hallway towards the little dark room, where she pushed the door open and pushed me viciously inside.

Entering this dark little dark room, I was pulled to the ground, and as soon as my ass touched the ground, I immediately jumped up like a spring, but my hands held me down with force.

"I'll warn you to move again, and I'll tie you up with a rope." Ah Xiang threatened me.

"No," I cried, "I'm not going to run." "To convince them, I pressed my hands firmly to the ground.

"Don't move!" Ah Xiang said that when they made sure I didn't have any more crazy outbursts, they let go of the hands that were holding me. Then, Ah Xiang and Tian stood up straight, crossed their arms on their hips, and had a gloomy face, "You are really a cold-blooded snake, a cunning person, there is no child like you!" ”

With that, they stood in the doorway, still smiling at the corners of their mouths, and then 'bang-' shut the door and locked it, and I stood up and threw myself on the door, and my fist thumped so loudly that the door was locked. As they walked back down the aisle, I heard them laughing.

It is said that this small black room was originally a hut for foreigners to hide all kinds of documents and jewelry, and there are simple ornaments inside, such as a mirror hanging on the wall, the mirror shows the darkness in the room, and the whole house is filled with an eerie atmosphere. When my gaze touched the mirror, I was fascinated and couldn't help but look at the sight in the mirror. Reflected through the mirror, everything seems more indifferent and gloomy than in reality: a strange little girl stared at me in the mirror, her pale face had a pair of cat-like eyes, her thin body was shrouded in the faint moonlight from the outside, a layer of mottled moonlight seemed even more cold, when everything was still, only the cat-like eyes were full of panic and turned, really like a ghost! She was waiting for an opportunity to come to me.

"Ahh

Footsteps came from the hallway outside the door, "Shut up!" I won't be able to come out until tomorrow morning! "That's Ah Xiang's voice. In her eyes, I was a ghost, cruel, mean, insidious, a heinous bad boy.

The dean's mother turned a blind eye to my madness and crying. I heard them walk away quickly.

I cried spasmed, and had to shrink into a corner, trying not to cry, fearing that my cry would make me hear something unforeseen, I raised my head and dared to look around the dimly lit house, glancing at the glimmering mirror from time to time, and I couldn't help but think of the legend about this hut, it is said that Yoko once physically punished a nun, and it was in this room that the nun exhaled her last breath, and her body was carried out from here. I was shaking like clockwork, soft as noodles, waiting for the nun to crawl out of the grave and become a white-clad ghost, slowly ripping my heart out with her skinless skeletal fingers.

My heart was beating hard, my skull was hot and swollen, and my ears were buzzing, as if something was slowly approaching me. I was terrified, my heart was beating so badly that I couldn't breathe, my patience had reached its limit, so I went crazy and took off my shoes, picked them up and rushed to the mirror.

"Wow-" The glass of the mirror was smashed by me with my shoes and my fist. I looked at the fission lenses, and finally there was a sense of triumphant pride.

I giggled.

I stood alone in the empty room, but now it was my battlefield of victory. This was my first taste of victory. I stood in the middle of the room, enjoying the solitude of victory. At first, I smirked, but soon the joy of victory was like a sudden acceleration of the pulse.

Eventually, nervousness, hunger, and cramps overcame me, and I fell into a state of instability without sleep:

I came to a deserted wilderness, surrounded by a thick fog that was so thick that I couldn't see my fingers, the ground shook, and the deathly silence was eerie.

I was cold and hungry, terrified of the danger lurking in the fog around me, and I wanted to scream but couldn't. I was standing beside the cliff, and suddenly a pair of hands stretched out from the cliff at the bottom of my feet and pulled my feet, intending to drag me to the bottom of the cliff, and the bone-like hands were stained with blood.

I was scared to death, I frantically ran through the thick fog, crying and screaming as I ran, and desperately waved my arms to beat the air, but it was only the air and the wet fog, and suddenly I found a fire in the fog, and the shadows were reflected in the light of the fire.

I ran in the fog and terror to the lighthouse for no apparent reason, and I would get there, and I would be saved! But panic made my legs weak, hunger made me dizzy, I wanted to eat, I wanted to eat, I wanted to eat, I wanted to eat, and the white bread turned into a pile of mud, and I burst out with a cry of despair.

This dream started when I was 8 years old, and since then, whenever I go hungry and sleep on an empty stomach, it will keep bothering me.

The next day, I was thrown down from my head by my grandmothers with cold water, and I shivered, and thankfully finally pulled me back from hell to earth.

At the age of fourteen, I'm still fighting.

I got into a fight with five orphanage kids over a meat bun. I am better than the onslaught of not being afraid of death, they are better than the crowd besieging and beating me, after a few back and forth temptations to fly my feet, I finally won the physical strength was knocked to the ground, unkempt and unkempt was suppressed on the ground by the head of the cow, the pig head three took the opportunity to punch and kick me, fiercely grabbed my head and gave me to eat adobe.

Just as I was about to feel that there was no chance to turn over, suddenly a startling lightning and the ensuing thunder caused our scalps to tingle, and a torrential rain poured down. Several children looked at each other, as if deciding whether to continue or dodge, I turned over smartly, quickly transferred to the back of Niu Ba, and spun and flew at Niu Ba's buttocks with my feet, Niu Ba's dog gnawed the ground and fell to the ground, I grinned a few minutes ago and was picked into a pig's mouth and smiled, and shouted happily: 'Pig head! You dare to beat Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu will clean up your turtle son! If you don't give it to you obediently, I'll kneel down! ”

Facts have proved how good I am at escaping and winning at the age of ten, while I am screaming wildly, and before they can fight back, I drag my left foot that has been picked and beaten, and I am in a panic, and I am chased and intercepted to the grove behind the classroom.

Looking back at the gang of bastards who had come back to their senses and tried to chase me, I almost broke into the wooden house in a panic, I stood at the door, the menacing bastards screamed that I had a kind of come out, and I also shouted that they had a kind of coming, this kind of drama war looked weird and funny in the stormy dark afternoon.

In the end, the mysterious forbidden house made the cattle stop and run away as birds and beasts.

I managed to escape again. I leaned my back against the dark corner of the wooden house in pain, let out a long breath, wiped black and spit with my sleeves, happily took out the victory product from my pocket-meat buns, and couldn't wait to swallow the dates and eat them in my stomach, desperately controlling the physiological reaction that hit the stomach cavity from the brain and then rolled back into the mouth from the stomach cavity and back to the mouth, and my mouth was full of convulsions.

The result of the war was to avoid the first day of junior high school, but not the fifteenth.

The dean's grandmother became more and more indifferent to me, only occasionally glancing at me, but her eyes were full of hatred, and she rarely spoke to me. Ever since I fought her, she had separated me from the other children. She made me sleep in a small room by myself, and punished me to sit alone at a small table to eat, and she no longer punished me easily, but I firmly believe that she would not tolerate me living in the same courtyard with her for a long time, because if she cast a glance at me, I could see an uncontrollable and deep disgust in her eyes.