After hearing what I said, Gao Han and Ning Xinyan couldn't help but gasp, what is the concept of five times the star source? There is a limit to the total amount of star sources that each person can condense every day, and no matter how hard they try, it is impossible to reach the next controller stage much faster than others, even if there is no bottleneck.

"But why are you so high, you should be the controller later than all of us." Ning Xinyan asked suspiciously.

I hesitated for a moment and said, "At first, there was nothing wrong with my speed when I was condensing, it was just an ordinary condensation, but then as I continued to condense, my condensation speed became faster and faster, and now the condensation speed of an hour has exceeded that of ordinary condensation a lot." ”

When he said this, the surroundings suddenly became quiet again, and after a long time, Gao Hancai said again: "Forget it, I don't think it's anything, it's not weird." ”

I smiled and said, "I've told you everything." ”

This is the end of my topic, and my eyes are focused on Gao Han again. Gao Han pointed to himself, "It's my turn?" As he spoke, Gao Han's face suddenly calmed down, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "My story doesn't have so many twists and turns, and it may not be a beautiful thing." ”

"I actually had a wife." Just at the first sentence, we all widened our eyes in surprise. I've never heard Gao Han mention this matter.

"It's just that she died before she could get married." After Gao Han finished speaking, he was silent for a long time, and neither of us spoke, and the atmosphere gradually became solemn. No one thought that it would be such a heavy topic.

"Gao Han ......" Ning Xinyan stretched out his hand to Gao Han and said something, but Gao Han waved his hand and said, "I've decided to say it, just say it, this matter has been holding back in my heart for a long time." ”

"I don't remember exactly what happened, but I remember that I met her in the summer, when I was a student, and she was in the same class as me, sitting diagonally across from me. At that time, the teacher was strict in class, but I still often looked at her, so I also tasted being scolded by the teacher. ”

"At that time, I had good grades, and even if the teacher scolded me, I had a bit of an indifferent attitude, because I was often called to the office to talk, but my grades were there, and the teacher couldn't say anything. I don't know if it's providence, but the teacher can't control me, so he just asked me to tutor her homework. ”

"Because of this incident, I slowly got acquainted with her, she is a little introverted, maybe because of this, although I usually talk a lot with friends, but she talks very little when she sees me, and sometimes she can't say a word for half a day, but I say it unilaterally, and what I say is related to learning, and I don't have the opportunity to talk about some daily life, so there is no progress for a long time."

"Later, after school, I came out late that day, and I happened to meet her who was leaving late on duty, and we went out of school together. It was raining heavily that day, and I didn't bring an umbrella that I had always been careless, and I was going to run back by myself, but at this time she said she was going to send me, and we were walking on the road at the time, looking like a couple, I was so nervous that I didn't say a word for a long time, I was still a little introverted at that time, but we walked together for a while, and finally I mustered up the courage to start asking about her at school that day, and we chatted like this. ”

"The time in school is always very short, in the blink of an eye we are about to graduate, and our relationship is gradually warming up with the daily homework tutoring, close to graduation, I asked her out, even though I was nervous and dying, but I still held her shoulder and said that I like her. To be honest, I really didn't dare to ask her how she felt about me, but she didn't know what was wrong at the time, so she suddenly came up and kissed me on the cheek, and then ran away. I froze and didn't speak for a long time, and even that night I lost sleep from being so excited. ”

"We graduated, we went our separate ways, it was difficult to see each other again, but our contact was not broken, even when it was the busiest, I would take time to say a few words to her, how are you doing today, rest early, remember to pay attention to your body, it's as simple as that, but it's full of warmth."

"One day, the company suddenly told me that I had a promotion opportunity, but I was going to another city, and I wanted to say no because everything I knew was here, and when I saw the name of that city, I told my boss to let me think about it for a day, because that city was where she was by chance."

"I don't remember how I persuaded my family, but I was excited to get a promotion and a raise, and I told her the good news, and she burst into tears. After that, we lived together and spent the same time together, we were very busy every day, but we were very happy and happy, and it didn't take long for us to get married. ”

"I dragged my friend to buy a diamond ring, which almost cost me nearly half of my savings, and I thought about giving it to her when we had one year together, and making her my wife."

"I originally thought that we could stay together for the rest of our lives, but fate was unpredictable, and she was terminally ill." Speaking of this, Gao Han's eyes couldn't help but become a little more crystalline, and his voice began to tremble a little, he took a deep breath and slowly exhaled it, which calmed his mood a little.

"I went to all the hospitals and doctors I could contact, looking for medical advice, and spent almost all my savings for this, but in the end, it was in vain, and I couldn't do anything."

"In front of the hospital bed, looking at her dying, I cried bitterly, the one I loved, she who had loved her for several years was about to leave me, I didn't expect that these I wanted to think that this was a nightmare, I used to pump myself hard, just so that I could wake up, to wake up from this nightmare, but the pain on my face told me that all this is a cruel truth."

"One morning, as the sun fell, she was gone, leaving me forever, my heart was like a knife, so painful that I almost forgot to breathe, and with a sudden colic, I also lost consciousness, and when I opened my eyes again, I saw the white figure, and heard the words that I still remember."

"Then I came to a small world where I became a killer. I don't remember how many people I had killed, but I kept pulling the trigger while I searched for clues to get her back, and my nerves were numbed with blood, so that I could be freed from the pain. ”

"I succeeded, I really left that world alive, I really saw her again, we got married, our friends came to bless us, our family recognized us, we should have lived happily ever after, for the rest of our lives, but she ...... again"

Gao Han finally couldn't say any more, and sat there with his head bowed, tears streaming down his cheeks. Even if he doesn't tell the rest of the story, I can already guess why he is the way he is now, and why he has been living alone, and I can understand it.

After a long time, Gao Han spoke again: "Later, I came to the alliance alone, and I changed my personality, made myself more attentive, and made myself what I am now. I keep condensing, to pursue a higher level, to make money, to enjoy life luxuriously. I kept telling myself that I was doing this to live a better life, but only I knew that I was doing this to escape, to escape from that pain. ”

I looked at Gao Han and couldn't help but reach out and pat him on the shoulder, he couldn't have felt this very well, because I had also experienced the pain of losing my beloved, the feeling of changing myself and escaping the pain. It's just that he was lucky, at least he saved Xue'er through hard work.

Gao Han looked at me and shook his head slightly to indicate that he was fine.

Ning Xinyan lowered her head and was silent for a long time, she and Gao Han have known each other for so long, and it may be the first time she has heard of these things. I thought my story was bizarre and tragic enough, but I didn't expect that Gao Han experienced more sadness than himself.

Gao Han wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand, trying to cheer himself up, Ning Xinyan looked up at Gao Han and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I've always been a little irritable with you." ”

Gao Han opened his eyes, burst into laughter, and pretended to be surprised: "I didn't expect this sentence to be heard from the mouth of the eldest sister." ”

Saying that, Gao Han waved his hand, "It's all in the past, don't worry too much." ”

Even though he said so, how could such a thing be so easily erased from memory? This kind of sadness, I'm afraid it's hard to forget for the rest of my life, although Gao Han often discusses some girls' things on weekdays, but until now, he hasn't seen him really get along with any girl, even if it's more intimate.

Seeing that Ning Xinyan's expressions and I were a little sad, Gao Han said: "Okay, don't be so sad, I'll cry again when I look back, it's the eldest sister, it's your turn, tell me about you, we have seen many things several times, but we have never asked you." ”

Ning Xinyan was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Compared to your story, mine is really nothing. ”

"You must be curious why I have such a bad relationship with that man." Ning Xinyan asked. We nodded, she was talking about the chief minister, who was also her biological father, Ning Qingyu, and this question existed as early as the first time we went to the governor's mansion.

Ning Xinyan smiled bitterly and said, "The reason why our relationship is at this point is all because of my mother. ”

"Mom, she's already used a reliever." Sleep virus, like Xue'er, Ning Xinyan's mother also got this virus, and although there are relieving agents in the alliance, they can only have one effect, once the effect of the drug passes, then they will still fall into that kind of coma close to death, and they will never wake up.

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