Good night gradually discovered something that made her panic and happy - she relied on Shen Yiyan very much. Yes, just dependency.

The little girl always thinks how fortunate she is to have a good night, and the boy who cares for her is like a light in the eyes of others. Still, she was so selfish that she never wanted to let go of his hand.

She remembered that Sister Saisai once asked her: "An An, you rely on Yiyan so much, do you like him?" ”

At that time, Goodnight was 14 years old, with stretched eyebrows and eyes, red lips and white teeth. Shen Yiyan often said: "An An, I like to see you smile the most." Your eyebrows and eyes are already extremely good-looking, and when you smile, your eyebrows are curved and thin. Indeed, her picturesque eyebrows and eyes captured the hearts of young and ignorant people who fell for beauty. There are a lot of boys who say they like her. Love the word but still so jerky.

Good night remembers that she replied to Sister Saisai like this: "What is like? ”

Sister Saisai is Shen Yiyan's sister, good night and Shen Yiyan are 5 years old, and they were admitted to Peking University at the age of 17. In the eyes of good night, this bosom sister is the most affectionate existence. She seems to know everything and can answer all the questions of good night.

"Hmm..... How to say it.... Liking someone probably means that even if you are never in a hurry, you will want to drink the strongest wine and wear the strongest makeup for him, even if you are never in a hurry, fight or rush. Even when you go to see him, you use running. Sister Saisai had a smile on her face and stared at the good night quietly.

Good night lowered her head, she thought about it carefully, no, she didn't have such feelings for Shen Yiyan. She just wished he was, and always was.

Shen Yiyan was already a male god in the hearts of thousands of girls at that time, and he must wear a mask when he goes out, and he must always worry about whether he will be recognized and secretly photographed. The school didn't even have his seat because he was busy, because he couldn't make a splash because he was a star. Only during the holidays will he stay with her for a moment.

He is the star in the sky, but he is not her star alone. The star cannot be hidden, because he hangs in the starry sky and can welcome everyone's attention.

She also knew that one day, she would not be able to stand with him. At that time, he was already the brightest star, and she knew that he would become, and she expected him to become.

Of course, she didn't like him. She can say this frankly, he will have a better person to like, this person must not be her. Goodnight is just a rice worm that often clings to his body, her world is white, and he is the only warm light. She likes to touch the light because it makes her feel warm, and that's it.

Going around and around, her world is still hers alone, as if everyone is a passerby, coming and going in a hurry. At the age of 16, Shen Yiyan was hailed by the media as "Chinese Colorful teenager", which translates: China's stunning teenager. At the same time, he appeared on the cover of three popular magazines, including Harper's Bazaar. From then on, he was always on the plane, at the press conference, and on the set. He will be with her less and less, and when the holiday is approaching, she will receive a call from him, and he is obviously tired but still has to use such a soft tone, carefully telling her that he will not go back for the holiday. So, how could she blame him?

The same 16-year-old Goodnight can only be left alone and continue to grieve.

However, at the age of 16, Good Night found that she fell in love with someone, and this person was Cheng Songyan, who was one year older than her.

At the age of 16, good night was admitted to the High School Affiliated to Normal University with excellent results - the same school as Cheng Songyan. Because of my father's advice and the fact that my home is very close to the attached middle school, I will wait for Cheng Songyan at the school gate to go home together after self-study every night. Cheng Songyan is already in his second year of high school, and almost all teachers in the school will mention him in their lectures.

He is a legend of the High School Affiliated to Normal University in the past 10 years, and he is the pride of the High School. In his first year of high school, he was selected into the mathematics competition group of the High School Affiliated to Normal University and achieved outstanding results in the national mathematics competition. In his sophomore year of high school, he was invited to participate in Tsinghua University's summer camp, which was favored by Tsinghua professors and was directly pre-recorded.

He is different from Shen Yiyan, Shen Yiyan is an existence that was placed at the foot of the mountain and then left to fend for himself, fortunately, he used his appearance advantage to climb to the top. And Cheng Songyan is a person who was born to stand at the top, in addition to his appearance and the intelligence he has always had, when Cheng Songyan was in elementary school, Aunt Lu even wanted him to go directly to the sixth grade. However, the young master Cheng Songyan at that time refused.

As the saying goes, the high places are not cold. What's more, he was born to stand in a high place, Cheng Songyan is of course much more indifferent than Shen Yiyan. Every time I walked beside him, I only felt that the cold was pressing.

The way home was full of tall French plane trees, and the leaves fluttered, but each of the wide, delicate leaves was not as beautiful as the cold silhouette of the silent young man beside her. She often looked up at him, quietly, of course.

It's been a long time since she's looked at him seriously, it's been a long time since she's been with him. This is her favorite brother Song Yan, this is Brother Song Yan who said she refused, but still took her little hand to the aquarium, went to the big park, and went to see the cherry blossom trees......

Since then, she is no longer the little girl who loves to pester him. Probably after her grandfather's death, her inner world has long been closed by herself. She wasn't looking for him, pestering him. I even forgot to take the bus with him to school.

They only met when the two families had a meeting, and over the years, they probably didn't say more than 10 words.

After so long, the two of them were sandwiched together stiffly, and good night was inevitably a little uncomfortable. However, it seems that only good night is not adaptable. Cheng Songyan seems to be very bland, walking on his own, without squinting. She didn't dare to speak, and silently followed behind him. In this way, the two were relatively silent for a whole semester.

So, when did Goodnight find out that he liked Cheng Songyan?