Chapter 127: Love on the Cliff
"Okay, embroider your name too. You have to embroider well, if the embroidery is not good, I will let you re-embroider. ”
"Okay, got it." She smiled and poked him lightly on the forehead.
"Ouch! My head, my head hurts! He suddenly held his forehead and shouted with a frown.
"Ahh What's wrong? What's wrong? It's all my fault, I shouldn't have poked your head, didn't I hurt you. Ruojun was anxious, holding his head helplessly, but he hugged her waist and buried his face in her chest.
"Haha, I lied to you." He looked up and smiled.
Ruojun was so angry and funny by him, she patted him on the shoulder, she really loved him, and with him, no matter how hard the days were, they could be full of laughter.
And when he is with her, he will become tender, innocent, humorous, and easily restore his true nature, because he knows that she will love him like a mother, love him like a wife, and rely on him like a daughter, and he has no pressure with Mei Ruojun, he can be coquettish, he can lose his temper, he can be naughty, he can play treasure, and he can even be presumptuous.
And these in front of Cheng Jiaqi, he can't do it, Jiaqi is very noble, very dignified, let him respect, but also make him awe, in front of Jiaqi, he must be a mature man, she always teaches him how to behave in the world, always reminds him to be steady and tactful, let him be a person who is completely opposite to his nature, so in front of Jiaqi, he always has to wear a mask.
With Ruojun, he can pamper her, bully her, and then make her laugh, but with Cheng Jiaqi, he can only be serious, either talking about national affairs, officialdom, or interpersonal relationships, he always feels that Jiaqi is more like his teacher, partner, partner than lover. That's how these two women give him very different feelings.
Ruojun kissed his sexy lips, looked at the clock on the low cabinet, it was almost four o'clock, was silent for a few seconds, sighed softly and said, "I should go." ”
"No, no!" In the misty light and shadow, he searched for her figure in panic and grabbed her arm.
"If I don't leave, Jiaqi will be back, I ...... I don't have the face to see her. And no matter how late it is, I'm afraid that Xiaohui won't find me when he returns to the cabin, and it's another turmoil, Ruikang, promise me that I must recover well and don't give up on myself. ”
"I don't care, I don't want to care about anything, if you leave me, I'll ...... I'll just ...... Don't take medicine and don't talk to anyone. "He's a childish scoundrel again.
After a while, he said with a painful face: "After so many years, things have to be resolved, we even have children, and we still have to be sneaky like this?" Ruojun, I want to divorce Jiaqi, and you also leave Ding Xiaohui, let's break through all the shackles together, okay? We can't always take into account their feelings, we have done our best, in order to repay their kindness, I married Jiaqi, you married Ding Xiaohui, what else? Can't we think for ourselves in this life? ”
He forgot the promise he had made in front of Jiaqi's hospital bed, because he was tortured to death by this loveless marriage, yes, he wanted to be a negative man, he didn't want to be a saint, a great man, a good man, he just wanted to take his beloved women and children away from the chaos of the world and live their own lives.
"No, no, we owe them, we have to pay back. I just want you to live well, as long as you live, I can live. Let me go, what I've done today has gone too far. I'm really scared. She struggled to break free from his grasp.
But his big hand held her tightly like iron tongs, not letting her have the slightest chance to escape, and said excitedly: "Ruojun, I am already covered in injuries, I have a headache that is about to explode every day, and my eyes are blind, even if God wants to punish us, this is enough!" Enough is enough! He shouted loudly, shouting out the grievances that had been suppressed in his chest for many years.
"Even if you don't think about it, what about Nian'an? Our son, do you really want him to be surnamed Ding from now on? I am his father, I love him, I have the right to love him, no matter how good Ding Xiaohui is, he can't take away my son! He roared.
When it came to children, Mei Ruojun hesitated, looking at the beautiful and beautiful Xiao Nian'an on the bed, he was looking at Ruikang with dark eyes, and his mouth seemed to be talking.
"Ruojun, I love you and our children. I can't afford to lose you. Although Jiaqi is good, I can't give her happiness, because I have you in my heart, no matter how good Ding Xiaohui is, you can't give him happiness, because you have me in your heart. You wouldn't be here today, would you? Ruojun, listen to me, don't be afraid, we're done with all this, and our family of three will find a place to live a good life. ”
Ruojun was dizzy by what he said, he was originally just coming to see him and trying to cheer him up, how could it evolve into ending two marriages? But Ruikang's words made her heart move, yes, how she missed the brief happy time in the little attic, and she was thinking about it with her head down.
There was a knock on the door, which scared both of them half to death, and their hearts beat to their throats, and the storm was coming! The storm is coming! The two of them have the same feeling, their whole bodies are tense, Ruikang still clung to her, he has made up his mind to stab everything, even if Cheng Jiaqi and Ding Xiaohui rush into the door now, he doesn't care, he must get her, he must return their mother and son to him, he has made up his mind, and instantly feels that his body is full of strength.
Ruojun was very panicked, but he also vaguely felt that what Ruikang said was the only way out, everything had to be decided, all people had to face it, and his big hand gave her a powerful power, inspiring her will.
The people who knocked on the door and came in were not the people they thought they needed to be waiting for, Song Yuanyang slowly walked in with a smile on his face: "I'm sorry, I heard some of your conversations. I'm happy for your family of three to be reunited, Ruikang is right, since you love each other, you have to break through the shackles, don't be afraid that the resistance is very strong, as long as you persevere, things will always be resolved. ”
"Song Yuanyang? Why are you helping us? Ruikang asked.
"Hehe, the matter between you and me can't be discussed until you are fully recovered, and you shouldn't worry too much about your current state."
Song Yuanyang took a cigar between his fingers, put it in his mouth and took a puff and said, "However, Ruikang, I think you should let Ruojun go back first." I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, you are both family people at present, my suggestion is that you each dissolve your marriage, and then come to convince Uncle Zhou, you have such a lovely child as Xiao Nian'an in hand, I think Uncle Zhou will compromise even if he doesn't look at the monk's face. ”
Ruikang was very puzzled why Song Yuanyang wanted to help him like this, and looked in his direction suspiciously.
Song Yuanyang continued: "Don't worry, I will find a way to let you meet, with all due respect, your love has a bumpy road ahead, and you need to have a firm belief in each other to overcome all obstacles, otherwise the rest of your life can only be the end of the long sigh of the moon." ”
Song Yuanyang's words made Ruikang and Ruojun fall into deep thought, maybe his words were right, although the tribulations they went through were mostly external factors, but there was no problem between them? Although they love each other deeply, they do not believe in each other, they are suspicious of each other, and they avoid each other.
Both of them looked at each other with some shame, Ruojun stroked Ruikang's cheek and said softly: "I think what Mr. Song said is reasonable, but my heart is very messy now, Ruikang, let me go back first, let me be quiet, let me think about how to speak to Xiaohui." ”
Ruikang sighed, pouted, and said, "Okay, then you can't change your mind." I know Ding Xiaohui's strength. ”
"You're like this again, I've changed my mind, what are you doing here?"
"I don't care, you promise." He took her hand and said coquettishly.
"Okay, okay, I promise." Ruojun glanced at Song Yuanyang who was standing at the door with a smile, and promised embarrassedly.
Song Yuanyang laughed: "I can't imagine that Zhou Ruikang, who is so brave on the battlefield and is not afraid of death, still has this side." If the chairman of the committee saw this scene, I don't know if he would be so surprised that his jaw dropped on the table. ”
"You care about us, it's boudoir fun." Zhou Ruikang smiled, helplessly let go of Ruojun's arm, picked up Xiao Nian'an on the bed, hugged him tightly in his arms, kissed and kissed, and shouted "baby son, heart and liver son".
"Don't worry, I like adult beauty, and if I can help you, I will definitely help you." Song Yuanyang bent his eyes and said.
Ruojun put Nian'an on his back, took out a small bag of "plum blossom crisp" from his pocket and put it in Ruikang's hand and said: "This is plum blossom crisp, eat a piece if the medicine is too bitter." Ruikang took her hand: "Make me more next time." ”
"Good!" She looked at his misty and blurry, unfocused eyes, her heart ached, she kissed his cheek gently, reluctantly parted from Ruikang, put on a big mask, followed behind Song Yuanyang, went out of the "Homesick Garden", and personally drove Mei Ruojun back to Jinyun Mountain.
"I knew you could revive Zhou Ruikang, he, a natural lover, hehe, only love can save him." Song Yuanyang held the steering wheel with one hand, and popped the ash of his cigar out of the window with the other, and said with some smugness.
Mei Ruojun looked at the scenery flying by outside the window, sighed, her thoughts slowly returned to reality, no matter how fierce love is, how to face the reality?
Ding Xiaohui, Ding Xiaohui, how can I tell Ding Xiaohui that I want to be free? Thinking of all kinds of kindness in the past, she was full of sorrow, she was affectionate to Ding Xiaohui, she didn't know how to explain this complex feeling, they once swore to the moon, exchanged Geng posts, and wrote love poems.
Is what Song Yuanyang said really right? Mei Ruojun will be skeptical, he seems to be a person who puts love first, but life is not only about love, people are very complex creatures, and human feelings are very complex emotions.
Yes, she loves Ruikang, the sun and the moon can be seen, and she will not swerve until death, but what about Xiaohui? Didn't she love him at all? No, although her love for Ding Xiaohui is not as warm as her love for Ruikang, she can't deny that she loves Ding Xiaohui, his beautiful appearance, affectionate eyes, gentle tone, considerate hug, and the experience of his dependence on each other, how can the word love explain clearly.
"You can't be too greedy." Song Yuanyang seemed to see her contradiction, and said lightly, spinning the steering wheel and turning the car.
"I'm not greedy, I can't face it. I owe Xiaohui too much, you don't understand. ”
"Hmm...... If Zhou Ruikang and Ding Xiaohui both fell off the cliff, and you could only save one person, who would you save? Song Yuanyang delicately asked the most difficult question from his mouth, and after asking, he glanced at her.
Ruojun was stunned, and kept asking herself in her mind, for a long time, she frowned with difficulty, and her lips trembled slightly: "I will save Xiaohui, and then jump down with Ruikang." ”
The corners of Song Yuanyang's mouth raised a smile: "Hehe, look, the answer is obvious, you are just kind to Ding Xiaohui, you want to repay the favor, you are love to Ruikang, Ruikang is the person you want to live and die with in your heart, isn't it?" ”
Mei Ruojun turned her head to look at him, she had never taken a good look at this Song Yuanyang, and the rough impression was that this man was very fashionable, well-dressed, very educated, and with innate nobility, but she never noticed that behind the lenses were a pair of eyes full of knowledge and wisdom.
A simple question and a simple explanation of his suddenly made Mei Ruojun's emotional belonging completely clear.
The car stopped at the foot of the mountain, Song Yuanyang turned his head to look at her, and said, "Okay, it's here, it's time for you to make a decision on the edge of the cliff." If I have the chance, I will arrange for you to meet with Ruikang. ”
Ruojun hung her head and didn't answer, she didn't know if she should see Ruikang again, and her heart was simply a mess.
Stepping on the winding and narrow stone steps, Mei Ruojun slowly walked up the mountain, every step she took, her mood was heavy, if she wanted to be with Ruikang, she would inevitably set off a bigger storm, this storm was more terrible than any before, she had to give up everything she had now, Ding Xiaohui's love, a peaceful life, everything had to be overturned and restarted.
She walked through a wood, came to the cabin, looked at the cabin in a daze, she remembered that Ding Xiaohui escorted her all the way from Beiping to Chongqing, and was almost killed by shells several times on the way, remembering that Ding Xiaohui studied medical books day and night, collecting herbs, just to keep herself alive, remembering Ding Xiaohui's one-handed repair of this cabin, as well as the small vegetable garden behind the house, the radishes, greens, and beans they planted together have grown tender green buds.
She shook her head, and the more she thought about it, the more headaches she had. took out the key from his pocket, only to find that the wooden door was not locked, and when he pushed the door in, he saw Ding Xiaohui standing in front of the window smoking, and the window door was wide open.
She subconsciously jumped and let out an "ah" sound, Ding Xiaohui turned his face sideways and chuckled: "I scared you?" ”
"No, it's not...... I just didn't expect you to come back so early. The more she spoke, the quieter she became, like a woman caught raped by her husband.
Entered the house, untied Xiao Nian'an, and put it in the cradle, she was exhausted, her head hurt, and she wanted to rest, but she knew that he must have something to say to her.
"Do you wish I hadn't come back so soon, or better yet, I never came back." He turned to look at her.
With the light on his back, his face was pitch black, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, Ruojun shook his head and said weakly: "How come?" ”
"May I ask where you've been?" He stared at her.
"'Homesick Garden'." She didn't hide it from him.
"See him?"
"Yes."
"He's sober?"
"Yes." Mei Ruojun replied honestly.
"Hehe......" He sneered twice, his laughter was full of bitterness: "Okay, good, good, very honest, it seems that you have discussed and stopped, and you have already made a decision." So, what are you waiting for? Tell me what you think, do you want to get a divorce? Do you want to go back to his arms? "He's getting louder.