Early in the morning, An'an stood alone outside the classroom door. Looking up at the sky, greedily breathing the air, the sky was gray, and gradually the sun appeared, but it was not long before it was obscured by dark clouds. An An was in a mixed mood, she seemed to be trapped somewhere, she couldn't break free, and she was about to go crazy.

"Why is it so gray?" An'an muttered to himself.

"Don't you see the sun coming out?" Gu Yan suddenly appeared in front of An An.

"What does that mean?" An'an muttered to himself.

"What do you want to mean?"

An'an did not answer.

Gu Yan looked at her, his face was full of sorrow and worries, he thought it must have something to do with regeneration.

He silently walked to An'an's position, drew a round smiling face with a watercore pen on her desk, and wrote, "If the mood is clear, the weather will be fine!" ”

During class, An'an saw the smiling face and reflexively smiled at the smiling face, but wiped the smiling face along with that line of words with a tissue, maybe because he was worried that he would be misunderstood by others, or maybe he was worried that his sleeve would accidentally rub against it.

Gu Yan handed An An an note, "I see you've been unhappy lately?" Is it for him? ”

An Shore simply replied, "Take classes well and gossip less!" Then, casually, at the moment when she raised and lowered her head, she hid her feelings of not wanting to share it with others, she just didn't think about it, listened attentively to the lecture, and took notes attentively.

When An An called his parents in the school public phone booth, Gu Yan appeared, and he had been hanging around not far away, he knew that if he was too close and was discovered by An An, she would definitely drive him away without hesitation. An'an's phone call was made for a long time, but he didn't leave, just staring stupidly. In the end, An An still discovered his existence, and at that moment, An An's heart was not untouched by him, but she still couldn't help but wonder why that person was not reborn.

There are people who can be replaced, even though they are not perfect.

Regeneration appeared at the door of the classroom, and instead of shouting to Ayen, a boy in his class handed Ashore a note written by Regeneration and asked her, "Are you going home with Regeneration on Saturday?" ”

An'an hesitated and didn't answer.

"Let's go with him." The boy saw that An An didn't react, so he hurriedly added.

An An nodded reluctantly.

The reborn stupid stood still, not moving. watched An'an leave, and didn't say a word. He didn't know what was wrong with An'an, why he was suddenly so cold, so he didn't dare to approach. He could only come to the window of her classroom every day when he was free, and he didn't dare to call her out, just looked at her quietly. He missed her so much that he had to wait until the evening to go back to the dorm room for a few minutes was not enough for him, and he knew he wanted more. He obviously didn't want to believe Ximu's words, but he was extremely frightened and didn't dare to face it.

After the evening self-study class, An An felt that there was a footstep following closely behind him, and when he turned around, he found that it was Gu Yan.

"Why are you following me?" An'an asked suspiciously.

"I want to take you back to the dorm." Gu Yan's face was sincere, these days he saw that An An had been depressed, and he couldn't bear it, so he wanted to accompany her, and he even had selfish intentions and wanted to take advantage of the situation.

"No, I'll be reborn later, I'm going to go with him." An'an's tone was resolute, even if there was any problem between her and Reborn, she would not allow others to get close.

Gu Yan didn't speak, and he didn't follow An An anymore.

It was very dark and dark, and An'an and Regeneration were holding an umbrella together.

Reborn suddenly said, "It's finally raining", with a somewhat helpless expression and some anticipation.

An'an didn't know what he meant, but just gave a perfunctory "um".

Both of them had their own agendas, and they didn't know what to say to each other, so they were silent. It wasn't until Gu Yan's appearance that the deadlock was broken, or it was a bigger deadlock.

"An'an, this is for you" Gu Yan suddenly appeared in front of them, raindrops poured down from the umbrella like a waterfall, An'an and Regeneration were stunned in the rain, Gu Yan handed An'an a box of beautifully packaged jelly in his hand to An'an.

The words "Crystal Love" on the packaging emitted a kitsch dazzling light under the street lamp, and his eyes burned and regenerated, so that he couldn't help but turn his face away.

An'an's original intention was to refuse, but maybe it was the rain that washed over the box like a real heart being wet by heavy rain, or maybe it was because he was indifferent and didn't care, and he didn't even look at her. She was a little angry, and felt that he didn't care about herself, so she took the box angrily and said, "Thank you!" But there was no happy expression when she received the gift, her eyes were full of regenerated cold side faces, and she didn't bother to look at the box of jelly.

Gu Yan's hand stopped in mid-air, An An took the box of jelly, as if he had sucked away the last trace of his blood, her expression made him feel that he was completely rejected more than the jelly that did not accept him, that silent cold feeling made him shudder, compared to the boy in front of him, he was not worth mentioning at all, An An's heart did not give him any place, he didn't blame An An for using him as a tool to regenerate his anger, he was willing, he suddenly sneered, turned around and left. laughed at himself for having made enough trouble, laughed at himself for playing a one-man show that he thought was moving, in this scene, An An and Rebirth are the protagonists, and he is not even qualified to be a third party.

An'an and Reborn continued on their way, and neither of them spoke. An An looked at the shadows of the two of them on the ground, and the regenerated umbrella was actually held in a position centered on himself, as if he was holding the umbrella alone, and An An stood on the right side of the umbrella, and there was an empty space on the left. Don't people say that if you love someone, his umbrella will tilt towards her? So in his heart, she is just dispensable. She thought.

It's just that she didn't know that at that time, there was only him in the world, he grew up like this as the center of this world, and suddenly one more person became his focus, he couldn't put her in a position for a while, he hadn't learned how to love, because he had always been loved.

When he arrived at the door of the girls' dormitory, he walked away with an umbrella and did not look back. An An suddenly felt empty in his heart, as if he had been washed spotless by this heavy rain, and his face was unrecognizable. He's like that, never looking like he doesn't care, never saying a word. He talked and laughed at Twilight, flesh and blood, but in front of her, he was as cold as a statue, and did not respond to everything about her.

Gu Yan asked An An: "Did you take that umbrella from him yesterday?" Although his tone sounded peaceful, he didn't even want to mention the word "regeneration".

"What's wrong?" An An glanced up at him, his expression perfectly hidden, without a trace of flaws.

"I'll get it for you." He grinned wickedly.

"You dare!" He was just teasing her, he didn't really want to do it, but An'an's suddenly nervous expression still made him feel distressed.

Gu Yan smiled, trying to hide his stupidity with laughter. He smiled, An An's heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, she shouldn't have used him so selfishly, using him as a tool to regenerate anger, although he liked her, but she couldn't do that, and she didn't have the right to do it.

"The day after tomorrow is my birthday, can you accompany me on this day? Accompany me to a meal and talk. I won't pester you in the future, just treat you as friends, let's have a birthday together, okay? Gu Yan's tone revealed pleading, and a little helpless sadness.

An An looked at him, but just replied with the word "good", not daring to say one more word, for fear that he would hurt him by using the wrong word.

An An agreed that he should be extremely happy, but he was not happy at all, just like the last date before parting, the last hug before parting, like a brilliant fireworks, no matter how moving, it was just a farewell ceremony, and in the end it only fell into cold dust. The more enthusiastic it is, the more lonely the ending is.

He seems to have no better choice than to wait for a performance that will finally come to an end, so happy, yet so desperate.

Regeneration sat next to An'an, the air was filled with the fragrance of her hair, for a while, so familiar, he was fascinated, and the words rolled back and forth in his stomach many times before he spoke, "Can I discuss something with you?" ”

"You say." An'an was frightened by his serious opening statement, and he didn't know what important thing he was going to say to himself.

"Can you promise me that other boys will give you things in the future, can you not accept them?" In fact, what he wanted to ask was that she obviously didn't like to eat jelly, so why did she accept Gu Yan's jelly.

"I thought you didn't care?"

Regeneration is silent.

"Then what do you want me to do, you tell me!"

"Just like now!"

"As long as you say it, I will promise you."

"That's all." The words of regeneration completely puzzled An'an, what the hell was he crazy about.

The atmosphere suddenly became stiff again.

After a while, he suddenly said: "I think Gu Yan is not simple. ”

"What do you mean?"

"It's not simple, what does it mean, you can think for yourself." There was a sour taste in the tone of the regeneration's annoyance, which was the emotion that was held last night, and it has not been vented until now.

"It's not simple about me, yes, he's not simple, you shouldn't compare yourself to him, right?" An An was also irritated by his tone, didn't he not care? If you don't care, why should you be angry with yourself?

"Compare him to me? Am I sick? "The throat of regeneration is like charcoal stuffed with fire.

An An knew that if this continued, the two of them would only get more and more arguing. So his attitude softened,

"I'm still the same, no matter what happens, I'll never change, and for the rest, I really don't know what to say."

"Don't say anything, okay?" Regeneration said coldly.

An An is particularly aggrieved, she has nothing to do with Gu Yan, this is a well-known thing, although Gu Yan likes her, but she has always refused, just accept a jelly is not for anger, and she doesn't really want to accept him. It's him, can't he really tell that Twilight likes him? They stick together every day, talking and laughing, why doesn't she dare to mention it, just because they have a perfect mask like a friend, can they do whatever they want? .

Regeneration's anger made him regret it very much, why couldn't he talk to An An well, he obviously cared about her so much. Some time ago, when An An suddenly didn't pay much attention to him, and didn't even eat with him, how scared he was, afraid that she was tired of him because she didn't like him. He knew that An An had nothing to do with Gu Yan, but he couldn't help but wonder if An An's cold attitude towards him would be because of Gu Yan, he minded that they could be together every day, probably because of the annoyance, jealousy and fear of firewood, which caused the flames to erupt and burn him to lose his mind. “