Chapter 474: Tiredness

The more you grow up, the more you find that many times you have more than enough energy to do, no matter how hard you work, you will not be seen, and no one will feel sorry for your experience, everyone thinks you deserve it, how many times you have insomnia at night, you know that insomnia is not good but you still can't stop insomnia, you are also sad, you also know that insomnia is not good for girls' skin, but what can you do?

I hate my sensitive and crying self more and more, and when I am sad, the world collapses directly, at least even the optimistic Tian Xiaoxiao is getting more and more tired.

I want to sleep but I don't dare to sleep, I finally have little time left in bed after I finish my work, I get up early the next day to go to work, now it's better at least I don't have to squeeze the bus like before, now life is better than before, but my body and vitality are not much to keep up with.

This is something that I don't want to admit but can't admit, science has long lost the confidence and firepower it had at the beginning, it was as long as I slept so much that anything was good, but now it's very difficult to even sleep, I'm just anxious, and maybe because it's very strong, even if the pressure causes me to not be able to sleep at all.

But if you tell the elders about it, they will say that how can you have insomnia, it must be that you play too much on your mobile phone at night, but modern people's anxiety is not only because of mobile phones.

No matter how difficult it is for you, you still can't fall down, because if you fall a little bit, everyone will wait for you like a group of jackals, and then go up and feed your body to let you feel the pain of death.

Under the glamorous appearance is countless loneliness, running away again and again, these are all from the sadness of adults.

Maybe it's because the customer is because of the company's employees, maybe it's because the business hasn't been negotiated, or maybe it's just tired, but there is no way to rest.

Many, many things are intertwined, it's not that simple, living a life of two points and one line, being busy all your life, even if it's a weekend, you don't want to go out with friends, you don't want to do anything, you just want to lie in bed and get a good night's sleep, but when you lie in bed, you find that your insomnia is committed again.

In this repetitive but angry world, it seems that living has become a luxury. Maybe one day she will be overworked, and no one will remember who she is after she dies, even if she reminds him, it is just one more negative material for overwork and death.

But if you can have a good rest, if you don't have to be so tired, who doesn't want to live in rest every day, who doesn't want to be able to lie in bed and sleep with peace of mind every time, but when you close your eyes, you find that you can't sleep at all, you think that it's the work you haven't done yet, if the work is not done, you can't sleep at all, you don't even believe in your ability to work, you think that if you don't finish your work as soon as possible, you won't be able to complete your work in your life.

You will feel that you are really doing nothing in this life, how can you live in this world like this, you are a waste, all so powerful, why are others so idle and you are so busy alone, you are the boss, and all day long say that my men's shoes are scolded by customers and don't know how to go back.

Learn how to behave like a pug all day long, didn't you hate being the most in the world before? Look at what you've become now?

will always become the most hated look of himself, saying that he feels unrecognizable, he used to be the vigorous Tian Xiaoxiao, and now he is the Tian Xiaoxiao who is still breathing.

Even Bai He was worried about Tian Xiaoxiao's situation, "What's wrong with you?" Recently, I always refuse to sleep, and stay up all night, which is not good for your health. ”

Tian Xiaoxiao always shook her head helplessly and said, "I also want to have a good night's sleep, but when I think that I still have so much work and so many things to deal with, I feel that I can't sleep now, even if I lie down now, what I think about is tomorrow's work is the next day's work, and the customers I have to deal with the next day." ”

After a busy life, what did you get? Got the money? But compared with others, it is a little less, do you get benefits? But it's not much.

What the hell are you getting? Perhaps in order to obey the rules and order of this society, you must work diligently, even if you are overloaded, it doesn't matter, because if you don't work hard, if you don't work hard, the tide of the times will knock you out.

On sleepless nights, I lay in bed in a daze, thinking about what the rest of the day would be.

Sometimes I'm a little happy, sometimes I'm a little sad, because I haven't thought about anything in the future, but if I don't want to think about the future, how can I have no hope for the future.

When I was young, I was able to send my temper to my parents, and now when I grow up, my temper can only be kept to myself, and the more I think about it, the more angry I become, and I always feel that my life is out of my mind, but God wants you to do this, you want to do this, you have to do this.

Fantasize that you can be a hero to save the world, but reality always slaps you in the face, it tells you that you are not fit to be a hero at all.

Because heroes are born in troubled times, the current era doesn't seem to need you much, politics, you are a good person and a good deed now, you go to the street to help an old man, help an old lady, you may be blackmailed by others.

Now people are panicking, some people are willing to do good deeds, everyone is sweeping the snow in front of the door, but this is the regression of the times or the progress of the times, the times are becoming more and more developed, and our trust in people is getting weaker and weaker.

But if you trust what is in front of you, there are one criminal case after another, and no one knows whether it is better to trust or distrust, and everyone should have their own precautions.

Everyone is very busy, they don't care what you wear and what they eat, whether you sleep well or not, and the only thing that can care about you is because they really want to be good to you, and it is your good friend who cares about you like this, and everyone else doesn't look at you or even think that if you die of overwork, then the company can go out of business.

Why is it that everyone is on all sides, because there are so few resources for society and promotion, and the so-called entrepreneurs and capitalists are not stepping on the interests of the poor?

The so-called wealth minority, that is, the wealth of the rich is consolidated and increased again and again, so that the poor will get less wealth.

Even if you are a good entrepreneur who really loves the party and the country, we will only label you as politically correct, but you are a sanctimonious hypocrite.

Now the cost of spreading rumors about a person's crime is too low, just with a mouth and a keyboard, you can say whatever you want, and it is difficult to trace back to who said it, because when a rumor spreads, there are more people, and when there are more people, the law will not be held accountable, no one knows who the real source is, and no one knows who the culprit is.

Tian Xiaoxiao is a boss and a big star, Tian Xiaoxiao will encounter all kinds of people who want to close every place every time he passes by, but the flash constantly proves that Tian Xiaoxiao is a star, and it also proves what Tian Xiaoxiao has and what he has now.

Tian Xiaoxiao has fame and fortune, but she is going to lose her freedom, some things are too difficult to give up, too difficult to choose, you can fulfill your dream by choosing to become a public figure, stand on the stage and let everyone hear your singing, but it also means that any of your actions will be amplified, amplified, amplified.

Even if you may just act subconsciously and unintentionally, it will be interpreted by people to understand millions of possibilities, what is the truth of the matter that person cares about, and the male protagonist's voice is the highest over there.

Tian Xiaoxiao has slowly looked down on the power of public opinion, but how many people are trapped in it and can't watch the drama? No one knows that the pressure of doing any job is actually about the same, there is no high or low, and there is no high or low work, you are so tired, Tian Xiaoxiao is also so tired.

Tired life is not yawning from time to time, but you must endure sleepiness and work hard to complete, this time you really can't finish it, just slap yourself twice, and then insist on working hard to complete all this, because it is the plan you set for yourself, and it is also the goal you must complete.

Obviously, I don't have a lot of self-discipline, but in order to try to achieve what I want to have, I have to let myself have some self-discipline.

A lot of things are not something that can be obtained at the beginning, but something that can only be achieved after countless plans, because of this plan, so no matter how uncomfortable and irritated you are, you still have 12 points of spirit, and then three of yourself and two slaps, so that you can do it well.

"I found that your dark circles have been getting heavier and heavier recently, tell me why you like to stay up late so much, and your fans have begun to say that you always stay up late or something, saying that you don't pay attention to your personal image, saying that you don't deserve to be an idol, you should get out of the entertainment industry." When Bai He put on Tian Xiaoxiao's makeup, he said casually that he was very distressed about Tian Xiaoxiao now and couldn't sleep at night.

"Are you sure I'm a fan? My fans never dislike what I'm like, and if those black fans don't like me for not looking good, it's not good enough, and if you want me to sleep, let me think about what a good way to put me to sleep, so whatever they say. Tian Xiaoxiao felt that it must be a black skin, she must not be a fan, she must know that dark circles are not good-looking, why should she have dark circles, it is because she can't sleep, so she has dark circles.