Don't care? Where can you not care! But my heart really hurts......

Yunyi, do you really love me? Is it like that to love me? Perhaps, you don't really love me that much.

Tao Zhiyuan shouted in her heart, crying louder and louder, as if she wanted to vent the pain in her heart.

"Yingmeng, I can't go back, I can't go back......"

Yingmeng doesn't know what it's like in her heart, yes, the once carefree days are no longer coming back, they are all growing up, and the past is no longer coming back.

It's just that they are all nostalgic for the past.

This night, Tao Zhiyuan was awakened by nightmares countless times, and saw Yingmeng lying on her couch asleep, she slowly closed her eyes again, but the figures of Yunyi and Xu Miaofu kept flashing in her mind, eroding her sanity. A tear fell silently on the pillow with which he had once shared the bed.

It was already dawn, she still didn't feel sleepy, got up gently, walked out of the dormitory, and for a while the cold was pressing, and she had a cold shiver.

Isn't it autumn? How can it be so cold?

I only heard someone outside shouting: "It's snowing!" It's snowing! ”

She opened the door of the main hall and was greeted by a silver sky.

She chuckled, it was snowing. She was only dressed in thin clothes and barefoot, but she wanted to feel the snow at this time.

Heaven no longer uses rain to express its sadness, but uses tender snowflakes to tell its sorrow. She walked out step by step, her feet on the snow, making a creaking sound, she squatted down and picked up a pile of snow, so pure white snow will also turn into water, and then be evaporated, they can only take advantage of the present to show their charming beauty.

And what about her? Is it fleeting?

"!" Yingmeng was screaming, "What are you doing?!" It's snowing! Yingmeng saw that she was covered in snowflakes, and she was so panicked that she forgot to call her honorifics.

Tao Zhiyuan turned her head, smiled like a flower at Yingmeng, scattered the snowflakes in her hand, and said, "Look, how beautiful this snowflake is." ”

"Niangniang......" Yingmeng was sad at the moment, and knelt down in the snow, "Slave begs you to stop torturing yourself, slave and maid will be very painful, there are still many people who feel sorry for Niangniang, Niangniang...... Please......"

Tao Zhiyuan paused at this moment, she glanced at Yingmeng, and suddenly felt that only they were still by her side in heaven and earth, why didn't she love herself well?

She walked back to the main hall and looked at this magnificent place, which turned out to be so strange.

The world is so strange.

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This year's winter came very early, and everyone in the palace put on winter clothes.

Tao Zhiyuan has never been out of Siqing Palace, she sits in front of the embroidery frame all day long, holding a needle and embroidering, maybe at this moment she really forgets the pain.

Although it is said to the outside world that Siqing Palace is recuperating, how can there be an impermeable wall in the palace, everyone knows that Tao Zhiyuan has gone and has fallen out of favor, during which only Fang Qiaoqing has come to visit, and Fang Qiaoqing is still dignified and atmospheric.

Fang Qiaoqing just talked about Xu Miaofu's miscarriage, which was somewhat alienated from her, and for Fang Qiaoqing, Tao Zhiyuan indirectly killed the child, and Fang Qiaoqing was quite disgusted.

After Chu Zixiao's secret verification, it was confirmed that it was the furniture and flowers sent by the Shang Sleep Bureau that caused the trouble, and Yun Yi washed the Shang Sleep Bureau with blood, and Wei Manhui was not affected at all.

Tao Zhiyuan listened quietly and didn't say anything, Fang Qiaoqing was a little puzzled, but she just sighed and left.

For a month, Yunyi did not set foot in Siqing Palace, but ushered in the Queen Mother, who rarely went out.

With the support of Aunt Xue, the Queen Mother slowly approached the Siqing Palace, and the Queen Mother's very charming face was even more charming against the background of the snow.

When she heard the rumor, Tao Zhiyuan didn't believe her ears, but she hurriedly went out to salute and greet her.

"Good boy, it's cold, let's get in." The Queen Mother gently lifted Tao Zhiyuan, left everyone outside, and entered the inner hall with Tao Zhiyuan.

Seeing that Tao Zhiyuan's complexion was still good, the Queen Mother was also relieved, pulled a few strands of hair hanging down to her ears for her, and said: "Seeing that you are okay, the mourning family will feel at ease." ”

Tao Zhiyuan lowered her head and asked uneasily: "The concubine is panicked, how could the Queen Mother come in person?" ”

"The emperor won't let you go out, so the mourning family came by himself."

Speaking of Yunyi, Tao Zhiyuan's expression was gloomy again.

The Queen Mother sensed her loss and said: "You are not wrong in that incident, you are very similar to the mourning family back then." ”

Tao Zhiyuan was stunned, her eyes full of doubts.

"How many things have you done for the emperor, how can the mourning family not know? Don't worry, the emperor is not mentally mature, sooner or later, he will know the meaning of the words "the overall situation is important". The Queen Mother said, "There will still be children, but if the country is gone, there will be no more." The mourning family won the throne for the emperor, and they had to defend this country for him, so they couldn't let the first emperor down. Speaking of which, the Queen Mother's eyes were moist, and this woman who had struggled in the harem for many years would have such a sentimental time.

"Then the Queen Mother, did the first emperor really love you?" Are emperors all merciful?

"You may or may not have loved it, you have to ask the first emperor." The Queen Mother smiled slightly, "The mourning family only knows that the first emperor's favorite must be her." ”

"She?"

The Queen Mother looked at the snow outside the window and recalled: "The first emperor once went out hunting, met her and brought her back to the palace, her identity is unknown, how can she be crowned a concubine?" No matter how the courtiers and the mourning family obstructed, the first emperor still named her a concubine, and since then he has favored her alone. ”

Is this for the sake of that woman who abolished the Three Palaces and Six Courts? That woman was so happy, she looked forward to the happiness that a woman wanted.

"It's a pity that she hasn't come out, otherwise the first emperor would definitely make her son the crown prince." The Queen Mother's smile was with a hint of amazement, yes, even if it is a high lord, there are many helpless things.

"And who's she?" Tao Zhiyuan asked, "After the death of the first emperor, where did she go?" "There don't seem to be a few old concubines in the palace, and the concubines who don't have them seem to be monks.

"She?" The Queen Mother laughed, "She is guarding the spirit of the first emperor in Pufo Temple, and she is also a chaste woman." ”

Pufo Temple? Tao Zhiyuan suddenly had a flash of inspiration.

Seeing Tao Zhiyuan wandering, the Queen Mother asked suspiciously, "What do you want?" ”

"No, the concubine just admires her." Tao Zhiyuan denied in her heart, even the Queen Mother is so well maintained that there are traces of time, so how could Hu Ruyue not have it, it shouldn't be her.

"But her name can't be written in the history books." The Queen Mother smiled contemptuously, she turned to look at Tao Zhiyuan, "Although the mourning family knows that you are not for power, but the emperor, you must help him." ”

Tao Zhiyuan lowered her eyes, she had already guessed the reason for the Queen Mother's arrival this time, she became a concubine, all of which were indirectly contributed by the Queen Mother, she didn't know whether to thank the Queen Mother or resent.

"Concubine ......"

Before Tao Zhiyuan finished speaking, someone outside the hall shouted: "The Queen Mother!" Big things are wrong! The queen has been assassinated! ”