Dear future me,

Hey, it's me again, it's you from the past.

It's October 5, 2012, and the National Day holiday has been on for a long time, but I haven't finished my homework yet. I can see from the speed of your reply, it's always not timely, and since you're me, I think I have the right to ask you for a while—please! Please! Hurry up and reply to the letter, uh-huh!

Have you counted?

How many letters have we written back and forth?

Because we are all one by one from you and one by me, so how many letters do I have, you should be about the same as me, if it is me, then I wrote a total of 147 letters, I remember clearly, there are 147 letters to you, you have collected all my letters, right? You will, because I'll keep it, and if you're me, I'm sure I'll do the same.

Actually, it is written here...... I don't know what to say anymore.

Aside from all these pleasantries, I want to tell you something.

I asked you before, do you remember the boy I liked and liked me? You told me that he was right next to me, and I was convinced of that! But ah, I don't know...... How to tell him, I like him. Occasionally I also think, I'm still young, I shouldn't say I like it.

But no, because I just like him! I like it so much that I want to marry him! Teachers and parents are saying that people have to be honest, don't they? That's right, this is my most honest idea, as clear as the water in Jiuzhaigou, slowly love, care is at the bottom of the lake, not afraid of others to see!

Actually, I shouldn't ask you, because what I like will not be someone else.

So his name, it's clear.

His surname is "Xia", and he is the "source" of my smile.

What a wooden head! He is usually a big smug and a hot boy, but occasionally, he will shed tears. For example, the other day, I fell down a step, but it was actually just over a meter high, and I fell on the sand, and I even thought that I was crying because the sand got into my eyes. But Xia Yuan, hahaha, cried like a little girl. I was so anxious that I was dragged to the hospital, but then I couldn't resist him, so I asked him to carry me.

His back was so warm, it was like lying on a quilt that had just been sunburned in the sun.

His voice was so gentle, like a gentle stream flowing through the forest.

His heart was beating very loudly and pounding, but it wasn't as fast as mine, which meant I liked it more, and even though it wasn't necessarily a game, I was still proud.

I lay down peacefully, and fell asleep after a while. In my dream, I was jolting around like I was on a pirate ship, and then I was woken up by a loud noise, and we arrived at the hospital.

After a while, the community doctor waved us both out, arched his nose and shouted, "Fuck off!" Less troublemaking! Wimpy kids! ”

"But her chest was swollen! It's swollen in two pieces! Xia Yuan's face was serious.

The people in the hospital were laughing, and I wanted to help him talk, but I didn't know what they were laughing at, so I had to hide behind Xia Yuan with a red face.

"Go home and ask your mother!" The doctor snapped the door shut. I don't like this bald doctor, he doesn't speak politely at all.

Xia Yuan took a sip: "Quack." ”

He's so cute, that's what I thought that day.

You told me that there was a boy who was always protecting me, and I guess that's a kind of protection. Actually, I have a secret that I haven't told you, a month ago, I made an agreement with him to eat all the food in the "Scorn Street" in the east.

He said he wanted to eat with me.

I said you have to marry me and eat together.

Eat, I'm serious! Marrying him too.

Because that street is so long, really long. I think that even if we keep eating all our lives, there will be different dishes coming out again, will we really be able to catch up with the new dishes in each store? So such a huge task, of course, it takes two people a lifetime to complete!

In junior high school, we'll be together. The same is true for high school, and the same is true for college.

I've never been able to plan my time, but even if there is no sign of my future with him, I still think about it. What would it feel like if I were lying in his arms watching TV? Will he run his hand through my hair as if I were caressing Xiaomi's ear?

What will our wedding be like? It must be very luxurious, I must be very beautiful in a wedding dress, as beautiful as a fairy. Xia Yuan was always dizzy by Huang Yingying in the next class, she just talked a little, but what Xia Yuan liked was lively girls.

That's why I'm going to cut my hair short and look a little more energetic.

I always dream that I am learning to cook for him, and the color of the dish is still black, and then every time it is better and better, and he eats more and more happily every time.

I will guard his weakest heart.

He would go out to work and come home exhausted.

I'll rub his shoulders and be quietly by his side. After soothing him to sleep, I will be like my mother, washing his clothes and smelly socks, it will be very tiring, but it will also be very happy, right? What else can adults do? Isn't this how they snuggle up to each other, feel, and spend time in a dull way?

In short, everything has to be romantic, isn't it?

In our home, there will be a cherry blossom tree planted in the middle of the courtyard, so big and big! Shade the sky and dye the whole world my favorite pink. I would swing under the tree with him and laugh at watching Millet chase butterflies in the courtyard. And then we will have children, preferably a boy and a girl. When the time comes, we give way to the swing and let the kids sit while we push it in the back.

The swing is rocking, we should be old, right? The hair will also be a little grayer, and the waist will become more and more bent. Our emaciated hands were clasped together, locked together like locks, a lock without a key that we could never untie in our lifetime.

Well, all of a sudden, I seemed to be a little farther. After all, he hasn't confessed to me yet.

If he were to confess to me, I would have to be the most luxurious and beautiful scene in the world, one of the kind! Unparalleled! One and only!

He has to stand in the middle of the forest full of cherry blossoms, and the wind has to blow just right, and if he can't control the weather, I don't care! He went to discuss with the Dragon King of the East China Sea! He must dress himself up as a prince in the most handsome and beautiful clothes, and then get down on one knee, take out a shining cherry blossom ring, confess to me in the gentlest tone, and speak the most romantic language, so that he can be worthy of me!

Oh, that's probably too much......

Then if he was in a random no-man's land and told me that he liked me.

I'll just reluctantly agree.

I'll say yes.

Definitely!

Certain!

wish

Good health, all the best!

Xun Ran

October 5th