Chapter 19: The Flame of Jealousy
Regeneration asked Himume, "What did you say to An'an?" ”
"What did I say?"
"Qinghe's thing."
"What's wrong?"
"An'an asked me. So what the hell did you tell her? ”
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have told her about Qinghe, did she force you to ask about the past?" Of course, Ximu will not tell Gensheng what he said to An'an.
"I didn't say you were wrong, I just wanted to know how you told her?"
"I didn't say anything. I really didn't mean to, I just mentioned it. I know you don't really see me as a friend, and so does An'an, you just use me as a tool for you to communicate, and now that you are familiar with me, you don't need me, and she won't pay attention to me. I know she's jealous of me for always following you, and there's nothing wrong with that, but I've always treated her as a friend, and I thought she wouldn't mind these things. I know that for you, no matter what happens, you must be on her side, and if she ignores me, you will definitely ignore me. It's just that I hope you can understand that I have no ill intentions. ”
Reborn was shocked by her sudden words, and he paused and said, "Actually, it's not as serious as you think, really." She's not that kind of person either. ”
"Yes, she's not that kind of person, all I am like that!" With that, he ran out of the classroom. Leaving behind a confused regeneration, he didn't know what was going on between them, and he didn't understand why Ximu said something that made him feel overwhelmed. He wondered if An An really ignored Ximu that she would have such a violent reaction.
Twilight doesn't really want to be like this and say these inexplicable things to Reborn, but she just can't control herself. She knew that if An An really broke with her, Rebirth would definitely not treat her like before, but she just wanted to try once, wanted to be willful once, she wanted Regeneration to have feelings for her, at least she wouldn't ignore her because of a little thing. She even wished he cared more about her. She wasn't actually angry because An'an took the secret she told her and asked Reborn directly, she couldn't stand Regeneration being careful about everything she did in front of her, and she cared so much about how she felt.
She was the first to like Rebirth, and he was already in her heart before An'an appeared. She knew his favorite drink of lemon mint Sprite, and she always hid in the corner to watch Replay play. So for so long, she has endured to help them match, don't they think it's cruel to her? If it weren't for rebirth, maybe she and An'an would still be good friends, but now, she is not that great, she has endured to the limit.
In the past, rebirth was a distant dream for Himaki, because An'an could suddenly get close to him, but once the dream came true, she would think that the dream belonged to hers in the first place.
An'an met Twilight in the cafeteria, she walked straight in front of An'an, An'an wanted to call her, but looking at her empty eyes, as if to her, she was like a burst of air, so she didn't shout. She guessed that Ximu was probably really angry with her, and she must blame herself for talking too much, she didn't know what to do.
After the evening self-study class, Regeneration still appeared at the door of An'an's classroom as always, waiting for her to go back to the dormitory together. When she saw him, she breathed a sigh of relief, and she knew that at least he didn't blame her. He asked, "Did you quarrel with Twilight?" ”
An'an didn't answer, she didn't know why Rebirth asked that, and wondered if it was Ximu who said something?
"You're ignoring her?"
"It's me? Why me? An An was even more puzzled by the regeneration's words, she didn't do anything, why did she ignore the curtain.
Rebirth didn't expect her to react like this, so he didn't know what was going on between her and Nozomi.
Regeneration didn't speak, and neither did An'an. After a while. Reborn suddenly sees Twilight in the distance and calls out to her, "Come here." Luckily, Twilight didn't hear it.
"Don't shout, it's even more embarrassing for her to come."
"Would you still be friends with her?"
"Why do you ask?"
Then neither of them spoke again.
Could it be that Regeneration cares about her so much, why from his mouth, she only feels Regeneration's concern for Ximu.
A boy in An'an's class, who was in the next class next to An'an in the third year of junior high school, has always had a good relationship with Xidui, and he told An'an that he said that he had said good things to Xidu, and hoped that she could reconcile with you.
When An An heard this, he was immediately furious, and said angrily: "We have never been good friends. ”
The boy was obviously angry too, and said in a disdainful tone, "Oh, so you are such a person! Then he walked away without looking back.
An An couldn't help but his eyes were wet. Was she really wrong? Why is everyone on Twilight's side, no one understands her feelings.
An'an said to Regeneration, "Maybe it's really me who is wrong! She just said it tentatively, wondering what it was like to be reborn about it.
"She cried today." Regeneration said
"What does she want?" An An's heart was very unhappy.
"Not so much."
"Then you two are alright!"
"Well, it's the same as before."
"That's good." It turns out that even Regeneration thinks it's her fault, and they're still as good as before, so it's just Ximu and her who are bad, so Regeneration doesn't plan to be on his side, and he doesn't even think that Ximu is also at fault.
"Am I going too far?" An'an simply didn't mean it, and he didn't have hope anyway.
"No, it won't." The tone of understatement is completely inaudible and reassuring.
"If you can, you can help me tell her I'm sorry." An'an is completely disappointed, when people are disappointed, they don't say some cruel things, but say some things against their will, as long as you are happy, I don't bother to explain.
But Reborn didn't know anything about it, and he thought that what An'an said was expressing her true meaning.
He thought he was reading that what he meant was that An'an didn't want to have trouble with Nozomi either, and she cared about the relationship very much, so he would help fix the relationship between them, after all, it was also because of him.
"No need!" Of course, he won't make An An apologize, because in his heart she is not wrong at all.
"Why?"
"Do you know what she said today?"
"What did she say?"
"She scolded you in front of me today." Rebirth is not happy in his heart, as a friend, Ximu is obviously incompetent, but he can't depict these bad things more, he can't destroy the friendship between the two girls.
An An thought to himself, there was no point in talking about it anymore. Twilight and Twilight weren't very good friends with her, but they were very important friends in Regeneration. This matter can be passed, let's pass, even if Ximu says that she is not good in front of Rebirth, and even scolds her, Regeneration doesn't seem to feel anything, he never defends her, so if she and Ximu really want to compare, maybe which one is more important. But Twilight ignores her, and she doesn't want to compromise even if it's so deadlocked.