Chapter 56: I don't love after all

Yu Ruhai and Yu Hui continued to chat for a while, then got up to say goodbye and prepared to leave.

Yu Hui stopped them, her expression was a little painful, her mouth opened and closed, and it took a long time to say that sentence.

"When I see Yancuo, help me say I'm sorry, this is what I owe her, after so many years, it's time to pay it back."

Yu Ruhai looked at the woman in front of him, and nodded for a while, "I know, I will bring your words." But if you really feel sorry for her, it's better to make up for it yourself. ”

Yu Hui nodded, her eyes looked out the window, and she was in a trance.

"I regret it, I regretted it a long time ago, but after all these years, I thought I didn't care about her anymore, but who knows, who knows."

She said to herself, "It's all my mistakes, and the sins I have made must be repaid." ”

Zhong Hongmei looked at her a little worried, comforted her softly, and then left with Yu Ruhai.

Along the way, Zhong Hongmei was thinking about this problem, and looked at Yu Ruhai with some suspicion, "Ruhai, do you say that my sister really regrets it, she was so ruthless to Yancuo back then, and now she wants to make up for it, and Yancuo's child should not be able to accept it." ”

Yu Ruhai was not sure, looked at her and said with some comfort, "Mother and daughter are born with fate, I believe their fate is only shallow." After all, there is still the thread that connects the two. ”

Zhong Hongmei nodded and didn't say anything more. The two soon returned home, and the house was quiet, without a sound. Just when they thought Yan was not at home, they heard a low, suppressed cry coming from her room.

They hurried in and saw Yan Cuo holding him, suppressing his crying, his face soaked with tears. Zhong Hongmei hurriedly stepped forward to hug her, "Yancuo, what's wrong with you, did you really go to the hospital today?" ”

Yancuo nodded, and his voice was a little hoarse, "I just want to see what this child is like, and what she will be like to this child."

I saw that she was full of love for this child, and her face was full of things that I didn't have.

For all these years, I didn't know why, why I hated me, why I didn't love me. I didn't understand until I saw the child.

After all, I don't love it, so there's no reason for it. I wasn't born to their satisfaction, so I did everything wrong. ”

Zhong Hongmei hugged her hard, and she was uncomfortable crying, "Yancuo, don't think about it, don't think about it, it's all over, and uncles and aunts, we will accompany you." Didn't you say we're your family? Don't cry, your aunt's heart will break if you cry again. ”

Yu Ruhai also began to persuade, "Yancuo, your aunt is right, now that you have grown up, the world will become wider and wider in the future, and we must learn to look forward." Your mother is now older, and she told us that she regretted it and wanted your forgiveness, what do you think? ”

Yan Cuo raised his head and looked at them, "If mistakes can be made up so easily, then what are these years, grandma has taken me alone for so many years, they ignored it, and now they regret it, so what are these years?" ”

Yu Ruhai was shocked by the resoluteness in his eyes, and he was speechless for a while, he looked at this girl seriously, she had gradually shed her childishness, and now she looked more and more mature, and she showed her edge little by little.

He thought for a while, looked at Yancuo and said solemnly, "Yancuo, don't worry, no matter what decision you make, your aunt and I will absolutely support you, don't be pressured, remember not to hide and cry next time, my aunt and I don't feel good when I see it."

If you encounter something sad, just tell us, even though we are old, we can still be a listener. ”

Yan Cuo looked at the person in front of him with gratitude, these two people are not parents but surpass their parents, they have taught her a lot, so that she slowly learned to let go, learn to grow, and learn to make herself better.

If there is anyone in this world who is worthy of a lifetime of gratitude, it is them other than grandma.

She wiped away her tears and looked at them with a smile, "Uncle and aunt, I know, don't worry, I won't cry secretly anymore, I will tell you anything in the future, so I don't worry about you." ”

Zhong Hongmei relieved her heart at this time, looked at her and said with some disgust, "Tell me about you, as soon as I came back, I saw you crying there, and I cried so much that I was worried to death." I won't have my own children in my life, and I have long regarded you as my own child. Which mother wants to watch her child cry, you name it. ”

He hugged her arm flatteringly, and said coquettishly, "I know it's wrong, aunt, and I won't do it again." To express my repentance, I'm going to cook for you. ”

Zhong Hongmei stood up smartly, and refused with disgust, "No, no, you still have to study hard, don't try to cook anymore, that's not for you." ”

Yu Ruhai laughed out of place, and his words suddenly became embarrassed, and he looked at his uncle with a frustrated face, "Is my cooking really that bad?" ”

Yu Ruhai hurriedly denied it, "Of course not, don't think about it, your aunt is worried that you are tired." Stay in the room well, and call you when the meal is ready. With that, he walked out of her room and closed the door thoughtfully.

Yan Cuo sighed, remembering the last time he tried to cook chickens and dogs, and had to give up this idea. I don't have this talent, so don't make trouble.

Everything before seems to have disappeared, and Yan Cuo's heart is no longer as sad and sad as before.

Perhaps, my uncle is right, now that she has grown up, she should learn to let go and learn to look forward. There is still such a long way to go in the future, and I should no longer be entangled in the unhappiness of the past, and I can't let go of it.

That will only make you sad and worry the people around you who care about you.

Thinking of her grandmother, she realized that she hadn't been back to see it for many years, and she didn't know if her grandmother would blame herself.

I don't know if she is doing well now, whether she has reunited with her grandfather, and whether she is happy in heaven.

Yan Cuo thought of the old man, his heart was full of softness, he should go back and see, that place has become a memory, and grandma is his eternal concern.

Yan Cuo thought about it, and began to plan, taking advantage of the summer vacation to have time, just go back to have a look. Yan Cuo sorted out the things he wanted to bring and walked out of the room.

Hearing Yancuo say that they wanted to go back and see, they were all a little shocked, after so many years, Yancuo had never mentioned it. Yu Ruhai asked cautiously, "Yancuo, do you miss your grandmother?" ”

Yancuo nodded, his eyes full of longing for the old man. "After all these years, I should go back to see her, worried that she is alone. I didn't dare to go back, I didn't dare to face that place, I didn't dare to face those people.

But I thought about what my uncle said today, I have grown up now, and I really shouldn't keep remembering the unhappiness of the past, let go when I should let go, and my grandmother must want me to do the same. ”

Yu Ruhai nodded approvingly, and couldn't help but be a little surprised when he looked at Yancuo, "You have really grown up, if you want to go back and see, go back, and talk to your grandmother, it's also good." ”

Yan Cuo obediently agreed, waiting for everyone to eat, then took the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen to clean, Zhong Hongmei looked at her figure, quite emotional, "This child has really grown up, I now have more and more of a feeling that my family has a girl who has grown up, and I don't know which stinky boy will be cheaper in the future." ”

Suddenly, I thought of the boy from before, and he looked very good, hoping that he was sincere to Yancuo, and he would not work hard for him so many times in vain.