But I can't tell...... It's not because I can't say it...... It's because I don't have the strength to say it......

I'm afraid that when I say this, I'm roaring......

This is someone he has liked for so many years, and he has never taken such meticulous care of himself......

His good, his everything, is not in himself...... And on her body......

Why, why can't you just try to accept me and love me?

Why? Only for Han Xue, you, who were originally decisive, will also be tender and indecisive...... will also hesitate......

will also be reluctant to let Han Xue when he is angry, he is not the person he knows at all......

He wouldn't do that at all...... And the person who changed him was Han Xue, I don't know what kind of mood it was......

The torment in my heart is known only to myself......

Eat one's heart out...... Angry...... Saddened...... But who understands???

Not to mention that he would be so indifferent to joke...... Pretend not to get up, pretend not to come, and say they're sprinkling dog food.........

He's mine, he's his own...... Seeing that he was so intimate with others, how could he be indifferent......

My own steps, every step I take, I feel like I'm about to suffocate......

To put it mildly, I can't do it......... Complex emotional ......

Sadness, sadness, despair, pain, the feeling of not being able to let go, the feeling of almost suffocating......

Han Xue, you are really not suitable to appear......

It really shouldn't be there...... Summer is mine...... Do you know?? You can't rob me of ......

He is mine, my ...... You're my sister, why did you rob him of me?

Agreeing with you to chase him, I really thought it didn't matter, and I didn't care......

But one day, when this picture was in front of me, my heart was like a knife......

The person who accompanies him day and night is me......... And why did you rob him of the best???

But I don't know what to rob you from...... The only thing I can take out and grab from you is that I have been with him longer than you......

I spent so much time with him......

Look at his lost look, angry look, indifferent look...... In the end, it turned into indifference to everything......

Do things quickly and decisively...... And as soon as you show up...... It didn't matter to him...... Suddenly, it was as if I had found hope for life......

He's changed, he's changed...... And this change is not because of me......

Why??? I'm the one who accompanies him, and you're enjoying him perfectly......

It's not fair.........

I don't believe it, I can't believe it, since he is indifferent to himself......

Watching the sweetness of the two of you, completely ignoring your own existence......

I am like air, dispensable...... Even if you are a big light bulb, you can't stop your development......

Even if you are helpless, you are angry again, looking at her, there is always a kind of pampering in your eyes......... It stings my eyes and hurts my heart......

I don't know what it's like, it's complicated......

I felt that the strength of my whole body was about to be drained, and I had no strength to support myself to stand up......

Pain...... Why?? Why is it that the person who has been with you for so many years is me......

I am the one who watches you grow stronger and stronger, and I am the one who accompanies you through every moment......

Why, why is she in your heart???

Unwilling, unwilling......

Want an explanation, want a reasonable explanation.........

But is the explanation useful?? Can you make your heart not hurt?

What's the use of explaining, what I want, is you......

Zhou Huixia sat down on the stairs and looked at the back of the summer leaving......

No one found themselves, no one knew how uncomfortable they were at the moment......

No one knows how devastated they are...... Why has he loved him for so many years......

In the end, it couldn't withstand her coming???

Before Han Xue came, Xia was still willing to look at herself, or was she willing to take a look at her own ......

It's all Han Xue's fault, why did she appear, why did she appear???

If you don't show up, I can stay behind Summer for the rest of my life until he finds me......

Wait until he knows my existence...... By the time we're both old enough to get married......

By the time he suddenly discovered all this in a trance......

He's going to be mine...... Because it's been hard to stay behind him for many years......

The best person for him should be me......

Whether it's your looks, your family background, or how long you've been by your side...... I'm all strengths......

So it really came to that time, the people who were with him ...... It should be me......

The person who married him should be me...... I'm the right person......

But why, why, you just have to show up...... Why disrupt our lives?

Although he wasn't there often in his previous life, he was still able to go home together after school......

I can still see him, a tall figure...... I really miss those little days......

Because at that time, you won't feel like you're someone else's one day...... And not mine......

Han Xue, why did you show up? Why deprive me of everything......

You shouldn't show up, you shouldn't have taken my love......

It's all your fault, why, why did it appear??

You have to disappear, the one who really fits the summer is me...... If you don't leave, I have my own way to get you to leave......

Let the summer disappoint you......

Tears flowed down drop by drop......

But I still endured it, and the pain, loneliness, and darkness shrouded me......

Suddenly, I felt as if I was alone in this world...... The darkness of the whole world is shrouded in itself......

The pain that only one person knows......

Squatting on the stairs, I wanted to hold myself and cry bitterly.........

Watching his back leave, he disappeared around the corner......

Seeing Han Xue's door closed tightly......

The pain is only known to me, and I want to cry silently here for a while......

But I heard the sound of the door opening......

Click~~~~

"Huixia ???" Han Xue called Zhou Huixia's name before she opened the door......

As soon as Zhou Huixia heard Han Xue's voice, she hurriedly stood up, wiped away her tears, and hurriedly walked to the location of the rooftop......

And then pretend that you just came down from above.........

Endure the pain in your heart...... Holding back the tears that were about to fall......

Endure the pain that has nowhere to release......

It's better to hold back a smile and let everyone know that there is nothing wrong with you, so that everyone thinks that there is nothing wrong with you......

No matter how tormented my heart is, it's like there is nothing, all the torment, all the sadness, only I know......

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