Chapter 181: The Experience of Love

"Let's go back to the office tomorrow and let Mary hand over the work."

"Hmm. Good. ”

The two finished their meal in a dull manner, walked side by side to the parking lot by the sea, their steps were very slow, and they walked towards Liang Zhihong's car, and the street lamp stretched their figures long.

The sound of the tide of the sea, swishing and washing the shore, lapping the reef, at this time the sky has darkened, except for the shore illuminated by the street lights, you can see the white sea foam rising and disappearing on the beach and slowly being sucked into the sand, the rest of the sea has been dark, only a little fishing light in the distance.

"Would you like to go for a walk on the beach?" He offered anyway.

"Okay." There is still some joy and anticipation in her heart.

The two walked slowly along the beach, thinking about each other.

"I've never been in a courtship, and I've never been in a relationship. Hehe. He lowered his head self-deprecatingly, which was completely different from the usual shrewd, capable, resolute, calm and resolute appearance in the office.

"And ...... you and your wife?"

Liang Zhihong faced the dark sea, faced the sea breeze, shook his head, and began to tell his story: "When I was sixteen years old, I had a serious illness, and I was dying. She was eight years older than me, her little feet were wrapped, traditional and old-fashioned, and I was dressed in the groom's clothes, dragged to the church, and pushed into the cave room...... She bore me two children and was a great contributor to my family.

When I was eighteen years old, I went out to study and left home. The year your brother was rescued by my family was the first time I came home after I left the house, in fact, I went home that time to go back and get a divorce.

But as soon as I said that, I immediately became a rebel against the whole family, and they locked me in the house and locked me up for a whole month, and finally she released me. I was so touched that I couldn't ask for a divorce anymore, so I had to stay away again. I went to Shanghai, studied, worked part-time, and later went to Hong Kong to join my relatives.

Then I met you, and the first time I saw you, I thought you were special. Your conditions are so good, and you actually take the initiative to work in my small company with thatched roof and thatched huts, hehe, I think you are really strange. And you get so little pay, but you work so hard, I think it's very puzzled, and later, I noticed that there is always a sadness in your eyes, I think you are working so hard to escape the pain, right? ”

Liang Zhihong said so much in one breath, which surprised Cheng Jiaqi, she also looked at the pitch-black sea, listened to the beat of the tide, and said with a contemptuous smile on the corner of her mouth: "You men like to run away, leaving women alone in the empty room." You're right, I'm working hard to escape the pain, because I, like your wife, have a runaway husband. ”

Liang Zhihong nodded: "I understand, so you will despise me?" ”

"You're my boss, in fact, you don't have to tell me about personal matters. You can continue to keep it secret. Cheng Jiaqi said coldly.

"Yes, but I told you anyway. Because I think you know. ”

"Why? I have already experienced a betrayal, an abandoned marriage, do I want to marry another man who will betray his wife, who will abandon his wife? Am I crazy? She unconsciously raised her voice, and put her angry hands on her chest.

"It's not you who your husband is fleeing from, it's your marriage, women are human beings, men are human beings, how much can you understand our suffering? Responsibility, morality, and etiquette are layered on the shoulders of men like mountains, and we will also be crushed and destroyed. ”

"What about the woman? As soon as you leave, you will be left with the woman who loves you in the empty room......" Cheng Jiaqi hated this topic in her heart, because she was a victim herself, the wound in her heart was torn open again, and she waved her hand in pain: "Don't say it, Mr. Liang, you don't understand how deep the wound in my heart is." I'll go back first, and I'll be on time tomorrow. ”

She frowned and shook her head away, she was afraid that if she continued to talk, she would be thrown into the abyss again, but her wrist was grabbed by him, and she was pulled back by him.

The sand on the beach was soft, she was wearing high heels, she couldn't stand it, she had to walk carefully, she was pulled by Liang Zhihong like this, her center of gravity was unstable, and she fell into his arms, and he hugged her waist.

She looked up at him, his brows furrowed, his former shrewdness and sharpness were gone, and there was only tenderness and panic in his eyes. She pushed him away in fear, and he let go of her waist, but not her wrist.

"Mr. Liang, you are my boss......"

"Yes, I'm your boss, I'll order you now, listen to what I've done." He took her to a rock, sat her on it, squatted down himself, gently took off her high heels, which were already full of yellow sand, and poured out the sand, and he took her shoes in his own hands.

She looked at him strangely, he was her boss, and he would actually squat down and take off his shoes for himself, Liang Zhihong stood up, pushed down the glasses on the bridge of his nose, took a breath and said, "I don't want to discuss with you who is right and who is wrong between men and women." Cough...... Why, why can't you choose again if you love wrong? Why not try to be with a man who loves you? There is only one reason why your husband has left you, and that is that he doesn't love you! ”

"I know." Jiaqi inhaled in pain.

"Do you know why I let you go to the training class?"

"Why?" Jiaqi looked at him suspiciously.

"Because I'm afraid."

"Afraid of what?"

"Hehe, I'm afraid of you." He leaned on the big rock and looked at the sea: "I am attracted to you, I can't concentrate on work, my eyes will follow wherever you go, even if I force myself not to look at you, but my heart still follows you, if this continues, the company will close." ”

Jiaqi's heart jumped suddenly, was he confessing to himself? Is it? Is he pursuing himself? Is it? She couldn't believe her eyes and ears, for so many years, she had been ignored, ostracized, and neglected by Ruikang, she had long forgotten that she was actually a very beautiful and moving woman, and she no longer believed that she could attract men, she looked at Liang Zhihong in surprise. She was silent, quietly listening to him continue to confess.

"I can see that you were frustrated and sad during that time, and I guess you had a big problem with your husband. But I didn't dare ask, and I didn't know whether I should ask or not. He paused, frowned and shook his head, he really wouldn't be in love, he didn't know how to express his inner thoughts, he sighed and stopped talking.

After a long time, Cheng Jiaqi slowly understood: "You...... Do you mean you like me? ”

He couldn't help but cry at her sluggishness: "Or else? ”

Jiaqi was happy in her heart, although she didn't know why she was happy in her heart, but she did have a tidal wave of emotions in her heart.

"But you have a wife, how can you like me?"

"If I had a wife, I wouldn't say that to you. She had died of illness the year before, cough ...... She is a tragedy, a tragedy under feudal etiquette, I am sorry for her, but if I keep her, it will be a tragedy for me and her. ”

He looked up at her: "Jiaqi, I am Chinese New Year's Eve eight years old today, and I am not a flowery, indulgent in love and love, and my feelings are not rich." I just want to find a like-minded woman who can understand me and live with me, that's all. ”

"I know, I'm boring, clumsy, with me, and more often than not, probably working together. But I won't be half-hearted, I'll give you a home. I'll let you manage all my assets. Trust me, I'll give you all I have. He said.

"You make me feel like you're looking for a work partner instead of a wife."

"Oh, no, no......" He blushed, knowing that she had misunderstood, and in a hurry, he took her hand: "I'm sorry, I'm so stupid, I can't tell ......" His face flushed in a hurry, and he kept searching for the right words.

"I only had friendship and no love in my last marriage, and I don't want my second marriage to have only work and no life." Jiaqi smiled lightly: "So, we are not suitable." She turned him down.

Jiaqi jumped off the rock, she was a little disappointed, it seemed that she was still not attractive to men, with Ruikang, she was his assistant, his friend, and now this Liang Zhihong regarded himself as a personal assistant, a work partner, hehe......

She patted the sand off her hands and begged him for her shoes.

Liang Zhihong didn't give her back the shoes, his eyes were a little red, and he held back for a while and said, "You misunderstood me." If I just need an assistant, a partner, or even if I'm just looking for a wife, I don't think it's difficult. I don't need to talk to you so much here. Jiaqi, I admire you, I like you, you attract me. ”

Jiaqi looked at him for a long time: "Really? ”

"Tell me, do you like me?" He asked.

She hung her head shyly, to be honest, Liang Zhihong is a very good partner, dignified, capable, courageous, she hasn't paid attention to him, but she herself has always felt that this attention is just the attention of her subordinates to her boss.

He couldn't read her silence, thought for a moment, pulled her closer, and whispered in her ear, "Tell me, how do you know the size of my clothes and pants?" Why do all the clothes you buy fit me so well? ”

Her head hung lower, and she bit her lower lip slightly, because in fact, she had secretly written down the size of his clothes a long time ago, and at that time she seemed to have just done it casually, but now that she thought about it, if she didn't care about him at all, why did she do it? And in the past six months, I kept asking about Mary's company and his situation...... Maybe something has already taken root there.

He saw that her face was flushed, and his heart was happy, so he gently hugged her waist and asked, "Do you like me?" I used to wonder how you looked at me, and I thought I was self-inflicted. ”

"I don't want a marriage without love." She didn't answer the question.

He was stunned for a moment, and said dumbly, "I don't want it either." Otherwise, what am I running? ”

Under the dim street lamp, under the singing of the waves, under his gaze, she shyly and throbbed to raise the pair of wavy eyes, Liang Zhihong looked at her with a smile, their heads got closer and closer, the close breaths were mixed together, his arms were slightly tightened, hugged her into his arms, and his lips fell on her lips.

He kissed her carefully, he kissed her tenderly, he kissed her affectionately, his hug grew tighter and tighter, his kiss became more and more passionate, and with his rapid breathing, she understood for the first time what it was like for a man to desire a woman. She didn't expect to be kissed by him, and her whole body trembled.

The muscles of his whole body bulged and hardened, and there was a charming aroma on his body, a scent that made a woman's heart beat, relax, and joy.

Ruikang had never kissed her like this, she never knew that kissing could be so blood-pumping and fiery.

Jiaqi finally experienced the taste of love...... This is love, no longer unrequited love, she feels Liang Zhihong's desire and passion for herself, and feels the excitement and surging in her heart, just like this wave after wave, impacting their hearts and taking them rippling in the ocean of love.

Soon, she returned to the company, but this time when she came back, it was Liang Zhihong who took her hand and walked into the company, and the two announced the good news of their engagement on the spot, and the whole company was boiling, no one expected that Cheng Jiaqi went out for training for half a year, and became his boss after coming back. Many years later, when they hugged each other and looked at each other with a smile, Jiaqi knew that this half-year training plan was also one of the steps in Liang Zhihong's marriage proposal plan.

Liang Zhihong also seems to have changed as a person, with a lot of smiles on his face, and he treats his subordinates a lot kinder. In between work, when no one is around, he will secretly kiss Jiaqi, or Lala Jiaqi. Jiaqi likes his small actions, fully supports him at work, and will be gentle and considerate to him in her spare time.

The two go to work together, work overtime together, eat work meals together, get off work together, and go home together.

Liang Zhihong frowned and kissed the long scar on Jiaqi's lower abdomen in distress.

"Do you mind?"

Liang Zhihong looked at her affectionately, touched her curly hair, shook his head and said: "This is a great scar, you have made such a big sacrifice for the country and for love, I am ashamed of myself, how can I mind?" ”

"I can't have any more children."

"Isn't it enough that we have three children? Next year, I will apply for Yongnian and Yongxin to come to Hong Kong. ”

"Do you really love me? I really don't have confidence. ”

"This is a question that I will answer for the rest of my life." He turned off the bedside lamp, and the kiss rained down on her face and body.

Cheng Jiaqi finally understood the difference between loveless sex and loving sex, every kiss, every touch, and every union of Liang Zhihong contained affection, he took the initiative to love her, and he wanted her to be happy.

Ruikang may have the most beautiful appearance and handsome physique, but he has no love for her, and every time they are combined, it is actually Ruikang who is completing the task.

It is only now that Jiaqi has thoroughly understood and comprehended the difference between love and non-love......