Chapter 47 [First Time]
On the morning of June 1st, An'an waited in the rain with an umbrella for several minutes before regeneration appeared.
"Asleep?" Anan asked him with a smile.
"I'm supposed to ask you, I've been here a long time ago."
"Huh?" An An's face was surprised.
"Standing like an idiot in the rain, I went back to the dormitory, didn't you see that my hair was wet?" Regeneration complained.
"yes." An An handed him two little peaches and said, "Then compensate you, happy Juneteenth." β
He took it with a smile.
"Don't you say thank you?"
"Thank you."
"You should say thank you, sister."
"I'm not happy," the temperature in the regenerated tone immediately dropped several degrees.
An An didn't know why he was suddenly unhappy, thinking that he had made him wait in the rain for a long time, so he was in a mood, but he didn't know that it was because of the word "sister".
Regeneration especially minds about the matter of sister and brother, and there are a lot of gossips in the class, always saying that An'an is like a sister, knows everything, does everything well, and is very good, on the other hand, Regeneration, but like a problem student who has nothing to do all day long, and his grades are poor, even if there are so many admirers, Regeneration still feels inexplicably inferior, because he has never felt that his appearance is a kind of capital, and sometimes small emotions come up, and he will feel that he is not worthy of An'an.
His letters to An'an occasionally showed such emotions, but An'an didn't realize that a boy's self-esteem was often much greater than she thought. Regeneration hates being felt as naΓ―ve and idiot the most, because with An'an, he has to protect her like a man, and if An'an thinks he is immature, he will be very hurt.
An'an took out a small glass bottle from his pocket and showed it off in front of him, trying to divert his emotions.
"What is this?" Regeneration asked curiously.
"It's a wishing bottle."
"What's in it?"
"If you can't say it, if you say it, it won't work."
"So mysterious, huh?"
"Hmm."
"Can you give me one next time?"
"Are you willing to ask for it?"
"That's right."
"What wish?"
"If you say it, it won't work," said another evil smile.
An'an leaned close to his face and glared at him. Regeneration pouted, and she reflexively dodged it.
Regeneration said helplessly: "Those who know me, An'an also!" β
After breakfast, An'an stood outside the classroom and chatted with the girls in her class, breathing in the fresh air outside, and looking at her from upstairs with the boys in their class. A boy threw a piece of chalk at An'an and landed next to her, she looked up and saw Regeneration, ignoring it. Reborn got into a fight with the boy. Then another boy also came to join in the fun, and threw the rice balls he had eaten in a bag towards An'an, hitting An'an's calf. An'an was startled and touched his calf with his hand. Reborn instantly became angry and yelled at the boy: "What are you doing! Then he ran downstairs at a high speed. An An looked upstairs, which one was so naΓ―ve, only to hear the boy who had just smashed her with chalk shouting to her: "Stand there and don't move, he will go down again." β
As soon as the words fell, Regeneration had already appeared in front of An'an.
"What are you doing here?"
"Are you alright?"
"It's fine."
"Were you scared? Is it really okay? Let me see. β
"Not really."
"Don't stand outside the classroom if you're okay in the future."
"I see."
As soon as Reborn was about to go upstairs, Anan said, "You wait for me." Then he ran into the classroom.
She gave him a strawberry candy and said, "It's not good to eat too much candy, I know you like to eat it, but you are not allowed to eat the candy given to you by others in the future, let alone buy it yourself." β
"Okay, I promise you."
Regeneration takes the candy and goes upstairs. The person next to him coaxed and said, "Yo, strawberry candy, give me one." β
"You have to eat and buy it yourself." Regeneration said disdainfully.
Recently, there have been some small fluctuations in An'an's mood, probably due to the change in the weather. This week's weather began to smell of summer, and An'an couldn't help but start to get restless. Although she has been accustomed to boarding in other people's homes since she was a child, the more she grows up, the more she finds that it is not very convenient. Sometimes she feels a little depressed, and being a good girl for too long is actually really tired.
On the bus back to school on Sunday.
Regeneration handed An'an a big peach,
The peach still had beads of rinsed water on it.
An'an took the peach, but she didn't have an appetite, so she put it in the grocery bag she had just made.
"I want to run away from home." An'an suddenly said something that didn't look like she would say at all.
"Why?" Regeneration frowned.
"I just don't want to stay anymore." It is only in the face of regeneration that An Shore can say something inconsequential without any reason.
"And where can you go as a girl?" Apparently the regeneration is serious.
"That's what I thought, and I don't dare to do it." An An sighed, she kept pretending to be an adult, pretending to be mature, pretending to be sensible, pretending that she felt tired.
"If you really want to do this one day, you must call me, and I will accompany you."
"Okay." An An leaned his head against the iron rod of the armrest, as if he was talking some nonsense, and his heart was suddenly much more relaxed, and he gently leaned his head against An An's head, he could understand her sudden little emotion.
Thankfully he was still there, and she didn't seem to feel so tired. For the first time, An Ann felt that there was someone around her who she could rely on when she was tired and who could understand her little emotions.
"It's so hot, I seem to be sweating," An'an said as he wiped it with his hand. Regeneration wiped An'an's forehead with his own hand, then wiped his forehead again, spread his shiny hand to An'an, and said, "This is called sweat!" β
An An smiled, "You are oil!" β
"Is it sweaty or not?"
When I arrived at school, it was still early and there were few classmates in the class. Reborn followed An'an into her classroom, next to her. An'an began to write his homework. He quietly dragged his cheeks and looked at her, at her serious face, and at the eyelashes that flickered because he was thinking about the problem.
He thought to himself that it would be nice if they could study in the same class and be her tablemates. He will definitely be motivated to study hard, and his grades will improve soon. Being able to sit next to her like this, I don't know how happy I will be every day, so I can't help but start envious of An'an's tablemates.
Thinking so, An'an's table mate entered the classroom. Ashore motioned for regeneration to give way. I also walked out of the classroom with the regeneration. Just standing outside the classroom and chatting. While we were talking, Reborn suddenly said, "Come here!" β
An An didn't react, and suddenly felt that his eyes were dark, and his lips pressed heavily against An An's lips, and An An held his breath. It was only a few seconds before An'an felt like he was suffocating.
"What's wrong with you?" Zai asked with concern, afraid that his presumptuous actions had annoyed her.
"Nope." An'an pretended to be calm.
"Why are your eyes red, you're about to cry, are you angry with me?"
"No, I just don't know why I'm so nervous."
"Normal, it's the first time!"
"Normal? Do you mean you've been there? β
"Don't talk nonsense, it's my first time."
"Then you said it so easily, as if you were very experienced."
"Am I that kind of person? I wouldn't do that casually, except to the people I love the most. After a pause, he said, "I'm a boy, so it's better, it's really the first time, I swear." β
"Okay, I'm kidding you."
"I'm afraid you'll misunderstand."
"Let's go."
"Why are you going?"
"Come with me to fetch hot water."
Along the way, Regeneration and An'an talked and laughed.
"It's been a long time since we've been like this."
"How?"
"I'll go with you to get hot water like this."
"Then as long as our homeroom teacher is not on duty for self-study at night, I will go back to the dormitory with you at night, okay?"
"Really?" Reborn suddenly laughed, and if the smile was like a bloom, An'an couldn't stand it.
"What are you laughing at?"
"I'm happy."
"Close your mouth!"
"Exaggerated?" Reborn also felt like he was smiling a little highly.
"I'll go back to the dorm room and put the thermos away."
"Go, I'll be waiting for you here." Anan turned to leave. After walking for a while, I heard Reborn shouting, "I'm waiting for you here!" β
I'm here waiting for you, the only one in her life waiting for her in the same place. Will he always be here waiting for her? She thought. Suddenly I feel that I am not alone at all, as if I understand that no matter when and where I are, there is someone waiting somewhere, and that is probably the feeling of belonging, and there is a sense of security behind it.
Back in the classroom, the classmates were passing on their classmates to each other. The first year of high school is coming to an end, and the second year of high school is going to be divided into classes, so it was like a small graduation, and everyone started to leave messages to each other.
"Show me, what do your classmates look like now?"
An'an handed him "My biggest dream is to 'hold your hand'"
Regeneration smiled, "Do you remember?" β
"Of course, because I was thinking, it's good if you just write the hand of the hand, why do you want to write the hand of the hand?"
"Because it's a little special!"
"But your biggest dream is gone."
"Why?"
"You're already in my hand, aren't you?"
"Who said that there will be no more like this, I have to hold your hand all the time!"
As he spoke, he pinched An'an's face with his hand.
"Why do you keep pulling me in the face?"
"Because you're cute!"
It was already dark and twilight flowed. An An was always in a trance when she was studying at night, as if she could smell regeneration, as if he was right next to her. The smell lingered around her, because she would always think of him, his long eyelashes and pink lips, his hair and the way she talked to him. Maybe it was because he kissed her on the lips that day, turning her world upside down. It was the first real kiss, 432 days after we met.