Can a guy really like a girl for a long time (7)
He had already stepped into the office, but he drove stupidly to the hospital, and when he was about to arrive at the hospital, he was still worried and wanted to call to confirm whether the other party was awake.
But not answering is the norm, where will he know.
Walking to the destination, seeing the left bag, finding the vibrating mobile phone in the bag, and the bottle of unfinished potion, Lu Yan knew that his worries were not superfluous - it seemed that something would happen to this woman again.
Thinking of this, Lu Yan's whole body was like being in cold water, shivering and frightened. Holding on to the handle, he was a little weak to sit, probably the position Fang Chuchu had sat in before, leaning against the back wall physically and mentally exhausted, thinking: How could he be on such a woman.
"Didiβ"
The phone vibrated again, and it was Fang Chuchu. Lu Yan picked up the phone, and it showed strangers. I suddenly wanted to grasp this clue in my heart - maybe Fang Chuchu borrowed someone else's mobile phone to call? Thinking of this, he immediately connected and shouted eagerly: "Chu Chu? β
ββ¦β¦ Is it Mr. Lu? β
The female voice is true, but "Who are you?" Vaguely this was a familiar voice, but at that moment, Lu Yan just couldn't remember.
However, the other party already understood, "Wait, isn't this Fang Chuchu's mobile phone?" β
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"I've kept you waiting." Qingli's male voice sounded, and Mu Yao immediately turned around and took down his phone, "No." Smiled awkwardly.
The man pulled out a chair for her and made a gesture to invite her to take a seat, Mu Yao nodded, walked up and sat down, and then whispered "I'm sorry" to the mobile phone while the other party was seated, and then hung up.
"What? Is there something important? The man observed the other party's flustered expression, so he asked.
Mu Yao hurriedly shook his head, "No." After hesitating, she slowly raised her eyes and looked at the man, "Why did you agree to come on a blind date with me?" β
The man was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect the woman to be so direct, "Because there are photos." He said bluntly, "Aunt Huan is a reliable person, and I think the people she introduced should also be very reliable." β
Mu Yao smiled noncommittally, "Do you want to find someone reliable?" β
"And good-looking." The man also laughed, since everyone was so direct, he didn't have to be tactful. "By the way, when we met for the first time, I haven't introduced myself yet," he said, he stood up and stretched out a gentleman's hand to Mu Yao, "Hello, Xiao Jun, please take care of me." β
However, Mu Yao didn't hold it immediately, and when she looked up, she asked, "How long will you like a girl?" β
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Lin Sen met Gao Chuchu in the summer of his sophomore year of high school, and separated from her in the summer of the year he graduated from the college entrance examination. It's only been two years together, but in the next seven years, Lin Sen has never forgotten her.
"Still like it?" That night, Mu Yao asked.
The streets in the depths of winter, on the side of the road where no one is there in the middle of the night, two people in front of one after the other. Mu Yao suddenly threw out the question, but Lin Sen suddenly stopped and looked back at her.
"If you don't want to answer, you don't have to." The girl was white, her nose was red, and she gently helped him out.
Lin Sen frowned, turned forward, and took a step, "I don't like it for a long time." He said.
Mu Yao knew that if he replied that he liked it, he would be sad; But if he answered that he didn't like it, like at this moment, she didn't believe it again.
"I met her too early, and I knew what I liked at that time." Lin Sen explained. I didn't see the girl in the corner of my eye, and when I turned around, I was busy urging her, "You really don't want to go back?" β
His thoughts were interrupted, and Mu Yao kept up with Lin Sen's pace and told him firmly, "Yes." Then he softened his tone and pleaded, "Can you stay with me for one night?" β
Lin Sen was about to say, "Don't you sleep?" Mu Yao rushed ahead of him and said, "So I didn't help her tonight because I didn't like it?" β
Lin Sen didn't speak for a long time.
Mu Yao saw his embarrassed face, and still said the same sentence, "If you don't answer, you can ......"
"It's not." With a decisive tone, Mu Yao couldn't help but look up at him. "Whether or not to help her has nothing to do with liking, I was originally a nosy person, and besides, she is still my classmate, there is no reason not to help."
After some words, Mu Yao was stunned, "But, my question is ......"
"I know," Lin Sen began to reply, "I mean I want to help, but no one else needs it, so why should I go up!" β
For some reason, Mu Yao heard the vinegar.
She was downstairs when it happened, so the whole process of the incident was dictated by Lin Sen, and he would more or less bring his point of view, so he didn't reveal some real details. It was based on the story he gave that Mu Yao asked such a question.
Because based on what she knew about his relationship with Fang Chuchu these days, she didn't believe that that such a thing would happen, and Lin Sen could always be a bystander. But the problem came again, when something like that came out of his mouth, Mu Yao couldn't hear anything negative, so the bystanders didn't seem to be neutral at all.
"You believe her so much?" Mu Yao asked again.
At this time, Lin Sen became dumb again, and he was wondering which of his own sentences would lead to such a misunderstanding among girls. Mu Yao saw his doubts and further explained, "You are so partial to her from Fang Chuchu's position, then I am from that woman's position, what if Fang Chuchu really seduced her fiancΓ©?" β
"Impossible!" Lin Sen directly denied it, and then said anxiously, "Xiao Chu is not that kind of person. β
I heard those two familiar words again - Xiao Chu. From that drunkenness to the present, this is the second time Mu Yao has heard it, and Lin Sen has always called "Fang Chuchu" completely, so he must have endured it very hard.
"Yes, you are familiar with 'Xiao Chu' but I am not familiar with it." Mu Yao hates his current self, because he is jealous, and he has indifferent malice towards a girl.
Lin Sen heard something strange and asked cautiously, "Are you okay?" β
If Mu Yao continues to be "disgusted", he can tell Lin Sen about the rumors about Fang Chuchu in the company. But fortunately, she choked it in time, and turned to Lin Sen with a bright smile, "Ask one last question." β
"Why do you have so many questions tonight?" Although he said it in an impatient tone, he actually moved his ear very patiently, "Say, listen!" β
"How long will you like a girl?"
As expected, Lin Sen was stunned again.
"Hard to answer?"
In fact, it is enough to say that it is a longer relationship. But modern people are strange and complicated, their hearts are big, big enough to like this girl, and at some point they find that they also like another.
Because just liking is deeper than ambiguity, simpler than love, and often not easy to find, it hides behind many feelings, such as appreciation, care, care, jealousy...... When you realize it, you pat your forehead and suddenly realize, "I like her!" β
Then many years later, a certain moment, a certain scene, and a certain heartbeat, make you sigh again, "It turns out that I still like her!" β
This subtle "like", unlike "love", happens all the time, it always looms intermittently. So it's hard to love someone, and it's even harder if you add a deadline. It's easy to like someone, but it's not so easy to say the deadline.
So, are you going to give me the answer? Mu Yao kept looking at Lin Sen and refused to take his eyes off.
ββ¦β¦ That can only be the first love. Under the scrutiny of the girl, Lin Sen gave a confused answer.
"How long?" Haruka Mu wanted to know.
Lowering her head in the girl's eager and expectant gaze, Lin Sen didn't want to lie to her, but she didn't want to disappoint her either, so he said, "I don't know." β
Dissemble. Mu Yao immediately thought of these two words.
"Then I'll give you a choice, you just have to choose yes or no." Hearing the girl's proposal, Lin Sen raised his head and looked in agreement, in fact, he also wanted to know the answer.
Mu Yao grabbed Lin Sen's hand, put it on his heart, and asked, "Now, do you still like it?" β
The same question, Mu Yao had already asked before-"Do you still like it?" β
Do you still like to miss an appointment with the same university in the same city and spend seven long years?
Pretend to be a stranger, pretend not to know, pretend to be indifferent and hateful, lean into someone else's arms and call you, do you still like it?
The day before, I held hands and sweetly confessed my heart and kissed, and the next day I didn't answer the phone and turned off the phone and no one evaporated in the world, do you still like it?
Lin Sen will say "no", half angry and half proud.
He also let others chase and love him, he also has the dignity of a handsome guy and the superiority of a boy, and he has also made people toss and turn. After so many years of love experience, he has always stood on the top of the pyramid.
But as soon as he got to her, he seemed to be an ant under her feet, and he could be crushed to death casually.
His self-confidence is frustrated, his love is blocked, everything has become unsmooth, everything is not "imaginary", all he cares about is her frown, and all he thinks about is her bits and pieces. In this kind of world, only her existence can be meaningful, but she has not received a response from the other party, like a marionette, living in the background board of her own imagination.
Such a he, Lin Sen scoffed.
So he said "no".
But he was always true to his truest self, so the second time he answered, he said, "Yes." β
The question was thrown to Mu Yao, but she didn't dare to ask.
Lin Sen looked at her, tonight he has been playing a good student to answer the teacher's questions, it is rare that the "teacher" is quiet, he also has questions.
"I ask you, and you just have to answer yes or no."
Because Lin Chu didn't want to speak, he just nodded.
"Have you ever liked me?"
looked up instantly, and the other party was also looking at her, there was no play in his eyes, some were serious and calm. Then he took her hand with his backhand and pressed it against her heart.
"Answer with your heart."
"Yes." She couldn't wait, and answered very seriously.