tentative exploration
Full of complicated emotions in her heart, Huang Lizhen was nervously at the door, holding her hands and stepping lightly on her feet.
I'm in a bit of a hurry, why haven't anyone opened the door yet.
There was the sound of broken footsteps inside the door, and the door opened.
Huang Lizhen raised her eyes, Mo Shiyu opened the door with both hands, raised her head to look over, and for a moment, the two looked at each other.
For Mo Shiyu, what caught her eye was an unfamiliar face, someone who came, with the aura of wind and dust, and her face was not very good, probably in a hurry.
Huang Lizhen looked at Mo Shiyu in front of her up close, and the excitement in her heart rose, replaced by a huge surprise, she was fifty percent sure that the girl in front of her was very likely to be her lost child.
At this moment, her feelings are complicated, intertwined, and she cannot describe her inner feelings in words.
That feeling of being separated from the world, Huang Lizhen has a kind feeling for the girl in front of her.
"Hello, is there anything wrong?" Mo Shiyu asked instinctively.
Huang Lizhen calmed down her inner mood, "You, hello, I want to come and exchange some food with you, I won't take it for nothing, I'll buy it with you with money, is it okay?" Girl. ”
She looked at Mo Shiyu with real eyes, Mo Shiyu looked at this look and felt a little strange, there were emotions in this look that she couldn't understand, real and hot.
Confused, Mo Shiyu said: "Our family doesn't have anything to eat, it's all some miscellaneous grains, sweet potatoes, potatoes, steamed buns and the like, do you still want them?" ”
Mo Shiyu felt that she might not know what to eat in the countryside, the countryside was not as good as the city, and all she ate was grains.
"If you want it, if you want it, we don't dislike it, I want whatever you can give." Huang Lizhen hurriedly spoke.
For fear that she would regret it, I stopped talking to her.
Finally, there was a chance for her to talk to her, but if she accidentally said something wrong, she would lose this opportunity, and she might miss out on her own daughter.
Mo Shiyu looked at her impatient appearance, and said in a calm tone, "You don't have to worry, come in and sit down, I'll cook it for you, you take it back, and there is probably no place to cook it." ”
She didn't think that those people who knew the youth would give them a kitchen.
Take people's money, she just wants to be a good person again.
Huang Lizhen looked at Mo Shiyu's back and nodded, this child is really a child with a good temperament, if it is really her own daughter, it will really be a blessing in disguise.
The corners of Huang Lizhen's eyes were red, touching the scene and feeling sad, thinking that this child has not been by her side since she was a child, without the love of her parents, and she doesn't know how she has been doing all these years, looking at this yard, it doesn't look like her parents' house.
Huang Lizhen had a faint conjecture in her heart, and the next second she verified her idea, and a young young man walked out of the house.
Gong Yufeng waited in the house for a while, but didn't see anyone come in, so he simply came out to look for her, there was a woman in the yard, with neat short hair, but her cheeks were extremely thin, her cheekbones were high and prominent, and she was a little scary.
After running for days, I can't eat or sleep well, so it's no wonder it's like this.
Gong Yufeng looked at the people in the courtyard.
Huang Lizhen also saw it.
Gong Yufeng casually met her gaze, nodded at her, and then bypassed her and entered the kitchen, where he heard movement in the kitchen.
I guess it's in the kitchen.
Huang Lizhen felt very uncomfortable in her heart, although the man just now was good-looking, dignified, and polite to strangers, he could see that he was a gentleman.
It's just that she is too young, she looks like she is still an adult, and she is married, and her heart is mixed, which is very unpleasant.
She hopes that she will live well and have a good person, but the facts in front of her make her feel that she is not doing well, if she is doing well, how can she get married so early.
And what happened to her, Huang Lizhen wanted to know, she had been absent from her life for more than ten years, and she wanted to rush in desperately and tell her that she might be her child, and she had lost her child for more than ten years.
But she can't, her current situation can't give her a superior life, not only that, but it may also affect her, so she can't, can't do this.
With mixed feelings, he looked ahead in a trance.
After about ten minutes, Mo Shiyu came out with something and put it in a basin.
"You didn't bring anything to put it in, you can take this basin, take it back and use it, it's not worth anything." Mo Shiyu held the basin in both hands and handed it to her.
"Thank you, girl." Huang Lizhen said in a choked voice.
"No, no, just give me three yuan, these are very cheap things, enough for your whole family." She gave enough for six or seven adults.
The steamed bun also contains some wheat grains, which is a little rough, but it can be eaten and will not attract people's eyes.
When they came down, they must not have brought any dry food, and even if they did, they would have eaten almost enough.
That's why they come to the door to change, and they only have some money and some things in their hands.
It's better to be kind, you can help a little bit, if you don't accept anything, then it's a little unreasonable, people will still doubt you, more, you will have to inch in, so the distance has to be drawn.
Appropriate distance, not close, not cold, just right.
"Well, okay, here is five yuan, you don't have to look for it, I will live here after that, and some things may have to trouble you." Huang Lizhen wanted to have something to do with her, so she said so.
Mo Shiyu was a little uncomfortable when she heard this, and when she said this, she felt that she would rely on her in the future, which was not good.
"I said three dollars, three dollars, I have change, I'll look for you." Mo Shiyu now likes to calculate clearly one by one, and does not like to be entangled.
She doesn't know what kind of character this person is, she is afraid, these people's psychology has a dark side, extremely terrifying, it is best not to have anything to do with it at all, she is now inexplicably a little scared, and just agreed to her request.
Huang Lizhen had no choice but to give up, as long as it didn't break down, everything still had a chance.
"That's fine, thank you." Huang Lizhen took the thing and thanked her.
In his hands, the warm touch, and the heart is full of warmth.
Mo Shiyu sent her out, looking at her departing back, a little indifferent, desolate, lonely, and lonely figure, in the rain, slowly disappeared.
Huang Lizhen returned to the educated youth point with things, and the entanglement in her heart still didn't say it, her parents shouldn't be suffering this kind of loss, everything hasn't been figured out yet, wait for her to inquire.
Mo Shiyu still doesn't know that someone has paid attention to her, and in the days since, she will often shush and ask for warmth.
makes Mo Shiyu's hairs often stand on end, and she doesn't know what she has done to make people treat her so well and so well.
The rain continued, for several days, for a few days, they were all nested in the Zhiqing Point, crowded and cramped houses, looking very stuffy.
They haven't washed for many days, and people are a little stinky, which is the norm, and the reality does not allow it.
The village chief was also thinking of a way, and on this day, as soon as the sky was bright and the sun was shining, he took people to repair the house.
The group of people who came down were very excited, they didn't have to live in a small room anymore, they could have their own room, they could wash, they could take a good bath, so they were full of energy.