Chapter 489: Chen Lingfanwai (5)
These conversations between Chen Ling and Chen Shu this night, Chen Ling has been remembering them for many years.
Some of the content may have been blurred, but Chen Ling always remembered two things. One is that there is not so much empathy in this world itself. The second is that you still have to be worthy of your heart.
Chen Ling used to know about being worthy of his heart, but he didn't have so much empathy for the so-called world, but it was only that night that he really realized something.
It's like Chen Shu can't understand that Chen Ling actually sometimes has a disgust in his heart for deceitful calculations. Chen Ling can't do it either, like Chen Shu, he often has the attitude of Taishan collapsing in front of him and not changing his face.
After all, there is a gap between them. In some things, we can only try to understand each other.
After that night's conversation, Chen Ling really felt that he really understood more things.
After Chen Shu went to the capital, Chen Ling occasionally leaned on the edge of the bed, and would think about whether his brother who was far away in the capital was doing well. Without noticing at all, a bad omen had come.
On the day the Chen family was taken away, because Chen Ling went to the school to study, he was actually not in the Chen family.
That day, Chen Ling felt that his eyelids were beating very hard.
When I woke up in the morning, I always felt as if I was a little flustered, and it wasn't until I was in the school that I was called up by my master to answer questions, and Chen Ling found that he couldn't concentrate at all.
What the hell is wrong with him? Chen Ling was a little confused. Until soon, Song Chen came over with a panicked face.
Chen Ling had never seen such a look on Song Chen's face. Song Chen in the past, no matter what happened, even if he teased Song Chen once, Song Chen didn't care.
He originally thought that on Song Chen's face, there would always be only such an expression as light and light.
But it turns out that Song Chen, who he thought he thought would not change his face before the collapse of Mount Tai, was not really able to change his face. It's just that he hasn't met the kind of thing that can change his color.
"Something's wrong, come with me."
Song Chen pulled Chen Ling, ignoring the strange eyes of the other people in the school, just said hello to the master, and pulled Chen Ling out of the school and got into a carriage.
Chen Ling was stunned, and asked Song Chen many times along the way what was going on, but Song Chen didn't answer him at all. All the way until the two men got into the carriage.
There was silence in the carriage, and the atmosphere was dull and oppressive.
Chen Ling stirred his fingers and suppressed his uneasiness slightly.
He has been troubled since the morning. Now, looking at Song Chen's appearance, Chen Ling always felt as if his premonitions were about to come true. Finally... What's wrong?
"Something happened to the Chen family, I'm going to send you to Zhuangzi now."
Song Chen's face was full of eagerness. It looked like he didn't really want to do it. He actually wanted to go to the Chen family, stop those officers and soldiers, and save the people of the Chen family.
"Something happened to the Chen family? What's going on? Chen Ling continued to ask, a little panicked. But by this time, he had already understood what Song Chen was doing with him.
"You're trying to run away with me?" Chen Ling's eyes widened and said, "No, I am a member of the Chen family, and I want to protect the Chen family." Even if something happens, if I want to die, I will die with the Chen family! ”
Chen Ling said, reaching out to lift the curtain and jump out of the carriage.
But he was suddenly stopped by Song Chen. This time, Chen Ling found out that Song Chen's strength was so great. A man who looks very elegant on weekdays, but when he catches him at this moment, he can't move.
"The situation of the Chen family, it is useless for you to go now."
Song Chen looked at Chen Ling and said, "Lord Chen, let me keep you." Now that the capital still doesn't know what the situation is, do you want your brother to have no hope at all? ”
"What did your brother tell you before? Does death work? What do you think he would do if he were you? ”
Chen Ling, who was still struggling violently, stopped moving when he heard this. Yes, Song Chen is right. Death is the easiest way to get rid of it, but what help does it do for things?
But in his current situation, even if he is alive, what can he do for the Chen family?
A sense of powerlessness welled up in my heart. Chen Ling didn't have time to think about it, and he was already knocked unconscious. When he woke up, he was already lying in bed. It looks like he was sent to a village on the outskirts of Hangzhou.
This Zhuangzi is very remote, and the surroundings are quiet and scary. After Chen Ling woke up, he didn't see Song Chen, but only saw a small note on the table, and there were only a few very short words on it.
Take care of yourself. I'll go back and see what else I can do for the Chen family. Don't mess around, live first.
Chen Ling was silent and gave up resistance and struggle. Cowering in a corner of the courtyard and looking up at the endless blue sky, I was even more confused. Is he a shrunken turtle now?
In winter, Hangzhou is still very cold. Especially in the bleak courtyard, it may only take a moment for people to sit here, and the whole person will have some wet dew.
Over time, this feeling of being full of body will really make people feel a little unbearable.
But Chen Ling just curled up like this, and after a long time, he didn't seem to have any consciousness at all. He seemed to be looking at the white clouds floating overhead, and he seemed to be thinking about his future in a trance. As soon as I curled up, the whole day passed.
Chen Ling curled up in the corner and glanced at the starry sky above his head, his eyes were empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
He didn't even know what he could think at the moment. Although he didn't know what happened to the Chen family, looking at Song Chen's expression when he took him away today, Chen Ling could guess a few points.
Lord Chen is the political envoy of the second grade, and if something happens to the Chen family, it must be a monstrous event. Song Chen has always been a very capable person, and he can only say that he will protect himself first, so he can see the problem.
Chen Ling, who was sitting on the grass, sighed and reluctantly returned to the house.
At this time, he remembered his brother who was far away in the capital. His brother is said to have done well in the autumn season, but what kind of scene should the spring season come next year?
Will he still be able to participate in the Spring Festival smoothly? And where does he go from here? Could it be that he is in this Zhuangzi like this, and he will live the second half of his life? He... Don't want that.