Chapter 122: Living and Dying with You

The hospital was quiet, the special care ward where Ruikang lived was empty, the floor-to-ceiling curtains were half drawn, making the light in the room a little dim, the moment she walked into the ward, Mei Ruojun's heart almost jumped to her throat, far away, he was lying alone on the white hospital bed, the person had already lost weight, she rushed forward two steps, but immediately restrained, because she had Cheng Jiaqi in front of her and Ding Xiaohui in the back, she couldn't ignore their feelings.

When the four of them came to the bedside, Jiaqi held Ruikang's hand and choked up: "Ruikang, I brought Ruojun here, don't you miss her very much?" She's coming, she's right next to your bed, and you open your eyes and see. ”

"Ruikang ......" She stood aside and called him, his closed eyes, towering cheekbones, and sunken cheeks broke her heart, is this still the handsome and dignified Zhou Ruikang? How can it be? She couldn't even look at him more, her heart hurt as if she had been torn apart, she really couldn't bear Ruikang to become like this.

Jiaqi pulled her and begged, "Ruojun, you talk to him, talk to him." ”

But Ruojun, who was already crying out of breath, couldn't say a word at all, and Ding Xiaohui was also shocked by Ruikang's situation, is this still the Zhou Ruikang who was jealous of himself and waved his fists? Is this still the heroic and arrogant Zhou Ruikang?

He doesn't hate Ruikang, in fact, he sympathizes with Ruikang and Ruojun from the bottom of his heart, if it weren't for Ruikang being married, he would fulfill the two of them and stay away from this whirlpool, and thinking that Ruikang was seriously injured for the sake of the country, he admired him in his heart. He was indeed his rival, but he respected him. He didn't want him to die, the country needed such a pillar of talent, and he had to find a way to save him.

handed over the child to Ruojun, and he stepped forward to check Ruikang's lower pulse, and said after a moment of silence: "His pulse is very weak and chaotic. I'll go talk to the doctor. Ruojun, you can talk to him, and we will work together to save him. ”

"Mr. Song, you can accompany me to find the attending doctor of Ruikang. I don't think we're going to be able to help much here. He said to Song Yuanyang. The ward where Ding Xiaohui and Song Yuanyang left.

The ward became quiet again, Ruojun glanced at Jiaqi with tears in her eyes, and said, "Let me be alone with him for a while, okay?" ”

Jiaqi looked at her painfully, the most important thing at the moment is to wake up Ruikang, she can't do anything else, what else is there to worry about. She nodded, slowly walked out of the room, and closed the door.

The opportunity for them to be alone is always so rare, she put the child in the crook of his arm, walked to the window, opened the half of the curtain, and let the bright sunlight outside the window shine in, Xiao Nian'an's dark eyes looked at Ruikang's face curiously, her little hands waved in the air, and her mouth made a sound of uh-huh.

Ruojun made it on the edge of the bed, gently caressed his face, leaned over and kissed him on the lips, her lips were soft and warm, her tears dripped into his mouth, she kissed him for a long time.

After a long time, she gently leaned on his chest and murmured: "Ruikang, my poor Ruikang, I gave birth to a son for you, are you happy?" Like it or not? He's lying beside you. Hehe, cough, I don't know how providence arranged, I was originally going to marry your eldest brother, but I saw you first, do you know, that time you and Jiawei came to our house to peep, I saw you, I liked you so much, but I didn't dare to like you.

Later, you came to Mei's house again, and told me in the courtyard not to marry, if I told you that I was attracted to you at that time, would you laugh at me? She whispered to his chest with tears in her eyes, a smile on her lips.

"On the day of the wedding, it was you who rode a big white horse to marry me, and my hippa flew to your face, and I saw you, and I thought at that time, I was going to marry you. You see me, don't you? You like me, don't you?

But then Ruoli told me that she liked you, I was so jealous, and you two went to the movies together, remember that night, I cooked you ginger soup in the kitchen? I always thought you would come up and hug me and kiss me, I was so scared, but I was looking forward to you doing that. But you didn't.

If the pear falls in love with you, I have no choice but to match you, I can't get it and I can only hope that the pear can get it, but I can see that you don't love the pear. You're angry because I pushed you to Ruoli, and then you insisted on getting married to Jiaqi, all because the person you love is me, right? Scold.

I don't know how my mother found out, but my mother found out, she found out that you like me, I like you too, she asked me to copy a lot of Buddhist scriptures, every night I have to copy until late at night, but it's useless, I still like you, I think maybe when you get married, I can not like you.

Who knew that you really went to Cheng's house to get married, and you could only sleep on your stomach when you were beaten by your father, it hurts, right? You blame me for not going to see you, you blame me for being too cold, don't you? But my mother has already sent Cuiliu and Yanxi to spy on me, and you don't know how worried I am about you.

But you ran out and fooled around, and you got the smell of alcohol and lip prints on your face, which really me off. She said as she gently bit him on the shoulder.

"Mother asked me to make it clear to you, saying that she wanted you to see my true face, she hid behind the big Buddha statue with Yanxi, and wanted to listen to my own words that made you despair, but how could you believe it? We love each other so deeply, so deeply, even if there are many misunderstandings, our hearts are so attached to each other.

Sure enough, you didn't believe it at all, I ran into the wilderness, and you chased after me, I really couldn't stand it, I told you I love you so much, oh my God, I know I shouldn't tell you, but I'm just going to tell you, because I'm going crazy, and you're going crazy.

I asked you to take me away, but you hesitated, you want to explain the matter to your parents, but if you open your mouth, what about your reputation? I can't let our love ruin you. I'd rather die, I'd rather die, and I want to keep you.

My mother beat me, scolded me, and let me die, I thought about it, there was no other way to get rid of death, only death could save your reputation, and Ryan's reputation, because I couldn't be loyal to him, my heart had already been given to you, and I was already an unfaithful woman before I entered the Zhou family.

I can only choose to die, but you saved me, I woke up, but the problem has not been solved, my mother is right, if I go away with you, how can you gain a foothold in this society? Everyone will know that you eloped with your sister-in-law, your studies are over, your reputation is over, and your life is over, and I am the one who ruined your life, I don't want it, I don't want it. ”

Ruojun smiled and looked at Nian An who was lying in the crook of Ruikang's arm, and said softly, "You know what? Our son is so much like you, even the dimples that he laughs at, and if you open your eyes and look at it, you will love him. ”

She glanced up at Ruikang, it seemed that his expression had improved somewhat, but his eyes were still closed, Ruojun didn't know if the past she said could wake him up, but this moment was the only opportunity for her to confide in him about her journey, whether he could hear it or not, she confided in him as if she were telling a story.

"Later, you moved to school, I know you are sad, I am also sad, Ryan moved me, he carefully protected me, if it wasn't for him, I might have been beaten to death by the family law, so I want to repay him, I want to be good to him, but I don't want to talk anymore, because without you, it's like a long dark night, there is never sunshine, I don't care about everything anymore, my father and mother ridicule me, people laugh at me, I don't care, without you, what's the difference between life and death? They can think whatever they like. I'm still secretly thinking about you in my heart, and they don't care.

Later, you secretly came to see me, and I knew that you thought of me as much as I thought of you, and I was so happy and excited, and when you came, my life would be sunny. But you always misunderstand me, you always think I'm half-hearted.

On Chinese New Year's Eve that year, you actually took Xu Manlin home, are you so considerate and gentle to her, do you really want to anger me? I think I was stunned by you when I fainted, hehe.

But you rescued me to the hospital again, we reconciled again, with you by your side, everyone else became unimportant, you also rented a small attic, that is the most beautiful and beautiful attic, you know, whether it is the Zhou family compound with carved beams and paintings, or the small wooden house in Jinyun Mountain, in my heart it is not as good as our small attic, where is our home. I was so happy, that night, I deliberately didn't let you go, maybe in my heart I wanted to give myself to you. ”

She sat up, teased Xiao Nian'an, gently stroked Ruikang's cheek, held Ruikang's hand tightly, put it on her lips and kissed it, and sighed: "Later, I don't know why, my mother found the small attic and took me back, do you know, Ruian has been on hunger strike for several days, I am really guilty, do you know that your brother is dying, how can I leave him?" In order to fulfill us, he wrote the 'divorce consent letter', he loves us so much, if I don't care about his life or death, am I still human? But I didn't think about having sex with him, I wanted to go back and discuss it with you, but...... Ruikang, I was drugged in the meal, and there were many, many *......"

"Ruikang, Ruikang, God, I heard your screams outside the house, I was so sad and sad, but I have become your veritable sister-in-law, what face do I have to meet you? I can only accept the arrangement of fate and treat Ryan well.

But after that, you will marry Xu Manlin for a while, and marry Cheng Jiaqi for a while...... You hate it to death. How many times are you going to get married? She pinched him lightly, but tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.

"The Japanese are here, my mother is gone, Ryan is gone, my child with Ryan is gone, your love is gone, I almost died, it was Xiaohui who saved me, for many years, he has been with me and took care of us, when I was sick and dying, it was he who offered to take me to Chongqing to find you.

We've endured a lot of hardships on the road, Ruikang, and Xiaohui is as affectionate to me as Jiaqi is to you. You can't leave Jiaqi behind, and I can't leave Xiaohui behind. Do you understand? Because if we fail them, we really can't get a foothold in this world. ”

"Ruikang, I know you are like me, I know you can hear all this, wake up." She kissed him on the lips again, and kissed him deeply, deeply: "Ruikang, if you die, I will not live alone, I will definitely go with you." Whether it's heaven or hell, I'm going with you, and I won't leave you alone. Xiaohui is right, as long as you appear, I will be with you desperately.

If you disappear from the world, then my world will disappear too, and Ryan, Jiaqi, Xiaohui, and even our son will not matter. I can only pay them back in the next life, in this life and this life, you give birth to me, you die and I die. ”

This is estimated to be the most she has talked in her life, after she finished speaking, she hugged him tightly and cried bitterly, crying painfully, crying heaven and earth cracked, mountains and rivers shook, Xiao Nian'an heard her mother's cry, and also cried with Wow Wow.

I don't know how long it took, his fingers moved slightly, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes, wetting her cheeks, and after a while, he opened his mouth violently, took a big breath of air, his chest rose and fell violently, and slowly opened his eyes.