He sighed, a little self-deprecating, "My father is not a responsible man, he never says he loves her, but he always greedily accepts all the goodness and tenderness she gives. He was not a competent father either, and I grew up with a missing impression of my father, and I rarely saw him, except that I knew that every time my mother met him, she would always cry. I didn't know what she was crying about, but it made me sad to see her cry.

I tried to comfort her, but she always held me, held me tightly, and wouldn't let me break free. Later when I grew up, my mother got sick, she started taking a lot of medicine, and she couldn't sleep night after night, and I always looked at her looking at the gate, and her eyes were very empty and unfocused. I asked her what she was looking at, and she never said. I later learned that she was waiting for the man she couldn't wait for, the man who had failed her all her life.

I don't like that man, she dragged down her mother all her life, and her mother fell out with her family when she was young, just to marry him, who knew that after marriage, there were countless quarrels, and there was no Qin Se and Ming that she wanted.

Only then did she know that after a man got married, he would really become, and the love he said before would soon be no longer loved, and the previous vows could also be regarded as a joke, which he denied.

She was very painful, she wanted to give up countless times, wanted to end this marriage, but she was reluctant, she loved this man miserably, she loved so much that she couldn't accept the days without him, she would rather accept his alienation, his indifference, she even thought, as long as he was still by her side.

But later, others also ran away, and he had another woman, and she saw on his face the tenderness and sweetness that she had for herself back then, but now she was facing others.

She finally decided to divorce, thinking that she would see him feel a little guilty, but no, he even thought of competing with her for me, and she realized at that time that this man really had no heart.

For so many years, even a stone should be covered with heat, she washed her hands and made soup for him, worked hard to support the company, and selflessly dedicated herself to this small family, but he never saw it.

She took the medicine and cried again tonight, and she told me that she regretted it, that she shouldn't have fallen in love with such a person, that it just hurt me. He told me not to be like him, and not to let other girls follow in her footsteps. ”

He suddenly chuckled and whispered to the other end of the phone, "Susu, it's good to have you now, otherwise I really don't know what I will become." I felt like I was going mad with torture, I hated my father's ruthlessness, and I was angry at my mother's inferiority.

But who can say what kind of person he must be in love. Maybe they really loved each other before, but they have all sailed through a thousand sails, and they don't even have the first affection.

Susu, you'll always be there for me, right? ”

There was some bitterness and caution in his words, and Su He felt his heart hurt violently. He had never said so much in one breath, he talked about his parents' love and hate, but the words were full of sadness.

The emotional discord between his parents over the years is not a kind of torture for Gu Xuran, just imagine how much he doubts love when he has lived under the quarrel of his parents since he was a child.

That's why he was so cautious when he met him, very careful and serious, and confirmed his feelings for himself, so he dared to face it and fight for it.

She suddenly wanted to hug the boy and soothe his fragile emotions, but they were now far apart, and they could only rely on the phone to convey their thoughts.

Su He had never said something so seriously, but now she was extremely serious and her tone was firm, "Gu Xuran, listen, I, Su He, will never leave you for the rest of my life, I will definitely accompany you forever and let you be a happy person."

You don't have to question my feelings, I was the first to move between the two of us, this relationship is the first thing I started, and I will never give it up.

Before I met you, I never believed in the rest of my life, but after I met you, I just wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, I just wanted to look at your voice and smile for the rest of my life, watch you laugh, and cry with you.

Therefore, I will tell you certainly, certainly, and with certainty, Gu Xuran, please don't doubt my heart for you, I will definitely always be with you. ”

Su He finished speaking quickly, gasping for breath a little hurriedly, the other end of the phone was very quiet, she was a little anxious, "You fool, did you hear what I said?" ”

"I hear you." His voice seemed to be as sunny as before, and there was no longer a bit of gloom, "I'm glad that my Su Su has always loved me so firmly, and I am already full of fighting spirit." I also want to tell you that this relationship is not the beginning of you, and you are not the only one who was tempted by the school playground that night. ”

Su He smiled, "Then we fell in love with each other at first sight, right?" ”

"Yes."

"Then I'm braver than you, because I took the initiative."

"Yes, Susu is the bravest. Are you still at home? ”

"yes, I'm here to play with them, it's so boring to be alone at home."

"You have to go back early, it's late, I remember that there is still a little distance between your house and Yancuo's house."

Su He didn't care, "It's okay, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, every household is brightly lit, and the streets are bright, don't worry." ”

But he didn't follow, "No, go back early, don't let me worry." And uncle is home alone, can you bear it? ”

She couldn't resist him, so she had to reluctantly agree, "Okay, okay, I'll play for a while and I'll go back, don't worry." ”

Only then did he feel relieved, looking at the sky outside the window, the fireworks kept blooming, bright and gorgeous, making people yearn, he thought of that lovely girl, "Happy New Year, Susu." ”

Her voice was a little light, "Happy New Year, I'm happy today, but if you have me with me, I think I'll be a little happier." ”

"Soon, Susu, I'll come to you in a few days, you have a good place at home, eat well and rest well, raise yourself fat, don't lose weight."

Yancuo pouted a little embarrassedly, "You don't know me yet, when did I lose weight, I still want to lose weight, it's much better than Yancuo's fat." ”

"You don't need to lose weight, you're good like this, I'm comfortable to hold. Health is the most important thing, and words are too thin and not good. ”

Su He secretly covered his mouth and smiled at the phone, "Is it really good for you to say bad things like this, be careful that Yu Muyang doesn't let you go." ”

He disagreed, "I'm telling the truth, and I think you're the best." ”