Snow buries bones (3)
He asked, "So today, two years later, I ask you, is it still possible?" β
Xiao Jun was kicked out by Fang Qiyu because some of the questions he asked gave him a headache. Then he drove to a place where he hadn't set foot in two years, and tonight was a good moment.
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At that moment, Lin Sen saw the steaming stall on the side of the road, and immediately thought of the white smoke cigarette in his heart. Worst! The craving for cigarettes is back up.
Grabbing a ball of soft snow, he stuffed it into his mouth, and the cold warning stimulated his whole body organs, and he suddenly woke up, and he seemed to come back to life.
I don't know how long I walked in the heavy storm and snow, and when Lin Sen looked up and looked back at the buildings around him, he found that he had walked near Fang Chuchu's house.
How did you get here? Lin Sen questioned himself in his heart.
I went forward to send her home and wrote down the location, and I haven't forgotten it to this day, if I use this memory for studying, I don't know how many awards I will get? He laughed at himself in his heart.
With this self-deprecation, he continued to walk, but walked more and more slowly, until he stoppedβhe had separated here last time, and he really didn't know how to go the rest of the way.
The snow was still falling, the wind was light, but the temperature was still below freezing.
Lin Sen wrapped his coat tightly, and when his hands were straining, the edge of the clothes rubbed against the wound on the palm of his hand, he gasped in pain, looked down, and found that the bandage had been stained red with blood.
Snowflakes fall on it, and the first second is not melting, but turning red. Lin Sen clenched his palm, put it in his pocket, turned around, and saw Fang Chuchu.
Because she wanted to go to the supermarket to buy something, Fang Chuchu asked Lu Yan to let her go at the intersection. Now it seems that this is really a clear approach. Otherwise, let him see Lin Sen, and he doesn't know what will happen.
Fang Chuchu didn't want to provoke anything, so the first thought he had when he saw Lin Sen was to leave quickly.
Without saying a word, Fang Chuchu walked forward with a plastic bag around Lin Sen, and while walking away, she prayed in her heart: Don't speak, not talk......
"Fang Chuchu." God would never grant her wish, and as she passed by Lin Sen, the man called out, and her steps involuntarily slowed down.
"I want to ask you ......"
"Don't ask me!" Fang Chuchu suddenly interrupted the reply, startling the other party, and she was even more startled by her reckless impulse.
After a long time of calming down, she finished her words, "I won't go back." β
Lin Sen knew that Fang Chuchu would be like this, he didn't actually have anything to ask, he was at ease when he saw her come back.
"I'm just going out for a walk, and I'm walking and walking and I'm coming to you." Lin Sen began to make excuses for his actions.
Fang Chuchu is not a fool, she can see it, and she is very smart, so she doesn't say anything, "Then you continue to walk." This sentence was like a goodbye, and after saying that, she took a step forward without stopping.
Lin Sen panicked all of a sudden.
There are so many things happening in this life, and everything seems to involve her, Lin Sen can not ask on the surface, but he can't resist the voice in his heart, just like he came here unconsciously.
There are some things that are intellectually not allowed, but emotionally always open the way to them. And Lin Sen doesn't know, if he missed this time, will there be a next time.
So, he exclaimed, "I haven't touched a single cigarette since last night." β
It's not an invitation, it's not a show-off, it's a promise, and it's just a matter of just letting you know the effort behind it.
However, in Fang Chuchu's opinion, it was ridiculous. Turning around, she said, "It's not just about quitting smoking, have you forgotten what else you promised me?" β
It's a fact that he was angry at the hotel, and it's also a fact that he refused to leave when he was near home, and on the premise that he wasn't extremely narcissistic, these two facts at least told her that he still cared about her. However, this is also a violation of the agreement.
It is true that Lin Sen did not do a good job in another agreement, but this promise does not have a fixed "result" to correspond to it like quitting smoking, so the blurring of the boundaries is the key to Lin Sen's escape from this catastrophe.
So, he cheekily said, "I think I did it." "These two questions vary from person to person, and if Lin Sen insists on doing it, Fang Chuchu can't do anything with him.
Actually, Fang Chuchu didn't want to do anything with him, since he was so reckless, she could also pretend that it didn't matter. "That's good. Congratulations. β
"What about you?" The moment he turned around, Lin Sen asked, and Fang Chuchu had to turn around again, "What?" β
"You promised me too, and you forgot?" - Don't do anything that harms your body.
Fang Chuchu remembered that from last night to now, she really hasn't done anything else to hurt her body except for being hospitalized with intravenous drips and taking medicine to hurt her stomach.
But wait, why is she calculating with him so seriously, is she serious? Shaking his head, Fang Chuchu casually gave an answer, "Of course." β
But Lin Sen didn't believe it, maybe the woman lied to him too much, and he couldn't help but establish his questioning system. "Really?" He asked rhetorically, and then walked up, "I want to check." β
Before Fang Chuchu could react, the other party had already grabbed her wrist, she pulled it away, and the man immediately let go in pain, and then she saw the bandage on the other party's palm.
I vaguely remembered that Lu Yan told her in the car that Lin Senzeng threatened him with a knife. She didn't think much about it at the time, she just thought that the boy's naivety was just a joke, but she didn't expect to see blood.
Fang Chuchu wanted to ask how much she was going on, but reason suppressed her, because once she asked, more questions would gush out, and the consequences would be out of control.
But the eyes had betrayed her, and from the other party's eyes, Lin Sen read the worry, "If it's not in the way, it's a small injury." He explained.
But Fang Chuchu didn't relax, and was tightly caught by the blood red of his palm, she said, "You still agreed with me not to hurt your body, but what do you do to your own body?" Looking up, Lin Sen looked at him with stunned eyes.
Fang Chuchu shouted bad in his heart, but he still didn't prevent it.
She was, really, worried about him.
That's all it takes. Looking at Fang Chuchu's gradually lowered head, the smile on Lin Sen's face became brighter little by little, but he didn't say anything about it, like Fang Chuchu, he refused to make those facts public.
So, gently, he said: "I went to the hotel to look for you, but then I didn't want to look for you, and after leaving the hotel, I walked here and walked near your house unconsciously." I didn't expect to meet you, but you just appeared. β
These words could have been chosen not to be said, but Lin Sen somehow, in the face of such a Fang Chuchu, his heart slowly melted and warmed, he knew that she cared about him, and he also wanted her to know that he never stopped caring about her.
Because love is mutual, especially on this cold snowy night, something warm is needed to melt the snow and ice. Moreover, if some words are not spoken, they may not be able to be said for the rest of their lives.
But Fang Chuchu knew all this, but her answer was, "I don't want to know." β
Lin Sen knew that this was a way for her to protect herself, and he didn't expose it, he continued. "I'm confessing that I'm not afraid that you will scold me for not doing it, there are actually many different sayings about 'not getting close to you', isn't it? But you can't force me to see you take a detour like your enemies, it's definitely not normal. β
"So you're here today to tell me what you're going to do with this promise?" And it was on this snowy day. Fang Chuchu didn't know what kind of brain the other party was, and he would think that he was willing to listen to him talk nonsense while being cold.
This time he turned around quickly, and Fang Chuchu didn't want to waste time with him.
But Lin Sen didn't leave, and followed behind without hurrying, and said, "That's not what I meant. I just don't want you to mean that. Fang Chuchu, can you stop and listen to me? You're walking so fast in your high heels, I'm really afraid that you'll slip in the snow and fall down? β
As soon as the words fell, the front sole of Fang Chuchu's left foot immediately slipped, and it was only by holding on to the street wall in time that he was able to stabilize his body that was about to fall.
After a thrilling moment, Fang Chuchu leaned against the low wall and couldn't calm down, but he really stopped.
And Lin Sen behind her was also slowly retracting the hand that was subconsciously stretched out at the previous thrilling moment in peace.
It was the bandaged hand, and if the vision came from above, countless flying snow was pointing down, bright red palms facing up, and the snow fell in blood red, gradually covering and then gradually turning red.
"I guess you must be annoying me right now, and if you say anything, you must finish it tonight."
Speaking of this, Lin Sen lowered his head and smiled, rubbing the tip of his nose with his stiff fingers, "I don't know what's wrong with me, it seems that I have to finish tonight, and I can't say it in the future." β
More precisely, it may be that you don't dare, and it takes courage to say something.
"When I was in the hotel, I thought clearly, 'not close to you' doesn't necessarily mean not being close to you as a person, more I think it may mean not being close to your heart. Fang Chuchu, you avoid me every time, because you know I like you. And I'm stupid, I know you don't like to run away, but I always stop you and force you to admit it. β
When I was in school, in physics class, my teacher used to say that the sound I heard when talking in the snow would be louder than usual. At this time, the man's voice diverged in the snow, clear and obvious, and the cold snow with the wind rolled into her ears, and she could hear it even if she didn't want to hear it.
The reddened fingertips dug into the adobe of the wall, and Fang Chuchu didn't speak.
"Fang Chuchu, what I want to say today is to rest assured that I won't cause you any trouble because I like it." Akari means that he won't pursue her, he won't persecute her.
"We can be normal friends again, like before, the way you first met me, less indifferent, greet me when you see me, occasionally care about me and stand in a line with me...... In short, just like a normal friend, don't treat me as a stranger. β
How did Fang Chuchu respond to him, this seemed to be an undesirable request, but it was a step that was so difficult for her to take, but would he know? There was no response, and Fang Chuchu didn't know what to say.