In the small courtyard of the Meng family on the outskirts of Shenyang, there is a mess, the flowers and plants in the flower pots have long died, and the debris is piled up everywhere, but there are bursts of joy in the bedroom.

Meng Shuzhi sat on the bed, watching Xu Mengru writhing on his body, he wondered strangely, when did this woman who was once pure as a lily become so coquettish, he knew that she loved him very much, and she was crazy to conquer him, take revenge on him, and possess him.

He suddenly disappeared before marriage, so that Xu Mengru almost collapsed, she committed suicide by cutting his pulse, fortunately his parents found out in time and rescued him, and there is still a terrible scar on his wrist, she came back to life from the ghost gate, before Shu Zhi and Ruojun got married, she secretly went to Shenyang to find Shu Zhi once, Shu Zhi did not tell Ruojun.

That time, Shu Zhi felt that he owed her, apologized to her, and also told her about his crush on Ruojun for many years, and persuaded her to leave him. After Xu Mengru returned sadly, she insisted on being transferred to Shenyang to work, and later married a cadre in a hurry under the arrangement of her parents.

But no one expected that this cadre was incompetent, the couple lived a nominal life, Xu Mengru was miserable, she secretly found Shu Zhi again, and cried bitterly to tell Shu Zhi about her misfortune, Shu Zhi saw her crying so sadly, his heart was very unbearable, and he also felt that he was the fuse of this tragedy, and he had an unshirkable responsibility, and sympathized with her.

After Ruojun left, Shu Zhi felt painful in his heart, although he received Ruojun's letters one after another, but as soon as he thought that Ruojun returned to Zhou Ruikang's side, he went crazy with contradiction, pain and jealousy, he imagined the scene of Ruojun and Ruikang's old love rekindling every day, the more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was true, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that Ruojun and Ruikang must have cheated and betrayed themselves.

He borrowed wine to kill his sorrows, and for a while he thought that it was reasonable to return Ruojun to Zhou Ruikang, because what he owed Zhou Ruikang, Ruojun should have belonged to him, and for a while he thought that Mei Ruojun and Zhou Ruikang were adulterers*, and they must have cuckolded themselves with firewood. After a while, I guessed that maybe Zhou Ruikang was not sick at all, and everyone made it up and deliberately broke up himself and Ruojun.

In short, when a person has a ghost in his heart, then the whole world he sees will also be full of ghosts.

As time passed, he became more and more convinced of the ghosts he imagined, and when he saw the wedding photos on the wall, he felt that everything was false and ironic. After getting drunk once, he smashed the wedding photo.

He no longer looked at Ruojun's letters and threw them aside, because he just felt that Ruojun must have had an affair with Ruikang, and he was already a betrayed husband.

Lonely, lonely, doubtful, painful, self-pitying, and at this time Xu Mengru came, she drank with him, chatted with him, and laughed with him...... One night, she cried and fell into his arms, begging him to let her be a real woman once, under the entanglement of tears, self-blame, jealousy, revenge and various emotions, he actually agreed, and with the fire of revenge against Mei Ruojun, he finally broke through the bottom line with Xu Mengru.

I did it once, and I did it ten times, so Xu Mengru became a frequent visitor to the Meng family, and once the physical relationship was established, Xu Mengru was even more inseparable from Meng Shuzhi, and her love became more fanatical.

Meng Shuzhi's whole body was hot and hot by her, the blood kept converging to that part, the primitive desire boiled and flowed in his blood, he gradually became passive and active, and took her into his arms and entered her body hard.

She panted happily under him, catering to his rhythm, hungry and thirsty like a long-arid rice field looking forward to rain and dew, she loved his toned and sexy physique, and with him, she felt the happiness of being a woman.

I don't know why he was doing it with Xu Mengru while fantasizing about the passionate scene between Ruojun and Ruikang, the more he thought about it, the more jealous he became, and the more jealous he was, the more he vented on Xu Mengru.

After the physical catharsis, he became more and more painful, and he knew that Nian An would tell Ruikang or Ruojun about it sooner or later. He and Ruojun are finished, and Ruojun will definitely leave him disappointed when he knows it, and throw himself into Zhou Ruikang's arms faster. Perhaps, this can be regarded as repaying Zhou Ruikang's great kindness, he lay flat on the bed, looking at the ceiling in a daze.

Xu Mengru turned around delicately and grabbed his neck, looking for more love and comfort.

"Shu Zhi, I want a divorce, I want to be with you. Can you leave too? Anyway, Mei Ruojun won't come back. We're always sneaky like this, and I feel uncomfortable. We were supposed to be husband and wife. She said softly.

He didn't react, as if he hadn't listened to her at all.

After a long time, he said coldly: "I love her, I will not divorce her." Whether you want to leave or not, that's your business. ”

"No, you don't love her, you love me. You are nothing more than a child's attachment to his mother. ”

"Say whatever you want. I don't have the heart to discuss these things with you. If you can't accept it, you can always not come. ”

Xu Mengru sat up violently and looked at him sideways: "I don't understand, where is she better than me?" She's prettier than me? Younger than me? More learned than me? Shu Zhi, can you think about it, she is ten years older than you, and now she is almost forty, and in a few years her whole body will be wrinkled, can you swallow it? ”

Meng Shuzhi also sat up suddenly, suddenly reached out and firmly pinched Xu Mengru's neck, pressed her into the pillow, protruded his eyes, and said viciously: "You warn you, if you dare to insult her and scandalize her again, I will be rude to you." She is my wife and the mother of my children. ”

Not to be outdone, she cried: "What about me? What am I? Your tool for venting your desires? Don't you have any feelings for me? Besides, I'm going to get pregnant sooner or later, what are you going to do? ”

He let go of her neck, grabbed her by the arm, pulled her out of bed, and pushed her to the ground.

"You go, get out! Divorce your sexually impotent husband and marry a normal man. I don't need you! He quickly got dressed. Ran out into the yard, took a breath, and came to the next hut.

Pushing the door in, I saw Nian An reading a book under the lamp, and when he walked in, he just raised his eyelids, didn't say a word, and continued to read.

Shu Zhi picked up Simei in the small bed, hugged her tightly in her arms, Simei slept hazy, and was suddenly picked up by her father, rubbed her eyes, and muttered: "Daddy, I miss my mother." ”

Looking at her daughter's more and more beautiful little face, she looked very much like Ruojun, and she looked like a little fairy with pink makeup, Shu Zhi kissed her on the face and said, "Dad misses your mother too, I miss you very much." But my mother won't come back. ”

"Why won't my mother come back? Doesn't she want to think about beauty? ”

"Because my mother has found a better man than my father in England." He said dejectedly.

Nian An was on the side, I couldn't listen to it anymore, put down the book in my hand and said: "Mother's letter, if you never read it, you know nonsense." As he spoke, he took the latest letter from Ruojun from the table, threw it on the table and said, "Do you see it yourself, or will I read it to you?" ”

"No, I don't want to look! She must have rekindled her old relationship with your father. ”

Nian An shook his head and said, "I hope so. It's a pity that my mother has been thinking about you in her heart. She wants to apply for our family to come over and be reunited. ”

A family reunion? Going to the UK? Shu Zhi was stunned, yes, if you can't come back, you can go, they are a family. He picked up Ruojun's letter and looked at it carefully:

"Dear Shu Zhi,

This is the fifteenth letter I have written to you, I don't know why you didn't write me back, don't you love me anymore? This question has been spinning in my mind lately, maybe you're tired of me, isn't it?

I miss you so much, I miss you and Simei, you are all my love, I can't lose any of you.

Ruikang's condition has stabilized, although he has not yet recovered, but all indicators are gradually improving, and I am very happy. Don't get me wrong, this kind of happiness is out of the concern of an old friend, and I think you will also feel comforted, right?

You are my husband, I love you, I miss you, and I always want to be reunited with you. Ruikang put forward the idea of applying for Nian'an to go to school in the UK, I think this is a good arrangement, the environment here is beautiful, and Ruikang can give Nian'an the best living conditions.

As a mother, Nian'an and Simei are my treasures, and I can't let go of any of them. So when Ruikang offered to apply for our whole family, I thought it was the best solution. Isn't it?

Ruikang has always been generous, and I am grateful to him. Shu Zhi, believe me, Ruikang and I can't go back, because my heart is occupied by you.

I've already thought about it, when you, Nian'an and Simei come to the UK, we will rent a house by ourselves, you are a college student, and you majored in English when you were in college, so language will not be a problem, with your knowledge and ability, you will definitely be able to find a job soon, and I can continue to be a cook in Ruikang's home. Of course, if you don't like me staying at Ruikang's house, then I plan to borrow a sum of money from Song Yuanyang to open a small restaurant, so that our lives will not be a problem.

Shu Zhi, do you think such a plan is good? So that we can be reunited as a family and live a good life.

Shu Zhi, I know, you will feel uncomfortable for you to accept Ruikang's help, but please, don't be childish, I think you want to go crazy, I need you, I think someone will come back soon to contact you and teach you how to apply for the steps to go abroad. You must cooperate and come to my side as soon as possible.

Ruojun word

……”

After reading the letter, Shu Zhi suddenly felt that a beam of sunshine hit his heart, and his heart was clear, she loved herself, yes, she loved herself deeply, God, she was simply a fool, a big fool. Why not read her letter? Why not trust her? Why the suspicious? Why low self-esteem? Why is it dark and narrow-minded?

He put down the letter, wiped away the tears that he couldn't suppress, returned to his room, pulled Xu Mengru, who was getting dressed, into the yard, and said resolutely: "Mengru, I'm sorry, we're over, I deeply sympathize with your experience, I know it's me who is not good, as a friend, I suggest that you divorce your husband, and then find a normal man to marry and live a good life." I can't have anything to do with you anymore, I'm sorry. I'm going to find my wife. I love her, I love her for so many years. You don't understand, you don't understand the story between me and her, no one can replace her, no one. ”

His face was full of joy in the moonlight, and his eyes were full of hope, and she was abandoned by him again, her pale face was only pain and resentment, and she ran out of the Meng family's courtyard in shame.