Seeing the scene in front of me, I was immediately ecstatic, hurriedly got up and looked around, and found that there was still a bowl of steaming beef noodles on the table next to me, which should have been brought by Bai Longfei and them, and they were not in the ward now, that is to say, Zhang Qishan had woken up, and perhaps was accompanied by Bai Longfei and them to the old doctor's place for examination!

Thinking of this, I immediately got up and walked out of the ward, looking around for Zhang Qishan's figure, but found that there was no Zhang Qishan and Bai Longfei in the corridor at this time, so I walked to my ward, and saw Bai Longfei and Zhou Qian chatting in my ward, they saw me come in, and immediately smiled: "Breakfast is on the table for you, if you think it's inconvenient for me to help you?" ”

Hearing Bai Longfei's words, I suddenly wondered: "What about Xiaoshan?" ”

Bai Longfei was also a little stunned by my question, and was stunned for a few seconds before he said, "Aren't my younger brothers and sisters in the ward?" What's wrong? ”

From the moment I came in and saw that Bai Longfei and they did not leave, I had a strong uneasiness in my heart, and when I heard Bai Longfei's words, I immediately turned around and rushed towards the outside of the ward, and then looked for Zhang Qishan's figure in every room on this floor.

After I finished searching the half-story ward, I ran into Bai Longfei, who was also anxious, and Bai Longfei grabbed me and asked, "What's the matter?" Aren't you with your siblings? Why did she disappear all of a sudden? ”

"You ask me, I ask who to go! Don't stop me, she's still here! ”

At this time, the ominous premonition in my heart has been infinitely magnified, and I am extremely irritable, so I shook off Bai Longfei's hand and continued to search one by one, and Bai Longfei and Zhou Qian also helped me find it, and soon, the room in the inpatient department on this floor was carefully searched by us two or three times, and we didn't see Zhang Qishan's figure.

During this period, I also asked the nurse and the old doctor, no one knew where Zhang Qishan went, and they also mobilized all the medical staff in the hospital to help find in the hospital, but half an hour passed, and the whole hospital was searched by us, and Zhang Qishan was still not found.

Officer Yang and Bai Qi also rushed to hear the news, and my brain was in a mess at the moment, I only knew that the people around me were panicking and trying their best to help, but I didn't have the heart to continue looking, and some were only extremely desperate.

They all felt that Zhang Qishan should have been taken away secretly, but only I knew that Zhang Qishan left by herself after waking up, and it is even possible that she was not in a coma at all, and I don't know why I thought so, but I was always sure of this answer in my heart.

Seeing that I was depressed, Bai Longfei and Zhou Qian were always by my side to comfort me, but I couldn't listen to a word of their words, why? Why did she wake up clearly, but she didn't even want to see me, so she left quietly alone, and the things she hid were really more important than me?

I know that this time Zhang Qishan really left me, until just now I always felt that all this was just an accident, Zhang Qishan was injured by accident, the two of us were hospitalized by accident, and she also left by accident. But in retrospect, no matter how the plot developed that night, what happened today was inevitable, and even if she hadn't gone with me to face Qiqi that night, she would still have left.

Because I remembered a few days ago, Zhang Qishan kept asking me.

"If I'm gone one day, will you miss me?"

All this is actually a decision that Zhang Qishan has made a long time ago, but why was I so stupid at that time, and I didn't hear her abnormality from this sentence? Why didn't I see this in her unusual behavior on Christmas Eve?

I sat alone on Zhang Qishan's hospital bed in a daze, thinking about the causes and consequences of all this, until the end, I even began to wonder if Zhang Qishan was sincere to me.

I don't know how long later, suddenly someone reached out and patted me on the shoulder, I turned my head, and saw Officer Yang looking at me helplessly, and said to me: "I have investigated the surveillance video of the entire hospital, and I didn't see anyone similar to Zhang Qishan leaving the hospital during that time period, nor did I see anyone leaving with Zhang Qishan, maybe she hasn't left yet, but just hid and played with you." ”

Officer Yang's words couldn't convince me at all, and then, Officer Yang hesitated for a moment and continued to speak: "Actually, Chief Bai has already asked me to monitor all of Zhang Qishan's accounts, although I don't know why he asked me to do this, but I still did it according to his instructions, just now the bank called me, ten minutes ago, all the property in Zhang Qishan's name was transferred by her personally, according to the surveillance video provided by the bank, although she wrapped herself very tightly, but got along for so long, I can still recognize her at a glance, and the only property she has left behind is probably that house. Ji Wen, what happened? Why did she do that? ”

As soon as Officer Yang's voice fell, a white sigh came from the door of the ward: "I guess it's because of the secret she has been hiding in her heart, Ji Wen, I'm also at fault in this matter, if I hadn't forced you too hard, maybe this wouldn't have happened, I know you're sad now, if you really can't help it, just cry out, it's really not good, you can punch me a few times to get angry, all the responsibility is borne by me." ”

Officer Yang on the side heard this, and couldn't stop sighing, but I didn't say anything, now I really want to cry like Bai Qi said, but I can't cry at all, my heart is like a stone, so I can't breathe, sitting on the hospital bed silent for a moment, I finally made up my mind to go to Zhang Qishan!

Xiaoshan, I don't believe you will leave so desperately, you must still be waiting for me somewhere, I'll go to you!

Thinking of this, I immediately got off the hospital bed, regardless of Bai Qi and Officer Yang's obstruction, rushed downstairs and walked out of the hospital, before I could call a taxi, Bai Longfei followed my footsteps and caught up, but he did not stop me, but calmly said to me: "Where do you want to go, I will accompany you." ”

I really wanted to refuse Bai Longfei, but looking at his firm eyes, in the end I still didn't say anything, he drove Bai Qi's car and pulled me and accompanied me to find Zhang Qishan.

We first went back to our home to check, and found no trace of Zhang Qishan's return, and Bai Qi also called, saying that he had monitored all the stations and highways in Zhongwei City, but I knew that all this was useless, if Zhang Qishan was really hiding something, it would not be found so easily.

After that, Bai Longfei and I went to the place where I used to rent a house, under the jujube tree in Jiadao Village, in the white building that had become a ruin, and under the tree where I used to bury Xiaojin with her, but we still didn't find Zhang Qishan.

Everywhere I went, I could recall the scene when I was with Zhang Qishan, every word we said, every thing we experienced, and even every subtle expression, as if it was happening in front of my eyes, and the more I recalled, the more bitter my heart became. Xiaoshan, would you really rather leave with a secret than face it with me? Do you think I'm really going to be estranged from you because of this?

I squatted under the tree where Xiaojin was buried in some pain, and Bai Longfei on the side walked up to me and squatted down with me, handed me a cigarette and was silent for a moment before saying: "I don't know if I should say this or not, but I hope you can cheer up, this is not the Ji Wen I know!" I've been thinking about a question just now, you said that Yuan Hao appeared in time at that time, so that Qi Qi couldn't fire that fatal shot at you, I've always wondered, how did Yuan Hao find you? Could it be that it wasn't you who Yuan Hao wanted to save at that time, but..."

"Don't say it, okay? I don't want to know anything right now, can I be quiet? ”

I interrupted Bai Longfei in time to continue, so that I couldn't continue to think along Bai Longfei's train of thought, I don't care about Zhang Qishan's secret anymore, now I only care, whether we will meet again in the future, whether we can continue the relationship.

Suddenly, I remembered a very important place again, took a deep breath and turned my head to Bai Longfei and said, "Brother Long, can you accompany me to another place?" ”

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and there was already a thick layer of snow on the ground, and Bai Longfei drove very steadily, and soon, we arrived at the door of the Internet café near the house I rented, which was also the place where I had my first date with Zhang Qishan.

After entering the Internet café, I immediately locked my eyes on the position where Zhang Qishan and I were sitting, but I was disappointed to find that there was no figure I wanted to see, only two empty sofas.

Seeing that I was in a daze, Bai Longfei immediately asked for my ID card, and then went to the bar to flush the money, and said to me without looking back: "I haven't played a game with you for a long time, come, you can play as long as you want today." ”

After charging the money, the two of us sat in the position where Zhang Qishan and I used to sit, and when I was about to log in to the League of Legends, I suddenly deleted my account and chose to log in to Zhang Qishan's account password.

"The player sitting in machine XX is the diamond god from the black rose, welcome to this Internet café."

...

I logged into this account over and over again, listening to such a voice broadcast on the Internet café radio over and over again, and Bai Longfei on the side did not speak, just looked at me quietly, gradually, I found that my vision gradually became blurred, as if the voice in the radio, and the noisy sound in the Internet café stopped abruptly at that moment, the only thing I could hear was the sound of tears dripping down the keyboard one by one.

"If one day I'm gone, will you miss me?"

"Xiaoshan, I miss you so much..."