Chapter 21: She's the Best
When I was young, I was always full of hope for the future, but I was afraid of those uncertain and unknown things.
Gu Xuran's heart was full of uncertainty at the moment, and he was afraid that he would not be able to give the girl in front of him a future. When I think of my mother's words, I feel deeply guilty.
He looked at Su He, raised his head after a long time, gently held her shoulder, and looked into the girl's eyes.
The girl's eyes were very clean, as if there was a sea of stars, and he was deeply attracted to it.
He said with some difficulty: "Su He, wait for me, okay, wait for me to deal with all this, I'll go to you." ”
Su He looked at her and smiled, then nodded: "I believe in you, I'll wait for you to come to me." ”
They just looked at each other silently, and no one said anything. It's just that each other's hearts are full of strength, not afraid of the future, not afraid of difficulties, and just want to stand by that person's side.
I don't know how long it took, he looked at Yancuo and Yu Muyang who were standing in the distance, and pulled her up, "Go back with them, wait for me to come to you." It won't be long. ”
Su He nodded and walked to the back. He stood in place, looking at her figure, farther and farther away from him, at a turn, she suddenly turned around, looked at her grinning, her mouth moved, and he still saw it clearly from such a distance, and she said: Come on.
They soon left, and he finally moved his steps and walked in the direction of home.
He knew what he was up against. His mother's ten-year discipline had long since overwhelmed him, and he was already annoyed to hear her tell her about her dissatisfaction and grievances over and over again.
Just because she herself is unhappy, does she have to limit her love? He tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly.
Thinking of his mother's heart-rending appearance and the suffocating home, he was extremely unwilling, but he could only go in.
The woman was still in the same place where he had left before, staring blankly at the door, and when she saw herself coming, her eyes suddenly lit up. "Of course, I know that you won't want your mother, right, don't leave your mother, your mother is all for your good." Gu Xuran tugged in his heart and helped her up.
Where is the woman still as arrogant and domineering as before, looking so fragile. He was a little unbearable, but he still didn't hesitate to speak: "I don't want to go that far with you, but you shouldn't force me." Su He and I truly love each other, and what I hope to get is your blessing, not a curse. ”
After he said this, he stood up and looked at the woman's somewhat injured appearance at the moment.
"I'm not going to be like that man, you don't have to worry so much. This year, we still have to spend it together, rather than making a fuss like this, it is better to have a good year, so that the man knows that we can live well without him. ”
The woman looked at him as if she had suddenly thought of something at the moment: "You must not be like Gu Yao, you must be a man who stands up to the sky, you can't be a treacherous person like him." ”
When a woman mentions him, she still hates, because she has loved him, so she hates it so much.
Gu Xuran looked at her and nodded heavily, trying to dissipate her uneasiness.
Gu Yao, Gu Xuran's father, hasn't been back for several years. His marriage to his mother exists in name only, and he is the son he never wants to see.
Gu Xuran still remembers that when he was a child, his mother was still gentle and always whispered to herself. She is always busy and doing her best for this family.
Slowly, Gu Yao's indifference made her change, sensitive, and vulnerable. But she is also a proud person, and she must not be looked down upon. The marriage was unhappy, so she devoted herself to raising this only son.
Fortunately, he has never disappointed her since she was a child, and he has always been a very good existence, which makes her a little satisfied.
When she knew Su He's existence, her whole person seemed to be crazy. She couldn't understand why this son, who had always been obedient, suddenly changed, Luo Qing was the candidate she had set for him a long time ago. From family to appearance, everything is matched.
But he stood in front of him and told himself over and over again that he only wanted Su He.
The feeling of not being able to grasp it was exactly the same as when Gu Yao wanted to leave her.
"Lin Minjun, I don't want to live like this anymore, let's get a divorce." He said this in a very flat tone, as if he was discussing a small matter with him.
Lin Minjun's tears fell suddenly, "Divorce, why divorce, we still have children, we still have Ranran, don't you want him?" ”
Gu Yao looked at him, and his eyes had long since lost his original affection. There was only coldness in his eyes, and the ruthless words came out of his mouth word by word: "I have no relationship with you, give it to you, let's divorce." ”
Lin Minjun was like a madman: "Divorce, why do you want a divorce, I won't let you get your wish." I gave you everything, and now you say you don't want me, it's impossible. ”
Gu Yao looked at him with disappointment in his eyes and left the house. Never took a step forward.
He is really ruthless, he doesn't want her anymore, and he doesn't want the child anymore.
It turns out that it's really okay, and if you don't love it, you won't love it.
His eyes don't deceive, there is no love in those eyes, she doesn't know why, she worked diligently for this family, but she ended up with this result.
Over the years, she has been fighting for a breath, and she Lin Minjun can live well without him. Her children will be the best and most sensible.
She arranged everything for Gu Xuran by herself, and she had never listened to his thoughts, but she felt that what she gave must be the best. He has always been submissive and never said anything.
Who knows, this time it has reached such a point.
Because of his own compulsion, because of his own madness, he wanted to escape from this home so much.
At that moment, she panicked, and she began to be afraid. But she was proud, and she couldn't let anyone see her embarrassed appearance anyway, and she hurt the girl with vicious words, as if she could just disappear.
Seeing Gu Xuran running out with the girl without hesitation, she really felt despair.
Does such a self really suffocate him and make him desperate?
However, the original self was also gentle and understanding, when did it become like this. Seeing Gu Xuran saying over and over again that girl was what she wanted, she only felt that she was going to be abandoned again.
But she forgot that he had grown up and had his own ideas. If you love him, you must respect him.
She tried to calm her emotions and looked at her adult son in front of her. He was now 18 years old, much taller than her, and already had the appearance of a man on his face.
He no longer has to protect the child he takes with him step by step. He will have his own life and will meet a lot of people.
She was a little relieved, but also a little scared, she didn't want to go on like this, she wanted to compromise.
"Okay, Mom promised you that if you want to be with her, you will be together. Don't leave your mother, your mother only has you. She said quickly, for fear that the person in front of her would disagree.
Gu Xuran looked at her mother's cautious appearance, her heart was touched, and she stretched out her hand to hug her: "Mom, we will be fine together, and this family will be fine, don't worry about it anymore." ”
The mother and son finally got back together, and both breathed a sigh of relief.
The two people's homes seemed a little empty, and when he saw the busy housekeeper, he called her and asked her to accompany her mother to buy New Year's goods.
It wasn't until he was alone that he really felt the joy. They were finally accepted by their mothers, and they were sure to give her the best.
He ran upstairs, found his mobile phone, and hurriedly sent a message to Su He, and made a typo several times because of his shaking hands.
"Su He, my mother agreed that we would be together, don't worry, no one will stop us in the future, we can be together well."
Su He over there was worried at the moment, when she received his news, she actually had the urge to cry, fortunately, fortunately, the ending was good, fortunately, they could still be together.
After this incident, they were more certain of each other's intentions, and their feelings became more and more firm.
The Spring Festival is coming soon, they are all starting to get busy, Gu Xuran made an appointment with her, and she will go to play with them in the first month.
It's the Spring Festival again, and the familiar sound of firecrackers is still in my ears. Looking at the Spring Festival Gala on TV, this year's program seems to have changed some people, looking at those people on TV giggling and laughing, I just feel that time has flown by.
Looking at the aging relatives around them, they were a little hesitant.
In this hesitation, they finally grew up year by year.
Yu Muyang looked at his parents beside him, they finally relaxed at the moment and stopped thinking about those things in the mall. It is very rare to return to the family and enjoy the peace of mind and happiness brought by this joyful festival.
Looking out the window, he thought that his future life might be bumpy, but he would do his best for the unpredictable future.
Because the people he wants to get are so cherished.
Yancuo, I love you, so I am willing to face everything for you, just so that when I stand with you, you are stress-free, you are full of joy.
As long as it can be like this, then everything is okay.
Thinking of the girl's face, sometimes laughing, sometimes crying, sometimes stubborn, sometimes fragile. Thinking of her desperate appearance for herself, her heart was melted a little bit.
He remembered the question his parents asked him: Why do you like her, she is not good at all, the family is so complicated, such a person is completely incompatible with you.
Doesn't it match, but that girl is the best I've ever seen. All her joys, sorrows, loves, hatreds, and hatreds are what he wants to have.
He always remembered the answer he gave to his parents: "She is the best in me."