Chapter 117: The heart is depressed
When he got off work, Lu Qingqing's face was not much better than when he came out in the morning, and Uncle Zhang said while starting the car: "Why don't you go to the hospital and have a look?" Miss Lu is still young, and this disease is the most unprocrastinating. ”
Lu lightly disliked the hospital, and she didn't like it until Lu Zhiyan died.
After the death of the deer, this dislike has turned into fear.
Even if the scars will fade and disappear a little, as long as you get close to the hospital, the pain will still clearly surface in your heart.
The deer was lightly reluctant to touch it, so when Uncle Zhang proposed to go to the hospital again, his eyes shrank obviously: "It's just that I haven't rested well, Uncle Zhang, you don't have to go to the hospital!" Blame the trouble. ”
Uncle Zhang felt the deer's gentle resistance, although it was not easy to force it, but it was still necessary to persuade it: "It's okay not to go to the hospital, I remember that there is a Chinese medicine clinic near here, check the pulse, no need to draw blood for testing, I'll take Miss Lu to see?" ”
Lu was silent for a while, and said to Uncle Zhang: "If it's bad tomorrow, I'll go and see it, I just feel a little dizzy, I don't have a fever and I don't feel anything." Uncle Zhang, it's okay, don't be nervous! ”
Uncle Zhang sighed: "You children! I can always drag it out for a day, and I always like to drag it out for a few days if I have a headache and brain fever, and I don't see it until it's serious. ”
While driving, Uncle Zhang whispered to the deer about his sons and daughters.
The deer listened softly, although he didn't say much, but there was always a smile on the corner of his mouth.
When Lu Zhiyan was still there, no matter how he was outside, he would always be a little old man who nagged to the deer when he went home.
At that time, Lu Qing occasionally felt that Lu Qing's words were annoying, but now Lu Qing misses that time very much.
It's a pity that there is no going back.
The ashes of Lu Zhiyan are even stored in the cemetery, because the previous cemetery has long been sold to make up for the arrears when Lu Zhiyan was alive, so after Lu Zhiyan died, there was no place to live.
All the money Lu Qingqing used for that funeral, and the money Lu Zhiyan had saved for her before it had time to spend it had been frozen and given to the bank to pay off the debt.
Later, I thought about it, she actually regretted that more than 10,000 yuan might not have been for that funeral, but should have bought a cemetery.
Although it is not as good as the one selected before, it will not be stored in a certain part of the cemetery, crowded with other people's.
But after thinking about it, if he hadn't held that funeral, maybe he wouldn't have seen Gu Shen.
Between her and Gu Shen, maybe there will be many twists and turns in the middle before they can meet!
After returning to the villa, Uncle Zhang went to cook, and Lu Qing went upstairs to take a bath early this time and changed into pajamas, ready to go upstairs directly to brush his teeth and sleep after dinner.
She didn't know why, she felt very tired and tired since she got up in the morning, except for dizziness and tinnitus, only this feeling had been lingering in her body and had not dissipated for a long time.
After waiting for more than half an hour, Uncle Zhang came out with two plates of dishes.
The deer smelled the aroma gently, but it was a little refreshed.
Got up and went into the kitchen to help Uncle Zhang take the dishes and chopsticks, and after serving the meal, the two of them finally sat down and began to eat.
When the deer was eating gently, he didn't notice that Uncle Zhang had actually been looking at her state.
From the moment she came to the villa, Uncle Zhang felt that something was wrong.
He didn't know what was wrong, and it wasn't until today that he finally knew what was wrong.
The deer gently experienced the pain of losing a loved one, and although his mood was obviously low, he did not seem to be overwhelmed with grief.
Sometimes, I can even help him with some work.
Even the daily schedule can maintain early to bed and get up early, and it is rare to go downstairs until late in the morning.
All this looks very normal, that is, because it is too normal, Zhang Bo feels that something is not quite right.
And now, a lot of things make sense.
For more than a month, Lu Qing's seemingly calm mental state was actually born under a distorted depression.
Now that life has gradually stabilized, I am afraid that the pain at that time is about to explode.
Uncle Zhang didn't know whether to say whether this was a good thing or a bad thing, but whether Lu Qing's body could withstand it was a big question to face.
But after all, he is not a doctor, and this is just a guess.
Uncle Zhang looked at the deer and thought for a while, and asked, "Miss Lu, how are you feeling lately?" ”
Lu raised his head slightly, thinking that Uncle Zhang was still struggling with the fact that she didn't go to the hospital: "It's good!" I don't know what's going on today, it's really nothing. ”
Uncle Zhang shook his head and said softly to the deer: "No, I mean the mood is okay?" ”
Lu lightly looked confused, "It's also good." ”
At least compared to when I first lost the words of the deer, it was much better.
Although there are not many happy times, there are no more painful times.
This is actually the greatest happiness for her.
"Let's go check it out tomorrow! If she is still in this state tomorrow morning, Miss Lu must be in the hospital. Uncle Zhang looked at the deer seriously and said softly: "Can't be delayed." ”
Lu Qing didn't know what Uncle Zhang was worried about, but felt that he didn't have a big problem in his heart.
And listening to Uncle Zhang, she suddenly felt so tired, is it related to emotions?
Lu thought for a while and asked, "Is your health also related to your mood?" ”
Uncle Zhang nodded, "Yes." Stagnation hurts the liver, and if it accumulates for a long time, it will hurt the body very much. ”
Zhang Bo talked about the impact of his mood on his body, and the deer listened softly but was already completely distracted unconsciously.
Lu Qingqing originally felt that he was fine, but he didn't rest well.
But after listening to what Uncle Zhang just said, I felt that I was really depressed in the previous month.
It's just that Gu Shen is there, although the atmosphere is a little more serious, but the stability he brings to himself, Lu Qing can't help but admit it, and he has unconsciously eliminated most of the panic in his heart.
Now the rest, although there is still helplessness and some powerlessness, but the whole person has indeed completely relaxed.
Of course, this is in life.
Every time I was with Gu Shen, I still subconsciously straightened my back.
In front of Gu Shen, Lu gently always breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
She didn't know why, obviously her relationship with Gu Shen was no longer as stiff and cold as before, but she couldn't let go of this breath.
Maybe it was because Gu Shen was too good, or maybe it was because Gu Shen's aura was there, so she didn't dare to let go of this breath at all.