"This matter started because of me, I will explain it clearly to Qinghe, but the matter of apology, I should tell An'an myself, you also know Qinghe's temper." Yan Sunian said.

Tao Qianqian didn't speak.

"This matter has nothing to do with An'an from beginning to end, I hope you can handle your own affairs in the future and don't involve An'an again."

"yes, I know."

"If there is a next time, I may not be able to bear it."

Yan Sunian and Tao Qianqian walked out of the café, Yan Sunian kept looking into the distance silently, and Tao Qianqian followed him silently.

"Don't follow me." Yan Sunian suddenly stopped and turned to Tao Qianqian and said.

"Su Nian, I was wrong." Tao Qianqian looked at Yan Sunian aggrievedly.

"You go back first."

"Can you listen to me explain to you?"

"Explain what?"

"I just wanted to ask you out, because I haven't seen you in a long time."

"Then you can't use the name of An'andi?"

"I didn't mess around, this was what An An agreed to, it's true that this matter is my fault, which caused Qinghe's misunderstanding, but have you ever thought about it? Is it really all on me? If you were honest with Qinghe, things wouldn't be the way they are today. You're hiding it from Qinghe, aren't you? ”

Yan Sunian sighed.

"Actually, I can see that you still have feelings for An'an, don't you?" Tao Qianqian continued.

"You know what?"

"Why don't I understand? Su Nian! You weren't like this before, you've changed. Do you remember? We used to be so good, but now, I can't even see you if I want to, and in the name of An'an, you're willing to come out, aren't you? Is it really my problem alone? ”

"I know, I have my own problems."

"Su Nian, I don't blame you, but I'm really worried about you."

Yan Sunian frowned.

"I think you're confused, do you still like An'an or not, do you still know whether you like An'an or Qinghe? Or did you find Qinghe instead because you couldn't be with An'an? ”

"You talk nonsense!"

"Then why did you and Qinghe be like buddies before, An'an after Qinghe appeared, but you still like An'an, don't you? You can even bow your head to your sister in order to be with An An, this is not the Su Nian I know at all. ”

"Some things aren't as simple as you think."

"Then do you dare to say now that you like An'an more, or do you like Qinghe more?"

"Don't ask me such a childish question!"

"You're just running away!"

Yan Sunian hesitated for a moment, continued to take steps forward, and Tao Qianqian continued to follow.

"I know you're in a bad mood today, let's go have a drink!"

Yan Sunian didn't speak, and the two of them walked in silence until they passed a food stall, Tao Qianqian stepped forward and grabbed Yan Sunian's arm, walked in and found a place to sit down.

"I'll ask for this meal, just as I apologize to you, whether you accept it or not, you still have to give face for drinking, right?"

"Boss, have a case of beer!" Tao Qianqian shouted.

"Okay! Look at the menu. ”

"Let's serve us a few of the signature dishes first."

"Okay, okay, right away!"

Tao Qianqian opened the beer bottle by bottle, stood on the table, she picked up Yan Sunian's wine glass and poured it for him, and poured herself a glass.

"Come on! Today I will accompany you to the end, not drunk and not home! ”

Yan Sunian slowly picked up the wine glass, and the two of them drank it all.

Tao Qianqian continued to pour wine for Yan Su Nian, Yan Su Nian drank another glass, and after a few glasses of wine, Yan Su Nian began to speak.

"Qianqian, do you think I'm retribution?"

"Retribution? Why? Tao Qianqian asked puzzled.

"Before, I didn't take feelings seriously at all, I think the things of men and women are nothing more than what you love and I want, and I will be harmonious, and I will be divided, and I never think it is a big deal, I look down on those who keep saying that love is life, and if you break up and lose love, you have to die or live, but now I have reached this point."

"Who are you doing now?"

"I don't know. I can't even see through myself. ”

"Qinghe didn't break up with you, your lovelorn is obviously an unrequited love for An'an."

"Unrequited love?" Yan Su Nian sighed and sneered, "Yes, I actually want unrequited love, people don't take me seriously at all, I'm still here in a one-man show, do you think I'm ridiculous?" Ridiculous, right? ”

Tao Qianqian didn't answer, and continued to pour wine for Yan Sunian.

"What kind of girls didn't you want before? I'm Yan Su Nian, and there is no shortage of women, but what's wrong with me? Is it aesthetic fatigue? Or is it awakened? ”

"Su Nian, I think you are just thinking about yourself, An An is not such a special girl, such a girl grabs a lot, you can't do this for her, maybe you haven't met the right one yet, you will understand when you meet it." You see, An'an is not in the same world as us. ”

"Isn't it the same world?" Yan Sunian smiled again, "Then what kind of world do we belong to?" ”

"We are all people who have seen the world, we have seen too much, An An is the frog at the bottom of the well, she only has her own small world, we can't figure out many things, even if you are with her, you will be separated in the future, don't you know who is the door? We don't think the same as her, and we are not destined to be the same kind of people. ”

"Frog at the bottom of the well? Why do I think we're the frogs at the bottom of the well? ”

"What do you say? How are we frogs at the bottom of the well, we can be said to be the envy of the high society, you know? Born with a golden key, from childhood to adulthood, where are we not the focus? You don't want to be decadent because of a safe shore. ”

"I don't think I'm decadent now, I think I'm really decadent before me. I think women love money, and no woman can be indifferent in the face of money, but gradually I found out that I was wrong, An'an would not, she had regeneration, even if I had more money than regeneration, she was still indifferent. I used to chase girls with money and dump them with money, but now when I really meet someone I like, I don't even know how to treat her with sincerity, you know? ”

"You still like An'an, can't you let her go?"

"I don't know, I can't figure myself out right now, I'm messy, Qianqian, I'm really messy, I feel like I'm a jerk, you know?"

"Su Nian, don't be like this."

"I know that Qinghe likes me, in fact, I have known it since a long time, and I have been avoiding it, because An'an I don't like to accept anyone casually, but An'an just won't accept me, what can I do?"

"Then do you like Qinghe or not?"

Yan Su Nian pursed her lips, her eyes were a little fluttering, "I like it, so I think I'm a bastard, can I like two people at the same time?" No, it's because you can't get a safe shore and settle for the second. It's really unfair to me to Qinghe like this. ”

"There is nothing fair or unfair about feelings, and there is no right or wrong. If you don't like Qinghe, don't delay others. ”

Yan Su Nian was obviously a little drunk, although he didn't drink much, according to the amount of alcohol he drank on weekdays, it was not enough to drink, but he had a feeling that "if the wine is not drunk, everyone will get drunk".

"Do you know how bitter I am in my heart? I really like An'an, I love it. I've never liked someone so much, but why would God torture me like this? The only one, also to be deprived? ”

"Su Nian, you're drunk!" Hearing Yan Sunian say this, Tao Qianqian couldn't listen to it anymore, and felt pain in her heart.

"I'm not drunk! Qianqian, tell me, is this my retribution? Yes? I used to play with feelings, but now I'm being played with by feelings, right? ”

"Then you plan to face Qinghe like this in the future?"

"I don't know, I really don't know." Yan Sunian shook his head and squeezed his eyes hard.

"The first time I met An'an, I knew I was done, and there were some things I couldn't control. I even hope that Qinghe can return to Reborn's side so that he can give up An'an to me, because I can't take him. ”

"Green Lotus and Regeneration?"

"It's a long story, anyway, they used to have an inexplicable fate. Qinghe and I are both sick and sympathetic, but my favorite person can't be with me. Yan Sunian sneered, "When it's even more ridiculous, our favorite people are a couple, so we naturally became a couple!" Do you know what it's called? Lovelorn Alliance! Right! Qinghe and I are a lovelorn alliance! She must still have rebirth in her heart. ”

"It turns out that Qinghe is better off with regeneration, so shouldn't she still like regeneration now?" Tao Qianqian suddenly grabbed a very important piece of information, and thought, oh my God, she didn't know such exciting news until today.

"Who knows? So shouldn't I feel guilty? We just use each other, each takes what he needs, she needs me to forget about regeneration, I need her to forget about regeneration, right? ”

"Yes, she must still like to be reborn, otherwise she wouldn't hate An An so much, what needs to be slapped by someone, it's terrible this woman."

"I wish it was me, maybe I'll be sober. Poor An'an suffered for me. ”

"Then why are you still with Qinghe? Is that interesting to you? There is another person living in each other's hearts, do you still have to act together so reluctantly? ”

"Yes, acting, acting has been acting from the beginning, who knew that it would turn out to be true, and it would go around in such a big circle, and in the end it would end up like this."

"Su Nian, I really don't want to see you like this."

Yan Sunian began to pour wine again, and Tao Qianqian held his hand to stop him. "Don't drink it, you eat some food and drink it again!"

Tao Qianqian brought his wine glass to her. "Su Nian, I don't think you were wrong before, and you are not wrong now, you are just confused because you can't get it, in fact, what you can't get is not necessarily the best, you should look at the people around you, the people who have been with you all the time are the most important thing do you understand?"

"Someone around?" Yan Sunian's cheeks were already crimson, and he shook his head and looked at the front of him, "Where's my wine glass?" I'm going to drink! Boss! ”

"Stop shouting! Don't drink it either! You're already drunk! ”

"Who said I was drunk? I can still drink, you give me the cup! Yan Su Nian said and took her cup from Tao Qianqian.

"Eh!" Tao Qianqian just wanted to stop it, but Yan Sunian had already drunk it all.

"Call Qinghe!" Yan Sunian said suddenly.

"What?"

"Call, call her, ask her why she slapped An'an, I must have an explanation today!"

"Oh, good!" Tao Qianqian's expression was not a big deal when she looked lively.