July 5, 2019 Rain

It's always raining in Nanjing in recent days, and today my grandmother came to see me.

I accidentally let my grandmother see the bruises on my body. My grandmother thought he had hit me.

But I still didn't dare tell anyone the truth.

September 1, 2019 Sunny

After the liberal arts and sciences were divided, they were assigned to the clarification class. (Science Qingbei)

I met a boy who was the class president, and he didn't like to talk. Nice people who checked me in.

He's so white, so white. The eyebrows are clear and the bridge of the nose is erect.

He turned out to be the number one champion in the city. His name is Cheng Songyan.

September 17, 2019 Sunny

The first year of high school starts today. The new students have entered the school to participate in military training.

Cheng Songyan happily ran to the playground.

It's the first time I've seen him smile so happily.

October 3, 2019 Rain

Today the school shows movies in the auditorium.

Very close to Cheng Song Yan. There are a lot of girls, some of whom are still out of school, and they are rushing to sit with him.

I like Cheng Songyan, which is very popular.

December 12, 2019 Sunny

I went home from my monthly vacation

He was really annoyed and wanted him to die for the first time.

The marks on my body can't be covered at all, why am I so dirty.

January 1, 2020 Sunny

Happy 17th birthday.

You have to make yourself happy, Lu Zhiyi.

January 4, 2020 Rain

wanted to ask Cheng Song Yan to watch a movie, but was refused.

The text message was seen by him, and he was angry.

"If you don't behave, you won't be allowed to go to school."

He kissed me on the neck, and every inch of his breath made me feel sick.

Once again, the desire to kill him deepened.

Those who hurt me should die one after another.

March 27, 2020 Sunny

He found the knife hidden behind me, and he put it against my neck and said in the same gentle voice as usual.

"Zhiyi, then let's die together."

May 25, 2020 Rain

taught two girls who always pestered Cheng Songyan.

I like someone, no one can snatch away.

September 23, 2020 Sunny

Cheng Songyan always sat down to eat with a few boys and girls in the second year of high school.

There were people he liked.

October 10, 2020 Rain

On the last day of the National Day holiday, Cheng Songyan has not returned to the 10-day news.

In the evening he wanted to do it, but luckily it was in bed.

November 6, 2020 Cloudy

"Zhiyi, don't force me to tell him about our relationship."

He was always like that, and so my whole life was clamped.

December 12, 2021 Sunny

Cheng Songyan said that he didn't like me.

I'm not even a friend.

Lu Zhiyi, you are so cheap, people don't look down on you at all.

What I can't get, no one else can think of.

January 1, 2021

He gave me a silver bracelet, which was very beautiful and beautiful.

He said that Zhiyi is 18 years old.

This year, he came to wish me a happy birthday.

For the first time, I didn't resist his kiss.

February 4, 2021 Rain

Did what I always wanted to do.

You're so bad, Lu Zhiyi.

But no one in this world is good to me either. Why can't I be bad?

February 14, 2021 Sunny

She must die.

March 11, 2021 Rain

During the few days he was in the detention center, he came every day.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

I'm not afraid, Lu Qi.

In front of you, I finally called your name for the first time. Say that.

"I love you, Lu Qi."

-

The halo of the evening reveals sadness, and hurt is the source of sin.

Originally, it was false to say that it was not ruthless. But after reading this diary, Goodnight suddenly understood her a little.

But there has never been true empathy in the world. She will never experience the unforgettable pain that Zhiyi has experienced.

At the end of Zhiyi's diary, there is a sentence, "Exchange a lifetime of sorrow for your love." ”

The date of the tail end is March 28, 2021

That "you" doesn't actually refer to a certain person, but to the world.

For most of my peers, Zhiyi's life is unfortunate. The world was cruel to her.

The last trace of warmth she touched was the love of the person she had always hated.

Zhiyi was unfortunate until when she made up her mind to leave this world, and she realized for the first time how much she loved the man who loved her very much.

The only thing I don't regret is that Zhiyi said the sentence "I love you, Lu Qi." ”

She is the same age as Zhiyi, but Zhiyi is actually stronger than her. It's just that she couldn't hold it anymore, and she ruthlessly left the world that didn't love her. "Exchange a lifetime of sorrow for your love." It is Zhiyi's last confession to the world.

Good night thought, maybe I regretted it in the end.

Once again, she remembered that Zhiyi's smile when he met her was pure and clean. No matter what, that smile is full of beauty and kindness, and Zhiyi is confused to add hatred to her, but not every moment of getting along Zhiyi is guilty.

At least the smile and eyes will not deceive, and there is no sincerity when you treat her knowingly.

By the way, there were some things she didn't know.

Good night really wants to tell Zhiyi that Lu Qi, whom she loves, immigrated to Sweden.

Because he had promised Zhiyi to take her to Europe, where they could get married.

-

There is one more thing that goodnight does not know.

Zhiyi cut her wrists and sent her to the hospital for first aid, and the moment before she closed her eyes, she said weakly to Lu Qi, I want to help me say sorry to a girl.

Lu Qi kissed the hand of the girl he was holding tightly, and tears slid down his eyes with beautiful eyes.

The girl stroked his face one last time, her voice soft as a feather.

"Let's go to Europe, Lu Qi."

"There we can get married."

"I love you...."

The girl's palm slowly slid down, and he seemed to have shed tears for a lifetime.

He kissed her closed eyes and kissed her still beautiful face.

Later, he asked someone to give Zhiyi's diary to the girl who wanted to apologize.

After that, he had the idea of accompanying Zhiyi countless times, but Zhiyi said the sentence "Let's go to Europe." It was like a fishbone piercing his heart.

Then he went to Sweden, a city in Northern Europe.

Lu Qi did a lot of wrong things when he was young and ignorant, and regarded blind impulsiveness as love.

Later, because of guilt, he was doubly good to Zhizhi. He tried his best to be an uncle's responsibility, Zhiyi didn't have a mother, and he couldn't change Zhiyi's diapers at first. Later, I learned to wear her little underwear.

He tried his best to put himself in the shoes of his father, but later he found out that he couldn't.

When Zhiyi was 15 years old, his eyebrows and eyes were exquisite, and his lips and teeth were white.

Lu started his heart, and after that he had his girl. He loves intellect, pure love. For the first time, he realized that it was not that he couldn't forget the woman named Lu Yi, he just didn't dare to admit his inner feelings.

I'm sorry to be a human being, he understood love for the first time, and when he wanted to love for the rest of his life, he was retributed.

Later, Lu Qi never married. He always looked through the small photo in his wallet, which showed 12-year-old Zhiyi dancing ballet. The whole world was eclipsed.

-

Recently, the third grade of the high school has started tutoring. For students in the third year of high school, most of the summer vacation will be spent in school.

Good night has been adjusted at home for a few days recently. Prepare to go back to school.

Shen Yiyan was the first to object.

"An An, you haven't recovered yet, so you can't go back to school in a hurry."

Good night, I clearly saw that Shen Yiyan's face was obviously flustered.

"But now that I'm in my third year of high school, I want to go back to school as soon as possible to review in the coming days."

Good night has fallen too far now, and Su Moting said that the school has already started a second round of revision. But she hasn't even learned the knowledge points of the second year of high school.

Good night has always had excellent grades since she was a child, but she is not a genius like Cheng Songyan. She is also very worried that her grades will definitely fall behind after entering the school.

Shen Yiyan knew that An An cared a lot about his studies in his heart, but he was also worried about An An's physical condition.

The boy groaned for a while, as if weighing it in his mind before speaking again.

"An An, I'll go to school with you."

Good night, hearing Shen Yiyan's words, he was obviously stunned.

"Silly?"

"You still have to take the art exam, you don't train anymore?"

The soft palm stroked the young man's forehead, causing Shen Yiyan's ears to turn red. The opening also seemed much cramped.

"An An, I can postpone the training camp. The joint entrance examination is in December, and the school examination is in January and February. I would have been able to start training in October. ”

"Besides, anyway, after my art exam, I will also find a tutor to tutor for cultural classes, so I might as well follow the school's curriculum with you these days. Maybe it will be helpful for me to review my future culture classes. ”

Shen Yiyan's plan seemed to be very appropriate, but it was rejected by a sentence of good night.

"Fool, the school won't allow you to stay in school in the first place."

There is naturally nothing wrong with the scruples of good night.

Shen Yiyan's appearance on campus as a public figure will definitely cause a sensation.

And it is easy to cause a lot of inconvenience to schools and students. The most important point is that it has a great impact on everyone's review effect.

After all, it is the final sprint stage of the three years of high school, and if everyone spends all their time and energy on watching stars, won't it affect the future of too many people.

Shen Yiyan seemed to expect that good night would be so worried, and he already had a way to deal with it in his heart.

"First of all, I am a student at the school. I am eligible to go back to school at any time, so the school has no way to interfere with whether I come to school or not. ”

"Secondly, I will first make sure that I keep a low profile at school and avoid the phenomenon of fans watching this phenomenon. So it is certain that there will be no bad incidents. ”

"One last thing they won't. So there is no countermeasure. ”

Shen Yiyan's last sentence made Goodnight a little confused.

Shen Yiyan raised the corners of his lips slightly, "I mean, my fans don't." I won't delay my future because of me. ”

As an artist, Shen Yiyan should belong to the kind of people who love fans very much in the circle. is a "pet fan" type artist.