Chapter 129 [Yan Xiaoxiao's Past]

It was a barren and soon-to-be-forgotten place, overgrown with weeds, and the air was empty of nothing but the cold rain mixed with the smell of earth.

This is Su Jing's repeated return to Xue Wanqing's tomb, different from the last heartbreak, he calmly faced all this, he bent over, pulled out the grass with water droplets in front of the tomb with his hands, and said: "Wanqing, your sister has come to see you." ”

On that low tombstone, Su Jingyi's favorite name is engraved, and his love has been buried in this land with her withering.

"Sister!" Yan Xiaoxiao's voice was a little hoarse, "I'm late!" ”

"Mom! I was wrong, you forgive me! ”

Regeneration and An'an stood not far away and watched, An'an's eyes were already a little red, but she didn't want to cry anymore.

Yan Xiaoxiao knelt in front of the tomb, tears flowing, like the sky that had not rained for a long time, and suddenly it was pouring down.

Yan Xiaoxiao remembered the days when she was with Xue Wanqing and her mother in the past.

"Xiaoxiao, my sister is not in good health, don't mess with her."

"My sister is not in good health? Why? ”

"I went to the hospital today, and the doctor said that your sister should pay more attention to rest, and she must not be tired."

"Mom, I'm fine."

In Yan Xiaoxiao's memory, her mother always didn't let Xue Wanqing do anything, she would only tell herself.

"Xiaoxiao, you can help your mother carry her upstairs."

"Xiaoxiao, can you help your mother wash the dishes today?"

Until one day, she overheard her mother talking to an aunt.

"Have you figured it out? Do you really want to leave here with the late Qing Dynasty? ”

"Well, I want to go see the kid, I don't know how she's doing now."

"The information is not very clear at the moment, and you may not be able to see the child right away if you go."

"It doesn't matter, at least know the scope, and there is still hope for proof."

"What are you going to do then, Xiaoxiao?"

"Find a good family."

"Are you really willing?"

"I'm reluctant, although Xiaoxiao is not my own birth, but I have been with our mother for so many years, I watched her grow up, if it weren't for the poor health of the late Qing Dynasty, it would cost so much medical expenses to see a doctor, I really want to take this child with me."

"Then did you tell Xiaoxiao?"

"I haven't said it yet, I don't know how to tell her, this child is different from the late Qing Dynasty, he is very strong, I'm afraid she will hate me then."

"After all, she's still too young to understand some things."

"yes, even if she really hates me in the future, I won't blame her. This child, like my child, doesn't know where his real mother is. Lin Mo, this matter can only be entrusted to you, you must be a good person for a while, it doesn't matter if you have more money or less money, but you must be good to your children. If I had sent this child to have been wronged, I would have become a sinner. ”

"I know, don't worry, leave this matter to me. You still have to explain to Xiaoxiao when you find a chance, otherwise this kid is afraid that he will not go with others. ”

"Hmm."

Yan Xiaoxiao hid outside the door and listened to all this, she only knew that her mother didn't want her anymore, she wanted to give her to someone else, she was afraid of being anxious.

One day at dinner, my mother decided to speak.

"Late Qing, Xiaoxiao, Mom told you something."

"What's the matter" Xue Wanqing asked, Yan Xiaoxiao already had a premonition, she lowered her head and sent food to her mouth, pretending not to hear anything.

"Xiaoxiao!" Mom called out to her.

"Huh?" That's when she looked up.

Mom looked at her big innocent eyes, and suddenly didn't know how to speak, bit her lip and said, "It's nothing, Mom thinks that you haven't always wanted to go to the playground to play?" How is tomorrow going? Mom will take you there tomorrow. ”

"Really?" Xue Wanqing highlighted her innocent and happy smile.

"Xiaoxiao, we can go play, yes!"

"Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you, aren't you happy?" Mom seemed to see Yan Xiaoxiao's abnormality.

"Mom, don't you want to be Xiaoxiao?"

"How could Mom not want you?"

"Is Xiaoxiao not well-behaved, and the hot mother is angry? Mom don't send me away, okay? Xiaoxiao will definitely be very well-behaved. ”

"Mom? Are you going to send Xiaoxiao away? Where to go? Xue Wanqing also asked.

"No, mom didn't don't want to be Xiaoxiao, ah! Good boy, how could mom not want you. ”

"Mom, I want to be with Xiaoxiao, I can't be separated from her."

"Mom knows, don't worry, Mom won't separate you. Shall we go to the playground tomorrow? ”

"Hmm." Xue Wanqing nodded.

On the day of going to the playground, a strange couple appeared.

"Xiaoxiao, late Qing, call uncles and aunts, they are my mother's friends."

"Oh, this is Xiaoxiao? It's so cute. ”

Yan Xiaoxiao didn't speak, but Xue Wanqing said obediently, "Hello uncle and aunt!" ”

"That's good."

"Xiaoxiao, why don't you speak?" Mom asked.

"It's okay, it's okay, this kid is afraid of life."

Xue Wanqing had a lot of fun that day, but Yan Xiaoxiao was sullen all the time.

In the quilt at night, Yan Xiaoxiao cried, Xue Wanqing was woken up, she walked to Yan Xiaoxiao's side and asked softly, "Xiaoxiao, what's wrong?" Why are you crying? ”

"Mommy doesn't want me anymore."

"Why doesn't Mom want you?"

"I don't know, I heard my mother tell my aunt that she was going to give me to someone else, and that I was not biological."

"How is that possible?"

"It's true, I heard them say it with my own ears."

"Don't worry, I won't let my mother send you away, Cong will not be separated for a minute from now on, okay? That way, mom won't be able to give you to someone else. ”

"Hmm!" Yan Xiaoxiao nodded, "Sister, you must not want me." ”

"Why don't I want you, we're going to be together forever."

"Okay."

"Then don't cry, sleep, you have to go to school tomorrow."

"Can you sleep with me? I was a little scared. ”

"Good!" Xue Wanqing got into Yan Xiaoxiao's quilt as she spoke, and the two little guys hugged each other and slept until dawn.

"Sister, do you remember? You said you wanted to stay with me all the time? How can you go first? Yan Xiaoxiao burst into tears, everything before was still vivid, and she hadn't even been able to see the last side of Xue Wanqing.

An An suddenly walked over subconsciously, and Regeneration didn't stop her.

"Xiaoxiao, don't cry, your sister will be sad if you are like this." An'an said this, crouching down beside her.

Yan Xiaoxiao hugged An An, An An was not surprised, and gently put her hand on her back and patted it carefully, not knowing what to say to comfort her, and she felt inexplicably uncomfortable in her heart. It seems that when she comes here, her heart will always ache faintly, maybe she is too sentimental, maybe her grandmother's death made her suddenly understand that everything in this world is just instantaneous, and life is so impermanent and so fragile.

When Su Jing saw this scene in front of him, his eyes suddenly turned red. It's not because he thinks of Xue Wanqing, he has already run out of tears about Xue Wanqing, when he saw An An and Yan Xiaoxiao hugging each other, they were like two souls who were sympathetic to each other, although they had no blood relationship with each other, but they could comfort each other with the same heart, which is probably the most beautiful appearance of human nature. Their respective lives are actually just swapped roles, the life that An'an inherits should have been borne by Yan Xiaoxiao, and Yan Xiaoxiao has also borne the life that should have belonged to An'an, no life is better, but there is no life that is worse, they are just pushed forward by the wheel of fate,

Su Jing thought about it, since he was wrong, then he would be wrong, and he would be wrong to the end. If you insist on changing your life and then twist it back, it will only cause great harm and pain. Just like a big tree, whether it is beautiful or ugly, good or bad, it has grown into its own shape, those passing times, the countless sunshine shining, and the countless wind-blown days have formed its current appearance, and then to distort it into the desired appearance, it has to cut the branches and dig the roots, peel the skin and bones to transform into another life.

For An'an, it is skinned and boneless, and for Yan Xiaoxiao, it may not be as simple as recognizing relatives.

Regeneration couldn't help but walk up, Su Jing saw Regeneration's thoughts, and also walked up to the two of them and separated them.

"Xiaoxiao, let's go, it's too cold." Su Jing handed a tissue to Yan Xiaoxiao.

"An'an, stop crying." Holding her shoulders again, he really didn't understand why An An was crying so sadly for someone he had never met, probably because he was infected by Yan Xiaoxiao's emotions, and he tried to get her out of the emotional abyss. "I can't cry anymore, my eyes are swollen!"

An An sniffed, "Don't cry, Xiaoxiao, let's not cry." Don't forget to comfort Yan Xiaoxiao.

"Hmm." Yan Xiaoxiao nodded.

"Shall we go back tonight?" Su Jing asked Regeneration, then turned around and asked Yan Xiaoxiao, "Where are you going back?" ”

"Go back, it's too late to go back now." Regeneration said.

"Let's go, I'll go back to Rock City by myself."

"Or I'll send you back." Su Jingyi said.

"No, no, no!" Yan Xiaoxiao said: "I can go back by myself, and I will ask Yan Sunian to pick me up when I get to the station." ”

"That's fine, let's go get some food first, and then go to the station."

"Okay."

During the meal, Yan Xiaoxiao finally felt much better.

"I didn't expect my sister to have such a good friend as you."

"I haven't actually met her yet, but because I am too good friends with Su Jingyi, Su Jingyi's friends are our friends."

"I see."

"The last time we had your sister in him, you didn't know how broken he was, and he scared us to death."

"It's not as exaggerated as you say." Su Jingyi hurriedly explained.

"Hey! The dead are gone, and those of us who survived really have to cherish it. Some people say it's gone. An Shore sighed.

"Don't talk about these unhappy people, Yan Xiaoxiao, you should not think about anything now, eat well, go back and take a good bath, and wake up. There are some things that are useless to regret. ”

"Hmm." Yan Xiaoxiao nodded, "Thank you really for today." ”

"Thanks for what? This is probably what is destined in the dark. ”

"Will you come to Yanjia Village in the future?" Anan asked.

"Maybe I'll come again, probably during the Qingming Festival, to visit the graves of my sister and mother."

"Can you call me when you come?" An'an asked again.

"What are you doing here?" Regeneration asked puzzled.

Yan Xiaoxiao also looked at An An a little inexplicably and did not answer.

"Oh, I'll just ask, don't take it seriously, don't take it seriously!" An An explained awkwardly that she didn't know how she blurted out such a thing.

After sending Yan Xiaoxiao to the car, An An, Rebirth and Su Jingyi also got into the car home.

"It's a really small world." An'an said to Regeneration.

"Huh?"

"Don't you think?"

"yes, it's really small."

"Yes, none of us would have thought that Yan Xiaoxiao, the daughter of a rich family, would be Xue Wanqing's sister, it turns out that what was said on the campus forum is true."

"yes, a lot of things are just so unpredictable."

"Although I can't find Xue Wanqing's own sister, Yan Xiaoxiao grew up with Xue Wanqing after all, so Su Jingyi should feel a lot better now."

"Shh Regeneration gestured towards An'an.

"Oh, oh!" An An realized something and quickly lowered his voice.

"It's okay, don't keep mentioning other people's sore spots."

An An turned his head to look at Su Jingyi, who was sitting in the back with his eyes closed on the seat, and breathed a sigh of relief, "I know, I'll pay attention." ”