CHAPTER XVI
Robosch had messy hair and hung his head down.
The cuffs were lowered by him again, and the long white cloth hung down, like snow in early winter, covering everything in the world.
He didn't admit it, but he didn't deny it either.
A wave of anger rushed straight to my heart, I can't wait to pick up the board at this moment and knock Feng Dan out of the national prison.
But Robosch stopped me.
He cried.
I've never seen a man cry so sadly.
Fu Shuye didn't, he would only howl.
Fu Zhiliang didn't either, his tears were very hidden.
But Luo Boshi's tears are like spring thunder, depressed but presumptuous.
He was crying and breathless, his whole body was trembling slightly, his slender dark eyebrows and his big wet eyes were looking at me.
Tears rolled down his cheeks, dripping on the corners of his mouth, on his chest, and on the ground.
He grabbed my sleeve and didn't want me to deal with Feng Dan, he cried pitifully, cried into my heart, and cried softly my heart.
Silently wring out the hand towel.
I don't know how many of them were wet by his crying, I feel really distressed to see it, Luo Boshi is already thin, and the volume of the curled up body is like the rhubarb at the entrance of Luxian Village.
Listen to him babbling, talk about his life experience, and talk about the scars on his body.
Luo Boshi's family was in the middle of the road, and the number of people was scarce, and when he reached his generation, there was only an eighty-year-old grandmother left, who relied on weaving straw baskets to provide him with education.
His aunt's eyes were broken in the early years, and she was stupid, and she fell into the river in the middle of the night until she was floating, and she was not discovered.
Now his grandmother's eyes are broken.
Robosch cried and said that his grandmother's eyes were broken because he stayed up all night weaving straw baskets, and it was because he was bad.
The officials in the township always drove away the grandmother who set up the stall, smashed the woven straw basket, and robbed the grandmother of her income.
The official said that it was illegal gains, and the official said that the grandmother had encroached on the road.
Robosch hated it so much that he picked up the burning stick several times and wanted to fight them desperately.
But the literati are weak, do they hold the pen and the sword?
Grandma was afraid that he would cause trouble and that he would be bullied, so she took over the stall and made a living by working for others.
But Grandma is over eighty years old, and she can't do manual work, so she can only work at home as some female workers and take them to the shop for money.
The owner of the shop dislikes Grandma's slow work and always deducts wages.
Grandma had to bend down to the door to beg for it, but she was inevitably pushed.
Tears rolled out of Robosch's red eyes, brushing down his cheeks on both sides, and he was still talking, sentence after sentence, and kept talking, and his voice was hoarse.
Crying, crying all over the room.
"I can't cause trouble, I can't... If I am kicked out, Grandma has no hope, I must get ahead, and I must give Grandma a good life! Robosch clenched his fists and begged, "Sir... Just... Change the house for me... I don't want to provoke Feng Dan... I just want to settle down my job assignments. β
A sour feeling came to my heart, and the appearance of Rob Shi in front of me was deeply pierced in my heart.
"Then the injuries on your body were all caused by Feng Dan?"
Luo Boshi shook his head: "Most of them were done by the squire, every time I returned home on a holiday, and when I met my grandmother being bullied, I couldn't help but theorize, but... But there are so many of them..."
His voice faded, but I heard it with rage.
"Why did Feng Dan pull you out?"
"Because... Because I'm going to cry... The wound hurts again..."
Luo Boshi raised his eyes, and quickly lowered his head: "He only thinks I'm noisy." β
"They are all robbers and bandits. β
When he first joined the National Prison, Luo Boshi only thought that he had met like-minded students.
You can talk highly, you can point to the country, and you can talk about it.
But I don't know that friendship in this world is also divided into classes.
is constantly ridiculed for poor and sour clothes, reluctant to use familiar paper and ink, and cold when bathing without even soap horns.
Let Robosch constantly be excluded, teased, and bullied.
Gradually, he stopped opening his mouth to speak.
Gradually, he got used to being robbed of what he was supposed to be.
Gradually, he took on all the work and carried all the black pots on his back.
Robosch said he just wanted to get out of school.
Robosch also said that he just wanted Grandma to stop being bullied.
When the rooster crows at dawn, I wiped away my tears.
took Luo Boshi to clarify the master book and changed the dormitory for him.
He personally selected an empty dormitory and allowed him to live alone until next year, when new students were enrolled.
Robosch was grateful, and with his eyes as red and swollen as peaches from crying, he wanted to bow to me.
But I still don't think it's enough.
At the ready-to-wear store, he chose a new set of clothes for Robosch and refreshed himself.
took the copper plate of the Guozijian and returned to his hometown with Luo Boshi.
went straight to the yamen and clarified his identity.
Qin Township on the outskirts of Beijing is located in a remote area, and few court officials come to meet them, and they are surprised to learn that the county personally went out to greet them.
I was seated all the way, and I didn't talk nonsense, and I made my intentions clear.
"Luo Boshi is an outstanding student of our college, and he has a lot of disturbances when he comes to visit today, and he intends to implore the county magistrate to take more care of his family."
The magistrate was confused, and the military advisor beside him was even more unclear.
Luo Boshi stepped forward and told all the things about Grandma.
Zhixian's face was red and white for a while, and he was very good-looking.
In just a moment, the military advisor escorted a few officials into the house, and Luo Boshi identified it for a moment and determined the candidate.
This is the person who has been bullying Grandma.
Xu is to do it for me to see, maybe the magistrate feels ashamed.
He gave a heavy order, ordered thirty boards, and personally took our group to Grandma's shop.
was so scared that the owner of the shop couldn't wait to give all the cash in the store to Grandma.
Everyone was happy.
Grandma's eyes were cloudy, rubbing my hand, and the old man's mouth was full of words of thanks.
Robosch looked at me with reverence.
Grandma asked Robos to kneel down and kowtow to me, telling him to listen to and learn from me, but I couldn't stop it, so I had to bear it.
Looking around, the four walls of the house, except for the female red supplies when grandma was working, there was only a bamboo chair, a broken wooden table, and even the bed was just a straw mat on the ground.
There were not even stone slabs on the ground, just yellow clay surfaces, and the occasional ant hurried by.
This is the home of Robosch from childhood to adulthood.
Grandma said that the table and chair were exchanged for the straw basket she had woven for a few days, and they were used by Luo Boshi for reading.
I saw Robosch clenching Grandma's hand tightly and not saying a word.
inexplicably thought of the father and aunt who were originally in Lu County.
Luo Boshi's heart is equal to me, who doesn't want to get ahead and bring a better life to his family, I think no one can understand him better than me.
The world is full of fragrant flowers in April, and the peach blossoms in the mountain temple are in full bloom.
Fu Shuye came with a letter.
He said that Daddy was going to sell the medical center, and he was getting older and didn't want to do it anymore.
A-Niang accepted another batch of students and earned a lot of silver, and the family can make up sixty or seventy taels piecemeal, I don't know if it can be enough for the down payment of the second hospital?
It suddenly occurred to me that I had wanted to buy a house in the capital.
And Chinese New Year's Eve is just a casual conversation, but Daddy and Auntie remember it in their hearts.
I think I'm too worry-free, and my immature thoughts are thrown out like this, disturbing my father and aunt unstable.
With the guilt in his heart, he wrote back, bluntly saying that the yard had been sold, but after thinking about it, I was afraid that they would be annoyed and slow to make money.
After thinking about it, I didn't know how to reply to the letter, so I had to lie that the yard was very ugly and not suitable for purchase, so I put it aside for the time being.
I rekindled my fighting spirit.
Even though Lin Wanyun is as annoying as a rat poop in the courtyard, I have developed the ability to ignore it.
Luo Boshi's homework is good, although he is not as good as Fan Dangsheng, but in the new batch of students, he is considered to be top-notch.
Since he was far away from Feng Dan, he was much more cheerful, and under my instruction, Feng Dan sat back in his original seat, Luo Boshi was originally thin and small, and he couldn't see the lesson plan at all when he sat in the back row.
And Feng Dan, when he knew that Luo Boshi was living alone, he was even more jealous.
I sued him fiercely in front of the main book, if it weren't for the intercession of his father, Feng Yuanyang, the treasurer of the Ministry of Industry, the merit book would be indispensable.
The days went by peacefully.
Until one day, Robosch suddenly took a leave of absence and did not return.
I went to Qin Township from memory, and the original leaky hut was hung with white cloth, and when I pushed the door in, there was no one.
After asking around, I finally found Luo Boshi wearing a white cloth in the back mountain.
He knelt upright, with a stone tablet in front of him, and I suddenly had a bad expectation.
Grandma died.
Although he relied on a small official position, he let the magistrate give face and punish the deceptives.
But I was naΓ―ve, I just thought that I could save my grandmother by doing this, but I never thought that people are vindictive.
used to be only promised, but it was just strong power, but Luo Boshi and I couldn't take care of Grandma all the time.
Grandma broke her eyes and couldn't take care of herself, but every time she went out, she was deliberately set up a roadblock.
Fall, get up, fall again.
It wasn't until the neighbors couldn't stand it, helped out, and sent a message to Robosch that he knew.
Grandma was bullied like this, and she relied on reading Luo Boshi's breath to survive to the end.
Robosch dropped out of school.
On the day he left, the sun was sunny and the wind was mild, and when he looked out of the window, there were fine and white clouds resting on a transparent blue sky, like embroidery on a veil.
I remember him standing in the middle of the courtyard, holding a small bag of luggage, looking up at the sky.
After a long time, he grinned, and that was the first time he had smiled in all these days.
He said that the cloud was like a female red embroidered by Grandma.
He said that Grandma would only embroider one pattern, which was daffodils, which symbolized reunion.
Grandma is looking forward to reuniting with him as soon as possible and not having to be separated again.
It was I who helped him go through the suspension procedures, and he said that he would take his grandmother's ashes to see the great rivers and mountains.
Grandma's eyes are broken, and he is Grandma's eyes.
Grandma, who has worked hard all her life and has never been out of Qinxiang, is now led by her most beloved grandson, and she should also take a look at the style of this world.
On the day he left, I went to see him off.
watched him go from cowardice, to self-confidence, and now lifeless.
I don't think I helped him, but I hurt him.
If I hadn't stabbed me horizontally, even if the days were sad, there would always be hope, Grandma would still be waiting for him in Qinxiang, and he would still work hard with Grandma's expectations.
And I, ruined it all.