Chapter 21: Estrangement
When I went home in the afternoon, An'an and Regeneration stood together in the car and didn't speak for a long time. Because I don't know what to say. An An looked at his side face, his eyes drooping, as if he had something on his mind.
He subconsciously raised his left hand, his fingers naturally bent slightly, the whole hand almost covered half of his face, and his index and middle fingers were together to flick the tail of his right eye, which was his usual action.
Finally, An An spoke first: "Didn't any classmates in your class go home with you along the way?" ”
"Nope."
"Didn't you get to town?"
"Nope." It's not that there are no classmates who don't have peers, but Zai is reluctant to go home with them, and he is even more unwilling to lose the opportunity to be alone with An'an.
When he got out of the car, Regeneration was still the same as before, and he had to let An'an walk in front of him. When he arrived at the waiting room, An'an found three adjacent vacant seats, sat down by himself, and then motioned for him to sit down as well. She knew he was used to sitting in an empty seat between him and her.
But this time, he hesitated and sat down beside her.
An An looked at him in surprise and said, "You sat next to me?" ”
"I've always wanted to sit next to you." Just don't dare. Every time he approached An'an, he would be nervous, overwhelmed, and cautious.
"Why do you have a melancholy expression, what are you thinking?" An Shore looked at him suspiciously.
"Nope."
"Is that the same expression?"
"Yes," he said after a pause, "I was thinking of you!" He suddenly smiled.
The reflex arc was long enough, to An'an's surprise, but it made her blush every time, and she twisted her head to the side.
After thinking about it for a long time, he finally handed the note to An'an.
An Shore took it and snickered.
"Twilight asked me to give it to you."
Hearing this, her heart suddenly became strange.
The note was very complicated to fold, and An An took some time to open it, "If there is anything you can't tell me in person, you have to stir up trouble in front of him." ”
This sentence was like a blinding firelight that burned An An's eyes, she put away the note, closed her eyes tightly, bit her lower lip, and her face darkened.
"Did you show her the letter I wrote to you?" Despite her flat tone, she was already a little angry.
"Well, what's wrong? What did she write? Regeneration asked eagerly.
"Nothing." An An was so angry that he couldn't say anything else, and he felt very speechless, so in his heart, the letters she wrote to him could be seen by Ximu, was it that Ximu had read all the letters she wrote to him before?
The two of them have been silent, endless silence.
I've really had enough, An'an thought to himself, in the heart of regeneration, it's better to be Twilight. He knew that the letter mentioned Ximu, and An'an envied their relationship, thinking that he cared more about Ximu than himself. She told him this, just hoping that he would realize the problem, and if he really regarded her as a friend, he should keep his distance appropriately, and not get confused about who he liked in the end.
When Regen entered the classroom with the letter that day, Twilight saw him and snatched it from his hand to read it, before Regen could open it. He didn't know that An'an would mention Twilight in his letter, and he didn't know that Ashore would write that he cared too much about Twilight. He didn't know what Ximu wrote to An'an, such a complicated folding, he definitely didn't know how to restore it if he dismantled it, and if he read it first, he was afraid that An'an would be unhappy.
"Why don't you speak?" Regeneration asked.
"I'll just wait for you to say." An An sneered.
"What are you laughing at?"
"I laugh at you for being a little silly!"
"Kind of silly?"
"You're an idiot to show Twilight that letter." An An still couldn't help but complain about him.
Reborn was stunned for a moment and did not speak. got up and went to buy a ticket for An'an and sent her to the bus. When the car drove out of the station, An An subconsciously looked out the window, but he didn't see the regenerated figure, and his heart was instantly hollowed out, empty and uncomfortable. It's obvious that she's supposed to be angry, isn't it, why does it seem that he is the one who has something on his mind.
Since there was no time to meet on Sundays, he had to go back to the classroom early by himself.
"Regeneration, what's wrong with you?" Ximu suddenly appeared at the door of the classroom and saw that he was sitting in the corner, the air pressure was very low, and he didn't say a word.
"An'an is angry with me!"
"Why are you mad?"
"What did you ask me to write in the note you gave her, and she called me an idiot."
"I told her not to stir up a wedge between us in the future."
"Why are you doing this?"
"What's wrong with me?"
"She didn't provoke, I didn't do well to make her misunderstand, maybe I'm really an idiot."
Regeneration really doesn't want An'an to fall out with Twilight because of him. He couldn't let An'an lose his friends because of himself, but he didn't know how to help them repair the relationship.
He suddenly felt that he had done something wrong, whether he was too close to Xidui and made An'an mind, but what did Xi'an think if he kept his distance now, as she said, he blamed An'an for provoking their relationship, he seemed to be in a dilemma.
However, in Twilight's eyes, Rebirth is really good to An'an, and she is envious and even jealous. Rebirth never said a word to other girls, even if it was her, although she was very close to her on the surface, but there was always a safe shore between them. As soon as he had time, he would say to Twilight, come with me to see her. Sometimes I would buy a bunch of delicious food to send to her, and always ask her, do you know what An'an likes to eat? An'an doesn't seem to be happy today, and all the topics are about her.
Seeing that every time he writes a letter to An'an, he spends a whole night of self-study, wasting several pieces of stationery, and the corners of his mouth will rise unconsciously when he writes, God knows how much he likes her. But An An didn't know how to cherish him at all, always overwhelmed him, and always saw his melancholy eyes because of her. Even a trivial matter like not going back to the dormitory with him would make him feel nervous, and he would ask her if he had done something wrong and what made An An angry somewhere.
In her heart, he has always been so proud, unstoppable, disdainful of other people's eyes and words, what a free and easy person, he is a school grass level figure admired and chased by many girls, but in An'an, he is timid, looking forward and backward, not the rebirth she knows at all.
Maybe An'an didn't suit him at all, and would only torture him, Ximu thought.
So after evening self-study, Ximu couldn't help but run to An'an's dormitory, "An'an, you come out!" ”
"What's the matter?"
"You can stop doing that to him in the future, okay?"
"What's wrong with me?"
"He's mad at you today, you call him an idiot, right? He hates it when people call him an idiot. I scolded him for being a cheap slut, but he didn't respond, and he also said that he would think about not going back to the dormitory with you in the future, but I persuaded him, saying that if he didn't go with you, you would think that I caused it, and you would hate me, so he went with you. ”
"You don't have to persuade him!"
"It's true that I'm wrong when I read the letter you wrote, but it's also wrong for you to think that way, isn't it?"
"Something is wrong!"
"We're friends, aren't we? Why is it the way it is? ”
"Yes! Why is it the way it is? ”
"Actually, if you think about it, there are really too many misunderstandings between us!"
"Maybe."
"I hope you don't think too much about it, I'm kind enough to remind you."
"Then I get it." As he spoke, he turned around and entered the dormitory, and gave Ximu a merciless face.
Is this a warning or a warning? An An is not stupid, no matter how soft her tone is, it cannot hide her meaning of declaring sovereignty, what she wants to express to her is by no means simple, not simple at all. What puzzled An'an the most was not Ximu, but regeneration. Regeneration will tell Ximu anything, and she is willing to tell her, but she doesn't say a word to herself, and she suddenly feels so tired. Who is his girlfriend, and does he really care about her?
The words of the vice president of the student council have been lingering in An'an's ears, stalking like buzzing flies, An'an doesn't want to be really targeted by her, otherwise it will be very troublesome to regenerate, after all, they are in the same class. Coupled with Ximu's troubles, she suddenly ran away, she wanted to be quiet alone for a while.
An An told Regeneration that he would not go back to the dormitory together after self-study in the future, so that he would not have to wait for her. He didn't specify why, just said simply, her roommate asked her to go with her.
Of course, Reborn can't accept this seemingly high-sounding reason, and the only time they spend together every day is the way back to the dormitory together at night, and now that they are even deprived of these few minutes, he will not be able to bear it.
So between classes, I began to run to An'an's class frequently, standing outside the classroom every time, chatting with the boys in An'an's class, but my eyes always fell on An'an, watching her every move.
An An was mopping the floor in the corridor outside the classroom, and he walked up to her and said to her gently, "Let's go, don't get it, I'll take you to buy something delicious!" ”
"No, I'm going to mop the floor, and the teacher will be here in a moment."
He went to the supermarket alone and bought a bunch of candy and yogurt for her, all of which he loved to eat, and he didn't know what she liked, so he could only give her everything he thought was good.
A boy said to Reborn, "Come, I'll introduce you to someone." ”
"Regenerate, don't listen to him, he's sick." An'an was in a hurry.
Rebirth was brought to Gu Yan, and the boy said, "It's this person, he did something sorry for you." ”
Gu Yan was sitting in his seat, flipping through the books, and looked up at Regency, there was no expression in his eyes.
"What?" Regeneration asked with a smile.
"He likes your girlfriend", he put his hand on Regene's shoulder and added, "A woman who is chased by someone is a good woman, you have chosen the right one." ”
Regeneration didn't speak.
"yes, yes?" He shook his shoulder.
"Hmm."
That was the first time he had seen Gu Yan and he didn't pay much attention to it. Gu Yan didn't pay attention to him either, it wasn't the first time he knew him. In addition to An'an, there are also a lot of remarks about him in the school. “