37. God's arrangement

After another sip of old burning, grief and grief also came up. 【Latest chapter reading. 】

Everything is finished, what career and success, what status and money, what family and happiness, all the efforts of the first half of my life are all in vain in front of those two anonymous letters. The edifice that he had carefully built in the first half of his life was about to collapse completely, and all because of women.

Alas. Woman!

A glass of wine went down.

Alas, woman!

Another glass of wine went down.

Alas, woman!

Another glass of wine.

Maddie couldn't remember how long the meal had been, but the two young men had already left, and the proprietress had begun to plate the windows.

"I ...... It's time to go......" Maddie muttered to her feet.

"Count...... Account. ”

He paid the money.

"Open...... An invoice. He said.

The proprietress took the money and gave him an invoice.

In the past, Maddie had to be invoiced wherever she went to eat, and she went back for reimbursement, but is it still of any use now? It's already a complete habit rather than a sanity.

But he still put the invoice in his pocket.

He staggered out of the hotel.

When I got out of the door of the hotel, my feet slipped and I almost fell.

An old man selling roasted sweet potatoes came to the door and tried to help him, but Maddie pushed him away rudely.

"This man has drunk too much," said the old man.

Maddie walked forward like a song.

Like all drunken people, he staggered, but his mind was clear

Target.

There were no stars in the night sky, and it seemed like a dark winter night. Maybe it's going to snow...... Let's go down, it's good to snow, snow can cover up the pollution of the city, but can snow cover up the sins of the city? Maddie staggered down the road.

The window panes along the street were covered with frost, and the light in the windows shimmered and shimmered as if they were refracted in some sparkling gem. Pedestrians and vehicles on the street are hurrying, all rushing to their homes. Maddie didn't want to go home right away, he was going to walk around this cold night, on this cold road, and think about his women again......

Why should there be women in the world?

Because there are men.

Why should there be men in the world?

Because there are women.

If there is a man, there will be a woman, and if there is a woman, there will be a man. It is natural that a man should have one woman, but not more than one woman at the same time. It is natural that a woman should also have one man, but not more than one man at the same time. A man who has more than one woman at the same time will ruin the man. If a woman has more than one man at the same time, it will also ruin the woman...... Isn't this rape-like philosophy a portrayal of his Maddie's life?

As a man, God gave him a woman very fairly. That woman is Mei Xin. Although Meixin is not beautiful, although he and she met through others, they lack the passion of self-acquaintance and self-love, but after all, they can't find anything wrong with each other.

If it weren't for Yan Yu in his later life, he and Meixin's life might have gone on peacefully...... He should be content with this first woman.

However, he has Yan Yu again. Is it because Yan Yu is more beautiful than Meixin? Yan Yu is indeed more beautiful than Meixin, and Maddie was fascinated by Yan Yu's beauty 7 years ago to do the "reservoir incident".

At that time, Maddie's idea was to do everything for the sake of the beautiful Yan Yu. He did it, he abandoned Meixin, who was not pretty, he got a beautiful Yanyu, and he should be satisfied with the second woman.

However, he met a third woman, Shanshan, and he had Shanshan, and he had to sacrifice Yan Yu for Shanshan - this time the sacrifice was very complete, but he didn't expect that in the end he sacrificed everything - including himself.

Now Maddie thinks about it: it doesn't make sense to do this by yourself, can you afford to sacrifice for women?

There are beautiful women in the world, they are like mushrooms in the woods after the rain, growing one stubble after another, never drying up, and each stubble is so tender and so*.

Every woman has her own special charm and style, as a man, there are many beautiful women living around you forever, even if you don't meet Yan Yu and Shanshan, you will meet all kinds of women who are more beautiful than Meixin in the past, in the present, and in the future, you will definitely abandon Meixin to pursue that woman, just like you pursue Yanyu after marrying Meixin, and pursuing Shanshan after marrying Yanyu.

When will this pursuit of yours come to an end?

Maddie thought: I hurt those women, I really feel ashamed of those women.

Those three women were good women.

They all love me, but I fail them.

It was only at this time that Maddie understood: a man has only one body and one heart. Therefore, this body and mind can only belong to one woman, and if there is more than one woman, and there are two or three women who share your body and mind together, you will inevitably be broken and ruined.

It seems that Maddie thought: the problem is still in men, probably God installed a special gene in all men when he created man, which is the pursuit of women, because only in this way can the continuous reproduction and replacement of * classes be completed. This gene determines that men will constantly produce ** who pursue women, but some people can control themselves, and some people can't control themselves - like me.

Maddie blamed herself deeply in her heart: I have grown a handsome face of a man, but I lack the pure loyalty and open heart of a man.

Maddie has a kind of ** that wants to shout at the moment, he wants to shout at the men passing by on the sidewalk! I want to shout at the men who are sitting in the car and sitting in the taxi! I want to shout to the men in the windows of the buildings along the street! I want to shout to the men of the whole city - fasten your pants*, men! Don't expect too much from too many women – no, not a little too much from a second woman. Satisfy the women God has given you, more than the women God has given you, and those women are deep wells into which you will drown......

Maddie returned to her home drunk, and it was already past 1l o'clock on Chinese New Year's Eve.

I opened the door and walked into the house without taking off my shoes.

At that moment, he felt that a fire was burning in his heart, and it burned strangely, excitedly, easily, and pleasantly, as if it had burned all his painful thoughts and despair to ashes. He burned his man's 5 weedy heart into a splendid place, burned out a brilliant one, and out of that splendor appeared a new and beautiful world, in which there was a radiant temple, and that temple was like a church, like a castle, like a city wall, and some like a tomb, and he felt that he was walking towards the temple, and his heart was light, and his steps were light. At this moment, he is engaged in a very sacred and great feat, and he can't wait for this moment to come.

Maddie pulled through a book of manuscript paper and scribbled some of it.

Then, turn around and push open the door of the room that leads to the balcony and come to the balcony.

The black and blue night sky was filled with snowflakes, and it was really a snowy winter, and large snowflakes were scattered like dead people's money. The fluttering snowflakes made Maddie's extremely excited and active brain even more imaginative...... Oh! Snowflakes are angels sent by the world to greet me, my journey is great, I die for great love, for those lovely women.

He felt dead without regrets. Real men will give up everything for women, since ancient times, there have been kings who played princes for the sake of concubines, Emperor Shunzhi of the Qing Dynasty gave up the throne for women and became monks, the Duke of Windsor of England gave up the throne to marry an American widow, and the French Emperor Napoleon......

The emperor and the king are still like this, let alone me, a mortal?

Die, die, die, if you don't die, you have to face the muzzle.

He did not have the courage to face the muzzle of the gun.

Maddie's hand was on the railing of the balcony, and a gust of wind swept under the balcony, which made him feel light. He encouraged himself in his heart: Step over, and you will be greeted with eternal glory!

Farewell, Meixin.

Farewell, Yan Yu.

Farewell, Shanshan.

Farewell, all women.

Maddie stepped over the balcony and planted himself five stories from the height of a snowflake......

It was a tall criminal, who looked like a black American, showing a mouthful of white teeth and smiling at Tang, it was that kind of hideous smile, and sure enough, the tall crime began to pounce on Tang...... Tang hurriedly raised the gun and pulled the trigger sharply, but the bullet couldn't get out, and finally one bullet went out, and it landed weakly at a distance of one meter like a child's toy pistol bullet. Tang hurriedly pulled out the dagger that he was asking, but the dagger was not easy to use, and as soon as he pierced it hard, it bent on the stomach of the criminal, like a rubber dagger used in training...... The tall criminal continued to grin wickedly, pulled out a huge pistol from his leather boot and aimed it at the soup,

"Click, click", the bullet exploded in the chest......

The soup woke up.

The office building of the Public Security Bureau is the kind of old-fashioned heating, and as soon as the air is aspirated, it makes a kind of popping sound, and it is the "click, click, click" sound of this heating and ventilation that wakes up the soup on duty.

It turned out to be a dream of Nanke.

Tang's heart is still beating wildly.

Tang cursed in his heart. The police are really not a profession that people do, and they are even in a cold sweat when they even dream.

At that time, Tang slept on the bed in the duty room, covered only with a sheepskin police coat shared by the officers on duty. Although he was awake, he did not sit up, but just lay down and looked at his watch: 6:35 in the morning.

It's going to be another hour*.

Fortunately, there was nothing wrong with the night.

Tang stretched. The window was already starting to light up, a little brighter than usual at this hour. Because of a heavy snowfall last night, it left a silvery white outside the window. There were a few large snowflakes that flew in the wind last night and stuck to the glass, like folk paper-cuts that I had seen somewhere before.

*What do you do next?

Tang Xiang: Go back to the dormitory and continue to sleep? It doesn't seem to be necessary, I slept well last night, and although I had some inexplicable dreams and thrilling dreams, I woke up in the morning from nightmares. Reading? I haven't finished reading half of that Japanese reasoning book, so it's a worrying thing. Maybe I should go to the gym, I haven't worked out for 3 days, and my belly seems to have grown by half an inch. No, no, let's go to the clothing city with May, Mei asked me to help choose a leather coat, the kind of African buffalo skin, I have said it several times, I have not had time, alas, women, are so willing to go to the store to buy things, and they are so willing to let men accompany them to buy things......

Just then, the phone rang.

Tang answered the phone, only listened to one sentence, and the residual sleepiness on his face was gone.

"Please wait a minute." Tang took the duty notebook beside him.

"Say it."

Tang quickly jotted down a few lines in the duty notebook.

"Okay, I'll be right there."

Tang put down the phone and called the garage again.

"Please come to the office building immediately...... Out of the field. ”

Just now, the street police station reported that a body had been found in the Shengli residential complex.

Tang acted nervously, called the director on duty to report the situation, and transferred the technicians on duty. Three minutes later, Tang was already sitting in a police car and drove towards the scene.

The road is difficult to walk, and the thick snow is like cotton, because the time is too early and it has not been pressed out of the road, either by mistake or by skidding. The driver turned on the lights and then turned the sirens on.

The flashing red lights and the whining sirens turned the snow red, and the cold morning air sharpened.

"Closed." Tang ordered.

The little driver looked at Tang, and although he didn't understand why Tang didn't make a lot of noise like other policemen at the scene, he still obeyed the order and turned off the police lights and siren.

As a police officer, Tang does not like police lights and sirens, two samples of sound and light that represent the dignity of the law, but they often make people think of sin. At least that's what Tang thought, every time he saw a police car on the street with flashing lights and a siren, he would realize that another crime had just happened in the city. People have seen enough evil, so why let the police lights and sirens alarm the people who haven't woken up yet?

The police car was speeding silently.

The scene of the accident is behind a building in the Victory residential complex.

By the time Tang arrived there, the police at the police station had already secured the scene with yellow warning strips. Most of the people hadn't gotten up yet, so there weren't many onlookers at the scene, only a few men, who seemed to be the ones who found the body. There was also a trolley selling tofu parked there, steaming hot.

Director Kan of the police station, who had already arrived at the scene, greeted him. Tang knew him, and he graduated from the police academy.

"Let's take a look at the corpse first." No polite, direct * working procedure.

"Okay."

The corpse was lying downstairs, had been pulled out of the snow by the first comers, and there was a patch of snow around the corpse. There was still some snow left on the corpse.

Tang looked at the corpse.

He is surprised to find that the deceased is Maddie.

It's really a narrow road, and at that moment, some questions immediately popped up in Tang's mind: How could Maddie die if she lived so well? Who killed him? Is there any necessary connection between his death and the reservoir murder 7 years ago? He still remembers the case seven years ago.

"The body was just discovered, and the discoverer was a young man selling tofu." Director Kan pointed over there and said, "The person concerned hasn't left yet, you can listen to him directly." ”

Director Kan beckoned to the young man.

The young man walked over.

"This is a comrade from the city bureau, you tell him again about the discovery of the body."

The young man said: "Okay, my name is Zhao Yunpeng, I used to be a worker in the bed sheet factory, the factory closed down, I couldn't pay my salary, I had no work to do, so I changed my career to sell tofu, and every morning I came to sell it in Shengli Community before 6 o'clock." I just came this morning with a trolley and shouted beans - Buddha ......"

"You should shout tofu." The soup interrupted the young man.

"No, we all call Dou Buddha."

"Why do you call Dou Buddha?"

"Because the rotten character of tofu is a closed accent, the voice cannot be heard. And the word Buddha is an open sound, which spreads far away. ”

Tang was surprised, he didn't expect a young man selling tofu to associate the vocalization of a singer with the voice of a tofu seller, this era has really progressed.

Soup nodded. "You go on."