Chapter 100: Be open and honest
"When you take a picture with me." Leng Xingyun explained: "You show the photo to Ding Rou first, but your eyes look at the ark. Then, you show the picture to the Ark.
Ark said, 'No matter how handsome it is, it's a pity that it's a stammer.' You're not going to like him, are you? When did the taste become so bad that even the underage stutterer liked it'?
When Fang Zhou said this, his eyes were on Ding Rou. You silently put the photo in your pocket, looking lost. You are lost, not because of the ark's ridicule, but because the ark looked at Ding Rou when he mocked you absentmindedly.
In other words, you borrow a photo with me to test the Ark's attitude towards you; I thought he would be jealous, but I didn't expect him not only not to be jealous, but also to use the ridicule of you to test Ding Rou's reaction.
He thought that if he mocked Ding Rou's good sister, Ding Rou would be angry and would quarrel or reason with him. But Ding Rou is not a delicate person, she didn't care about this matter at all, and she didn't find out that Fang Ark and you were underground lovers.
It's a pity that a lover is just a lover, and a lover is a lover. You are just a substitute for her, you know it, but you are very deep in the play. Now that she's dead, I think, the heart of the ark, is dead. This underground lover relationship is also dead.
You are sad and sad, not only for the death of your good sister Ding Rou, but also for the guilt of messing with her ex; I also realized that you can never turn from a substitute to a positive. Because the status of a dead lover in his heart is far better than that of a living lover, let alone a lover who does not love at all. ”
When Leng Xingyun said this, seeing Su Xiaojing silently shedding tears, he sighed sincerely: "I knew this was the case, why bother in the first place?" ”
"At the beginning? "......Su Xiaojing openly and honestly told the past when they were just a freshman......
Back then, Su Xiaojing and Ding Rou, who was assigned to the same bedroom, hit it off at first sight, and they became inseparable sisters in just a few days.
When the two watched the boys play basketball in the basketball room, they met the Ark, which was accurate and handsome, and they liked the Ark at the same time.
But Fang Zhou and Ding Rou fell in love at first sight and then fell in love. Soon they became an open couple, moved out of their dorm room and rented a suite near the school.
This young couple originally agreed that after graduating from college, the first thing they would do was to get married.
During this period, Su Xiaojing had to play the role of being happy for her good sisters, cheering and blessing for the good sisters' relationship.
On the other hand, she plays the role of a silent crush on her good sister boyfriend, if they quarrel, she has to make peace to persuade them to reconcile, but in the middle of the night after the incident, she secretly cries alone.
It wasn't until Fang Zhou and Ding Rou, this stumbling but sweet relationship, lasted for five months, that Su Xiaojing had a chance.
The reason is that the relationship between the two reached the ears of Ding Rou's family. Because Ding Rou's family background is very good, the monthly pocket money given by the family is more than 10,000 yuan. And Fang Ark was just born in an ordinary family, and his monthly allowance was only about 1,000 yuan. Therefore, during the period when the two lived together, Ding Rou took the initiative to become the main force to pay.
After Ding Rou's family learned about it, they privately asked Fang Ark to meet, and in addition to disliking Fang Ark for being poor, they also carried out personal attacks, and they were counted from head to toe for nothing.
In the end, her family threw a million-dollar card to Fang Ark and asked Fang Zhou to leave Ding Rou. Fang Zhou repeatedly explained that he was not with Ding Rou for money, but really loved Ding Rou and wanted to marry Ding Rou after graduation.
But Ding Rou's family said, 'Love can't be used as food or money, any kind of lover can be found if you have money, no matter how much you love each other without money, you will one day become a resentful woman or a resentful husband because of poverty.'
Instead of becoming a grudge because of money in the end, it is better to find a person who is the right person, no one is poorer and richer than the other, and there is no harm if there is no comparison'.
After that, he threw a million card to Fang Ark, asked Fang Ark to leave Ding Rou again, and threatened Fang Ark that if he didn't leave Ding Rou, he would bribe the principal to find an excuse to expel him from school, making him ruined and difficult to find a job.
And the ark carries what ordinary poor people carry, that is, the only light, hope and hope for the future of the whole family.
If you lose your school status, it will be difficult to find a job, or you can only find a job with a junior high school degree, or even without a degree. Then the hard work and expectations of the family in those years and the payment of money are all in vain.
The family will feel extremely disappointed and sad because of this, and will only blame the child for being useless and unproductive. The only light in the family has fallen. Next, the whole family will continue to be overshadowed by poverty and mediocrity for an unknown duration.
And the children of rich families never need to carry so much, not because they are not expected and hoped by their families, but not so strongly.
Because if you don't study well, it doesn't matter, you're rich! You can sign up for various cram schools at any expense, or invite a well-known tutor or professor to make up lessons privately.
If you can't study, it doesn't matter, spend money to study abroad and take the route of returnees. After returning to China, I have the money and connections of my family to dredge up, and arrange a good position above the middle and senior level for my child in a medium and large company.
Or, directly inherit the parents' family business, or invest in a project for your children...... In short, no matter how the road ahead goes, as long as you don't die, it will be bright.
This is the difference between a poor child and a rich child.
Therefore, Fang Ark had to give up his relationship with Ding Rou.
After the breakup, Ark's personality and temper changed dramatically.
He begins to become eccentric and aloof, smoking, drinking, swearing, fighting, clubbing, looking for cuties, and...... Drugs.
Su Xiaojing appeared in the posture of the heart of the Virgin, and soon had a relationship with Fang Zhou, and was repeatedly told by Fang Zhou without explanation that no one should find out about their relationship, and that they must pretend to be just classmates with a slightly better relationship on the surface.
After Su Xiaojing agreed, Fang Zhou gradually stopped being irritable and fighting, taking drugs......
Su Xiaojing thought that she had influenced the Ark, and the Ark had changed. But she later found out that it was Fang Zhou who got together with Xiao Jin, Kong Xiaoyi and others, and was planning other things, so she didn't have time or mind at all, and then indulged like before.
Under Su Xiaojing's repeated questioning, Fang Zhou told her that they no longer planned to go to school hard, but wanted to be profitable treasure hunters.
If they can continue to find a large treasure, or a very valuable treasure, the money they get from their employer may not be able to spend it in their lifetime.
Fang Zhou said that he would earn a lot of money from this work, and when he bought a large villa and a luxury car, Ding Rou's family would no longer object to their marriage.
From this day on, Su Xiaojing knew that Fang Zhou was willing to be with her, just because she and Ding Rou were good sisters, they often played together, and often used Ding Rou's cosmetics and perfumes, and there was often a smell of Ding Rou on her body.
If it weren't for this, Ark would rather go to a nightclub to have a night of love with a woman he didn't know, and he would be reluctant to be a couple with a woman he didn't like, even if it was just a pretending couple to pass the loneliness.
Therefore, Fang Ark just regarded Su Xiaojing as Ding Rou's shadow and substitute.