The missed in the past is the unfinished to be continued in the future (2)
After only a brief hesitation, Fang Chuchu told the truth. "Lin Sen? He sang with other girls in his arms at KTV...... This is Lin Sen. There was no beginning or end to the sentence, but Lu Yan heard the faint sadness in it.
He can even draw two guesses: one side Chuchu likes Lin Sen; Erlin Sen betrayed Fang Chuchu.
Yu Xin couldn't bear it, Lu Yan didn't ask any more, took Fang Chuchu's mobile phone and connected the phone - the phone kept ringing, and the drunk Fang Chuchu didn't seem to be able to find the call button. So he did her a favor, and when he handed it over, he also kept the agreement, and he said, "I signed it." ”
These three words were like a static charm pasted on Fang Chuchu's body, and she turned her head to look at Lu Yan in a daze, and even forgot to pick up her mobile phone.
Lu Yan felt the vibration of the mobile phone and knew how anxious the people inside were now, so he hurriedly stuffed this "hot potato" to Fang Chuchu, and then left a sentence, "It's all because of you." After that, Lu Yan was ready to shut up and not hinder Fang Chuchu from making a phone call.
But how Lu Yan understood that Fang Chuchu at this time just looked at his side face and smirked, where could he still care about the phone; And he is also so smart, in the face of Fang Chuchu's smirk, he just faces forward and deliberately pretends to be cool.
Fang Chuchu smiled and cried, she cried too much this night, but only this time she was so satisfied.
She knows that Lu Yan will never understand that feeling, just like when the test paper was sent down when she was a student, she found that the teacher had miscalculated the score, and ran to the teacher's office to correct it in person, and then the first in your class became second, just like when you were in school, you suddenly raised the flag, because you didn't bring a red scarf, and the teacher pulled it out, standing in the crowd that made mistakes, only you explained, "Today is not Monday", just like a long, long time ago, after being beaten by my mother, I knew that misunderstanding, and my mother coaxed me back with a lollipop, hugged me in her arms, and said to you, "Heart and liver baby".
Only Fang Chuchu knows that that emotion is pride, joy, grievance, and sadness. In the days when she was in ashes for a long time, in the days when she thought she would always be "mourned", Fang Chuchu seemed to have rediscovered her colorful mood and undying hope in the previous shining days.
The vibration of the mobile phone pulled Fang Chuchu back from her long-standing nostalgia, how she longed for someone to listen to someone to know her colorful mood at this moment. So when she picked up her phone and gambled on her ears, she shouted "Mom, Mom, Mom!" Do you know? I succeeded, I succeeded, and he finally signed it...... Mom, it's okay if you don't speak, I'm just so happy! ……
"Dad, Dad, Dad, I'm Chu Chu! You know, it's worth it for all the drinks I drank tonight because I made it. Dad used to drink so much, didn't he feel the same way as me, even if it was uncomfortable, but it was worth it, right? Am I great now, like you......
"Guoguo, Guoguo, it's my sister! My sister did a big thing tonight, and my sister is so happy now. Guoguo knows that her sister wants to tell Guoguo when she is happy, because Guoguo will also be happy, right? ……”
The titles in Fang Chuchu's mouth changed one after another, and Lu Yan couldn't ignore her and turned his head to pay attention to her, originally wanting to stop her from going crazy drunk, but then he thought about it again. Since the person on the other end of the phone is not annoying, why should I obstruct it? Besides, Fang Chuchu, who initiated the madness, was so cute that it made people feel sad, and people couldn't help but want to protect it.
Role reversal - now Lu Yan looked at Fang Chuchu, who was drunk and crazy beside him, stupidly for a long time, without disturbing or hindering, just looking at her intently and smiling, he was thinking about what kind of fairy this woman is, maybe she is a goblin, but she is definitely not an ordinary tasteless "person".
However, the intoxication of the two people did not last long, because the truth of reality was that there was only one person on Fang Chuchu's phone from beginning to end - Lin Sen. He listened silently all the way, and finally broke Fang Chuchu's drunken dream as he approached the "destination".
"Xiao Chu, I seem to have seen you, I'll get out of the car, don't move, come right away." It was still the word "Xiao Chu" that led the beginning, and Fang Chuchu was immediately stunned, as if he had bitten his tongue and couldn't speak. Lu Yan also noticed Fang Chuchu's abnormality, and asked with concern, "You... What's wrong? The fright at this time dispelled the drunkenness, and the sober Fang Chuchu certainly understood Lu Yan's words, but she didn't dare to answer, let alone answer. The nerves, which were numbed by alcohol, were all energetic and "declared war" on Fang Chuchu at this moment, and the colic in her stomach hit Fang Chuchu with her previous feelings, and she was about to be unable to hold on.
"Fang Chuchu! What happened to you. Lu Yan hurriedly supported Fang Chuchu, who was about to fall, watching her face turn from flushed to snow-white like a dead man, as well as the fine and dense sweat that kept squeezing out of her head, he panicked and didn't know what to do, but he tightened his hand holding Fang Chuchu for a while.
At the same time, another person's voice rang on the phone, "Xiao Chu, what's wrong with you?" You don't seem to be right...... Who is he? ”
But Fang Chuchu couldn't hear anything, and the sharp pain in her abdomen had rendered her hearing ineffective. She was still holding the phone in her left hand, but she was holding her stomach with her right hand, then closed her eyes heavily, and finally slowly fell to the right.
Lu Yan was on Fang Chuchu's right side, he caught her with his broad shoulder, and then held her face with one hand to prevent her from falling forward. He lowered his head and rubbed Fang Chuchu's wet and cold forehead at this time, but this did not prevent him from calling anxiously over and over again: "Fang Chuchu!" Fang Chuchu... Chu Chu, can you hear me? Chu Chu ......"
She couldn't. The pain of alcohol caused Fang Chuchu to fall into a perfect dream at this time, in which she was still talking on the phone, and she was still sharing her victory tonight with everyone she needed to tell.
Yes, there is one person left, and that is Lin Sen.
The dream is so beautiful, Fang Chuchu is completely out of control. Leaning on Lu Yan's shoulder, she covered her phone and said softly: "I like you, I've always liked you, I like you from the first sight......"
The person who heard it was stunned thoughtfully, then showed a doting and confident smile, and finally picked up Fang Chuchu and went straight to the hospital.
The people who didn't hear stood on the other side of the road, in the shadow of the lack of street lights, and watched the two leave. When you can't see it, turn around and walk away, and casually throw your phone into the trash can on the side of the road.
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What kind of like, can cross the gap of time, as long as you call I will look for you all over the world in the middle of the night without asking the reason.
What kind of like, when I was young, I suddenly disappeared, and when I matured, I deliberately escaped and hid, although I couldn't let go of it, but as long as there was a glimmer of hope, I would be reluctant to give up, and I would hold that heart in a cheap attempt to find you, even if I was abused by you again.
What kind of liking, with hope and expectation, I finally found you, but because I saw a strange man doing what I wanted to do to you, I suddenly put down my mobile phone, let go of my years of obsession, and let go of all my likes, because of you, I became the most narrow-minded man in the world.
If you leave, I'll miss you. If you want to go away, I will pursue it. But if you fall in love with someone else, I choose to leave and fulfill you.
That's missing out.
In July 2009, in the summer of that year, Fang Chuchu went to meet one after another casual dinners, but in a group activity, he accidentally bumped into Lin Sen who was holding the girl's hand and singing in the KTV box. It was Mayday's "Midsummer Light Year", and at that time, Fang Chuchu knew that his summer had passed forever. When the results of the college entrance examination came down, Fang Chuchu filled the northern city with the volunteer book, and the small southern city that had agreed with Lin Sen only stayed in the depths of his memory and never set foot in it.
Many years later, different scenes, different related people and related things, two people whose fates are reversed - similar situations, perfect misses. On the other side of the road, when he saw the man stretching out his hand to hug Fang Chuchu, Lin Sen's ears had been blinded by jealousy, and the confession that was originally said to him gradually moved away from him as he slowly put down the hand that was holding the phone almost wooden at the end.
Many years ago, Fang Chuchu thought that as long as she filled in different volunteers, as long as she never set foot in that agreed place, she could bury all the first loves related to him.
After many years, Lin Sen thought that as long as he lost his phone and the only clue to contact her, he could lose her and lose the love he once believed in.
But that's just a miss, and the story is still unfinished.
It's just that the person who started the incident is still in love, and I don't know that the person is still the same as before.
It's just because of this "mourning" world that occasional compassion and hypocrisy.