Tao Zhiyuan had never heard Aunt Zhang speak like this, and she was stunned for a while, and her nose couldn't help but be sour.

"Aunt Zhang...... "Tao Zhiyuan doesn't know what to do.

"You're stuck in the mud now, and it's useless for me to say anything." Aunt Zhang's voice was a little vicissitudes, and at the same time a little helpless, she looked at Tao Zhiyuan with some pity, and there was indescribable affection in her eyes.

"I ......" Tao Zhiyuan wanted to refute, but how could she refute it, what Aunt Zhang said was the truth.

"I really hope that you are still the one who just entered the palace, and you have no quarrel with the world, not like now, intrigue and scheming." Aunt Zhang recalled, "Don't choose this path in order to get out of the palace, it will only make you never leave this quagmire, it will only make you fall deeper and deeper, you are still alive and well, but you don't know that half of your body has fallen in, no matter how deep it is, you can't breathe." ”

Tao Zhiyuan also remembered the beginning, how much was at the beginning, she still wanted not to step into this palace fight, but at the moment of temptation, she still lost herself.

She thinks she has chosen the right one, but how she chooses is wrong, from the time she arrived in this strange era, met Yun Qingyuan, entered the palace instead of Yun Qingling, and then helped Qiu Jing to gain the favor of Concubine Xian, and the inescapable fate is that she also fell in love with Yun Yi, a man with the same appearance as Yi, but with a different temperament, all this seems to be destined, she only then felt her powerlessness, she has no way to change everything, is God punishing her cowardice?

If this is a dream, she really wants to wake up, but she is reluctant, isn't it contradictory? There are so many contradictions in life.

"Aunt Zhang, I don't know what to do, I can't go back." Tao Zhiyuan slowly closed her eyes, tiredness made her unable to support this body anymore, she was really tired of living, and she had to live.

"Silly boy, you just take your feelings too seriously, I've heard about you and Yuncairen, why are you so good?" Aunt Zhang didn't expect how to be a good sister, so the relationship broke down, and Aunt Zhang also watched them grow up, and she was somewhat puzzled.

Tao Zhiyuan's expression was a little gloomy, so she told Aunt Zhang about the sour plum soup, and Aunt Zhang was also very emotional after hearing it, she didn't expect Yun Qingyuan's temperament to change so much.

"It's really hard for you, how can you still be your own sister, how can you give it up?" Aunt Zhang looked at Tao Zhiyuan lovingly, in the palace, I don't know if it's good or bad to have this heart.

Tao Zhiyuan was stunned, if they were really sisters, would Yun Qingyuan still treat herself like this? Sisters, in the end, there is still one parent word missing, I still remember that pair of silver phoenix openwork hairpins is Yun Qingyuan's mother's dowry, and she gave them two, this doesn't mean anything, people are selfish, Yun Qingyuan doesn't have it. She is not Yun Qingling's secret, she suppressed it in her heart for a long time and didn't dare to say it, sometimes Yunyi called her Qingling, she was a different taste, her name was Tao Zhiyuan, this is her real name, when can she hear him call her Zhiyuan, maybe in this life, there is no chance to hear it.

"What do you think? So fascinating. Aunt Zhang looked at her pensive and asked.

Tao Zhiyuan played with her fingers, looking hesitant, she bit her lower lip, it was so red that it seemed to drip blood, she suddenly stared at Aunt Zhang, and said, "Aunt Zhang, in fact, I am not Yun Qingling. ”

"Huh?" Aunt Zhang was taken aback by her sudden words, and seeing that Tao Zhiyuan didn't look like she was joking, she also asked cautiously, "What did you say?" You're not Yun Qingling, so who are you? ”

"My name is Tao Zhiyuan, I'm not called Yun Qingling. I entered the palace draft instead of her. Tao Zhiyuan saw Aunt Zhang's puzzled face, so she continued, "Actually, I met Sister Qingyuan in Suzhou, at that time her sister Yun Qingling eloped with someone else, and they fled south with their family, Sister Qingyuan once saved my life, and I looked like Yun Qingling, so I entered the palace instead of Yun Qingling, as a reward for her." ”

Aunt Zhang nodded, and suddenly realized, "I see, no wonder." ”

"No wonder?" Tao Zhiyuan was puzzled.

"You and her have not shared hardships, and they have only been together for a short time, she is just using you to let her family escape, how can she treat you as her own sister. Qingling, ah, no, I should change my name to you Zhi Kite, this name is so good, I thought at the beginning, you are so easy-going, how can you use a Ling character. Aunt Zhang had a gentle smile on her face again, "It should be realistic to survive here, what you owe her has been paid off, why bother to make it so difficult for yourself, if you think about her again, I'm afraid you really won't be able to jump out of that mud pit." ”

"But ......" Tao Zhiyuan didn't understand, she had already understood these truths in her father Tao Fei, but now that she wants to do it, it turns out that it is so difficult, how many marks do you have to draw in her heart?

Aunt Zhang suddenly smiled again and said, "I'm going to leave the palace in a few days, otherwise you can go out of the palace with me, although you are going to the Pufo Temple, you still leave this place of strife." ”

Tao Zhiyuan was stunned for a moment, a trace of excitement flashed in her eyes, but after a while, she lowered her head again, she couldn't go, she wanted to wait for Yunyi here, she wanted to wait until the day when he took real power, and abolished the three palaces and six courtyards for her.

She shook her head and said, "Now I can't leave." ”

"Why? Didn't you choose this path to get out of the palace? Although the day of the vigil is hard, it is better than here, so that you will not be afraid all day long. Aunt Zhang's expression suddenly turned grim, "Are you greedy for the glory and wealth here?" ”

"I'm going to wait for him here." Tao Zhiyuan said very firmly, "I will wait for him to abolish the Three Palaces and Six Courts for me." ”

Tao Zhiyuan said it so clearly, how Aunt Zhang didn't understand, there were a lot of rumors about them in the palace, but the emperor didn't make her a concubine for a long time, and the rumors didn't go away.

"You're on Concubine Xian's side, what can you do to help him by staying here?" Aunt Zhang hit the nail on the head and said, "Do you abandon Yuncai or choose the emperor, in your heart, is there an answer?" ”

This question again.

Seeing her hesitation, Aunt Zhang had already expected it, Aunt Zhang patted the back of Tao Zhiyuan's hand and said with a kind face: "Look, you can't make up your mind yourself, this is your shortcoming, if you want to help the emperor, it is necessary to learn to be ruthless." ”

"My hands are covered in blood, and I suspect it's not mine." Tao Zhiyuan smiled miserably, those people died because of her, she couldn't be ruthless, but some people had already done it for her.

Aunt Zhang also looked at her with pity, such a kind girl, she just wanted to live here. She sighed and said, "I'm ready to leave the palace, help you one last time, as long as you remember me as an old man." ”

Tao Zhiyuan looked at Aunt Zhang in amazement, reminiscing about the meaning of Aunt Zhang's words.