Exchanging Love (2)
"Lin Sen, you're drunk."
"yes, I'm drunk, I'm drunk to see you." Lin Sen believed that this was still a dream, so he directly crossed the "entity" of the dream, and he took out the key to open the door. Fang Chuchu stood behind him and asked him, "Regarding my proposal today, have you considered it?" β
Did she mention anything? Lin Sen's brain was in chaos at this time, and he couldn't find any clues at all. But since it's a dream, why should you take it seriously? So ignoring the woman again, Lin Sen wanted to go up and pull up Fang Hui, who was sitting there holding the railing. But Fang Chuchu blocked him, "I won't leave if I don't get an answer tonight." β
Lin Sen guessed that he must be too drunk to do it, otherwise how could a thing that he dreamed of can block his way? If the ideal solution can't be reached, then use a ridiculous method, so he tries to reason with his dream. "You can't do that, you're in my way! It's impolite and uncivilized. You're good, get out of the way. β
Fang Chuchu sneered, "You're really not lightly drunk." Raising her hand, she slapped the other person.
"Lin Sen, you've been beaten!" Fang Hui pointed at him and shouted, he probably thought it was his own dream.
And Lin Sen, tilting his head, half of his face sprang into his brain through the nerves, driving away half of the chaos in his brain, he was also half clear, turned around, he asked, "Why are you hitting me?" "It's not a dream, it's real, it's like the slap she gave her many years ago.
"Are you awake?" Fang Chuchu still pretended to be fine. Such a painless attitude made Lin Sen very unhappy, "What does it matter if I wake up or not?" Are you justified in beating someone? He ignored her and walked away. But as soon as Fang Chuchu turned around, he grabbed him again, Lin Sen was surprised, "Do you still want to hit someone?" β
"If you're angry, you can beat me!"
Such words can also be said, Lin Sen immediately saw cowardice, and his tone softened, "You let go of me first." β
"Are you awake or not?" Nothing could withstand Fang Chuchu's persistence, she asked again. Lin Sen wondered why she kept struggling with this question, "What if I woke up, what if I didn't?" β
"If you're awake, we'll talk about the advice I mentioned today, but you're not awake-" Lin Sen reacted quickly at this time, grabbing the other party's hand, "You want to hit me again?" The previous series of behaviors gave Lin Sen reason to believe that the other party was too drunk to wake up, and he was about to open his mouth to educate, but he didn't expect the woman to block it.
Fang Hui, who was sitting at the corner of the stairs holding the railing, was stunned for a moment when he saw this scene, and then quickly raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and when he took it down, the two of them were in a stalemate as before - could it be that he was wrong, or was he dreaming? But why did you dream of Fang Chuchu kissing Lin Sen? Shaking his head violently, Fang Hui stood up again, he wanted to leave this place of right and wrong, holding on to the railing, he staggered downstairs alone, "Lin Sen, the game will be about next time, I'll go back and make up for sleep, you-" There was a plop, and the corridor was as quiet as ever.
Fang Chuchu seemed to guess something, and asked Lin Sen, "Why don't you go and take a look?" But Lin Sen was more concerned, "What were you doing just now?" β
Kiss him! Although it was just a dragonfly kiss, Fang Chuchu had already brought back the residual fragrance of the wine from the corner of his mouth, and it was conceivable how drunk he was. "So wake up now?" Fang Chuchu just asked him.
Completely sober. Lin Sen swallowed his saliva and suddenly his throat was dry, "What the hell are you going to tell me?" Returning to the topic like this, Fang Chuchu didn't think about what would happen to Fang Hui, "Let's try!" β
Lin Sen heard it right, she said "try", so it was "talking, falling in love?" The nervousness made him stutter, as if the moment his dream came true, Lin Sen couldn't believe it.
However, Fang Chuchu was very disappointed, "You really didn't listen to what I said." As if he had been beaten into reality, Lin Sen took a step back, "It's not trying to fall in love, what is it?" β
"I said at noon, make a break between the two of me, you can have me completely, but only for one night." Fang Chuchu was very serious, her expression was very serious, Lin Sen had no reason to say that she was joking, such a dangerous speech, wasn't she afraid at all? Lin Sen was scared, he took a step back, and suddenly, he understood everything. "Whyβthat's why you kissed me just now?"
"Do you like it?" When she said these three words, the expression on her face turned out to be expectant. Lin Sen looked stupid, he should tell the truth, or should he lie, now, he is conscious, but his brain is more chaotic than when he was drunk before, and he is a little confused when he organizes language. "No, why would you do that?"
"Isn't that what you want?"
"I," Lin Sen was anxious for a while, looking at the other party, he was powerless and angry for no reason, "I want you!" He yelled.
"I can give it to you now."
Once again, Lin Sen spoke dangerously, but Lin Sen didn't know how to answer. There were already steps behind him, and there was no way to retreat, and he held on to the railing, afraid that he would be so angry that he would fall on his back. Standing firm, he reorganized his language, but his eyes kept dodging and didn't dare to look at her, "Fang Chuchu, what are you thinking?" β
In fact, she doesn't know this question herself. After talking to her father on the phone, she walked here alone in a daze, and she hoped that someone, someone who would be warm, would hold her in her arms, so that she would not feel cold and lonely. With her head down, she didn't speak.
It may be too long to be quiet, Lin Sen couldn't help but look at her, the girl was not as sharp as before at this time, silent and obedient like a child who had done something wrong. He also noticed that the other person's eyes were a little red and swollen, as if he had cried. Looking at her like this, Lin Sen softened again. Fang Chuchu didn't go crazy once or twice, he could forgive her countless times. "I didn't say anything tonight, so let's go." Hurry up and stop the madness, he wants to return to peace.
But some people don't want to. Fang Chuchu stretched out his hand and grabbed Lin Sen again. Lin Sen looked back helplessly, "What do you want to do?" She looked up and said, "Do what I say, do you give it or not?" This time, Lin Sen was so frightened that he couldn't answer. Seeing that he was quiet, Fang Chuchu took a step, leaned on his body, and held his head high, "If you don't give it, I can go to someone else." β
It's definitely pushing him.
Lin Sen turned against the guest, grabbed Fang Chuchu's arm, and brought her into the house. The moment the door closed, Lin Sen felt that his end had come.
Turning around, the woman in front of her couldn't see her emotions, and she didn't know if she was regretting or looking forward to it in her heart now, all Lin Sen wanted to do was cooperate. He immediately started to take off his clothes, winter clothes are always many and thick, but before half a minute came, he took off his wool, only the vest inside, but the woman in front of him did not move at all, he urged: "Why don't you take it off?" Isn't that what you want? β
Fang Chuchu still didn't react, so he came up to help her take it off.
It was a horn-buttoned coat, and Lin Sen could undo it with one hand. But by this time, the pointed end of the horn buckle always poked his finger, and Lin Sen felt that it was too sharp, so he avoided touching it, and only touched the smooth buckle, but he would slip off his hand. Lin Sen was thinking about why this button couldn't be untied at this time, and he looked at it fixedly, and it turned out that he had been shaking all the time.
As he struggled to unbutton it, an unknown liquid landed on the back of his hand. Lin Sen raised his eyes and saw that Fang Chuchu was crying. There was no distress, because just before, the heart was so angry with her that she was unconscious. "Why, isn't that what you want?" The other party was still silent. Lin Sen hated the silence, he took out a free hand, grabbed the woman's chin, raised it, and forced the other party to look at him, "Fang Chuchu, you tell me, what do I do to satisfy you, what the hell do you want!" β
Those good-looking eyes, because of too many tears, were originally double eyelids like landscape paintings, but at this time they became more and more prominent, and the puffs around the eyes were red with a large patch. She watched him so closely, and it was not an exaggeration for me to feel pity. Even if Lin Sen is angry again, even if he is disappointed, he will not do anything to her at this time. Slowly he let go of his hand, and he felt that he had lost completely.
However, although Lin Sen withdrew, Fang Chuchu still raised his head, and began to take off his clothes while looking at him intently. Her hands didn't tremble like his, and her long, thin fingers untied the horn buckle that he couldn't gnaw on for a while. The coat was thrown on the ground, inside was a shirt, the size of a watermelon seed, two full rows, but her hands were still steady, one grain at a time, and there was no lack of hair. It was only then that I realized that there was only one shirt left in the coat, and Lin Sen was thinking about how she could not be cold one second, and the next second he reached out and grabbed the collar of the shirt that she had taken off half.
The shirt was suddenly pulled by the man at the shoulder, and the shirt was just an underwear inside. Lin Sen couldn't even look at her, he lowered his head, he almost pleaded, "Fang Chuchu, please don't do this." I had wondered if she would be cold if she wore so little, but now she seemed to have the answer: the hand holding her shirt had already touched her skin, but it was colder than the palm of his hand, Lin Sen had been standing there for a long time with a single vest, and she was even colder than him in her clothes.
Her hand reached over, just as cold, and it made Lin Sen shiver. Fang Chuchu cupped the other party's cheek and let him look at him. The woman didn't cry anymore, but her red and swollen eyes were bigger and rounder than before, and her eyes seemed to be another clear pool, and Lin Sen only looked at her, and she reflected in it.
"Lin Sen, you loved me, right?"
Lin Sen didn't want to answer, because in his eyes it wasn't a problem at all, it was a fact, "Yes." "He lost completely because he never wanted to win her. With a strain in his hand, his shirt was pulled back up. Fang Chuchu tiptoed at this time and took the initiative to kiss him again.
To be honest, her kisses were stiff and completely unskillful. But she is Fang Chuchu! Lin Sen, the person he liked in the past and now, when she leaned over, his psychology had collapsed completely. He relied on reason to hold up the resistance, and he was only as stiff as wood, but he did not have the confidence to push the woman away.
Since the other party didn't respond, Fang Chuchu could only rely on her own groping to move forward, she kissed tightly, from her lips to her eyes, from her eyes to her chin, from her chin to her neck, she circled there, leaned on his body, and then tightened her arms little by little, she wanted to be close to him. Everything was cold tonight, but this body she felt warm, that little bit of warmth, she longed for it, just as she longed for the other person to hold her firmly.