Chapter 31: The Grave of Love
31. Love Grave
- After getting on the No. 16 chair, Yan Yu noticed that Maddie had been looking uneasy, his eyes were always fixed on the two young men in the No. 14 chair in front of him, not only because his murder plan was ruined by the two young men, but also because he knew that something was going to happen to the No. 14 chair - he was not willing to let the two young people die in vain, but he had no way to stop it.
Moreover, Yan Yu still clearly remembers that at the moment when the two young people had an accident, Maddie shouted "Beware!" ”
Although that shout was normal on the surface, Yan Yu recalled it now and felt that Maddie's shout was definitely a second before it happened, maybe half a second...... What does this mean? This shows that Maddie knew the secret of the No. 14 chair in advance.
In this way, the murderer who broke the seat belt clip of the No. 14 seat is Maddie.
Yan Yu felt a chill begin to rise from under her feet, along her nerves, along her blood, along her bone marrow, and spread to her whole body. She felt like she was being entangled by a python that was squeezing and squeezing so hard that she felt suffocated.
Yan Yu continues to look for evidence that Maddie may be the murderer in her anguish.
In terms of timing, Maddie has every chance of destroying the No. 14 seat. Yan Yu continued to think: Because Maddie got up a little earlier than me this morning, he said to go see the "City Hunter", who can guarantee that he is not going to destroy the seat belt clip of the No. 14 seat during this time?
And one more question: if the killer is Maddie, then who is he murdering against?
According to the logical reasoning that the murderer's murder object is the person sitting in chair No. 14, there are only two people in chair No. 14, and since Maddie is already the murderer, Maddie can't murder herself herself - then, the target of murder can only be me!
However, there is another phenomenon here that is puzzling:
Maddie himself was in chair 14, he broke the seat belt clip, and if something happened, wouldn't he be going to die with me?
Because he was mentally prepared in advance, he would grab the chair at the moment of the accident and hang it in the air, just like the two young men did today.
And I was unprepared, and I would fall headlong into a valley dozens of feet deep, and hit * in and out.
Even if I was lucky enough to grab a chair and hang in the air at the moment of the accident, like two young people, I didn't have the physical strength to hold on to the finish line, and I would have fallen into a deep valley halfway through.
That chill was still spreading to Yan Yu's whole body.
It should be admitted that Maddie's cleverness, he used his cleverness to devise a good murder plan, if his plot succeeded, no one would have thought that he was the murderer sitting in chair 14, and people would consider him to be a victim in chair 14 according to general logical reasoning.
This is Maddie's means of murdering me.
Yan Yu thought: So, what was Maddie's motive for murdering me?
What was it that made him hate me so much that he put him to death?
Yan Yu immediately thought of Shanshan. Maddie's murder must have something to do with Shanshan's affair in Shenzhen, Maddie knew that Shanshan's affair had been exposed, and I put forward those three conditions to him, and he accepted them on the surface, but in fact he didn't want to accept them at all. He didn't want to reconcile with me, and continued his deception - no, he made a choice between me and Shanshan, he chose Shanshan and abandoned me. He's secretly planning this conspiracy, he's using the same way he used Meixin 7 years ago to deal with me, and he wants me to be the second Meixin.
Thinking of this, Yan Yu remembered her strange feeling again, when the accident first happened, she always felt as if she had seen this meeting or experienced this kind of thing herself? Now she remembered that it was the reservoir incident seven years ago - in which Maddie murdered his ex-wife Meixin, and now he came to murder me again, and the method used was a replica of the reservoir incident. He kills both the murderer and the murdered at the same time – this is the Maddie-esque method of conception.
So, what do I do now?
Yan Yu felt that her heart was completely cold at that moment, she knew that everything between her and Maddie was completely over, and there was no room for recovery.
The question is how?
How to end?
After returning from the ski resort, Yan Yu became ill.
She had a low-grade fever, was restless during the day, couldn't sleep well at night, talked in her dreams and yelled, and always woke up for no reason, with aches and cold sweats. Living with a murderer who wants to murder him all the time, everyone will feel this way.
Maddie said that she may have been frightened on the day of the accident, or it could be that she had been alone in the field for too long on the night of the accident and suffered from the cold.
But Yan Yu knew that she was actually sick of her heart.
Maddie still diligently fulfilled the duties of a husband, he transferred the company's "Mazda" car, accompanied Yan Yu to the hospital to see a doctor, and accompanied her home from the hospital, served her to lie down, found medicine for her, and brought water and medicine to her bed. However, as soon as Maddie left, Yan Yu secretly poured the medicine into the toilet.
She doesn't believe Maddie, she knows that his concern is superficially fake, and she fears that the killer will take advantage of her illness to maneuver with drugs to complete his unfinished murder plan at the ski resort.
Maddie went to work again, and Yan Yu was lying at home alone.
The home, still the same home as it was, is still warm and comfortable on the outside. However, Yan Yu's feeling of home is completely different, in her opinion, this home is now only a shell, and the content is gone.
It turns out that if Maddie is not at home when she is not at ease, she is only at ease when Maddie is at home; Now it's the opposite, Maddie is not at ease when she is at home, Maddie is at home she is unsettled, restless, and even worried, and only when Maddie is gone and she is left alone, she is at ease.
Yan Yu understood another truth: if it is two people who love each other, it is a kind of happiness to live together under the same roof; If it is two people who do not love to live under the same roof, it is simply a sin.
This is what Yan Yu didn't expect, why is the world changing so fast? It turned out that two loving men and a woman, but now they have suddenly become enemies.
So, Yan Yu felt a burst of sadness in her heart: I love Maddie, and I took the initiative to dedicate myself to him in order to love him. Over the years since I got married, I have managed this home for him, and I expected this home to be an eternal comfort nest in my life, but I never expected that he would marry a new love after he became famous, and this home would soon become a grave of love. Knowing this, why did you have to pay such a big price to set up this family in the first place?
Two lines of hot tears silently wet the pillow towel.
Yan Yu wiped her tears and turned her gaze out the window.
Outside the window, there were snowflakes in the gray sky. This winter is really a snowy winter, and the snow has not broken since the beginning of winter, and it has been underground at both ends for three days, with light snow, heavy snow, clear snow, and snow ballast...... Changing tricks underground. Now it seems that there is goose feather snow outside the window, the snowflakes are really big, pieces are like the elm trees I saw in my grandmother's house in the countryside when I was a child, the snowflakes are fluttering and sprinkling, fluttering all over the sky, connecting into a vast snow net, covering the winter sun, covering the distant sky, and covering the connection between this room and the outside world.
Does the sky cry?
Looking at the snow outside the window, Yan Yu remembered someone who said: "Rain is the tears of summer, and snow is the tears of winter." ”
The tears of summer are sound.
Winter tears are silent.
The silent tears are even more painful, just like Yan Yu's heart now.
People are willing to think of things when they are in pain, and Yan Yu remembered what Maddie said to her before: "A man can only fit one woman in his heart, Yan Yu, there is only you in me." "Well, that's all in the past. Now that her husband has Shanshan in her heart again, Yan Yu knows that she has been squeezed out of Maddie's heart by Shanshan.
Between the two women, Maddie has already made a choice, and he chooses Shanshan. Shanshan is younger, more beautiful, Shanshan can give him children, Shanshan can give him more and newer enjoyment, can give him more beautiful and full of man's joy, Shanshan can make him abandon the past—including his home and his wife.
Maddie designs a murder of her in order to ensure her choice, and although it does not work out due to an accident, the operation itself proves the relationship between Maddie and Shanshan.
It seems that Maddie and Shanshan are no longer ordinary relationships, at least lovers, or even husband and wife.
Now, Yan Yu has no doubt that Maddie will do bigamy.
The thought of the man she loved and another woman also living like husband and wife made Yan Yu's heart ache and bleed as if she had been cut by a knife.
It turned out that Yan Yu also wanted to save this family and save her fate with Maddie, but now it seems that the fate between the two has ended. Although there was a strong love between her and him, that love was gone. Love, a spiritual feeling, is also limited by the four-dimensional space like matter, and love exists for a certain period of time, but once this period has passed, love does not exist, and disappears without a trace like air.
She can't blame men, men are always like this, they are constantly looking for new women, and in their eyes, women, as long as they are new, are better than the old.
What do you say about the mountain alliance and the sea oath, forever? The man's vows and eternal days fell apart in front of the newer and more beautiful woman.
Yan Yu can only blame herself for being careless, why didn't she notice the subtle changes in her husband? Why don't you think about prevention when the relationship between husband and wife is good? She also. complained that her life was not good, she even accepted her fate, and 7 years ago, she became a third party and snatched Maddie from Meixin; Now, Shanshan has become a third party and snatched Maddie from herself. It's all a retribution.
Then leave him and part ways with him – as the song goes: "...... Say break up when it's time to break up, don't say it's hard to forget, let those years go with the wind......"
The problem is that Yan Yu doesn't want to be separated so simply.
Because her thoughts and feelings have just undergone a wonderful transformation:
Everything in the world can be converted into each other – for example, trees can be converted into coal, food can be converted into alcohol, gasoline can be converted into fire, and fire can be converted into electricity...... Not only matter can be transformed, but also the spirit produced by matter can also be transformed into each other, and strong love can be transformed into strong hate, although these are two completely different spiritual concepts, but once the transformation is generated, it is faster than any transformation, and both are complete.
Yes, Yan Yu has changed from loving Maddie to hating Maddie.
Because Maddie has not only abandoned her feelings, but also planned to deprive her of her life, he has become her enemy by his own actions.
Therefore, Yan Yu not only wants to leave him, but also takes revenge on him.
Moreover, Yan Yu must take revenge as soon as possible. Because Maddie may not be much time for her. After the failure of the last murder plan, Maddie must be conceiving a new murder plan, who can guarantee that he will come back from work today with a bottle of potassium hydride in his arms? Who could stop him from strangling me to death in my sleep one night? Yan Yu must complete his plan of revenge before his new murder plan is formed and implemented.
So, what is the method of revenge?
This is a question that Yan Yu has been thinking about since she came back from the ski resort.
Of course, it was not an ordinary revenge, but an attempt to put him to death. Yan Yu thinks this way from two aspects: on the one hand, she hates Maddie, you want me to die, I just let you die. On the other hand, it is the hatred of Shanshan, what I can't get, I will destroy him, so that Shanshan can't even think about it.
The most poisonous thing is a woman's heart?!
Women's hearts are like this: they are full of tenderness and kindness when they are loved, but they can also become vicious when they are hurt.
Yan Yu's heart has become vicious now.
The vicious Yan Yu has already found a weapon to destroy Maddie - Meixin's death 7 years ago.
She knew that it was also a murder, and that the murderer of Meixin was Maddie. The police also investigated the whole incident and closed it as an accident because there was not enough evidence at the time.
However, Yan Yu is the evidence, she knows the whole story of the whole incident, and Maddie personally said it to her when she was proud afterwards, but the fundamental interests of her and Maddie were the same at that time, so she did not stand up and confirm it to the law.
Now, the situation is different, now that she and Maddie's fundamental interests are not at the same level, and they are enemies, she can tell the police the full facts of the murder.
Although 7 years have passed, there is still no statute of limitations for legal investigation, and as long as the law wants to investigate Maddie's criminal responsibility, Maddie is certain to die.