"She's so bitter." Mu Dianke said: "She is too painful in her heart. I was young and didn't know what to do. ”

"And what would you do if you were asked to choose again now?"

“…… I do not know. ”

She suddenly turned around, buried her face in Chang Qianfo's arms, and cried: "I really don't know. I always thought I hated her, and at that moment I knew it wasn't......"

When Qiao Yuze died, she didn't cry.

That night, she and Jin Yanchen sat on the Gobi Desert and drank. The spicy burning knife fell down one after another, and I don't know how many altars I drank.

In the end, Jin Yanchen got drunk, lay on the gravel, and muttered aggrievedly: "...... When I was young, if there were any good things, my mother would leave them to us first...... This time she left it to herself...... She's gone, no more pain. We've got to live......"

The night sky on the desert is extraordinarily low, and bright and twinkling stars hang from the canopy, as if within reach. She sat cross-legged on the rock, looking at the shining starlight, her eyes dry and stunned without a single tear.

Life has been battered again and again, and they don't know how to express their grief.

This sorrow had been suppressed for years, clogging her chest and eating away at her heart, and it was only today that she took this opportunity to release it.

The truth that Chang Qianfo wants to tell her is that even if she makes a new choice today, she still won't stop Qiao Yuze.

There are many wise people in this world who have gone through hardships and ups and downs, and finally looked down on everything and embraced tranquility. But her fourth aunt, Qiao Yuze, could no longer come to salvation.

For the great enmity of the Jin family, for herself and Jin Yanchen, she fell into the quagmire step by step, and cut off her last trace of vitality with her own hands.

As Jin Yanchen said, that was the only time she was selfish and kept the good things to herself. It doesn't get any better than that!

Jin Yanchen never complained to her because of Qiao Yuze's death.

And she blamed herself for years. This moment suddenly woke up.

"Thank you, Thousand Buddhas." She choked up.

"Silly girl." Chang Qianfo sighed, held Mu Dianke's face, carefully wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "I'm glad you can tell me these things." It's just a pawn, people can't be resurrected after death, and people always have to look forward. ”

"Hmm." She nodded vigorously, and suddenly asked, "Thousand Buddhas, how old are you this year?" ”

Chang Qianfo smiled: "I was born in September, and I am almost two years old when you are older." What does this do, you ask? ”

She rubbed into his arms a little embarrassed: "I always feel that you are not much older than me, but you know a lot of truths." She muttered, "Like a master."

Chang Qianfo laughed and said, "That's not good. If a master dares to hold his female student, he will be poked and scolded in the back. ”

Mu Dianke laughed with a "poof", slapped his chest, and said angrily: "It's not serious again." ”

She suddenly remembered something, struggled to sit up, and asked, "You came back so early, have you finished the affairs of the front hall?" ”

"Assassin Shi Chen Ning personally brought someone to help with the aftermath, and the Wen family also came. The handling went smoothly, Uncle Ling was watching from the front, I came over to see you. ”

Mu Dianke felt a layer of honey in his heart, but he also knew that at this juncture, it was not the time for you to be a nong, so he pushed him out: "You hurry up and get busy, something like this happened in the hall, and you are waiting for you to make up your mind." If you don't show up at this time, other people will have ideas. ”

Chang Qianfo smiled: "What a ruthless heart." This is in a hurry to drive me away. ”

Mu Dianke said: "I'm really fine, just lie down and rest for a while." Don't worry about me. ”

Chang Qianfo didn't insist anymore, bent down and hugged Mu Dianke, his hot lips were on the tips of her ears, and his voice was a little hoarse, and very soft: "I'm going." Don't be cranky, wait for me to come back. ”

Mu Dian nodded obediently, and saw the blood stains on Chang Qianfo's silver robe by mistake, which was distressed, but also could not stop him, so he only said: "You also have to hold on to your body, don't be reckless." ”

"Yes." Chang Qianfo smiled, reached out and pinched her face: "Don't cry and mourn your face, it's not life and death." ”

Mu Dianke raised his face, smiled at Chang Qianfo, amused him, and reluctantly turned around and went out.

He thought that he was really in a hurry, and as soon as he went out, his pace quickened, and the sound faded away, and he disappeared for a moment.

Mu Dian was on the bedside cushion, looking at the people going to the empty door, and the exhaustion came to her, making her feel sad. However, there is a trace of sweetness, stubbornly born from the heart, stretching the stems and leaves, and the tentacles are thousands of wisps, crawling all over the heart in an instant, so that she can't help but rejoice.

But so that Lang's heart is unswerving, why not be afraid of the dangers ahead.

The corners of his mouth smirked, and he still remembered it, and he heard a clear voice teasing him: "Everyone has gone away, and they are still smirking." ”

Mu Dianke's heart sank, he pulled down his face, and the next moment he saw Xu Younan turn out from behind the door, wearing a gray robe with wide sleeves fluttering, and Shi Shiran paced in.

It's like a master of the fairy wind and bones—if it weren't for the mouth that owes too much!

"Ouch, you don't seem happy to see me."

Mu Dian didn't want to fight with Xu Younan, so he turned around, closed his eyes, and leaned on the cushion to pretend to sleep. Thinking about it, he still couldn't hold back, and said, "I'm not happy to see you, don't you have any points yourself?" ”

"I thought you wanted to see me at this point."

Xu Younan walked to the bed, sat down leisurely, raised his arm and flicked it, the sleeves of his wide robe were rolled up, as graceful and smooth as a cloud, holding a silver spoon and stirring the decoction slowly, and his gestures were really elegant.

"Contrived." Mu Dianke thought to himself.

"Say whatever you want." Xu Younan could peek into people's minds, and said lazily: "Anyway, it's not a day or two that you hate the elders, my beauty is not a day or two, I'm used to it." ”

Mu Dian choked and didn't say anything.

Xu Younan handed over the stirred decoction, looked at Mu Dianke's abnormal flush on his face, and looked compassionate: "Tsk, it's so pitiful, hurry up and drink the medicine." ”

After the first battle of Drinking Sword Terrace, Xu Younan's murderous intent towards her dissipated strangely, and he would not choose to poison himself at this time.

Mu Dianke took the medicine bowl, took a sip, and saw that the medicine was not hot, so he raised his neck and drank it clean.

Xu Younan said leisurely: "You guessed right, the fire was set by Tan Lang." The reason was that his concubine named Wu Luzhi suddenly asked someone who didn't know to release her. After coming out, he heard that Du Simian was sick, and rushed to Huairentang to visit the patient. The two of them **, let Tan Lang catch it right.

Du Simian relied on the familiarity of the terrain and took Wu Luzhi into the East Medicine Depot. Tan Lang naturally couldn't catch up with people, and in a fit of anger, he lit fires all over the East Medicine Depot, trying to force the two out. ”

Xu Younan paused, smiled and looked at Mu Dianke, who lowered his head and rinsed his mouth: "Is it ingenious, is it clever or not?" "I want to talk about "Yishinuo" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~