Chapter 60 [Xue Wanqing's Secret]
"I remember, you told me. There was something weird about that dream. So the person you dreamed of was Xue Wanqing? Are you sure? ”
"I don't know, but as soon as I saw her face, the dream became clear, and the face of the girl in the dream was also clear, it was her, and I dreamed it again after that dream, and she said this was not where I was supposed to be, and then she left alone and disappeared."
"And then?"
"And then I woke up!" An An thought back to that dream, recalled the night of the dream, suddenly remembered something, took out his mobile phone from his pocket, "By the way, I woke up because the phone vibrated and received a strange text message!" ”
"I'll see, what text message?" Regeneration said and took it.
At this time, Su Jingyi was already standing at the door. His eyes were red and swollen, a little scary, and his face was shocked.
Regeneration walked up to Su Jingyi with his mobile phone and motioned for him to watch it together.
"I'm sorry, I really can't hold on, I want to be with you forever, I really don't want to leave you, I don't want to lose you. I don't mean to hide it from you, I just don't want to leave any regrets in my days with you, I want to live a normal life and have a normal relationship with you. In my life, I will only marry you, I said. I don't regret it, it's already a miracle to meet you, I don't resent God, but I want some more days, even if it's one more day, to take a good look at you and let you hold me. But I knew it was too late. I was wrong, I'm sorry for you, you'll remember me, you"
"This should be sent out before the fight is finished!"
"yes, it shouldn't be finished. I also replied that you sent a mistake and there was no more news. ”
Su Jing snatched the hand from the regeneration hand, looked at it carefully, he didn't speak, the number displayed above the message was Xue Wanqing's number, how could he not know, that was to say a final goodbye to him, those words were like Xue Wanqing was whispering to him.
Both An'an and Reborn looked at each other in unison, as if they realized something.
"How do you feel that it was sent by Xue Wanqing?" Regeneration said.
"How did it get on my phone?" An'an asked suspiciously.
After thinking for a while, he suddenly realized, "I told Jing Yi last time that your mobile phone number is only one digit different from his, maybe it's the wrong press!" ”
Su Jing sat on the ground one by one, weak, and tired after not resting for many days. Hallucinations kept appearing in his mind, imagining that Xue Wanqing was fighting against the disease in the dark night, typing those words with his mobile phone, not even finishing the text message, using his last bit of strength, and weakly pressing the "send" button before leaving his body with his last breath, but he didn't know anything, in the last moments of her life, he couldn't be by her side, and he didn't even know anything. It turned out that she wanted to say goodbye to him, but it was too late. Ms. Xue's grandfather said she died less than a week after being brought home by her mother. She must have loved to live to see him, but there was nothing she could do.
"She sent it." Su Jingyi said weakly.
Both Regeneration and An'an were shocked. There could be such a coincidence, An'an's goosebumps rose. So the dream that night was both true and false, was it Xue Wanqing saying goodbye to herself? She hadn't seen her at all, didn't know her, why did she appear in her dreams? So was that text message the last message she had before she died?
"You're going to stay here tonight! Now I live alone in this house, and my eldest son is in the house in front of the village, or I can take you there to live there, where the house is newer! ”
"No need grandpa, we'll go back later, the hotel we booked has not been refunded, and the luggage is there." An'an said that her scalp was tingling with fear, how dare she spend the night in this room.
"Then you sit down, and I'll get you lunch."
"Thank you, grandpa." Regeneration and An'an said in unison.
"Grandpa, I'll go with you, I can help you pick vegetables."
"No, you can rest with them."
"It's fine." With that, An'an went into the kitchen with his grandfather.
"Grandpa, can we take a look at the room?" Asked curiously at the kitchen door of the recycled walkway.
"Look, it's okay to look at it casually, this house used to be Xue Wanqing and her mother would come back to live for a period of time every year. You can go upstairs and take a look, it's Xue Wanqing's room. ”
Regeneration pulled Su Jingyi, who was sitting on the ground, and the two of them went upstairs. Pushing open the wooden door, I saw a dark brown wooden single bed, covered with old clean striped sheets, a small window covered with floor-to-ceiling lace curtains to leave a gap, a ray of light shining in, shining on the mottled floor, you could see fine dust floating in the air, there was a desk next to the bed, covered with broken cloth, piled with all kinds of books and dolls.
Although everything is very old, the room still feels very quiet and warm, just like the owner of the room is real and simple. It's just that the owner is gone, and everything seems so lonely.
Su Jingyi stepped forward to take a closer look, there were the plush dolls he gave her, the umbrella he bought for her, and the iron box, which was the box of cookies he gave her, and she actually kept them. A table full of them, arranged in an orderly manner, are all their memories. Reborn had been standing beside him, following his gaze without touching anything.
Su Jingyi carefully opened the iron box, which contained a brown paper notebook and Xue Wanqing's mobile phone. He subconsciously pressed the power button, but there was no response, it should be out of power. Then I carefully opened the book, the title page was a little worn, it should be a long time. He scrolled through the pages at random.
"On September 4th, my sister was adopted and taken away by someone else, I cried very sadly, and my mother told me not to be sad, because it was not my own sister, and my sister had not been found. I don't know why my mother said that, Xiaoxiao obviously grew up with me, she is not my sister, so who is it? ”
"On September 18, my mother took me to the hospital for a follow-up, why do I always have to go to the hospital? I don't understand, I'm not sick, the doctor told me that I was very good and well-behaved, why did I still need to take medicine, why did my mother always take me to the hospital? Dad has a heart attack, but I don't, and I won't leave my mom alone like he did. ”
"On February 5, my mother said that we were going back to Yanjia Village and leaving Linjiang City, and I asked her why. She said that her father was gone, that home made her unable to live, and she would be sad and insomnia. She wanted to go back to live with her grandfather. ”
"On January 3, my mother met an aunt, and then she packed her bags and said that she would take me out of here and live in another city, and she said that her sister had news and she wanted to find her sister with me."
"On January 10, we stayed in a new home, and my mother called my aunt several times to look for the address she gave, but I couldn't find my sister, and my mother cried sadly for a long time."
"On May 28th, I got along with a boy named Su Jingyi in my class, and I knew he liked me and I liked him. But I have to be careful not to let my mother find out that she doesn't like me being too close to boys. ”
"On November 2nd, my mother wanted me to transfer schools, I was so excited that I almost fainted, my mother was so frightened that she didn't mention it again, I knew she wanted me to be separated from Jingyi, but I couldn't, I had to be with him anyway. My mom took me to the hospital again, and I knew the fact that I had leukemia, but I couldn't accept it and hid under the covers and cried all night. ”
Su Jing flipped through it, and on the last page with words, was the date of their last meeting:
"On April 20th my body was very uncomfortable, I don't know what happened in recent times, I don't have any strength at all, I feel that someone is controlling my body, and I can't control my own body. I called my mom and she picked me up and took me to the hospital. I was admitted to the intensive care unit, and I wanted to contact Jingyi, but my phone was with my mother. ”
Then there are blank pages that leave little paper. This book is very thick, recording the time of Xue Wanqing in the past six or seven years.
Suddenly, Uncle and An An walked in.
"The meal is ready, let's go down and eat!" The uncle said slowly.
Su Jing put a box of notebooks in his hand and asked the uncle curiously, "Does the late Qing Dynasty have a younger sister?" ”
"Yes, Xiaoxiao was adopted by a wealthy family a few years ago."
"But in the diary of the late Qing Dynasty, it was said that there was a younger sister."
"Xiaoxiao is holding the wrong one, my other granddaughter still doesn't know where it is? My daughter has been looking for a long time and has not been found. ”
"Grandpa, I want to help Wanqing find her sister."
"My daughter took Wanqing to your Lake City to look for it, but she didn't find it, because it has been too long, but according to the news that the nurse heard back then, it should be in Lake City."
"Don't worry, I will definitely help you find the sister of the late Qing Dynasty."
"Really?"
"Can I take this diary with me? Because there seems to be a record of the sister of the late Qing Dynasty, I think there are some clues, and who is the aunt that the late Qing has been talking about? ”
"It was the only nurse who knew that the child was held by mistake, called Lin Mo, and later became very good friends with the mother of the late Qing Dynasty, and has been helping her inquire about her daughter's whereabouts, I will give you her address and phone later. As for this book, you can take it, it's useless for me to keep it anyway. You can take her things if you need them, I hope you must help me find my granddaughter, my daughter is only one offspring, I don't want her to die. ”
"Grandpa, don't worry, I will definitely try to find it."
"Well, we'll help Jing Yi find it together." Regeneration also followed.
The three of them had a simple lunch at the uncle's house, so they said goodbye. Su Jing took Xue Wanqing's iron box with him.