Chapter 023: I'll be your man
"Wake up...... Wake me up! ”
And who is the cry from the depths of the soul that awakens the sorrow that has accumulated for a lifetime? Penetrates every corner of the body with an irreversible trend.
Suddenly there was a reunion scene in the inn in front of her, Zhuang Yue looked embarrassed, and said to her apologetically: "I know that I have lost you, but, sister willow, can only be a sister, not love." I'm down, and I don't want to extricate myself. Sorry ......"
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......
My heart hurts......
In the tears, it seemed that Zhuang Yue walked towards her, with a warm smile as always, Liu Wu rushed over and hugged him, crying heartbreakingly: "You lie to me, you lie to me......"
Xian Chujing was stunned, and the catkins woke up? was hugged by her and breathless, but as soon as she heard what she said, she was instantly overwhelmed by distress. In her dream, it was still him, the one who had borne her.
He patted her on the back, wordless reassuring.
Liu Wu's mood calmed down a little before he spoke: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Liu Fu leaned on his shoulder, as if he didn't hear it, and said softly to himself, "I will guard Qingping for you, I will guard my mother for you, you said that you will come back, but it is a joke ......"
Mrs. Xiang had already run to the door when she shouted at Xian Chujing, and when she heard their conversation, she felt guilty again, so she had to go back to the kitchen and bring the boiled millet porridge to Liu Wu.
"Hungry?" Mrs. Zhuang opened her mouth distressedly.
"Mother......" Liu Wu opened her mouth with red eyes and a hoarse voice, "Brother Zhuang Yue doesn't want us anymore......"
Xian Hatsui turned his head, not wanting his tears to flow.
Mrs. Zhuang raised her hand to wipe her tears, "Child, don't think so, we don't want him." ”
Liu Wu let go of Xian Chujing's neck, approached her to his wife, handed the millet porridge to Xian Chujing, and the two women hugged each other, and once again burst into tears.
After a long time, Xian Chujing scooped up a mouthful of porridge and fed it to the mouth of the catkins, "Open your mouth." ”
The catkins obediently finished eating. Seeing that his mother and Xian Hatsui were about to speak and stopped, he tried to pull the corners of his mouth and smiled, and said, "I will have a good rest."
When they left the room, the catkins hugged the quilt tightly and closed their eyes. It was still very uncomfortable, but there were no more tears to shed.
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Xiao San, Four, Five and Six looked at their Zhuang as if they were a little helpless, and wanted to help, so they said: "It's okay, it's okay, don't look at it, eat your own, everyone eat and drink well." ”
The shopkeeper and Xiao Er also hurriedly played the round, and everyone returned to the original topic.
Zhuang Yue walked upstairs again, he looked at Ni Yun still standing at the door, and hurriedly explained: "Her name is Liu Wu, she is my half-sister, I have treated her as a sister since I was a child, don't think about it......"
"Stop," Ni Yun stretched out his hand to Zhuang Yue and said, "I don't care about your affairs, now I'm tired, give me the key, I want to go back to my room to rest." ”
Zhuang Yue wanted to say something more, but when she met Ni Yun's eyes, she had no choice but to shut up and give her the key card.
Ni Yun opened the door and closed the door directly after he entered, Zhuang Yue stood at the door, feeling upset, and went downstairs to sit with Xiao San, Four, Five and Six angrily, poured wine into the bowl, and poured it into his mouth.
It was useless for the four of them to persuade a few words, Xiao Wu also brought a bowl of wine, and said with awe: "My lord, I know that you feel uncomfortable, so I won't say anything, my brother will drink with you!" Dry! ”
"My lord, you are unhappy because you like Miss Yan, but Miss Yan doesn't like you, right?" Little Six Ways.
"Ahem!" Xiao Wu pretended to cough and reminded.
"But Miss Yan doesn't like you for a day or two, you were fine before, why are you so unhappy today?" Xiao Liu didn't understand Xiao Wu's reminder, and continued.
"Ahem!" Xiao Wu continued to pretend to cough and remind.
"Who was that girl just now? I saw her go upstairs, I thought she was also staying in the hotel, but she ran away after a few words to you, and fell down, I don't know if the girl is okay, she doesn't want you to help, doesn't she like you? Adult, you are so pitiful......" Xiao Liu still wanted to sigh a few words such as how the girls don't like you, but Xiao Wuyi grabbed his arm, gritted his teeth and said, "Shut up." ”
Xiao Liu's hand hurt when he was grabbed by Xiao Wu, so he had to stop talking about Zhuang Yue, and the aggrieved hand that was grabbed by the struggle, "You hurt me." ”
Zhuang Yue drank a whole bowl of white wine again, he put the bowl on the table heavily, and the sound frightened the little five and six to quiet down, and sat obediently at the table and stopped moving.
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Ni Yun upstairs also had mixed feelings in his heart.
She has never eaten pork and seen a pig run, she has never been in love, but she knows how this thing feels like. Zhuang Yue was so obvious to her, it was impossible for her not to feel it. When she thought that Zhuang Yue was single and her relationship was clean, she also thought about trying to find her feelings everywhere.
But after the past few days of contact, she really didn't find the feeling of heartbeat, plus the time she was still in Moning Mountain, there was almost half a month of coexistence before and after, and she didn't even feel that she had just a few minutes when she first met Qi Tian.
Thinking of Qi Tian, Ni Yun felt as if he hadn't seen him for a long time, according to the general routine, the first man to appear, and so handsome, should have a very heavy role.
Eh, no, no, no, Ni Yun shook his head, how could he be distracted, now Zhuang Yue This question seems a little tricky, originally following Dai Yuejun just wanted to get the bronze medal as soon as possible and go to Wangcheng. She didn't expect Zhuang Yue to like her along the way.
Unrequited love is just that, but this young man seems to still have peach blossom debts, half-sister, isn't it just a childhood sweetheart, the girl's eyes are obviously full of love, even she, who has never been in love, can see that she likes him very much, and he should understand it himself.
She can't stay in Dai Yuejun for a long time, there will be a lot of trouble if it lasts longer, I don't know if it's better to say a little, I know that I will definitely have to refuse and be more decisive.
After taking the bronze medal, leave Dai Yuejun, Ni Yun listened to the heavy rain outside the window, thinking about the girl who ran away, and the emotional matter was not at all, only sighed.
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The next day, when the weather cleared, the catkins got out of bed and walked out of the room, and saw the devastation left by the storm in the yard, which was very incongruous with the soft sunlight. She walked over slowly, picked up a broken branch on the ground and a few buds that had not yet had time to open, and was stunned.
The flower has not bloomed but failed, and love has not begun and ended. Such as her.
Xian Hatsui walked behind her and stood quietly, not speaking.
Liu Wu closed his eyes and sniffed the fragrance of the flowers gently, and said, "Do you know Xian Chujing, when Brother Zhuang Yue said 'yes' to me, I had a feeling as if I had suddenly lost the whole world."
Xian Chujing's heart ached, and he walked over and hugged her in his arms: "Obviously there is a better person in front of you, but you can't see it." Catkins, what do you want me to do? You don't want me to take care of you, and you can't always take care of yourself. What do you want me to do? ”
Liu Wu buried her head in Xian Chujing's chest, and she asked with a crying voice, "I hurt you, didn't I?" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt anyone. I'm really sorry. ”
"Don't apologize, never apologize to me." Xian Hatsui grabbed her shoulders and asked her to face herself: "Liu Fu, you look at me, look at me and listen to me tell you, you want to be free, okay, I'll give it to you, you want to fly, I won't stop it, but you promise me that you can't do it, don't let yourself get hurt again!"
The catkins lowered their heads, pursed their lips, shed tears, and did not speak.
Xian Chujing reluctantly took her into his arms, "Let me be your man." ”
Liu Fu shook her head slightly, "It's not fair to you. ”
"I don't need to be fair."
"But I'll be uncomfortable, I can't repay your efforts, so I'll ......" a kiss ended the conversation.
The catkins didn't struggle, and if this was what he wanted, let it be.
"Why, you don't understand?" With deep helplessness, Xian Hatsui left her lips and hugged her tightly.
Actually, Liu Fu understands Xian Chujing's feelings, just like herself, she has loved that person for so long, doesn't she also understand her heart. However, what does it matter, we have long known that love flowers are poisonous, and everyone is willing to let the toxin spread, until there is no cure. It's all self-inflicted.
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Zhuang Yue was very drunk last night, and the four of them finally carried him to the room where he lived, and the drunkenness did not dissipate for a long time, and he slept until noon on the second day.
Ni Yun wanted to get the key card as soon as possible, but after knocking on Zhuang Yue's door many times and still not answering, she gave up, so she should wait for him to wake up and come to her.
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"What did you say when you saw him yesterday?" Xian Chujing changed the topic, he was afraid of arousing the sadness of the catkins, so he asked very carefully.
"I didn't say anything, I saw the woman next to Brother Zhuang Yue, I was so sad at that time, so sad that I couldn't do much and ran away."
Xian Chujing saw that Liu Wu was still immersed in sadness, and his heart was also very entangled, he had been looking for her for so long, and he finally found someone, so he had to do something.
Seeing yesterday's hurry, he also remembered Zhuang Yue's face, Liu Wu was unwilling to tell Zhuang Yue about the suffering he had endured over the years, but it didn't mean that he shouldn't know like this.
"I'm going to have to ask if my bronze medal is ready, do you want to go with me?" Xian Hatsui thought about it, but still didn't tell the truth to Liu Wu.
Liu Wu shook her head, she was not in the mood to do anything now, she had sold her house and land and walked out of Qingping, just to take her mother out for a walk in the name of looking for Zhuang Yue, and she had no intention of returning to Qingping in this line, and she didn't find anyone for several years, and they thought that they would never find Zhuang Yue in this life.
But when they all tacitly didn't think about what would happen after finding Zhuang Yue, he appeared again. Now that the person has found it, but he already has a sweetheart, what will happen in the future, she doesn't know.
Maybe I want to take my mother to meet my own son, and I also want to ask Brother Zhuang Yue what to do after that. But the mere sight of him standing with other women was enough to break her, what was she going to do?