The door closed, fifteen closed his eyes tiredly, and his bony fingertips pressed on his temples, and if you looked closely, you could notice that his fingertips were trembling slightly. Not only that, but his half-pursed lips were also trembling slightly.

After persisting for so long, his physical strength was depleted quickly, and if Xie Yaotian talked to him a few more words, maybe he couldn't help it.

“…… uh——! ”

With an uncomfortable groan, Fifteen's body suddenly leaned forward, half of his body was lying on the edge of the bed, the five fingers supporting the sheets tightened tightly, and the neat sheets were instantly twisted by him.

"Uh," he gritted his teeth, but a moan escaped from deep in his throat. The hand holding the sheet tightly also turned white from the exertion, and the green tendons on the back of the hand were fully revealed.

As early as the second time he entered the door, he could already feel the longing that kept coming from the depths of his heart.

He tried his best to endure and suppress it, and his thighs hidden under the quilt were pinched by him until they turned purple, and he still couldn't last long.

The picture in front of him blurred little by little, and his consciousness gradually began to drift.

He hated his incompetence and roared in a very suppressed voice, "Don't! I don't want that! ——！ Boom! But because he accidentally lost his strength, the whole person fell heavily on the floor.

Strangely, the body did not feel pain, and the cold floor brought a hint of physical pleasure to his impact.

This strange feeling made him close his eyes in shame and resentment.

The light in front of me seemed to disappear in an instant. He stood on the edge of the cliff with a shaky body, the wind kept blowing over his cheeks, with a cold feeling, blowing so that he couldn't open his eyes, and the whole person began to shake with the wind.

It was as if he was not careful, and he would be scraped into this bottomless hole.

He tried to struggle, tried to turn around, tried to open his eyes, tried to stay away from the edge of danger.

But he couldn't do it, there seemed to be a powerful attraction in that bottomless hole, constantly bewitching him to move forward, even the wind blowing on his face, as if someone was caressing his cheeks, constantly telling him in his ear to let him open his legs and jump down!

Jump off and you'll be freed. ’

Someone said that in his ear.

Looking around, except for black, it is still black, and there is no boundless black. But that sentence still lingered in my ears.

Jump, jump and you'll be freed. ’

Jump, jump and you'll be freed. ’

Someone kept saying this, and this sentence came from the wind blowing.

Fifteen was annoyed by what he said, and he gritted his teeth and yelled in the direction where the voice came from, "You shut up for me——! ”

“……”

I don't know if it worked, he ran out of strength, holding his head in his hands, his chest constantly rising and falling and breathing, and the voice seemed to disappear.

After a long, long time, there was another sound in the wind.

You know, you've always wanted to do that. ’

"......" Fifteen suddenly opened his eyes, as if confirming the direction of the person who spoke, stared at the abyss under his feet, and said word by word, "I...... Promised, Boss, no, give in! ”

……

The wind blew his eyes as if he had been pricked by a needle, with a pain that penetrated deep into his bone marrow, and a chill.

He stubbornly held his head high, looking at the place where the tornado gradually gathered dozens of meters above the abyss. The wind blew in his ears, whirring, and he couldn't tell if it was the sound of his clothes swaying or his own heart beating.

I only felt a strong rhythmic sound, tapping on the eardrum one by one.

Swallowing the bitterness in his mouth with difficulty, he showed his poignant face, looked at the sky that was about to be swallowed by black, and chuckled, "You are fake, you just want to pull me and go to hell." ”

The wind was howling, and a large area of heavy dark clouds gathered from afar.

In the center of the wind, lightning and thunder thundered in an instant, and the gravel under his feet was rolled up and churned in the air, scraping the fragments of gravel across his cheeks, wrists, and ankles, bringing pain and leaving several deep blood marks, and in less than a moment, he was scarred.

All this seems to show its anger at the moment.

Fifteen's body, which was already unstable, was even more uncontrollable to be planted into this abyss.

"Are you sure you won't jump?"

The voice rang in my ears again, with a complete sense of demagogy.

The wind ruffled his hair, forcing him to look down, and suddenly there were pictures flashing in the bottomless hole.

Those images were once what he longed for and now he couldn't reach, and almost the moment he saw it, he couldn't take his eyes off it.

Trembling, he raised his hand and stretched out his fingertips, wanting to touch the smiling face of the woman in the picture.

His lips trembled, and he pondered for a long time before he whispered a word, "...... Mother? ”

"Liang'er, come on, today is your birthday, will Mom take you to the amusement park?" The young woman smiled and opened her arms to him.

Fifteen noses were sour, and a stream of hot liquid gushed out of his eye sockets.

At that time, he was still young, he didn't like to study, he liked to play everywhere, and the place he wanted to go to the most was the amusement park, but his mother never had time to take him there, and later, when he grew up, this place became a demon in his heart, and it was a pain he didn't want to mention. Good web

And now......

Is he back to his childhood?

The pharyngeal stalk, fifteen voices trembled, "You're not...... Don't have time? ”

"Fool, haven't you always wanted to go? Mom specially asked for leave from the unit, I can take you there now, and call Dad with me! ”

"Now?" Fifteen was slightly stunned, tears blurred his vision, and he vaguely saw his mother's smiling face. A picture flashed through his mind, as if he realized something, and he suddenly began to scream.

"Nope! Mother! Don't you go——! I'm not going to the amusement park anymore! I don't like to go to amusement parks anymore! ”

But it was too late, the smiling mother, who had already turned away, and the wind lifted her long hair, and swept an arc in the air, walking so resolutely, so unrelentingly.

"No——! Mother! You're back! You're coming back——! ”

She walked fast, and Fifteen struggled forward, but her outstretched hand grabbed a frustrated wind.

"Don't! Don't ——! ”

The messy sand and gravel were trampled under his feet, and his body involuntarily planted forward. The bottomless black hole gradually enlarged in front of his eyes, and he stretched out his hand longingly and anxiously, as if his fingertips were about to touch his mother's back.

The long hair that floated in the air gently ran through his fingertips.

Fifteen opened her eyes happily and was about to speak, when suddenly there was a 'bang' in her ears——! There was a bang.

Then a familiar voice shouted behind him: "Fifteen! Are you okay?! ”

The door was violently pushed open by Cui Hong from the outside, and she stayed at the door for a long time, she couldn't make up her mind to knock on the door, she originally planned to wait for him to fall asleep, and quietly go in to take a look, but she didn't expect to hear fifteen helpless moans from inside.

"Are you alright? Did you fall somewhere? ”

She desperately wanted to lift him up from the ground, but Fifteen in front of her closed her eyes tightly, and her hands clasped her wrists tightly.

The force was a little strong, she frowned and gritted her teeth in pain, feeling that her bones were about to be crushed.

Fifteen didn't know what he dreamed of in his dream, his body couldn't stop shaking, and there was a bean-sized sweat on his forehead.

"Don't ...... Don't go over ......"

His lips trembled, as if he was muttering something, his voice was too small, Cui Hong frowned and listened to it, but he still didn't hear it clearly.

She leaned down and leaned closer to his lips, "What? What did you say? ”

Fifteen closed his eyes, and suddenly trembled even more, and the whole person began to fall into a nightmare.

"Don't! Don't go! I beg you......"

The boundless darkness swallowed him, and he plunged into the abyss, reaching out to try to grasp his mother's back in the distance, but his fingertips touched it coldly.

Tears welled up his cheeks, and he regretted, blamed, guilty, and hopeless. Hate for your incompetence!

"Why ......? Why does it have to be this way? ”

“……”

Ni Er and Cui Hong were stunned at the same time.

"You don't have to be so nervous, just follow him, and ......" Doctor Zhao walked up to Nier, stopped, raised his hand, and wanted to pat him on the shoulder, but remembered that Nier didn't like others to touch him, and he withdrew his hand again, "It's better not to let him find out that you are following him, otherwise he will easily get excited and do things that hurt himself." ”

Ni Er nodded lightly, and Cui Hong had already retracted his gaze and chased forward with a nervous expression.

Seeing Dr. Zhao walking in the direction of the study, Ni Er asked in a low voice, "You don't follow?" ”

Doctor Zhao shook his head with a smile, and put his hands into the pockets of his white robe, "No need, when he is exhausted, you can find someone to call me, and he should not stop for a while." ”

"Hmm." Ni Yi nodded, turned around, and hurried in Cui Hong's direction.

——

Outside the window, it was cloudy, the sky was not very bright, with some gloomy negativity.

Fifteen stood at the door of the villa, looked up at the sky above his head, stretched out his hand and touched it in mid-air unconsciously.

In his dreams, it was always this damn sunless weather!

He withdrew his hand and wrapped the hospital gown on his body a little tighter, the fabric of the tentacles was thin, and his fingertips rubbed lightly on it, and he suddenly realized that he was still wearing the gray-blue suit.

It looks a bit similar to the sky.

The cold wind blew, and he suddenly felt a little cold, wrapped his arms around him, and gently rubbed them on his arms.

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, and at the corner of the hall, which was about five meters away from him, Cui Hong hurriedly stopped, turned around and hid behind the thick round pillar.

Fifteen heard the sound and turned to see that there were no extra people in the spacious and empty living room, except for the two nurses in pure white overalls who were guarding him in the middle of the hall.

His faint gaze swept over the two of them, and then slowly retracted.

The two nurses immediately breathed a sigh of relief, looked sideways at Cui Hong behind the cylinder and gestured, and asked silently with their lips, "What the hell is going on?" ’