"I'm waiting for your answer."

"Remember the time when I worked at a convenience store? One day in front of the store, you were beaten and scolded by a woman and a few helpers, and I came out of the store with a broom and drove them away, and you asked me the same question. ”

"And then you replied that you drove the customers away because they were afraid that they wouldn't dare to come in and buy something."

"So you remember."

"Of course I remember, didn't you get fired from your boss because of this! And crying to me. I can't help it, I'll take you to the boss to theorize......"

"And then you became the boss's junior." Fang Chuchu grabbed the words unexpectedly. Li Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then the two of them laughed, probably thinking that they were really ignorant at that time.

After laughing, Li Xuan remembered that the other party didn't answer the question at all, "Hey, don't talk about it, you haven't told me the truth yet!" ”

"Want to hear the truth?" Fang Chuchu looked at Li Xuan expectantly, Li Xuan looked back at her, and nodded without hesitation, "Of course I want to!" ”

"To tell you the truth, I lied to you back then, and I helped you has nothing to do with the convenience store, it's just because of you that I want to help you, just like today, there is no other reason just because that person is you."

This time, Li Xuan was stunned for a long time, and her eyes were full of tears, but she didn't dare to shed them, so she could only pretend to laugh, tilt her head, and secretly wipe away her tears, "Fang Chuchu, are you teasing me?" ”

"I'll tell you the truth, I hate you, I hate you being someone else's junior, I hate you playing with other people's feelings, I hate your fox and bewitching all over your body, but I can't hate it when I see others bullying you. I want to hate you all the time, but I don't want you to be hated by others. Such words have been held in his heart for many years, and Fang Chuchu finally said them today, "So please live well, let me hate you all the time." ”

Li Xuan simply cried and laughed, "Fang Chuchu, what are you thinking in your head?" It was my mother who snatched your dad and took away your mother's position, and it was also me who excluded and isolated you at home and robbed you of your position, but you told me to live well, do you really think that I will be good to you if you are so kind? ”

Fang Chuchu shook his head, "You are good to me, not because I am kind, but because I am pitiful, poor that I have no mother, poor that I am air at home, poor that I lost my job so I took me to the boss, and poor that I was bullied before jumping out to help me." So it's not that I'm kind, it's you're kind, but that's what I hate about you the most. Every time you help me, I think of how useless I am. ”

"I didn't want to help you." Ling Xuan is still hard-mouthed.

"Yes, you didn't help me, just like your mom wasn't that bad. If I were my father, I would also choose your mother, and people like my mother would not even accept Hades. If I were my dad, I would like you too, people like me are like emotionless wood, they will bark at you if they have a dog, and they are like parasites when they raise me, and they are useless except for 'sucking blood'. ”

"Fang Chuchu, what nonsense are you talking about!" Li Xuan wanted to stop Fang Chuchu's nonsense, but Fang Chuchu didn't listen, and still continued, "I'm such a useless person, but there are always kind people to help me. I know I can't like them because it hurts to like them, and I hate them so far away, like you say 'the enemy never hurts himself'. I don't want to hurt them. ”

"So you're hurting yourself?" Facing Li Xuan's questioning, Fang Chuchu smiled shallowly, "I know what you're worried about, but it's really not what you think." ”

"The bandages on your hands aren't what I thought they were?" When Fang Chuchu was hugged to resist the woman's abuse, Li Xuan saw the bandages on her wrists change from snow-white to blood-red, "Chuchu, if you really want to thank me for coming forward for you tonight, don't lie to me." ”

Fang Chuchu looked down at her wrist, and suddenly there was liquid falling, and she knew that she had already cried, "Will you believe it, am I sick?" ”

Sick? What disease? Is it serious? Can it be cured? These grains wanted to ask, but when they said it, they just, "In these days, those who are not sick are abnormal." ”

Fang Chuchu was amused, and tears fell from both eyes together, "Yes." ”

Li Xuan walked in front of Fang Chuchu, squatted down, and then saw those tearful eyes, wiped away her tears with a smile and whispered: "But, if you are sick, you will be cured one day, and you can't stay sick all the time." After speaking, he raised his hand to hold Fang Chuchu's wrist wrapped in bandage, "I'm sure you'll be okay too." ”

"How's it going?" Fang Chuchu asked.

Li Xuan began to worry, she had also heard about Fang Chuchu's mother's situation back then, "Fang Chuchu, tell me, how far have you been?" ”

After being questioned harshly, Fang Chuchu came back to his senses, and suddenly smiled, "To what extent, it's like this every day, eat when you eat, sleep when you sleep, and go to work when you should work, it's not bad with you." ”

Li Xuan didn't know why Fang Chuchu suddenly changed her words, and she wanted to continue asking, but she understood her stubbornness, and it was useless to say more. So in the end, she just said, "If anything happens, please promise me not to do anything stupid!" ”

Fang Chuchu looked at her in a daze, and was about to ask what is called a stupid thing, but Li Xuan grabbed the wound on her wrist, and the pain brought her to wake up again, she couldn't help but make a sound, but she heard Li Xuan ask for the second time, this time there was only one tone, "Huh?" ”

It seemed like he was forcing her to agree.

Fang Chuchu endured the pain, acting like a younger sister for the first time, "You hurt me." ”

"You promise me first."

With delicate eyebrows wrinkled, eyes wide and staring, Zhu Dan's lips were slightly open, and everything was tightly opened. Fang Chuchu suddenly felt that her worried appearance was even more beautiful than before.

"Speak! Fang Chuchu! As soon as Li Xuan exerted his strength, Fang Chuchu was so painful that he cried out. It seems that my sister is still the same sister - the sister who always "bullies" my sister.

But my sister is not the sister she used to be, and she didn't know how to fight back, so she just replied obediently: "Okay." ”

Li Xuan let go, and then found the blood stained on his hands, suppressed Fang Chuchu and said, "I'll let you go after the bandage." ”

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There is a kind of growth education called karma.

Fang Chuchu's mother was abandoned by her husband because she was sick, disliked by her daughter, and tortured by life. Then, Fang Chuchu also got sick, was betrayed by his friends, spurned by his colleagues, and abandoned by himself.

Li Xuan's mother was Fang Chuchu's father's subordinate, but she was beautiful, had wrists, and would be ambiguous and welcome, so the junior became the main palace. Li Xuan has also been beautiful since he was a child, and he knows more about skills, he can be coquettish and massage, and he is a little lover hidden in the harem for many people.

There is a cause and an effect.

If, at the beginning, Fang Chuchu's mother did not divorce, did not run away, and did not leave Chuchu behind.

She will not learn to grow up by herself, and overnight she will go from a pearl held by her parents in the palm of her hand to a cumbersome existence that her mother doesn't want her father to be hurt.

If there is no family inheritance, I didn't see my grandmother drifting down from the top floor of the hospital, and I didn't meet my mother who went bankrupt and committed suicide. Fang Chuchu will not rely on a lot of drugs every day, he will not have to lie in the cold water of the bathtub and look at the ceiling for insomnia, and he will not rely on torturing himself to obtain the continuity of life in his heart.

If, at the beginning, Lixuan's mother did not get married and did not give birth to a second child, there was no need for Lixuan.

She will not learn to wear makeup and dress up every day, hooking up and seducing boys who are older than herself and stronger than herself, in order to protect her.

If only the mother could be a little more tolerant of her, less impatient, less nervous, less aggressive and self-righteous. Li Xuan will not leave the family, take someone else's motorcycle during the rebellious period, and promiscuously have a boyfriend when he grows up, until now, he has mastered the characteristics of all aspects of the "little three".

In the final analysis, their growth is a lack of love, and their education is a savage growth.

They are all "sick" people in this society.

But fortunately, they will still believe in the day when the "sickness" is cured.

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Very late, Li Xuan came out of the room, and at a glance saw Lu Yan sitting on the sofa waiting until he fell asleep. Li Xuan walked up and kicked him in the heel to wake him up, "Get up!" ”

Lu Yan opened his eyes in a daze, and the first sentence was, "What about Fang Chuchu?" ”

For such a question, Li Xuan was not surprised at all, and turned his head to the house, "Inside!" ”

Lu Yan craned his neck to look at the room, because he didn't see the light, so he guessed, "Sleep?" ”

"I shouldn't be able to sleep tonight, are you going to accompany her?" Li Xuan told Lu Yan the situation like this.

Noticing that it was a question, Lu Yan couldn't answer it a little, "Haven't I been with her all the time?" ”

Li Xuan nodded, feeling quite satisfied. Seeing the woman's calm expression, Lu Yan couldn't help but doubt, "You didn't hurt anything, did you?" ”

I really didn't mention which pot to open which pot, Li Xuan was a little displeased, "What do you think I'm hurting now?" Realizing the change in the other party's mood, Lu Yan knew that he didn't stop talking, so he immediately stood up and apologized, "I didn't mean that, I was just worried about ......"

"Don't worry," Ryogen interrupted, "If you want to worry, worry about what's inside!" ”

Speaking of Fang Chuchu, Lu Yan was really worried, "Did you also hear the sentence 'If you want to see me die again'?" ”

Lu Yan felt that he was very serious, but the other party was always expressionless, "Do you think it is useful to ask me or to ask Fang Chuchu?" Lu Yan knew that he had said the wrong thing again, so he shouldn't mention other women in front of women, "I'm sorry," he said sorry again, he didn't think it was enough, and pretended to care again, "Are you really okay?" ”

"I've been mixed up for so many years, do you think I'm still new to society! This kind of scene has been seen for a long time. And ah! It's really fake that you pretend to care. Li Xuan's answer was surprising and embarrassing, and Lu Yan immediately felt that it was better to talk less in front of the old fritters.

Seeing that Lu Yan was rarely quiet, Li Xuan suddenly stepped forward and grabbed his bow tie, Lu Yan was so frightened that he immediately retreated, but then heard her ask seriously, "Please answer me honestly, do you really like Fang Chuchu?" Lie to me, I'll let you die a bad death. ”