After taking this cold medicine, I felt that my whole body state had recovered a lot, and I slowly fell asleep, and I had a lot of dreams in this dream, I dreamed that when I was young, I dreamed that I was in the hospital with my brothers in those happy days, and those days seemed to come back to me, and she suddenly dreamed that she seemed to see the dean open your face, and she smiled at me so much, as if it was right or wrong, laughing, crying, or making trouble.

Everything seemed so real in the dream that I didn't even feel like it was a dream, as if something was really happening, and I heard the dean tell me again.

"Why did you come to our orphanage, why did you exist here, I don't like you, I don't want to see your face, because when I see your face, I think of your mother, your mother looks exactly like you, why do you even look like your mother in every silhouette, including your character, your figure, everything copies her. I've never liked you, and I never wanted to hold you when I was young, because you gave me the feeling that you were a bad person, why did you look at me with this kind of eyes, and my child never looked at me like this, why did you look at me like an enemy, do you know anything? Maybe you know something, tell me quickly, I hate you. ”

After saying that, a puff of smoke came up, and the white smoke made me unable to see for 4 weeks, and I was suddenly in this white fog, alone in the darkness on all sides, I was shouting, I was calling.

"Has anyone come to see me, Pig Head Three, Pony Six, where are you? Get up and save me, I'm here I can't see the road ahead, why is it white everywhere, where have you been? Come and save me. ”

As I kept shouting, suddenly the dean came out of the dark hut again, with a candle in her hand and a hideous face.

She had a grim smile, and in his left hand he was holding a knife, a sharp dagger. Just like that, step by step, I kept backing away, and I even pushed to the edge.

I looked back and looked at God, isn't this the cliff of Niutou Mountain?

This cliff has buried many, many people, and no one has ever been upset when they fall from here, and I can even feel the ghosts below the valley, and I can even hear countless dead people crying below, and they reach out to reveal their bones, and they keep trying to climb to the edge of the cliff, and every step they take makes a croaking sound.

That sound creepy sounds.

In front of me was the dean holding a sharp dagger, reaching me step by step.

Behind me is a cliff.

There is no way out, how do I choose, the first step is death, and the next step is death.

I was anxious, crying and shouting: "Why did you treat me like this, did you never give you too much trouble since you were a child because you didn't like me, just because you hated me, you never gave me food, gave me food, all stinky things, never gave me meat, because you were afraid that I would grow up, you never locked me in a small room, you think you never gave me any sunshine, you even thought I was good if I died, why did you kill me in the first place?" Let me stay until today and let me see today's imagination, what is the intention? Why are you hurting me now? What the hell do you hate about me? Do you hate my whole family? What the hell have I done to you, sorry for you! ”

I roared like a madman, because I felt like I had no way back.

The dean still approached me step by step, and the corners of his mouth showed blood, like a ghost, showing his fangs.

I screamed, my body shivering uncontrollably, because I felt that the ghost skeleton on the edge of the cliff was also climbing up step by step, and that feeling seemed to have pushed me to the brink of life and death, I had no choice but to retreat, no space for me to make more choices and judgments, in this environment I felt that I was almost dead, and I had no chance of survival no matter what the situation.

"I really hate you, I really hate you, because you look exactly like your mother's eyes, your eyes make me see fear, your eyes make me see hatred, your eyes make me feel pain," said the dean. Why? Why have you been staring at me with these eyes since you were a child, making me hate you, I want to kill you, but I can't delete it, but now I want to kill you! ”

After saying that, she pounced on me!

I let out a terrible scream: "Ah! ”

……

I suddenly threw up and was out of breath, it turned out that I was dreaming.

Sweating all over my body, the next second Najin Tang pushed open my door and turned on the light, and quickly hugged me in his arms.

Holding it tightly in his arms, as if I had also been safe for a while, he patted me on the shoulder: "It's okay, I'm having a nightmare, you took the medicine just now because there is a possibility of having a nightmare, let me have such a possibility, if anything else, I can't hurt you with anything, you are having a nightmare." ”

I looked around in confusion, after seeing all this, I seemed to still have the feeling in my dreams, my eyes now, my state has not fully returned to the state of real life, I am still immersed in the fear just now, I suddenly burst into tears when I saw the scene of the brocade hall.

I hugged him tightly, I was scared, I was in pain, I made me sad and incomparable, this feeling has not had a nightmare for a long time, it has been a long time since I had a nightmare, many of the nightmares I used to have were hunger, and it was not good to feel so intense, but today I had a nightmare that I dreamed of the dean again, dreaming of the past that was once miserable.

I cried all the time like a child, the crying person was about to collapse, I didn't know why I was crying, I just knew that I needed to cry to vent my inner fear. That scene just now was really terrifying, I hadn't been so horrible in a long, long time, it was creepy from the heart, and goosebumps stood up all over my body.

Na Jintang didn't say a word, he just hugged me tightly, patted me on the back, and kept making me feel a trace of warmth, he hoped that through his strong arms I could find a sense of security.

After about ten minutes, I gradually recovered from the panic, my breathing calmed down, and I gradually felt a kind of warmth in reality.

I looked at Najin Tang in horror and said: "Really, it was terrible just now, I dreamed of what I looked like when I was in the orphanage, I dreamed that the dean kept chasing me with opponents, and she also said something to me, she said that he hated me, she hated me for looking exactly like my mother, he hated me, so he hugged me since I was a child, he hated my eyes, he felt that my eyes were full of fear when I looked at him, I have never been like this, although I hated her, but I was not because of my mother, I just hated her because I hated her, She didn't give me food, she never fed me, she always let me stay in the cabin, she really didn't want me to grow up, she let me be lewd in the cabin, he even hoped that I would never grow up, like a very small dwarf living in an orphanage. Why? Why did he hate me so much, what did I do to him, why did he hate my mother so much, did my mother have a grudge against him? Tell me who my mother really is? ”

I muttered to myself, I had entered a state of self-questioning, I felt as if I was about to separate, everything was so weird that it really made me feel creepy when I thought about it, really, why did such a painful thing happen, why did I go back to the past.

We could only feel a shake in the Jintang's body.

Maybe he was worried and afraid of what kind of psychology I would have, or he was worried that I would have a psychological idea nonsense, but his shock was because of a kind of care and love for me.

I started crying again, I really think about this when I think about it, I never thought much about my mother, and now the amount of money that has been connected for a while, the happiness seems to have a lot to do with my mother and my family, should there be a lot of relationship in this process? Otherwise, why is it gradually decorated, there is a certain connection, I can't go and face everything that has passed, or I have to face my birth, my parents and even my family.

I cried as I spoke, and Na Jintang went and took me in his arms and brought me a glass of lemonade.

"Good, I'm sorry, it should be my fault, I shouldn't have given you medicine tonight, the medicine I gave you today is cold medicine, maybe you have resonance with cold medicine, because cold medicine has a kind of hypnosis and makes you enter a state of deep sleep, so some people are not suitable for automatic quantification He will produce a nightmare, and nightmares may make you think of a lot of things, so I really shouldn't give you medicine tonight, I should let you sleep well, and wait for Mr. John to come over tomorrow. Or I'll give you hot water to wipe your body. ”

I looked at him in horror.

I wonder if his reasons are absolutely sufficient, because he is a very knowledgeable expert in this area, and he is a PhD who has returned from studying abroad, and I have no reason not to believe him.

I nodded and asked, "Really, because taking medicine will cause allergies, will it produce a nightmare state?" ”

He nodded and explained to me: "Sometimes these things will be produced, because your body has always been very good, rarely take these Western medicines, more sometimes occasionally sick will take some Chinese medicine, Chinese medicine ingredients, it will be more warm, it will not let you have more of a kind of quick thing in Yuquan right away, so your body can properly contact Chinese medicine, you never take Western medicine, so if you have a poor grasp of the strength of these medicines, It may cause a great burden on your body, and Western clinical medical testing, if some drugs exceed a burden on your body, you will have a kind of tension fragmentation in your body functions, it may be because of this drug that you have a kind of tension and make you feel insecure. Or it makes you feel very uncomfortable, that's why you have nightmares, it's all my fault just now, who is afraid that I will sleep with you tonight, don't think about it anywhere, who is coming, I will kill whoever is here, I will kill the ghost, okay? ”

After listening to his words, I felt a kind of relaxation, it turned out that it was really a drug, this kind of affected myself, maybe when I was sleeping just now, I did feel my head groggy, maybe it really made me have a lot of associations.

Najin Tang and I were already hugging each other on the couch.

He hugged me tightly and touched my forehead.

"Your temperature has dropped, it should be considered normal, there shouldn't be much of a problem now, it shouldn't exist for a cold, now you need to rest day It's late, I'll sleep with you tonight, you're in my arms I'm holding you, you don't have to worry about anything, don't think about anything, when you come together tomorrow, it's a new day, you're a happy cat again, ninety-nine, come with me to the company tomorrow, nothing will happen again, okay?" Believe me, promise me that nothing will happen again, and I will be with you today. ”

I snuggled in his arms, without thinking too much about anything, an inappropriate friendship between men and women, I felt like the two of us had been together for so many years, and had already formed a tacit understanding, of course I believed in his self-control, and of course I also believed that I would not have any extraordinary ideas.

I feel a sense of security with him, because a lot of my sense of security comes from him, if he wasn't by my side, when everything happened just now, I think I might not be able to calm down until now, too much of the past, so that I have a lot of things piled up, so I have to think.

But I don't want to think about anything anymore now, because now I'm very tired, maybe it's really the drug factor, I feel my head getting heavier and heavier, maybe the anesthesia of this drug hasn't been completely over.

Najin Tang sang a lullaby in my ear, and he was really like an adult doting on his child.

"Baby, sleep, don't think about anything, I'm here with you today, you sleep well, I'll sleep after you fall asleep, it's no big deal, everything will be after tomorrow is after the rain and the sky is a beautiful day, believe me everything will disappear, and when everything is good, I will accompany you to see the scenery of China's great rivers and mountains, then you will suddenly open up, everything is just that."

My eyelids grew sleepy, and I finally fell asleep in his arms, and really didn't have any nightmares at night, because I felt so safe.

A good night's sleep.