40. You don't love me that much
"Sister......" Yun Qingyuan called softly, as if she was afraid that a louder voice would break Tao Zhiyuan's heart.
In the silent winter, with only the sound of heavy breathing, Tao Zhiyuan stopped laughing wildly, and said to Su Yan expressionlessly: "Father-in-law Su, can you do me a favor?" ”
"Mother, please speak."
"I don't know what's going on in Siqing Palace now?"
Su Yan pondered for a moment before he said, "Everyone in the Siqing Palace and the Xiyun Pavilion were all killed after the emperor issued a secret decree this morning. However, the emperor ordered that all things in the Siqing Palace should not be moved and should remain the same. ”
Dream ...... Tao Zhiyuan slowly closed her eyes and clenched her fists slowly: "In this case, please ask Father-in-law Su to help me get a few things on the dresser in Siqing Palace, one is the queen mother's jade bracelet, please help me return the queen mother." The second is a bell, which was given to me by Commander Shi, and I also ask Grandpa Su to help me return it to him. The third is a silver phoenix openwork hairpin, I think I can still wear it at the moment of my death. ”
Speaking of this, Tao Zhiyuan opened her eyes and smiled at Yun Qingyuan.
Yun Qingyuan had already guessed what she meant, and her mood calmed down, and she said, "Please also ask Gonggong Su to take another silver phoenix openwork hairpin in Xiyun Pavilion, this is a pair." ”
Not long after Su Yan left, someone soon sent the hairpin, and they plugged it in for each other, looking at each other and smiling.
I still remember the day when I first entered the palace, it was August 5 of the third year of Jingwu, on that day, they walked into this deep palace together, and soon, they also ended it all with a glass of wine, like a dream, so unreal.
So, after waking up from the dream, will she see Tao Fei and her brother at first sight? Could it be that it's all just a dream?
In the middle of the night, it was too cold in the cold palace, Tao Zhiyuan was shivering from the cold, there was no stove here, there was no quilt, and it was too close to hell.
Yun Qingyuan was muttering to herself, as if she was enchanted, Tao Zhiyuan went over to help her up, but she felt that she was hot, obviously with a high fever. When will she survive such a hard life? Tao Zhiyuan wanted to open her mouth to call someone in, but she couldn't shout, they are already dying people, will there be a chance for them to be a slave?
"Sister......" Yun Qingyuan's voice was hoarse, "What do you say is the taste of wine?" It was at this moment that I felt the fear of death...... I want to see him again before I die......"
Tao Zhiyuan knew who Yun Qingyuan was talking about, and felt Yun Qingyuan's tears slipping down, so many loves, hatreds, and hatreds, after all, there was still a summary.
"When you think of him, you see him."
"And who are you thinking about right now? Is it the emperor? At this time, Yun Qingyuan let out a few sneers, and she seemed to be a little delirious.
The moonlight turned into a pool of water flowing through Yun Qingyuan's face, leaving a pale, but her eyes were even colder than the moonlight, "Actually, the emperor doesn't love you as much as you imagined, no." ”
Yun Qingyuan smiled poignantly, as if she wanted to vent all the dissatisfaction in her heart, "Actually, in the harem, we are no different, just a woman." For that man who is high up, except for a plaything that warms the bed and gives birth to a child, it is nothing, not so indispensable, not so irreplaceable, thinking too much, just us, just ourselves. Younger sister...... Do you understand? Do you understand that women are so pathetic? In fact, we can be less miserable, who told us to fall in love with them...... This is our own ...... and our own "
Looking at Yun Qingyuan, she was lost and depressed, like a mirror, reflecting Tao Zhiyuan's figure at a certain moment, and when seeing was believing, she was shocked beyond her imagination. A huge gap was suddenly blown out in my heart, and despair and pain were twisted together, like a raging wave, extinguishing all the faint fires of expectation, until it was dark and silent.
That's right, neither Yi nor Yunyi loves her that much.
Since ancient times, kings have been affectionate, Tao Zhiyuan understood this truth after studying history, this is only at this moment to know, until you die and live, you will never know, how far away from hell is, how ruthless people's hearts are, and how hurtful love is.
Yun Qingyuan stopped talking, just grabbed Tao Zhiyuan's arm tightly, nestled in her chest and sobbed until she lost her strength to cry.
In Yun Qingyuan's heart, there are two wounds that cannot be healed, Yun Qingyuan has already looked down on all this, but in her heart, she still can't forget Shi Fulin, the happiest time in her life is the existence of Shi Fulin.
Maybe after another half a day, the small vent has not had sunlight in for a long time, I don't know if it is snowing or cloudy, Yun Qingyuan's high fever has never subsided, and she has been reading a name in her mouth: Shi Fulin.
Tao Zhiyi chuckled, removed the hollow necklace, and took out the note inside, the promise on it has become a thing of the past, Yun Yi, she has chosen power, she can't compare after all.
Child, my child, please allow your mother's selfishness, I don't want to keep you in this dark place, you can go with your mother, you will be reincarnated, I hope you can be born in an ordinary family, not the emperor's family!
At this time, someone broke down the door.
Tao Zhiyuan immediately subconsciously stuffed the note back into the hollow necklace, and when she looked up, she saw Wei Manhui walking closer, Wei Manhui smiled at the corner of her mouth, her makeup was exquisite, and she was wearing a bright red cloak.
"What are you doing here?" Tao Zhiyuan tilted her head, not wanting to look at Wei Manhui again.
"This palace is here to give you a ride, come here, bring the wine." Wei Manhui stared at Tao Zhiyuan with sharp eyes.
A palace maid stepped forward with two cups on the tray in her hand, and the clear liquid in it should be wine.
Yun Qingyuan immediately went crazy, her eyes widened and she said, "Didn't you say that you would be executed in three days?!" It's just been a day! ”
"But this palace is afraid that the emperor will change his mind again, and he will have a lot of dreams at night, so this palace will send you on your way today!" Wei Manhui looked at Tao Zhiyuan's fearless face, and felt very unhappy in her heart, and then saw Tao Zhiyuan's hair bun with a long hairpin, she was even more annoyed, "Yun Qingling is already a sinner, and she still has a hairpin, Hu Ling, take it down for the palace!" ”
Hu Ling stepped forward, ready to take off the hairpin on her bun, Tao Zhiyuan patted away the hand that grabbed Hu Ling, her eyes were firm, and she said, "No one wants to touch my hairpin!" ”
"Haha! This palace is gone, this is a pair of long hairpins, what a pair of sisters who share hardships! Wei Manhui's expression suddenly became cold, "But this palace is very annoying!" ”
At this time, there were already eunuchs who grabbed Tao Zhiyuan's hands and made her unable to move, she subconsciously clenched the necklace in her hand, only praying that he would appear at this moment.
"This palace knows that the emperor loves you, is this because you have a stunning face?" Wei Manhui approached step by step, pulled off her hairpin, and cut a scar on her face, and the bloody blood slid down her face, with the pain, which made her want to cry, but she couldn't cry in front of Wei Manhui, no!
"Don't! Younger sister! Don't! Yun Qingyuan screamed hoarsely and wanted to pounce, but was stopped by the eunuch and slapped him a few times.