17. A woman lives with a face

Shanshan didn't want to give up on Maddie, and having a child was also a reason, and the child couldn't be born without a father, or have a criminal father.

Shanshan knows that having a child occupies an important place in Maddie's heart, because the child is the continuation of her and his shared life, and it is the bond that connects Maddie and her flesh and blood. With children, she has an absolute advantage in the competition with her.

Shanshan took out a hospital test sheet and showed it to Maddie.

"Oh, I'm going to be a dad!"

After reading the test sheet, Maddie was also very excited, he moved closer to Shanshan, stroked Shanshan's stomach and said:

"We have to name the kid...... Wait, we don't know if it's a boy or a girl...... I hope you have a good ...... when you have a baby."

Shanshan gently opened his hand and said coquettishly: "It's my business to have a baby, you don't have to worry about it...... However, it is the business of the two of us to give birth to the child and raise it, do you want your child to be unable to see his father for two days as soon as he comes to this world? Do you want me to go to work alone with my children? Maddie, for the sake of our children, you have to hurry up with the job transfer. ”

Shanshan proposed a job transfer at this time for two purposes: one was really for the sake of the children, and the other was to put a little more pressure on Maddie.

"Let me think about it. You haven't found a place to work yet......"

"I really don't want to work for the time being, go to the Northeast first, anyway, you can support me, and I'll go to work when the child is older." Shanshan continued to exert pressure.

"The house hasn't ...... yet"

"Three months is enough, isn't it? You can rent a house. ”

"Okay."

Maddie finally agreed.

Shanshan, of course, can't fully trust Maddie's promises, and men's promises are often discounted when they encounter emotional resistance.

The clever Shanshan wanted to borrow the hand to push Maddie again, and pushed Maddie to her side completely.

When Maddie left Shenzhen again, Shanshan packed up his things for him.

Shanshan put another gift for the woman in the Northeast in Maddie's suitcase.

Shanshan knew that it was an explosive gift for that family.

"It's time, it's time to get up. It's time, it's time to get up......"

The recording of the electronic quartz clock at the bedside woke up.

Reach out and turn the chime off, then lazily open your eyes.

It was still dark at half past five in the morning in the winter in the Northeast, and I couldn't see the outside but I could see the layers of window grilles on the window panes, and I could hear the north wind roaring outside the building in the early morning. The big three-bedroom house is empty, just one person, and Maddie has not returned from a business trip to Shenzhen. The heating was very hot, and the sound of "gurgling" water delivery seemed to send away the dream that had just ended.

What kind of dream did you just have? She seemed to dream of a dazzling color, like a long cloud in the sky, one white, one blue, one purple, one grass green, one lime yellow, one bright red......

Those Yanyu colors have no fixed shape, surging like sea water, sometimes drawn into silk, sometimes piled into a ball, sometimes warp and weft distinct, sometimes chaotic, sometimes appearing, sometimes disappearing, sometimes rolling into some patterns that look like something and don't look like something, and then shattering into "kaleidoscope" like colored spots...... Think: What does this dream mean?

Studied but cannot comprehend.

I got up and went to the bathroom in my pajamas to clean up myself.

Grooming is simply a complicated procedure. She first washes her face with warm water, which can dilate the capillaries of her face, remove and wash away dust and impurities from her pores; Then pour some milky white Dabao beauty facial cleanser on the palm of your hand, pat it on your face, and gently massage and rub it with the three fingers in the middle of both hands, from top to bottom, from left to right, 15 times clockwise, 15 times counterclockwise, and do this for 3 minutes, until the cleanser is almost dry and the nutrients have been completely absorbed into the skin;

……

In short, everything is done according to the most delicate steps, and each step is so careful and important.

The last level is to draw a lip line, first trace a delicate lip line, and then apply lipstick within the range of the lip line to make the delicate lips fuller; Then use a bristle brush to gently brush that face from top to bottom, brushing away impurities and powders, and setting the makeup on the entire face. Finally, I combed my hair and fixed my hairstyle with mousse hairspray......

It took half an hour to get dressed up.

In my opinion, a woman lives like a face.

A 30-year-old woman can't seem to go out of the house without makeup.

Get dressed and get out of the house.

The city has not yet woken up, and the bitter cold of winter has made the city snooze. Few windows were lit, and the buildings stood there with black hands like lifeless building blocks. Outside, it was icy and snowy, and the cold stars and cold moon were still hanging in the sky, shining, as if they were shivering from the bitter cold of the morning. On the ground is a layer of morning frost that has just fallen, the ice and snow hanging on the frost are particularly astringent, and the high heels are stepping on the ice and snow, "squeaking" and twisting their mouths painfully, and it is impossible to say whether it is the pain of stepping on the ice and snow or the pain of the ice and snow stepped on by the high heels.

During Maddie's business trip to Shenzhen, he still went to the "Moon City" dance hall for "morning exercises" every morning.

Although morning exercise is dancing and entertainment, after all, you have to get up early. It is not difficult to wake up early in spring, summer and autumn, when the days are long and the weather is pleasant. It's not easy to survive in winter. Generally, people who "exercise in the morning" can't hold on to it in winter, so they "cat winter", but they persever. This is not only because she understands that she will gain weight once she stops her morning exercises, but also because the magical man in the dance hall, the mysterious man, has quietly entered her heart in his own unique way.

When I walked into the ballroom, a rock music was blowing in the ballroom, which was played for younger men and women, once a day in the morning, so that those young men and women could get through the "disco" addiction. There weren't too many people in the ballroom at that time, and after getting used to the dim lights of the ballroom a little, I saw at a glance that he was still sitting in the old place in the back row, he always came early, but he didn't dance, he sat there alone, waiting to come and dance again, and he still danced alone with her. He didn't give the honor to the second woman in the ballroom.

Now he's a regular dance partner.

There are many such regular dance partners in the morning dance hall, either couples, or lovers, or friends, or just dancing. I can't tell you what your relationship is with him? They were just a man and a woman who met in the dance hall, looked at each other, and danced together. Because until now, it is not known who he is? What is your name? Where do you work?

Walk over.

By the time she took off her coat, he had already stood up, walked over to her, and helped her take it.

"You're here?" Say hello.

"Here we are." He responded.

"It doesn't seem like there are many people today?"

"It's not yet time for the Venerable Master."

"Let's dance." She said.

"Let's dance." He said.

Without saying anything else, the two entered the dance floor shoulder to shoulder.

At that time, the dance music in the ballroom had changed from rock and roll with a fast four-step rhythm to a slow four-step rhythm, which was a kind of relaxed dance music, and it was also a dance music that could be danced with many tricks. However, he took her not to go tango, nor did he dance two fast and two slow, but took her to walk step by step. In the ballroom, only old dancers who dance regularly take this step when slowing down the four-step dance, in order to save the energy they spend on the movements and use them to talk to each other. There are also people in the dance hall who call this dance step "Lover's Step".

Although he took her on a "lover's walk", there was still no talk between them. I wondered in my heart: why didn't he speak when he took her to dance like this? Maybe it's to experience a tranquil state of mind? Maybe it was his melancholy personality that chose this dance move? Anyway, he danced as much as he took her.

Although there are no words, there is no strangeness between each other when they first met, and they are no longer restrained by each other, but there is definitely no presumptuous after familiarity. He and she are like a pair of strange old friends, uninvolved in each other but tacitly aware of each other. He still danced like that, without saying a word, as if he had always done his duty. He and her have known each other like this for almost half a year, and their relationship has not made much progress, basically still staying at the level of half a year ago. And it's as if to stay at this level forever.

I often think: such a man reassures a woman.

Reassuring is reassuring, reassuring to be big and worried.

I worry because I feel a sense of indifference.