237. A marriage without love
Everyone walks into this earthly world once, and comes cleanly, but in the process of growing up, they are stained with mud.
Human nature is no longer simple, but has become greedy, lustful, and cruel...... Although human nature is dirty, some people have been mediocre all their lives, while others have done a lot of bad things.
Maybe he is proud, thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, no one knows when retribution will come.
Luo Hou hated Lin Xiulan all his life, so he would go outside to find some gentle and charming women, these people have temperaments that Lin Xiulan does not have.
He dreamed of leaving the old witch, but when he really left today, he found out that he loved her so much, and there seemed to be a knife in his heart that cut his heart fiercely.
One by one, he wanted to smash him into pieces, and the biggest pain was the wound in his heart, although it didn't bleed, it hurt even more.
Lin Xiulan left, as if her soul had been taken away, but Li Yulin often came to see him later, sitting on the edge of his bed and telling him about the child in her belly over and over again.
She said she had morning sickness some time ago and couldn't eat anything, but she didn't dare tell her mom or her mom would break her leg.
Luo Hou looked at the young and vivid woman in front of him, not as enchanting as when she was in the company, because of pregnancy.
She no longer wears makeup, no more high heels, and no more deliberate pandering to him like she used to, in fact she is just like other little girls.
In Luo Hou's eyes, she is younger than her son, that is, a little girl.
Luo Hou often looked at her seriously, but it was through her that she was looking at Lin Xiulan when she was young.
"Ahou, do you think I look good in this dress when I go to dinner today?" She twirled around in front of her with two skirts.
"You look good in any of them." He looked up from the computer and glanced at her, but in his eyes, both dresses were the same.
"Then let's wear this, this one matches the color of your tie best, we are husband and wife, of course we have to wear the same." Lin Xiulan muttered to herself.
"Okay."
Lin Xiulan was also young, but she didn't care about these at all, and when she was pregnant with a child, she was the busiest time.
At that time, I was not a vice president, but an executive of the company, and I had to fly from here to there every day, and a business trip was ten days and a half months.
Does she also have morning sickness and is sad to be alone at home? In the past, I felt that she was shopping and doing beauty every day, and her life was very full and rich.
Now from her point of view, Luo Hou knows what kind of mistake he made, he was wrong, he was wrong from the beginning.
"What's wrong with you?" Li Yulin found that he was distracted again, and the current Luo Hou was very different from before, his eyes were wandering, and he often looked at a place in a daze.
"It's nothing, Xiao Li, let me ask you a question."
"Say it."
"You're still so young, don't you really want to live with me for the rest of your life?" Luo Hou's voice was not scolding, it was very calm, as if he was just saying something very ordinary.
“…… Of course, even if I don't plan for myself, I have to plan for this child, I don't deny that I approached you for money before, but now you have no money, I stay for the child, by the way, when the time comes, let's have a simple wedding, I don't need those tricks. ”
In fact, when Luo Hou asked her this question, she was very upset, and the plan to get pregnant at the beginning was just to take revenge on Luo Hou and Lin Xiulan.
Now her goal has been achieved, but her heart is not as happy as expected, originally she thought that Lin Xiulan would trouble her.
After all, the Lin family is so powerful, and Lin Xiulan in the past was arrogant and unreasonable, but she didn't expect that Lin Xiulan would send someone to send her a card a few days ago.
She said that Luo Hou was out of the house, and the house under his name gave him two children, and the cost of his current hospitalization was still covered by Luo Mingyuan.
It is impossible for him to give Li Yulin a good family, the child is innocent, after all, it is a husband and wife, and she will help him for the last time.
Lin Xiulan also asked someone to bring her some words, she was sorry for the incident in the company.
After the man left, Li Yulin took the card to the bank to check, this card was opened in Luo Hou's name, and the password was also Luo Hou's birthday.
There are one million in it, which is a huge amount of money for ordinary people, enough for them to live a good life.
"Miss, what's wrong with you? How much do I need to take? The counter lady of the bank saw that she was distracted and hurriedly reminded.
"No, I won't take any points, I'll check it out." Li Yulin took back the card, if she loved money so much before, she would not be happy to die if she suddenly received one million.
The first thing is to go to the mall to buy a circle, and the second thing is to ask some little sisters to come out and show off.
She put this card together with the card that Luo Chu paid for, and she didn't touch any of the money in it.
I don't know when she stopped being obsessed with luxury goods, and she hasn't been to the mall for a long time.
The baby in her belly was still very small, so small that she couldn't find out the existence of the little guy except for morning sickness, Li Yulin touched her belly over and over again.
She did not hesitate to take revenge with her own hands at her own expense, and this result was also what she wanted before, but why was she not happy at all?
"Well, now that you've decided, I have something to say to you. This is what I owe you and my children, and I will definitely treat you well and be a good father for the rest of my life.
But...... I already have a person living in my heart, I'm afraid I won't love anyone else in this life, can you accept a marriage without love? ”
"When, of course, as long as you are good to me and good to the children, we are a family, and one day you will like me."
In the past, Li Yulin often warned her little sisters not to have feelings with the father of the gold lord at all times, and once they were emotional, they would die without a place to be buried.
They only need money, not a name, and if the owner is tired of it, she can change it to another one, and feelings are the things she scoffs at the most.
Now she herself is talking about what feelings, and sure enough, in addition to Lin Xiulan and Luo Hou, even she herself has changed.
"I will be good to you and the child, and I will never mess around like before in this life, and I will do my duty." Luo Hou said seriously.
It's really ironic to say that Lin Xiulan has thought about things that she hasn't gotten in her life, but now she is giving it to another woman he doesn't love.
Hehe, this is life.
When Luo Mingyuan came back, Li Yulin did not have the same squeezy personality as in the past, but found an excuse to avoid it.
"Dad, I'll send her off."
"Okay."
Li Yulin has always been a little scared of Luo Mingyuan, she was like this when she was in the company in the past, her eyes under those lenses were deep, so that she couldn't see what was hidden inside.
Everyone walks into this earthly world once, and comes cleanly, but in the process of growing up, they are stained with mud.
Human nature is no longer simple, but has become greedy, lustful, and cruel...... Although human nature is dirty, some people have been mediocre all their lives, while others have done a lot of bad things.
Maybe he is proud, thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, no one knows when retribution will come.
Luo Hou hated Lin Xiulan all his life, so he would go outside to find some gentle and charming women, these people have temperaments that Lin Xiulan does not have.
He dreamed of leaving the old witch, but when he really left today, he found out that he loved her so much, and there seemed to be a knife in his heart that cut his heart fiercely.
One by one, he wanted to smash him into pieces, and the biggest pain was the wound in his heart, although it didn't bleed, it hurt even more.
Lin Xiulan left, as if her soul had been taken away, but Li Yulin often came to see him later, sitting on the edge of his bed and telling him about the child in her belly over and over again.
She said she had morning sickness some time ago and couldn't eat anything, but she didn't dare tell her mom or her mom would break her leg.
Luo Hou looked at the young and vivid woman in front of him, not as enchanting as when she was in the company, because of pregnancy.
She no longer wears makeup, no more high heels, and no more deliberate pandering to him like she used to, in fact she is just like other little girls.
In Luo Hou's eyes, she is younger than her son, that is, a little girl.
Luo Hou often looked at her seriously, but it was through her that she was looking at Lin Xiulan when she was young.
"Ahou, do you think I look good in this dress when I go to dinner today?" She twirled around in front of her with two skirts.
"You look good in any of them." He looked up from the computer and glanced at her, but in his eyes, both dresses were the same.
"Then let's wear this, this one matches the color of your tie best, we are husband and wife, of course we have to wear the same." Lin Xiulan muttered to herself.
"Okay."
Lin Xiulan was also young, but she didn't care about these at all, and when she was pregnant with a child, she was the busiest time.
At that time, I was not a vice president, but an executive of the company, and I had to fly from here to there every day, and a business trip was ten days and a half months.
Does she also have morning sickness and is sad to be alone at home? In the past, I felt that she was shopping and doing beauty every day, and her life was very full and rich.
Now from her point of view, Luo Hou knows what kind of mistake he made, he was wrong, he was wrong from the beginning.
"What's wrong with you?" Li Yulin found that he was distracted again, and the current Luo Hou was very different from before, his eyes were wandering, and he often looked at a place in a daze.
"It's nothing, Xiao Li, let me ask you a question."
"Say it."
"You're still so young, don't you really want to live with me for the rest of your life?" Luo Hou's voice was not scolding, it was very calm, as if he was just saying something very ordinary.
“…… Of course, even if I don't plan for myself, I have to plan for this child, I don't deny that I approached you for money before, but now you have no money, I stay for the child, by the way, when the time comes, let's have a simple wedding, I don't need those tricks. ”
In fact, when Luo Hou asked her this question, she was very upset, and the plan to get pregnant at the beginning was just to take revenge on Luo Hou and Lin Xiulan.
Now her goal has been achieved, but her heart is not as happy as expected, originally she thought that Lin Xiulan would trouble her.
After all, the Lin family is so powerful, and Lin Xiulan in the past was arrogant and unreasonable, but she didn't expect that Lin Xiulan would send someone to send her a card a few days ago.
She said that Luo Hou was out of the house, and the house under his name gave him two children, and the cost of his current hospitalization was still covered by Luo Mingyuan.
It is impossible for him to give Li Yulin a good family, the child is innocent, after all, it is a husband and wife, and she will help him for the last time.
Lin Xiulan also asked someone to bring her some words, she was sorry for the incident in the company.
After the man left, Li Yulin took the card to the bank to check, this card was opened in Luo Hou's name, and the password was also Luo Hou's birthday.
There are one million in it, which is a huge amount of money for ordinary people, enough for them to live a good life.
"Miss, what's wrong with you? How much do I need to take? The counter lady of the bank saw that she was distracted and hurriedly reminded.
"No, I won't take any points, I'll check it out." Li Yulin took back the card, if she loved money so much before, she would not be happy to die if she suddenly received one million.
The first thing is to go to the mall to buy a circle, and the second thing is to ask some little sisters to come out and show off.
She put this card together with the card that Luo Chu paid for, and she didn't touch any of the money in it.
I don't know when she stopped being obsessed with luxury goods, and she hasn't been to the mall for a long time.
The baby in her belly was still very small, so small that she couldn't find out the existence of the little guy except for morning sickness, Li Yulin touched her belly over and over again.
She did not hesitate to take revenge with her own hands at her own expense, and this result was also what she wanted before, but why was she not happy at all?
"Well, now that you've decided, I have something to say to you. This is what I owe you and my children, and I will definitely treat you well and be a good father for the rest of my life.
But...... I already have a person living in my heart, I'm afraid I won't love anyone else in this life, can you accept a marriage without love? ”
"When, of course, as long as you are good to me and good to the children, we are a family, and one day you will like me."
In the past, Li Yulin often warned her little sisters not to have feelings with the father of the gold lord at all times, and once they were emotional, they would die without a place to be buried.
They only need money, not a name, and if the owner is tired of it, she can change it to another one, and feelings are the things she scoffs at the most.
Now she herself is talking about what feelings, and sure enough, in addition to Lin Xiulan and Luo Hou, even she herself has changed.
"I will be good to you and the child, and I will never mess around like before in this life, and I will do my duty." Luo Hou said seriously.
It's really ironic to say that Lin Xiulan has thought about things that she hasn't gotten in her life, but now she is giving it to another woman he doesn't love.
Hehe, this is life.
When Luo Mingyuan came back, Li Yulin did not have the same squeezy personality as in the past, but found an excuse to avoid it.
"Dad, I'll send her off."
"Okay."
Li Yulin has always been a little scared of Luo Mingyuan, she was like this when she was in the company in the past, her eyes under those lenses were deep, so that she couldn't see what was hidden inside.
She was still a very small employee when she first joined the company, and she used to have a good impression of Luo Mingyuan, but Luo Mingyuan has always been difficult for people to approach.
Li Yulin is not without feelings, her feelings are hidden deep by her, she can open her thighs to Luo Hou indifferently, but she doesn't dare to approach Luo Mingyuan and say a word.
This was the first time in my memory that she was alone with Luo Mingyuan, and her heart was beating rapidly.
"Director Luo." She called him the same way she had been at the company.
Luo Mingyuan didn't respond, and Li Yulin also thought of such consequences, maybe he felt that he was dirty in his heart, and he was the one who destroyed his family, how could he have a good face for himself.
"Get in the car."
Li Yulin never thought that one day she would be able to ask Luo Mingyuan to send her home, it felt like a dream.
She was especially honest in front of Luo Mingyuan, she didn't dare to sit in the co-pilot at all, she knew that a person of her identity was not worthy of him, and the co-pilot was generally for important people.
Li Yulin knew that her body was not clean, and she didn't want to defile Luo Mingyuan's car, so she obediently sat back, her back straight.
"Director Luo, you have something to say to me, now that there is no one, you can just say it." She wasn't so stupid as to think that Luo Mingyuan really wanted to send her home.
"Where do you live?"
Li Yulin was stunned for a moment, reported an address, the car started, and he didn't say a word along the way.
He didn't say anything Li Yulin didn't know what to say, his heart was beating like a deer, she could see Luo Mingyuan's side face, he was really handsome.
Once the male god in her dreams, especially when he pushed the frame from time to time, exuded a kind of charm.
Before she knew it, she had just watched him all the way, until the car stopped downstairs in her rental house, and she thanked her, "Thank you for sending me back." ”
Luo Mingyuan parked the car and took out a card from his pocket, "There are five million in this card." ”
"Director Luo, what do you mean by this?" Li Yulin looked at him, he was still the male god in her heart in the last second, and the image was directly shattered in this second.
"Isn't a woman like you just in it for money? At the beginning, I was with my dad and asked him for brand-name bags and clothes, and he used his famous fox to fake Huwei in the company.
Originally, I, as a son, shouldn't have interfered in these things, but now you have committed a taboo, and you have played a new trick for more money.
You want to take advantage of this child to take the position, thinking that my dad still has some private money, to tell you the truth, my dad really has no money.
After the house was given to Luo Li and Luo Ruirui, he even had a problem with his own survival. ”
Li Yulin looked at him coldly, "So you give me five million to let me leave him." ”
"Miss Li is a smart person, you should know what kind of results are best for you, you are still so young and so beautiful.
After a few years, you can find a man your age, so why do you waste time with my dad?
My dad lives with you and has to find a job by himself, he can't give you a good material life, it's useless for you to hang him, he has no money. ”
"Director Luo, what if I told you that I didn't come back for money at all?" Li Yulin knew what she had done before, and others just told the truth, but this person was Luo Mingyuan, and she was very aggrieved in her heart.
"Not for the money? Don't you tell me you're in love with my dad? Luo Mingyuan obviously had a mocking look.
He has seen a lot of women like Li Yulin, and he will do anything for money, and he will do anything for the sake of his position.
It's just that she is unlucky, Luo Hou really has no money now, this stupid woman must want to use the child's matter to knock another sum on him.
"I ......" Li Yulin wanted to say that she did this to take revenge, and to use the child to take revenge, that person would look down on her even more.
Her speechlessness became a default in Luo Mingyuan's eyes, "No matter what you are for, these five million are considered compensation."
My dad is sorry for you, you are willing to give birth to this child and raise it yourself, five million is enough for you to have food and clothing in this life.
But my advice is that you better not stay, because it is not easy to find a home with a child, and secondly, you yourself will suffer a lot of gossip. ”
Li Yulin's eyes glistened with water, "What if I don't accept it?" ”
"Then you can make a price, five million is too little." Luo Mingyuan's tone was exactly what the negotiation looked like in the mall.
"My life is not for sale." Li Yulin never wanted to be so embarrassed in front of him.
"And what is your behavior with my dad called? Miss Li is a smart person, if you don't take this money and continue to insist on going your own way, you will only lose both people and money at that time.
My dad won't like you, and you can't get money or affection from him, do you think you can be happy in this environment for the rest of your life? Can your child really be happy?
To tell you the truth, if my parents had divorced before, I might not have intervened, the marriage between them was already difficult, and leaving might be a good thing for them. ”
"Then you ...... now"
"Just recently, this series of things happened to make my dad completely wake up, it turns out that he loves my mother, if you are not in a hurry, I will tell you a story."
"You say."
"More than 20 years ago......" Luo Mingyuan told the relationship between Lin Xiulan and Luo Hou from beginning to end.
His voice is already very magnetic, as melodious as a radio host, and he speaks with a sense of substitution.
Li Yulin was also fascinated when she listened to it, she witnessed the past of the two like a witness, and she thought that the person Luo Hou said she loved was Liu Qing.
If you don't love him, how can you give Luo Li tens of millions to make up for it, and Li Yulin has seen the video of him and Liu Qing in the office.
Although his words were very frivolous, his body showed great interest in Liu Qing, and he had slept with him, so he could naturally tell whether he was venting or really liking this person.
Who knew that when he crossed Qianfan, he finally woke up to the person he loved was Lin Xiulan.
"My mother's life seems to be beautiful, but she doesn't get anything she wants, and after all, she's just a poor woman.
I know she had people come to you and even gave you some money, do you know why she did that? ”
"She thinks of the kindness of husband and wife."
"This is one of them, and there is another reason, I am not her biological son, the real Luo Mingyuan died a long time ago, and she lost her fertility at that time.
Her biggest regret in this life is that she never gave birth to a child for my father, so this time she will let go and fulfill you. ”
Li Yulin's heart was also very complicated when she heard the truth, the bad woman she gritted her teeth and hated so much turned out to have such a side.
She was suddenly able to understand why Lin Xiulan's temper was so big, mostly due to her misfortune.
Although she is only a junior, she can get Luo Hou and mix with Luo Hou every day, but she, a genuine wife, can't get his love.
"You told me so much just that you want me to let go?"
"Yes, my mother has suffered for half her life, and I don't want her to continue to spend the rest of her life in thoughts.
It took half a lifetime for my dad to understand who he loved, and if it weren't for you, they would have reconciled by now.
Originally, I should have blamed you, but this matter didn't make a slap in the face, it was my father who did too many evils, and he also had retribution, I beg you to let them go and give me a home. ”
This kind of Luo Mingyuan has less of the previous arrogance and coldness, and more of an approachability.
The knot in Li Yulin's heart was finally untied, whether it was Lin Xiulan or Liu Qing, or herself and Luo Hou, they had actually done something wrong and were punished.
She looked at the man in front of her who had once been obsessed with her and did not speak, just spoke quietly.
"If you think the money is less, you can make an offer, as I said before, if you don't want the money, you won't get anything......"
Li Yulin still didn't pick up the card in the end, she drove the door and left without saying a word.
Luo Mingyuan didn't know if she agreed or not, but watched the woman's back fade away, I don't know if it was an illusion, he always felt as if he had done something wrong.
Didn't she approach Luo Hou for money? It's impossible, he didn't know what Li Yulin did in the company before.
It is clear that she is a woman who loves vanity, but how can a person who loves vanity not accept her card? And she had tears in her eyes before leaving.
Luo Mingyuan lit a cigarette, he thought that he had seen human nature clearly enough, but today he felt that he seemed to be looking at the wrong person.
Li Yulin, I hope I didn't mistake you.
That night, Li Yulin sat on the windowsill and thought about it for a long, long time, and didn't sleep all night.
If at the beginning her purpose was to take revenge, now that the purpose has been achieved, she also understands that there are so many helplessness in life.
Lin Xiulan and Luo Hou, who she hated the most at first, actually felt some pity for them in her heart.
It is clear that she is in a mess now, and she is still in the mood to pity others, Li Yulin evoked a mocking smile.
She doesn't love Luo Hou, she doesn't love him at all, she used to love his money, even if she had a little friendship, it also disappeared with hatred.
Li Yulin was distressed by the child in her womb, she didn't think about it so much when she set the plan at the beginning, she only wanted revenge.
As Lin Xiulan said, no matter what, the child is innocent, and a person who doesn't love her, does she really want to get into it for the rest of her life?
Giving birth to this child? She was destined to not be able to give her child a complete home, and she didn't listen to anything when Luo Chu advised her.
Do you regret it? In the end, she regretted a little in her heart, she saw Luo Chu so happy to take revenge, and she wanted to be like her.
But Li Yulin ignored one thing, Luo Chu wanted revenge, but she never implicated anyone else, let alone killed Luo Ruirui or Liu Qing.
She just got her things back, and I don't know how much better it was than her own actions, because she had harmed so many people because of her own selfishness, and in the end, she couldn't even get happiness for herself.
Li Yulin touched her stomach, looked at the dark, and turned from dark to dawn, she murmured softly: "Ha, it's dawn." ”
She should also have an idea of where to go, Li Yulin changed her clothes, and then went to the hospital alone.
"I'm sorry baby, if mom can't give you a complete family, then you don't want to come to this world to suffer in the first place."
After a night of thinking, it was not that she did not have the determination to be a single mother, but her unbearable identity, and what she and Luo Hou did was a sensation in her life.
In the future, when the child grows up, he will definitely hear a lot of rumors, and instead of letting him grow up in a bad atmosphere since he was a child, she would rather take all the fault on herself.
I went to the hospital to register and asked the doctor to diagnose my body, "Li Yulin, 23 years old, has you had a history of miscarriage before?" ”
"Nope."
"Okay, you can go and pay the fee and come back." Doctors have performed many of these surgeries, and there are countless people they have to face every day, and their eyes have long been indifferent.
"Thank you, doctor." Along the way, Li Yulin took heavy steps, went to pay the fee alone, and then waited in line for the flow of people.
There are many young women like her, but almost all of them are accompanied by one person, either girlfriends, relatives, or men.
A small couple next to her had an argument, and a woman who looked younger than her had been wiping away tears.
"It's your child! How can you bear it? ”
"You are obedient, now is not the time to have children."
"You think I don't know, you're just afraid that the tigress in your house will know, so you brought me here to have an abortion."
"Baby, don't worry, I'll divorce her next year, and when the time comes, let's have as many as we want, okay?"
"That's what you said." The woman's expression was a little better.
Li Yulin looked at the expressions of the two of them, in fact, she really wanted to remind this little sister that a man doesn't even want to have children, so why not talk about giving you a future.
After all, the junior is just a junior who can't get on the position, even if he is lucky enough to be the original match, he will meet more junior and junior in the future.
Sooner or later, what she owes to others will have to be repaid, and now she knows this too well.
"That's what I said, I booked the best room for you, and I'll be there after the operation in a while."
"Will the surgery be painful?"
"No, this is painless, and you can go to class in the afternoon after doing it."
The man is obviously a veteran and very experienced, maybe he has deceived many women, Li Yulin shook his head.
"Okay, so how do you compensate me?"
"Okay, I'll buy you two bags in a while, you pick it yourself."
"And the coat."
"Okay, good, buy them all."
"It's so nice to you, dear." The woman was soon bought, Li Yulin saw the shadow of her former self from her face, was her former self so ignorant?
I didn't feel it in the game before, but now I jumped out and realized how stupid I was in the past.
"No. 87, Li Yulin."
Li Yulin got up and left from the little couple, she didn't remind anything, because the personal suffering still needs to be tasted by the individual.
Luo Hou was the first financier next to her, and she never thought that she would conceive a child for him before, but now she is lying on the cold operating table, Li Yulin has never been so clear.
She made the most expensive one, claiming that it only took a few minutes, and there was no pain, and she looked at the ceiling above her head with a numb expression the whole time.
Does it hurt? It hurts, but it's not the body that hurts but the heart, she closed her eyes in despair, and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes.
Baby, I'm sorry, if there is an afterlife, you must find a good family, even if you are not rich, but you are definitely not a mother who is a junior.
Her body was anesthetic, and she let the nurse move her to the rest room, and put a painkiller stick on her body, she felt so tired that she wanted to sleep.
Her mind was very clear at the moment, some pictures of the past were dangling in front of her eyes, and Li Yulin felt that her brain was about to explode.
There was a noise next to him, because a mother-in-law did not let her daughter-in-law use an analgesic stick, which costs extra money, and this hospital is not cheap.
"Everyone else has used it, I have been married to your family for so many years, how can you treat me like this?" The woman was very angry, but she had no choice but to have surgery and came out, and her voice was very tired.
"What's the use of this, in the past, we had children by ourselves in those days, and I didn't see you people so squeamish now.
The analgesic rod costs hundreds of dollars an hour, how much does my son earn every day, and your ruined daughter-in-law can't conceive a boy......"
The sound kept coming, Li Yulin's brain hurt, and it hurt even more when they made a fuss like this.
This family must be because the daughter-in-law is pregnant, and the mother-in-law wants a boy, and several people must have found someone to tell the news and found out that it was a girl, and the mother-in-law asked the daughter-in-law to have an abortion.
This is life, the sorrow of the little people, Li Yulin thought about Luo Mingyuan for a while, she and he are people from different worlds, she knew this a long time ago.
After resting in the hospital for a few hours, I don't know when the noise in my ears has disappeared, Li Yulin got out of bed alone, put on her shoes and left.
When she got home, she recuperated for a while, and when she was almost well, she left the room and left the city alone.
She can't stay in this place anymore, her parents don't allow her, and she has no true friends.
She bought a train ticket to the south, she has lived in the north since she was a child, she has never been to the south, she wants to go there to see different scenery and live a different life.
Before entering the station, she made a phone call to Luo Hou, and it took a long time for the phone to be connected, and Luo Hou didn't want to have too much contact with her.
"Hey." The voice inside is neither salty nor light, and people can't hear joy and anger.
"I'll let you go."
Luo Hou didn't react for a while what she meant by this, "Let me go of what?" ”
"Cherish your wife, don't let her down again, Mr. Luo, our meeting was originally a mistake." Li Yulin hung up the phone after saying this.
Luo Hou heard a busy beep on the other side of the phone, and when he called again to ask for clarification, the phone was not connected.
"I'm sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off......" came a familiar female voice.
Li Yulin on the other end of the phone had already thrown the phone card, and the phone card crossed a parabola in the air, and finally landed firmly in the trash can.
Just as her garbage-like past should be discarded, Li Yulin sat on the train, watching the train start, and the familiar scenery flashed one by one.
Those pasts also flashed one by one, and she suddenly thought of the day she went to the interview, her qualifications were average, and she was very likely to be eliminated.
When she came out of the bathroom in a distraught, she bumped into a person, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
That person was Luo Hou, Luo Hou swept her face, and finally landed on her chest, "Are you new here?" ”
"No, I'm here for an interview, but I don't know if I'll be accepted." Only then did she see the man's face clearly, this was the vice president of the company, and she had seen it in the company's introduction before.
"Do you want to be admitted?" Luo Hou's hand was still on her waist.
"Of course."
Luo Hou whispered in her ear: "I have a way to let you enter the company, but only if you have to pay something, are you willing?" ”
Li Yulin had heard some rumors before, but she didn't expect it to happen to her, she was very flustered, "What do you pay?" ”
Luo Hou pinched her waist, and Li Yulin immediately understood that this had not yet entered the unspoken rules of the workplace.
When she thought of the earnest faces of her parents before leaving home, "Come on, Xiaolin, believe in yourself, you will definitely be admitted." ”
Thinking of her parents, she gritted her teeth and leaned closer to Luo Hou's ear, "I am willing." ”
"Good." Luo Hou left her registration form, and later she was really admitted, and she also had that kind of relationship with Luo Hou.
At first, she was a little unaccustomed to it, but when she first went out to high-end restaurants, five-star hotels, and luxury stores, her eyes were clouded by material things.
Thinking back again, Li Yulin suddenly thought that if Luo Hou asked her if she was willing at that time, she could push Luo Hou away, and then say I don't want to.
Even if she can't be admitted to the company, she won't get to where she is today.
Shen Runxue graduated from the same school as her, but now she is getting better and better, she once glanced at Shen Runxue from a distance, she was radiant, as if she had been reborn and changed into a person.
There is a handsome man of the same age by her side who is a good match for her, and the struggle that she despised the most before was so vividly played in Shen Runxue.
I can only look at her from a distance in the dark corner, and Luo Chu is getting better and better.
God is fair, many people suffer at the beginning, but in the end, what awaits them is full of sweetness.
I have to pay the price for enjoying a life that doesn't belong to me in advance, and no matter what, all of this is completely understood today.
It's almost the Chinese New Year, the train is very crowded, most of them are returning, and she is getting farther and farther away from her hometown.
Maybe one day she will come back to that place again, but not like this.
Before the train started, Luo Chu and Shen Runxue received a text message respectively, and the text message Luo Chu received read: "Now I believe that what you said is right, but it is too late." ”
She called the other party is turned off, Luo Chu was confused, didn't Li Yulin say that she wanted to marry Luo Hou some time ago? What's going on? Could it be that she figured something out?
The text message Shen Runxue received was: "I'm sorry. ”
There are only three words, but they represent her most sincere apology.
Goodbye, my friend, my terrible past.