Is there anyone in your life who cares a lot about, but has become a stranger? It's like there's no reason to tell her that I miss you.

Bai He's Weibo said:

I'm going to take the painting exam, and I hope to succeed.

This day happens to be the 2020 college entrance examination.

Tian Xiaoxiao fiddled with the album in his hand, and after reading and tossing and turning, he still put it down.

"Q Dong, if you really want to be in vain. Let's go and see each other, after all, you haven't seen each other for more than half a year. The secretary saw all Tian Xiaoxiao's thoughts in his eyes.

"But I don't think I've been in touch for so long, even if we meet, there's nothing to say, Bai He should have forgotten about me, I don't need to meet her again or say anything, some things can't go back." Tian Xiaoxiao bit her lip, and there was a trace of sadness in her eyes.

"But Q Dong, can you really let her go? I don't think you can. Tian smiled in the secretary's eyes, like eating a candy, but the candy was a crying expression.

"Why put it down, I can't let it go, I can only hope that she is doing well." Tian Xiaoxiao smiled awkwardly, and tears fell down one by one.

"Why are you crying again, child? Come and wipe your tears, I'm gone in the future, what will you do? The secretary handed Tian Xiaoxiao a tissue.

The song says that if you can't hug and laugh, you must say goodbye.

But many times, we can't even say goodbye, we don't know what's wrong with walking, and we don't know if you have me in your heart.

It should be a less important existence, and the things I see about you by chance will think about your inner activities, as if I can't guess what you think.

After all, the person I like has become someone else's white moonlight, and I used to not mind thinking of your words to me, remembering the bits and pieces of our past getting along, just like the rain outside the window that keeps in my mind.

silently wiping his eyes in a corner, but refusing to tell others, I miss you.

"Q Dong, why are you crying again?" The secretary watched Tian Xiaoxiao shrink in the corner and cry, approached Tian Xiaoxiao a little bit, and pulled out another tissue.

"I'm just in the sand, you don't care about me, I'm so embarrassed to go away." Tian Xiaoxiao buried her head in her lap, refusing to let people see her injured expression.

Tian Xiaoxiao commented on Bai He's Weibo with a trumpet:

Refueling for the exam.

didn't get a response from Bai He, maybe he drowned in the crowd like this.

Loneliness is a song sung alone in a lonely night, loneliness is the silence of being bored to just look at yourself in a daze, loneliness is a cold snow that drowns all people, and loneliness is the subconscious weightlessness of hearing your news.

The heat of summer will not dissipate because of people's loneliness and loneliness, but it is so warm outside, why is my heart still so lonely and cold.

The sun is not able to shine on everyone, and with the loneliness and loneliness day after day, year after year, people's memory will become very poor.

"You forgot to water your flowers again." The secretary reminded.

"Good...... I'll come right now. Breaking the Tian Xiaoxiao in the shaking spirit.

When I finished watering the flowers in a hurry, and then looked at a certain dry leaf, I began to think in a daze whether the future of mankind would be like that leaf drying up.

"Q Dong, you don't seem to be in a good mood lately." The secretary handed Tian Xiaoxiao's favorite snacks.

"It's a little bad, thank you for the snacks." Tian Xiaoxiao didn't want to say more, and ate the snacks given by the secretary like chewing wax.

Tian Xiaoxiao's comments left on Bai He's Weibo have not been replied to so far, maybe they really fell into the bubble.

Holding the slightly hot mobile phone in his hand, he felt a little cold in his heart, as if the things around him were just a repetition of yesterday.

The existence of life, no one has given a definite answer, what was it born for? Why humans should have emotions.

But there are always emotions that are just in vain, or a pity to abandon them, and the chicken ribs that are tasteless to eat.

"Q Dong, this is this month's work report, please check it." The secretary showed the document to Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Well, this month is good and it's the same as last month." Tian Xiaoxiao flipped through it and expressed his affirmation.

This month is almost the same as last month, and it seems like it's really day after day, year after year.

But our existence ...... It seems like it's just sitting in the gears day after day, year after year.

From time to time, it seems that the message is still stuck in a long time ago, but it is always habitual to flip through the message, it seems to have become a habit, hoping that someone will come to chat with you.

It's like, "I need you so much."

But why should you be needed by others, isn't it lonely enough?

Occasionally, a message flashed, and when I clicked in, it turned out to be an official account push, and there were always some official accounts that were more enthusiastic than the friends in the list, although it was just a trap of consumerism.

Weibo, Tian Xiaoxiao's male god Wu Yifan has been updated.

He said: Come on for the college entrance examination.

This day is important for some people, but for others it is just an ordinary day that repeats itself.

In the past, they said that feelings will be diluted by time, as if it were true, and even one day when you turn on the computer, you will find a few familiar and unfamiliar faces in the photo album.

And those people are the people you are arguing about, wanting to see you, you want to see you, you want to see you.

The people who came to you across time are gone, leaving only loneliness and indifference, the person who warmed you and loved to make you laugh has gone away, and he has gone to pursue his dreams.

In the past, she said that the days have been going on for a long time, but she has gradually become strange and strange, and she doesn't even know herself in front of her, and what a ridiculous and sad thing it is when she doesn't know herself.

"Q Dong, shall we go out to play?" The secretary wanted to pull Tian Xiaoxiao out to play, but Tian Xiaoxiao hadn't breathed for a long time.

"No, there's nothing fun outside." Tian Xiaoxiao didn't want to go, but stayed at home to play games.

"Good, let's go out." The secretary pulled Tian Xiaoxiao forward, it was rare to let Tian Xiaoxiao go out, and the secretary was very happy.

When I get older, I don't like to go out, I feel uncomfortable watching strangers staring, the sunlight is more dazzling than the impression, and even the wind outside the window is much stranger than usual.

In the past, I always felt that the summer passed so fast, and now this summer seems to pass so slowly, but I accidentally found that it was no longer the boy I used to be.

Even if you are lucky enough to be there, it will look unfamiliar after a while, as if you have never been there. The scenery is the same, but what about the people?

actually met Mu Yixuan, Lin Muxing and Ye Zhe at the scenic spot.

"Q, why don't you contact me much, I haven't seen you for a long time." Mu Yixuan said with some disgust.

"Well, I'm afraid you're too busy to pay attention to me." Tian Xiaoxiao spoke in a very small voice, because he didn't want to use too much strength to speak.

People who want to contact always feel that the other party is busy and don't want to bother, and over time there is no need to contact again.

"Q, you look so good today." Ye Zhe looked at Tian Xiaoxiao's casual white T-shirt accompanied by loose black pants, and Tian Xiaoxiao's lonely and cold temperament became more and more beautiful.

"Is there one? Thank you then. Tian Xiaoxiao couldn't help laughing, the smile was very faint, like the wind blowing gently.

Sometimes when I hear the praise of acquaintances, I feel a little happy in my heart, but I soon return to calm, after all, I know best what I look like.

In her bones, she is still the humble and clumsy little girl who does not dare to stand in the sunshine, even if she becomes a star, she can't help but think of the moment when the star falls.

"Q, here you go-" Lin Muxing gave Tian Xiaoxiao a cookie, which was the matcha flavor that Tian Xiaoxiao liked.

"Thank you, Brother Muxing......" Tian Xiaoxiao took the cookie, but was surprised by the "Brother Muxing" who had just spoken, it turned out that some things are used to it, even if they work hard to correct it, they will still be said at a certain time and at a certain moment.

"As long as you like it." Lin Muxing's gentle smile and sweet and delicious cookies are about the legendary beauty and food.

"Hmm." Tian Xiaoxiao put the cookies in his mouth, as if ...... I don't like the taste very much anymore.

Lin Muxing is still the same Lin Muxing as before, I still remember all the things that Tian Xiaoxiao liked before, Lin Muxing can still see through the emotions in Tian Xiaoxiao's eyes, so why does Tian Xiaoxiao still feel so lonely?

It's been a long time, but the heart is far away.

Let's go to see the lotus flowers in full bloom in the lotus pond, the flowers are red and white, the branches and leaves are swaying in the wind, and the sun looks just right with the sun that day.

"Q Dong, there is something in our company!" The secretary answered the phone and said eagerly to Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Let's go at once." Tian Xiaoxiao took the secretary's arm and left, ignoring the beautiful scenery around him.

The rare comfort is always interrupted by all kinds of things, and the reality tells mercilessly that there is no poetry and distance at all.

Tian Xiaoxiao finished dealing with the company's affairs and went home directly, I don't know when she didn't like to socialize and play with a group of people.

hates loneliness but is unwilling to step out of the comfort zone, this is probably the most contradictory part of Tian Xiaoxiao's personality.

She lit a cigarette and habitually brushed the hot search on Weibo that day, but she never commented or liked when she ate melons, and then clicked into the empty WeChat, and found that no one needed her at all.

Watching videos that interest you, and occasionally laughing at funny videos alone.

Staying up late at night, lonely in the middle of the night, happy in the past, relaxed in the past.

It seems that I am so out of place in this world, I am very special and strange, I will stay quietly in the corner, and I will walk alone in the sun in the empty street, feeling the carnival that belongs to me.

I've been walking in the sun, but the sun can't shine on me, whether it's the sun's fault or my fault.