(Chapter 214) Fantasy
Hu Ye said: "The love that I want to bury I always think that there are so many magical encounters in the world, but why is there no similar love. Every kind of love always seems to be a little bit different. As a result, there are always so many people who don't understand love, and there are always so many people who lose love.
There is always no shortage of people asking me why you write with a little sad love, and I will reply to her, because I think love is the only thing in this world that can be imagined. You don't have to experience it to imagine the beauty of it.
A long time ago, I would always think that I would like that person until I died, but then, at the age of one year and three months, I gave up because that person had sex with another girl. Yes, love, the word I never had the luxury of hoping for.
Then I began to believe that love is love, something that fate cannot block, it is not perfect, it will also have flaws, but some are insignificant, and some of them have become scars on the heart. The place closest to the heart is also the place where a person is most sensitive to love, and the wounds there are the scars left by love.
Therefore, some likes need to be buried in the ruins of time, filling the void in their hearts.
If you believe in love, you have to bear it.
Some people, like me, have a crush on the only one in their hearts. Swallowing bitter love, guarding it day by day for several years, a little effort is to get close to the person who is so good. One day, I will transform into a very beautiful version of myself to be worthy of a very beautiful you, and this belief supports us to go on. That's love.
There are also people who are happier than me, and there is a person standing next to me who wants to stay. Maybe it will be until you are old, maybe it's a show. But that's also love, they go through it, they love and hate, until the scabbed place starts to bleed again, and they still have the courage to put out the fire despite the moths. The love I am in awe.
There are also people who have a vacancy in their hearts, who have not yet found that person or who have been lost somewhere. They float in this world, their hearts have no scars, and they are still pure. It is said that those people will always be happy and happy because they deserve to be loved. Their love is wonderful, perhaps like amber.
No matter what kind of love model it is, since they have identified each other, they should be well maintained, right? I hate betrayal and abandonment, and there may be many people like me, who want their love to be absolutely pure, and I often write that because of love, so together, I have turned my back on everything, and my world is only you.
It's perfect, but it's just, absolutely beautiful. The theory of relativity tells us that the existence of things is not absolute, but relative. You know, how bright there is, how dark it is.
I'm starting to get convinced.
People are really a contradictory existence, knowing this truth, but
There are still so many people who lose love again and again. I'm just a coward, I only dare to hide my scars, continue to live in the sun, and when it rains, it still hurts. The rain can wash away the past, but also wash away my disguise, we are all injured children, strong in the rain again and again, get up, fall and get up again.
I'm not brave, but, girl, I want you to be strong.
Love is not all, it is not vigorous to die or live, and some love must be buried. You can call me cruel or call me cold, girl, but more often than not, I'm a fool.
Accept it, that love.
About love In Peking University, I listened to a lecture by a Peking University writer named Bu Feiyan, and she said: "Girls are born for love. A talented girl often doesn't necessarily succeed. Because girls grow up to be easily distracted, distracted by love, or distracted by family. ”
It's quite right to think about it. A girl always sees love above all else. Even, higher than ideals, higher than life.
But I understood at a very young age that love is just a gorgeous but illusory dream. When you really get close to it, you realize that this beautiful dream is so fragile that it will shatter at the touch of it.
Because it's a belief, a belief that goes on together. It is also a responsibility, a responsibility to be brave enough to take on everything.
And the vows and sweet words of childhood are only the clearest memories in the bottom of my heart, and they will also be the most precious secrets. Also, it will make you smile when you think about it later, but it is invaluable.
Yu Xuanji said: "It's easy to get priceless treasures, and it's rare to have a lover." ”
Love is not the whole of a person, but it can affect a person's life. Especially girls. Someone said, "A girl who is nourished by love is the most beautiful girl in the world." ”
When I talked to my mother about love, she always said to me: "Daughter, remember, when you grow up, you must not find a boyfriend who is too good, not too rich, not too status." If he's too good, you'll rely on him. Girls must rely on themselves, eat with their own money, don't rely on others, if girls are not self-reliant, they will be looked down upon by others. ”
Perhaps it was too early to say this in the eyes of others. But I knew my mother was right.
Ideal and love, maybe many girls will choose love, just like Bu Feiyan said, talented girls may not be successful, because they will be concerned about their love and their own family.
But if it were me, I would choose the ideal. I'm a lazy child, and I think love shouldn't be too vigorous, not too eye-catching, as long as it's plain and can hold hands and go down together. Too grandiose love will make people worry. Girls are more likely to get hurt.
It's okay to go through your life like this.
There are also people who have a vacancy in their hearts, who have not yet found that person or who have been lost somewhere. They float in this world, their hearts have no scars, and they are still pure. It is said that those people will always be happy and happy because they deserve to be loved. Their love is wonderful, perhaps like amber.
No matter what kind of love model it is, since they have identified each other, they should be well maintained, right? I hate betrayal and abandonment, and there may be many people like me, who want their love to be absolutely pure, and I often write that because of love, so together, I have turned my back on everything, and my world is only you.
It's perfect, but it's just, absolutely beautiful. The theory of relativity tells us that the existence of things is not absolute, but relative. You know, how bright there is, how dark it is.
I'm starting to get convinced.
People are really a contradictory existence, knowing this truth, but
There are still so many people who lose love again and again. I'm just a coward, I only dare to hide my scars, continue to live in the sun, and when it rains, it still hurts. The rain can wash away the past, but also wash away my disguise, we are all injured children, strong in the rain again and again, get up, fall and get up again.