At that time, he happened to know that Yudie was working at Zhang Hongwei.

It's just that at that time, I was afraid of rejection, and I was afraid that Yudie would hate him. had to suppress his feelings, just thinking that he could see Zhang Yudie every day, and he was satisfied.

Even now, after meeting, he didn't let Yudie read the poems he wrote, afraid that people would say that he was hypocritical and sour.

However, writing love poems to Yudie is the happiest thing for him.

The light lit up the whole room, and also illuminated Song Kaimin's heart, he picked up the pen, but wanted to listen to Zhang Yudie's voice, so he called.

"Kaimin?" Zhang Yudie's sleepy voice came from there, and Song Kaimin's heart was tender, and even, his whole body tightened.

"Sleeping?" Song Kaimin adjusted himself and asked softly.

"Well, just lay down...... How's it going over there? ”

"Everything went well, just ......"

"What? Uncomfortable? ”

Hearing Zhang Yudie's nervous voice, Song Kaimin smiled.

"I just missed you!" Song Kaimin said.

There was only the sound of breathing on the other side of the "......".

Song Kaimin: "Butterfly? Butterflies? ”

"Oh...... That ......"

Song Kaimin asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"I ...... Miss you too! ”

Song Kaimin: "......"

His heart seemed to be soaked in a honey pot all of a sudden.

"Butterfly, say it again!"

"You...... Song Kaimin, I miss you, I miss you very much......"

After listening to Zhang Yudie's words, Song Kaimin didn't want to stay for a quarter of an hour. He jumps out of bed, thinking about leaving and going back to his Fluttershy to see how much she misses him!

………………

Today, the weather is gloomy, there is no sun in sight, only chaos. There was also a slight chill.

Looking up, the leaves of the trees beside the road began to turn yellow, and there were still fallen leaves falling on the branches, floating in the air in circles.

There is no destination, no home, no warm harbor.

A kind of desolation, a kind of roots.

Zhang Yudie knows: what kind of mood has what kind of season, what kind of attitude has what kind of life.

Therefore, she has always controlled her emotions in the spring season or the purple season, and wants to be the master of her emotions. So, all the while, she has faced her life with a positive attitude. She just needs to be a positive and optimistic person.

However, occasionally, I am still swayed by my own emotions, because the inducement of the season is at a point, round by circle.

In December, her heart was growing.

Zhang Yudie felt bored, sat at the table by the window, and fell into deep thought.

She thought about the past, and it all ended up being a blank slate. She doesn't want to have anything to do with the past, especially the memories of her youth in the past. The people and things of that period were all blank.

She couldn't tell why she missed Song Kaimin so strongly today. He was on a business trip and said it would take about a week to get back.

Today is only the fourth day, she just wants to see him, to talk to him, no, to be exact, it is better to be noisy, it is much better than being depressed like this.

Since I saw Song Kaishan that time, since I was sick.

Zhang Yudie understood a lot and was relieved.

She knew she was really letting go of the past. She had a sense of relief, a sense of rebirth.

Zhang Yudie breathed a long sigh of relief, and secretly encouraged herself: "Live hard!"

There is no need to go back to the past, everything is looking forward, and the future is the wonderful life you are pursuing.