Chapter 68: Why bother

"Tianqing, if you are because of God's grace, is it too unfair to me, I have never liked her, and she is just a child worship to me."

"You can't deny everything and deny me because of a Mu Tian'en."

"Tianqing, are you fair to me like this, are you fair to yourself?"

He lowered his head, and also seriously described Mu Tianqing's eyebrows and eyes, what flashed in those dark eyes, but Mu Tianqing didn't know.

Mu Tianqing's body shrank slightly, originally decided to stay away, but at this time she was a little hesitant, until she suddenly felt his breath approaching again, and then her red lips moved slightly, and it was that kind of fiery paste, and instantly remembered that it had robbed her of all her senses

Tossing and turning, the breath blends, and there is no distinction until death.

Mu Tianen looked at the two people in front of her blankly, she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, she didn't even know how she left?

She was like a deserter, who had already lost her armor and been defeated before she even reached her own battlefield.

"Give me a cup of milk tea," she said, taking some money out of her purse and putting it down.

is also slightly drooping eyelashes, only on her chin, from time to time there are drops of water dripping downward, as well as her hoarse voice, and a very obvious nasal voice.

With a cup of milk tea in his hand, Mu Tianen turned around and left.

"Hey, I'm looking for your money."

The employee of the bubble tea shop walked out with a handful of change, but he couldn't find the person.

It was like a ghost, a strange man who floated over, and then a strange person who fluttered past.

At this time, Mu Tianen was standing by, holding a cup of milk tea in her hand, and then drank it one by one, obviously it was very sweet milk tea, but why was there no taste when she drank it in her mouth?

Didn't put sugar, did you? She said to herself.

A pair of godless eyes are also staring ahead, but there is no one in front of them.

She's right, sometimes leaving, even if it's just for a second, can miss a lot.

"Respect for the person who has said countless times that he wants to give up, but he is still reluctant after all."

Mu Tianen stepped forward with the milk tea cup in his hand, and then took another sip, ignorant, unwilling, ignorant, and insensitive.

It may be who she is now.

A piece of stars and moonlight, bang, she threw half a cup of milk tea in the trash can on the side, and then moved forward step by step, as for the place to go, she didn't know where it was, maybe it was a place where she could lick her wounds.

A place where she can cry and not be disturbed.

Until she stopped, it was ridiculous to find that unconsciously, the road she took was the countless roads she had walked in her life.

This is not too beautiful for her, but it is a home that she is reluctant to leave.

She opened the door and walked in.

"Eun ......"

Mu Tianqing heard the knock on the door and quickly sat up from the sofa.

And when she saw that it was Mu Tianen, she was finally relieved, if she didn't come back, she was afraid that she would have to call the police, this child is too unreasonable now, it's so late, where did a girl's family go?

Mu Tianen glanced up at her, then turned around and walked towards his room.

Mu Tianqing was frightened by her glance, not happy, not sad or resentful, nothing, empty, there seemed to be nothing, but it was such a pair of light gray eyes that were so empty that they couldn't see clearly, but Mu Tianqing's steps forward couldn't help but pause.

And that kind of weakness of heart is also accompanied by her.

What does she seem to have betrayed?

But she didn't, she really didn't.

And the first time she had a feeling, did Mu Tianen know something?

But it can't be, how can she know, how can she let her sister know before she makes a decision?

Mu Tianen gently closed the door, and the squeak almost became the same frequency as her heart.

What she had been holding on to was gone, and her faith collapsed.

It's just the infatuation of a little girl, it's just the adoration of a child, it turns out that in his heart, Mu Tianen is like this?

Is she really superfluous, the superfluous mother doesn't like it, the father sighs, and even her existence seems to have become a stumbling block for her sister, she has lived for twenty years.

She doesn't know who else is alive like her, living with such pain, such grievances?

The cloth bear on the bed is still sitting there, stupid from the beginning, stupid, stupid like Mu Tianen, and stupid like Mu Tianen, and Mu Tianen's life, is it possible, is it destined to be so stupid?

She just stared at the bear as if she had seen some big joke.

This upended the first half of her life, and she couldn't bear it.

Holding her tired legs, she walked to the side of the chair and sat up, she couldn't feel her legs, because she didn't know how much she had walked, and how long she had walked, but she knew that this step was heavy and painful, and in the end, she came back here, because she found that she had nowhere else to go.

Pulling open the drawer, she pulled out a bottle of medicine.

There are countless times, she is holding it, miserable her life, and saying that who doesn't know the sorrow of youth, but the weather is cool and autumn?

But there are some things that have nothing to do with age.

Life is short, and sometimes it's shorter.

She held the medicine bottle in her hand, more than once, she wanted to get rid of it, but in the end she didn't have the courage to come to this point, she was alive to hurt, hurt her body, and then came to hurt her heart.

Why bother?

"Eun ......"

Suddenly, the outside door was piled open.

Mu Tianen's hand shook, and the medicine bottle he was holding in his hand also rolled to the ground.

Mu Tianqing's eyes widened, and she was almost terrified in an instant.

"Eun, what are you doing?"

She walked over with an arrow and picked up the medicine on the ground, but when she saw the name on the medicine bottle, she was almost frightened and her heartbeat almost stopped.

Forcefully, she clenched the medicine bottle in her hand.

Mu Tianen was just smiling, but smiling and smiling, what was she crying about?

"Sister, can you tell me, why?"

She asked Mu Tianen, and she also asked herself.

"I know I can't compare to you, but what I can compare to, that's it."

She pounded her chest, she used her true heart, but she still couldn't exchange it for a true heart, and her persistence for so many years, what is it called, deserved, or pitiful??

"Eun ......"