Leng Xingyun stood up, looked at the snow in the distance, and said lightly: "It doesn't matter who I am. ”

"It's just not important to you, and to me, it's not that important, but ...... It makes a lot of sense. ”

Su Xiaojing said, looking at Leng Xingyun with a pleading gaze, and continued: "Since we were buried by an avalanche that day, and our classmates were all parasitic with snow lice in their bodies and left one by one, how could Fang Zhou and I be an exception?

So, you just think that in the next few hours, Ark and I will also die, and we won't have a chance to pass on what you say to others, can you answer me? ”

Leng Xingyun still looked at the distant sky and snow, and was silent for a while, and when Su Xiaojing's warm wait gradually turned into cold disappointment, Leng Xingyun slowly spoke.

"I'm a person who shouldn't be in this world. No family, no lovers, no enemies, no friends...... There were, but they were all dead.

I also want to know, who and where is my real identity and family? But those have long been annihilated in the dust of history. And I, in the long river of history, have spent more than 1,100 years. Leng Xingyun said bitterly.

"More than 1,100 years?" Su Xiaojing asked in surprise, "So, you are already more than one thousand and one hundred years old?" ”

Leng Xingyun nodded slowly.

"It turns out that the legend of immortality is true?" Su Xiaojing stood up, looked up and down around Leng Xingyun as if she had discovered a new continent, and said with a happy smile: "I really envy you, you are already so good-looking, and you still have an ageless appearance."

This is what many people have paid for from ancient times to the present, and they have dreamed of it but have not been able to ask for it! You are not a person who should not exist in this world, but a magical existence to the whole world, like a fairy! ”

"It is indeed a magical existence, as for a god-like existence? You're exalting me too much. Leng Xingyun looked sideways at Su Xiaojing, who was standing side by side with him, "You, you admire people like me very much?" ”

Su Xiaojing smiled and nodded.

"A person like me is not worthy of being worshipped, not to mention that what you worship is not me, but me who can live forever."

"Is there a difference?"

"On the surface, it seems to be nothing, but in fact it is essentially different. If I were just an ordinary person who would live, grow old, sick and die, and have no great achievements in my life, would you still worship me? ”

Su Xiaojing bowed her head in shame and replied honestly and softly: "No." ”

"Thank you for your honesty and prove that I was right about you." Leng Xingyun sighed: "Immortality, although it does exist, it is rare. I don't dare to say that I am the only one in the world, but I certainly can't find a few.

If you're still alive, you're either like me, unable to have a permanent place to live, and wandering around. Or, for fear of being discovered, hide in a deserted place, and live a primitive life alone.

Therefore, immortality is not a good thing, but a sin. Who will bear and save the sins that have been created for eternal life, the sins that have been borne by eternal life?

The answer is that the immortals have to bear all the consequences alone, trying to save others and redeem themselves, but they cannot be saved by others.

After listening to my explanation, do you still envy Changsheng and a thousand-year-old face like me? ”

Su Xiaojing raised her head and looked at Leng Xingyun with a smile and sympathy, "I understand, there will be gains and losses." Although you have gained immortality, you have lost the emotions and happiness that ordinary people can have.

It must be a terrible and lonely thing to watch the people around you die of old age, but you can live for a long, long time, so long that you can watch the batches of people around you leave you forever.

Just imagining it, it already feels terrible, helpless, lonely, and lonely. ”

Leng Xingyun was silent for a while, turned around to leave, and was stopped by Su Xiaojing: "Please wait a minute, can you ...... Sit with me for a while, not even if you don't say a word, just stay with me silently for a while like before. ”

Leng Xingyun thought that Su Xiaojing was a dying person, so he agreed.

Until the sky turned dark, Su Xiaojing got up and smiled: "Thank you, you are so good." If I die tonight, divide the items in my gear bag that are useful to you. ”

After Su Xiaojing ran back to the tent, she threw the equipment bag out of the tent, and then lay down to remember the past, quietly waiting for the moment when the snow lice broke out......

When Leng Xingyun entered Zhang Fan and Qian Lang's tent and concisely explained what Su Xiaojing had said to him, the two of them were immediately surprised.

"Awesome, Leng Nebula!" Qian Lang gave a thumbs up in admiration and asked curiously, "What special method did you use to make an introverted person like Su Xiaojing explain so many things to you openly and honestly?" ”

"There's no particular way." Leng Xingyun said: "The main thing is that I have enough patience, as well as the observation of her in the past three days, I have a rough understanding of her personality. I believe that she will say it, and she will naturally say it. ”

"Is that so?" Zhang Fan was skeptical: "But how do I think, it seems to be you...... Just sit quietly with her like that, and be happy with her, what is she willing to say? ”

That's right, but it's not entirely true. She and I are both lonely and lonely people, so we will have some sympathy for the past......" Leng Xingyun saw that the two of them had a bad smile on their faces, but they didn't react, and asked puzzledly: "What's so funny?" ”

"Leng Xingyun, are you sure it's the past, not the heart? Mind and body attract? Or opposites attract? Qian Lang's smile was not only bad, but also cheap, which made Leng Xingyun feel the urge to hit him.

Leng Xingyun took a deep breath, glanced at Qian Lang, and even with Zhang Fan, he didn't want to deal with it anymore, closed his eyes cross-legged, and stopped making a sound.

Until dawn, the three of them didn't hear anything coming from the Ark and Su Xiaojing's tent, proving that they were all alive.

But just when Zhang Fan and Qian Lang guessed that Fang Zhou and Su Xiaojing might be the lucky ones who did not have parasitic snow lice in their bodies, they suddenly heard Fang Zhou's terrible screams and shouted: "Ding Rou, you wait for me, I'll come to you!" ……”

The three of them ran over and saw the situation in the tent, and like Xiao Jin, Kong Xiaoyi and others, they couldn't help but shake their heads and sigh.

At this time, Su Xiaojing had already come to their side, and said with tears and a smile: "Fang Zhou, I have been your underground lover for three years, there is one thing I didn't dare to tell you, and there is a sentence that I have always wanted to ask but have never dared to ask."

Now that you're dying, I'll tell you, I've had five births for you in three years, and the doctor says I probably won't get pregnant again. So, can you honestly answer me, have you ever loved me, even if it's just a little bit of love? ”

"Right...... No...... Rise...... Quietly, if ...... There is a next life, no...... Want...... Again...... Meet me! ”

After Fang Zhou finished speaking, Su Xiaojing turned around and ran away crying.