Jiaqi's head drooped lower, her face was pale, since she found out that Hu Xiaofen had left the Zhou family with Dingguo, she had a hundred and eleven regrets in her heart, but the words had been spoken, and the people had left, so she could only write a letter to her brother Cheng Jiawei, asking him to help often go to see Mei Ruojun's mother and son.

Before she could say her remedy, Ruikang was already angry, his face flushed, his cheeks puffed out, and he yelled, "It's you! It's you! It's you again! Isn't it? It was you who told her Ruojun's address in Beiping! ”

Jiaqi lowered her head and wept without arguing.

Ruikang's whole body trembled, and he pointed at Jiaqi and shouted, "Jiaqi, you really disappointed me!" I know I'm sorry for you and owe you! I can't give you love, but I've always given you the most sincere friendship, I've always regarded you as my confidante, I respect you, I value you, but, but, what have you done? ”

"Nian'an was kidnapped, and you actually asked Ruojun, who came to ask for help, to write an IOU?" He no longer has scruples, no longer forbearance, he wants to erupt: "IOU? Oh, my money was used to save my son, and you actually asked her to write an IOU? Oh yes, and that life history clarification book! Great! What did you clarify? Well? What did you clarify? Do you want to use a clarification written by Ruojun under duress to cut off the father-son relationship between me and Nian'an? ”

"No...... No...... I just, I just want to ......" Jiaqi wanted to defend herself with tears, but Ruikang was already angry, where would he listen to her defense, he said loudly: "I don't want to listen to your defense, what you have done has completely sobered me up, you are not the innocent and cheerful Cheng Jiaqi for a long time, you are a narrow-minded, vicious and ruthless woman." ”

"You know that Hu Xiaofen is delirious and does things extremely, she is as jealous and jealous as you are! Jealous! Jealous! You women know jealousy! It's all crazy! She is now holding Dingguo and going to Beiping to find Ruojun, do you know what will happen? Did you know? She will hurt Ruojun and hurt Nian An......"

"And I can't go back, I can't go back! You know I can't go back! I can only wait here for the bad news to come! Jiaqi, you are too cruel, you are too cruel! Ruikang was furious, almost losing his mind, and grabbed Cheng Jiaqi's arm while roaring, shaking her vigorously.

"In the past, I have always felt regret, guilt, self-blame, and remorse that my marriage came to an end, but now, I really regret marrying you, why? Why? Why did you become so scary! You borrowed Hu Xiaofen's hand to destroy Ruojun and Nian'an, that is, you killed me indirectly. Is this your love? ”

Jiaqi was very aggrieved by his yelling, and suddenly couldn't stand his accusations anymore, pushed him away hard, and said loudly: "Why? Why? Ask yourself! What did you do with me? You have never loved me, it is you, it is you who have turned a cheerful Cheng Jiaqi into a terrible woman, I just hate her, because I love you,......"

"Don't say you love me, I don't want to hear it, and I don't care. I haven't loved you yet! Not before, not now, and not in the future! He interrupted her categorically.

"Ahh ~~~" Cheng Jiaqi finally broke down and cried, this was the first time in his life that he cried bitterly.

But Ruikang didn't have the heart to comfort her, her crying only made him feel irritable: "Cheng Jiaqi, let's get a divorce, I don't want to keep my husband and wife status with you anymore, and I don't want to go around and around to calculate who owes more to whom." Don't worry, I will give you a sum of money and I will find a lawyer to settle this matter tomorrow. I must now find a way to go back and stop the tragedy from happening! I don't have the energy to entangle with you anymore! ”

Ruikang walked out of Jiaqi's door with a splitting headache and staggered downstairs, he didn't bring painkillers, he had to rush back to the hotel as soon as possible to take medicine, and he had to do everything possible to go back to Beijing as soon as possible to prevent a tragedy from happening. As soon as he thought of the terrible behavior that Hu Xiaofen might have done to Mei Ruojun and Nian'an, he felt that he was about to fall and die, and he kept praying in his heart for God to bless Ruojun and Nian'an, hoping that someone could protect their mother and son for him.

//

Just after lunch, Ruojun was cleaning up in the kitchen, and Cuiliu was washing dishes on the side.

"Sister Ruojun, you and Shu Zhi ......." Cuiliu picked up a bowl from the basin and said with some hesitation in her mouth.

Ruojun was stunned, she knew that paper couldn't contain the fire, and the matter between herself and Shu Zhi would be pierced sooner or later, but she still hesitated, that distant figure still often entered her dreamland and met her in her dreams.

"What?"

"Sister Ruojun, don't think I'm going to object." Cuiliu stopped what she was doing, looked up at her, and a smile rose at the corner of her mouth: "These days, I have also seen some fame, that kid Shu Zhi is really single-minded to you." cough, the eldest young master passed away, Mr. Ding left, and the second young master ...... Cough...... I don't know where the ends of the earth are? It's not easy for you to take care of your children alone, it's time to find a home for yourself.

It's just that we watched Shu Zhi grow up, so we always regarded him as a child in our hearts, and I couldn't accept it for a while, but I also thought about it, in terms of appearance and talent, he is no worse than the second young master. ”

"Cuiliu, won't you look down on me?" Ruojun looked at her in surprise.

Cuiliu shook her head: "Don't forget that I have been watching you all the way since you entered the Zhou family. Seriously, I know your feelings for the Second Young Master, but sometimes I have to accept my fate. ”

Ruojun lowered his head and sighed lightly: "Yes." I think Ruikang has forgotten about me. He has a new love, and he must be doing well. ”

"Second Young Master has a new love? No, it won't. He doesn't even want a second young grandmother, how can he want a new love? ”

"Jiaqi showed me the letter that the woman wrote to her, the girl's name was Hu Xiaofen, and she had already given birth to a son for Ruikang. So Nian An and I are even more insignificant. When she said this, there was a sharp pain in her heart, and the pain made her can't help but hold her chest tightly.

Cuiliu stood up, rubbed her hands on her apron, stepped forward to support her and comforted: "Second young grandmother, she is jealous, she is jealous of you, so what she said can't be believed." Maybe the letter was fake. Maybe the second young grandmother made it up to lie to you. ”

Ruojun held her hand, frowned, trembled her lips slightly, and shook her head: "No, although Jiaqi hates me, she is proud, and she will not forge a letter to deceive me." In fact, with such conditions as Ruikang, sooner or later there will be women in their arms, which I have long expected. But...... Cuiliu, when I saw that letter, I was still so painful, so sad, so sad, so sad, so sad. ”

"Ahem...... Cuiliu hugged her tightly and sighed: "What about Shu Zhi?" Do you like him? ”

Ruojun sighed and said: "I like to be with him, he makes me very happy and relaxed, and when I am with him, I don't think about Ruikang." But he's ten years younger than me. Cuiliu, I'm so scared. ”

"Afraid of what?"

"I'm afraid...... I don't know, every time I have to make up my mind to be with him, I get scared. Maybe I should die alone. ”

"Hehe, you won't die alone, you look so beautiful, do you think a man will let you go?" Cuiliu teased her.

"When Nian'an grows up, I'll go to be a nun." Ruojun smiled helplessly.

The two were laughing...... Suddenly, Mrs. Chen downstairs shouted, "Ruojun! Your registered mail! ”

"Letter?" If you are stunned, how can anyone write a letter to yourself? I hurriedly walked down from the kitchen, only to see the postman waiting for me on his bicycle.

Ruojun stepped forward, and the other party handed over a list and said, "The letter from Hong Kong is stamped here." ”

Ruojun was confused, and hurriedly took out his stamp from his pocket, and the postman stamped it and handed her a letter full of heavy lovesickness, which was eight years late.

"A letter from Hong Kong?" Mrs. Chen asked curiously, "Who?" ”

Ruojun just wanted to say that she didn't know, but when she looked down at the handwriting on the envelope, her feet suddenly softened, and her heart twitched so tightly that it was difficult to breathe. She glanced at Mrs. Chen with a pale face, her heart suddenly beating violently, leaning against the wall, staggering, as if stepping on cotton, she returned to her small room.

Ruikang, Ruikang, Ruikang's letter, her mind was spinning like a marquee, she was confused, dizzy, and she had difficulty breathing.

How long she has been looking forward to it, how long has she been looking forward to it, only the sun and the moon know her heart, more than eight years, how many days, how many hours, how many minutes, how many sorrows, how many sorrows, how many heartaches, how much despair, his letter finally came to her hand, she breathed rapidly, her trembling hand held the envelope tightly, tears like a river bursting the embankment, she kept gushing out of her eyes, she was afraid that she would cry, and covered her mouth tightly with one hand.

She pressed the letter deep into her heart for a long, long time, as if it could fill the hole in her heart that had been bleeding. It wasn't until her mood stabilized a little that she finally mustered up the courage to tear the envelope open carefully, as if she were wiping a treasure.

For the first time, she really experienced what it meant to tremble her hands, and her uncontrollable trembling was like a vibrating machine with its own motor.

After a few deep breaths, the situation improved slightly, and she opened the letter, and the handsome handwriting on it made her heart sour and astringent:

"Beloved Ruojun:

I finally got your exact address, maybe you don't know how much time I spent searching for your whereabouts, for eight years, I lived in a mess, life is worse than death, I can only meet you dimly in my dreams.

Ruojun, believe me, I have written many letters to you, and if you have loved me and understood my love for you, you know that I will not lie to you. I know you didn't receive those letters, because they were ruined, because it was my fault, because I was negligent and too gullible to be credulous.

Ruojun, if you can receive this letter, I just want to tell you that I have always been consistent with you, and I know that there are many, many misunderstandings between us, many, many unnecessary people, who are like mountains and rivers that hinder us.

Eight years of stories, more than can write a novel, I think, if one day we can meet again, and our love is still as fierce as it was back then, I will hug you in my arms, carefully, slowly confide in you, and confess to you.

Of course, I know I'm not qualified to ask for anything, maybe you don't love me anymore, maybe you've found a new home, and if so, I'll bury all the stories and take them to another world in the future.

Jiaqi has agreed to divorce me, but there have been successive changes in the family, so the formalities have not been completed yet, Ruojun, I don't know the situation on your side, can you tell me? Even if it's just a little bit.

Is our Infernal Alliance still alive? Thinking of the events of that year, although thrilling, but so exciting, on that thunderstorm night, on the night of your father's death, I kissed you, you kissed me, I will never forget, I will never forget......

I ask you, are you afraid of going to hell, you are so firm in answering, not afraid...... I think at that time we were really in love, so stupid, so stupid.

Our love happened on the night of a thunderstorm, perhaps it was destined to be earth-shattering, painful and tragic from the beginning, and since that day on, we have been living in hell, love, but we cannot keep, ask, but can not get.

Ruojun, please forgive my incoherent words and scribbled handwriting, because at this moment, my hands are trembling, my heart is trembling, my eyes are blurred, you see, whether it is through the baptism of war, or the ups and downs of life, in the face of you, I am still the nineteen-year-old child who does not know the height of the sky, Ruojun, I have a lot of things to say to you...... But I'm worried......

Maybe there is another "Ding Xiaohui" by your side, and the older I get, the less confident I become, because I know that I have done a lot of wrong things, and I still have a lot of debts on me, and I am not qualified to let you continue to love me and wait for me.

But Ruojun, I love you, I still love you. And Nian'an, I miss him deeply, how is he? Do you have to grow tall? Is it good to study? Happy?

May God bless you, bless me that this letter can reach you safely, bless my heart to reach your heart, and bless us with the day of reunion in our lifetimes.

Ruikang word

……”

Ruojun read the letter seven or eight times over and over again, and her emotions suddenly burst like a broken dam, her tears burst the embankment, her love burst the embankment, she threw herself on the table and cried, her heart was so sad for a while, so sad, and so happy for a while, so happy, thousands of emotions in her heart like a monstrous wave, wave after wave rushed to her heart.

Her heart is alive again, her love is alive again, and there is hope for her life again......

She wiped away her tears, took out the letter paper, picked up a pen and wrote a reply, attached a recent photo of herself and Nian'an to it, carefully wrote the address, and hurriedly ran to the post office to send the letter.